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Gojo Satoru x Reader (High School AU)

Something I wrote few months back. Happy reading!!

!!Warning!! Angst, a little of suicidal thought, suggestive theme

As an introvert and loner, I don't have many close friends. My own circle of dear friends are not here but in another city. Yep, I have moved away from my hometown for a various of reasons. Of course we are still in contact with each other. Every vacation will be spent with them.

I didn't mind being a loner in class. Not quite a loner, maybe more like I just keep them at arm length. I talk when needed, maybe about our school projects. In short, I didn't talk more than needed. Maybe that's why I have classmates but didn't have friends. Because being into anime/manga/games is considered childish by them. Well, middle school is the age where you wanted to act like an adult but actually was funny to adults themselves. That’s why I don’t bother trying to integrate myself into their circles.

I thought I will spend three years of middle school alone, I have spent the half of the first year alone just fine. 2 more years are no different. But one day, I meet a classmate with the same hobby. She is quite invested in manga. From then on we started to talk about our hobby and she also introduced me into her circles of friend with the same hobby. So, on my second year of middle school, I made friends.

Sadly, people change, or maybe they grow up. Unlike me who is still invested in my hobbies, they are now more or less over it. The usual gathering that filled with who is the most handsome protagonist become the newest brand of make-up I want to buy. Well, I don’t mind it, in fact I can keep up with them, due someone from my circle of friends also invested in fashion hobbies. Usually, she will call me and talk about which one she should buy. Even though the topic has changed, I really don’t mind at all. I am glad I can help them a little in their hobby.

But in my second year. Just few months after first term, something changed. I am getting more stares from schoolmates. Even though I don’t really know exactly why made them so. When I entered my class, my classmates are observing my every movement. When I look at them, they started talking to each other, pretending not paying attention to me. but I can still see them glancing at me every now and then. I was curious, but before I could ask them what’s wrong. The usual class bullies gather around me.

“What?”

“Hisaki-san. I heard you like anime.” They grinned evilly.

“What’s wrong with that?”

“And I heard you even have a crush on a fictional boy.” He laughed. “I mean, who in their right mind will fall in love with a cartoon? Hahahaha, so stupid.” The rest of the class agreed too, they let out small giggles and jeers.

“At least they didn’t have a shitty personality like you.” I said.

“Hahahaha!” They laughed harder. “Shitty personality like me? He is not even real. Come on! You can call your fictional boyfriend to beat me up!” He taunted. His statement incited another round of laughter from the class. From that day on, the bullies will start teasing me, but since I report it to principal, they got suspended and stopped. Not many people know my hobby is, since I always keep to myself, except my friends I made here. Of course, I don’t want to suspect them. I didn’t think they are this kind of people.

Until the truth hit me in the face. “I never thought they will get suspended.” Tachibana Yuriko said.

“Well, it’s their own fault. They took it too far.” Tanaka Aiko rolled her eyes, sipping her drink.

“Hahaha! We did tell them that that loner likes anime and even has a crush on the character.” Takeda Sayuri giggled. “I mean, anime’s boys are cool and all, but they are still unreal. To have a crush on that is creepy. Does she think she will get married with them?” She said disdainfully.

“Yes. Even I didn’t do that.” Kurokawa Mayuko agreed.

“Of course, you like Tadashi-kun after all. But who would have thought he didn’t have eyes. How could he likes that loner. Of course hearing that, we couldn’t sit still.” Tanaka Aiko grumbled.

“Yes. I told him that loner is just an anime otaku. And I tell those clowns to tease her.” Tachibana Yuriko nodded.

“She even writes stories about those anime people. I am sure she is not normal. Unbelievable.” Takeda Sayuri shook her head.

“Whatever it is. Did you see how his face was like when we told her that loner is an otaku? It’s like he swallowed a fly. So funny.” They laughed at that.

“Besides, I invite her to our group to make sure she didn’t tell other people about us liking manga and anime back then. But now, since we are over it, why so we still need to keep her around?” Tanaka Aiko snorted.

“So mean.” They said in unison and broke into laughter again.

"Is this… the bad moment when you realize your friends are actually bullies?" I looked at my so-called friends. The four of them are having fun talking and joking at each other. Sitting only 3 tables away from me.

Earlier they told me they have canceled their plan. Claiming one of them is unable to attend. Now I see that was not the case. They just don't want me to tag along. I was never considered a friend to them. “I see. I fully understood now.”

The opportunity to start afresh was not far. My family decided to move back to Tokyo after in summer holiday. Of course I am moving back too.

I choose the same school as my friends. The school is one of most prestigious private school in Tokyo. Fortunately, I excel at academics, so entering this school is not as hard as they made it to be. And they have escalator system, so we don’t need to study for the nightmare we call entrance exam. I meet up with my close friends in this school again. Even more so, all of them are in my class. Fushiguro Megumi, Kugisaki Nobara, and Itadori Yuuji, Fushiguro Tsumiki is one year older than us. We have kept in contact so they knew what happened to me in the middle school.

In this school, I don’t think I will ever make new friends again. considering the scar they left prior transferring here. I am really grateful to my friends, they are not repulsed by my strange hobby. Well, according to them, me liking anime/manga/games is just the same as Yuuji liking Jennifer Lopez. And me liking an anime character is just the same as Yuuji liking Jennifer Lopez. At least they agreed the characters in the anime didn’t have a shitty personality like them.

Anyway, through them, I meet senpais a year above us. Maki, Toge and Panda. Yuuji seems to have a connection with our middle school student council president, Nanamin. After mingling with Nanamin, I met two years above senpais. At that time, they were 1st year of high school. Satoru, Suguru and Shoko.

They welcomed me like I am already their old friend. Apparently, they heard me from Nobara and the others. They have been dying to meet me, but Megumi and Nobara refused for fear Satoru was going to corrupt me. All in all, they are glad my current friends have someone sane in their circle.

At first, Satoru and I are too contrasting with each other, all of them(including Satoru) thought it was so funny. Satoru is an extrovert while I am an introvert. He liked to tease me and joke around. Most of the time I didn't get the joke and ended up answering seriously. Somehow, we ended up together 2 years ago. Maybe it began from that day. At that time, Satoru was busy telling them the latest Digimon’s episode which was ignored, but he kept making mistake. So, I unconsciously kept correcting him. In the end, I was the one who tell them the whole story.

“…That’s how it goes.” I nodded, satisfied. The silence on the rooftop finally sinks into my mind. “…sorry…” I shrank smaller, awaiting for their jeers and sneers. Tears have started pooling in the corner of my eyes. ‘Stupid [Name]! you should keep your hobby to yourself!!’

“Does Digimon is always this kind of deep story?” Suguru blinked.

“What?! Of course it is. I keep telling you to watch it.” Satoru complained to his best friend.

“Eh? The way you told us the story is shitty. You jumped around and missing some important details. You should learn from [Name]-chan. The way she told us the stories is really nice and engaging. Now, I am kind of want to watch Digimon.” Suguru grinned and winked at me.

“Indeed. I also have never thought I will be itching to watch Digimon now.” Even Nanamin agreed.

“[Name]’s story telling ability is always mysterious. Even though the anime itself is not that great, but when [Name] is the one telling it. That sounds like it’s worth watching.” Megumi suddenly spoke up.

“I…I am not…that great…” I mumbled, bowing my head so they won’t see the blush.

“Then it’s question time!!” Satoru yelled out loud, causing the others to sigh. He the proceed to play 100 questions about Digimon. We got a lot closer after that day. Satoru, more often than not showed up unannounced at my house and proceeded to drag me to movie watching or arcade, sometimes shopping.

And when I finally confessed to him, I was met with Satoru’s confused look. “Aren’t we already dating each other?” He blinked as he titled his head.

“Eh? Since when?” I blurted out.

“I asked you out a year ago.” He replied.

“Eh?”

“[Name]-chan, let’s go out.” Satoru looked at me unusually serious.

“Oh, okay. When will we meet?” I smiled at him.

“I thought you asked for hangout.” I blushed in my own embarrassment. “No wonder… no wonder you looked so serious that time.” I murmured. And all of his unusually sweet gestures made sense. “Sorry… I…” ‘I was the worst. It took me a year to realize this. No, I won’t even realized this if he didn’t say it. Ah, he might hate me now.’

“Sorry, I… I will go home today…” I bowed, ashamed to even look at him now.

“No.” My hand was grabbed and I was pulled back.

“Satoru…?” I blinked when I felt his hands wrapped around me and his head atop mine.

“I…kinda know that you didn’t catch it. But I didn’t clarify it.”

“Why?”

“Because I don’t want to hear you say the feeling is not mutual.” He mumbled. “That’s why I let it be, while I was trying hard to make you fall in love with me.”

“…You did…”

“Mhmhm…” He nodded. “I like you, [Name]-chan.”

“The feeling is mutual.” I smiled.

“Good! Now, let’s continue with the date!” He cheered.

“Ah! Let me reapply my make up first.”

“[Name]-chan is plenty cute already.” He whined. “I will be in trouble if you look cuter than you already were. It was hard to keep those wolves away. I was glad that the rumor about me being your boyfriend was enough to keep them at bay.” He pouted.

“But… I want to look cute for you.” I mumbled.

“…You are not fair, [Name]-chan. When you said it like that and with that face no less, there’s no way I can refuse.” He turned around, refusing to look at me, but his red ears gave him away. ~”~

I thought I won't meet my former classmates anymore but lo and behold. They somehow transferred to our school. Yep, the four of them. Our school is quite prestigious. Usually, you need good grades or are scouted by the school.

"Today, we have new classmates. Introduce yourselves." Sensei said.

Kurokawa Mayuko, Tachibana Yuriko, Tanaka Aiko, Takeda Sayuri. Those are their names. They seemed surprised when they saw me. I just smile and nod politely to them.

"Do you know them?" Nobara nudged my elbow.

"Were middle school classmates." I answered.

"Heee…."

At lunch they were crowded by students. This is what happened to each transfer student. "[Name], Nobara, Yuuji, Megumi~" Maki called our names.

"Yes. We are coming, Maki-san." Nobara answered quickly. We eat lunch at our usual spot in the rooftop, of course with Nanamin too.

"Your class has 4 transfer students?" Maki cocked her eyebrow.

"Yes. They were my classmates in middle school." I answered.

"You don't seem to be happy to be reunited with them." Nanamin pointed out.

"Well, we didn't exactly part in a good term." I smiled wryly and thus I told them how I found out I was unwanted friend.

"I see. In short, you are dumped." Maki summed it up.

"It can be said like that." I laughed.

"Oi, Maki. You can't just say it like that. You are just as bad as Satoru." Panda chided.

"Wha! Don't lump me together with him!" Maki raged.

"Maki is not wrong though. Maybe they pitied me because I was a loner, and just tried to talk to me. Who would have thought I was attached to them. Back then, I was hurt. But now, well let bygone be bygones. We are just middle school classmates, nothing more and nothing less." I said.

"I don't think you will ever be lonely again." Nobara rolled her eyes.

"Not when you have annoying stick man as your boyfriend." Maki nodded in agreement.

"That nickname is always funny." Toge commented. Annoying stick man is my first impression of Satoru. They asked me what was my first impression of him and I blurted this out. They were stunned and then broke into a fit of laughter. Usually, most of people will say he is good looking and his personality could be better. No one will explicitly told hims straightforwardly he is annoying, not to mention stick man.

"We found them!" The rooftop door burst opened. The 4 classmates strolled in. "[Name]-chan, can we eat together?"

"...I have to go back to the student council. I still have some work left to do. You can enjoy yourselves." Nanamin said.

"Ah! I have to help Nanamin too." Yuuji followed. "Fushiguro, you come help me too."

"Well, I don't have anything to do." Megumi shrugged.

"Nobara, you help me with my work." Maki called for the younger girl.

"Of course, Maki-san."

"Toge, Yotsuba-sensei told me he needs help distributing material." Panda started.

"Okay." He nodded. In the end, they all left one after another.

"I have also finished eating. Enjoy yourselves." I smiled and excused myself. ~"~

I thought I have made this clear, but I miscalculated their persistence. Until one day, they caught me alone. "[Name]-chan, do you hate us?" The 4 of them cornered me in an empty classroom.

"Hate? Why would I hate you?" I blinked.

"You always decline our invitations." Aiko pouted.

"I just think it's better for you all to enjoy yourselves without me hindering you."

"You are our best friend." Mayuko frowned.

"Were we?" I smiled. "Whether we were or not, I think you all know it in your heart. To me, you are just my middle school classmates now."

Shock painted their faces. They must have not thought I would say this to their faces. And as I thought, the next day some rumor spread about me. They say I was a heartless friend who abandoned old for new.

"They work quickly." Maki cocked her brows.

"They really held a grudge against you." Nobara clicked her tongue.

"What should we do? Shouldn't we clarify?" Yuuji frowned.

"There's no need. The more we try to clarify the nastier it will become." Megumi said.

"Yes. Let's just ignore them. For me, as long as you all believe me. I am fine." I smiled.

"Have you told Satoru?" Panda asked.

"No. I think there's no need." I shook my head.

"Well, as long as they don't try something extreme. I guess it's fine." Toge spoke. ~"~

"...And so, his eyes are so blue, he is so handsome. I think I have never met someone as handsome as him." Mayuko giggled.

"You should have asked his number." Sayuri told her friend.

"Are you stupid? I don't even know him!" She argued.

"Hehehe. Is this so-called fall in love at a first sight?" Aiko teased.

"Our Mayuko has finally grown up. I think it's about time you moved on from your ex." Yuriko said.

I place my bag on my desk and pull out stationery and a notebook. "Ah, [Na]-Hisaki-san." Mayuko called.

"Yes? Is there anything I can help with?" I blinked.

"We are going eat together after school. Do you want to come?" Mayuko asked.

"Today? I am very sorry. I already have an appointment with another."

"Oh… Is that so?"

"Do you really have an appointment or just don't want to come with us? You can just say that clearly." Sayuri sneered.

"I really have an appointment though. It's up to you whether you want to believe or not." I tilted my head.

"[Name], about today's plan, you better tell Suguru and Shoko-san to bring their cars. Or else… what's wrong?" Nobara frowned.

"Nothing. Just a small misunderstanding. Nothing to worry about. Anyway, are 2 cars enough? Do we need Satoru's car?"

"We have 11 people. We refuse to see you two PDA-ing with each other in his car." Nobara gagged.

"Eeeehhhh? We don't do pda though." I sweatdropped.

"You think we are blind. That sunglasses bastard obviously is showing off his PDA every chance he got. Seriously, I really wonder how you actually put up with him."

"He is not that bad, I guess." I smiled wryly.

"Only you think like that. His personality is so shitty. We all know it." Nobara rolled her eyes.

"Maybe because [Name] is patient with him. I mean, no one is patient enough to deal with him." Yuuji interjected.

"Maybe [Name] was born to counter him." Megumi added.

"...why are we talking about this again?" I sweatdropped. The restaurant we are going to is opened by Yaga-sensei's acquaintance. Today is the soft opening. We are fortunate to be able to attend. By the time we arrived there, there are no other guests.

We eat as we talk about all sorts of things. Shoko and Suguru talk about interesting things that happened in their university. As for Satoru… it seems he is making feeding me is his first and foremost mission. "Satoru, you should eat too…" I sighed.

"Later… I need to feed [Name]-chan first." He grinned.

"I can eat by myself."

"I like to feed you."

"See, what did I tell you? This guy is showing off his PDA again." Nobara accused.

"He has been whining about not being able to see [Name]-chan every break." Suguru rolled his eyes.

"Overdramatic." Maki snorted.

"But [Name]-chan is just too cute. You see how adorable she is when chewing. And then when she is focusing-" I shoved whatever thing in my chopsticks to shut him up.

"Chew." I commanded. Satoru obediently chews the food in his mouth.

"Maybe Megumi was right about [Name] was born to counter him." Nobara sweatdropped.

"He practically only obeys [Name]'s order." Panda sighed. They then break into a fit of giggles.

The front door opened, signaling other guests for soft opening. Surprise surprise it was them, my middle school classmates. They are also surprised when they saw us. "Oh, you guys are eating here." Aiko smiled.

"Yes. The owner is our teacher's friend." I answered.

"I see. This owner here is Mayuko father's friend." Yuriko said. "Since we are here, should we eat together? The more the merrier."

"One Satoru is enough to liven up." Maki said. "Besides, we are already halfway done. It will be a hassle if you need to eat quickly." Maki opened her mouth. "Not to mention, we don't know you well."

"...I guess so…" Aiko gave us strained smile. Then they sit 1 table away of us.

"Then…" Suguru resumed his story to dissipate the awkward atmosphere. And Satoru resumes his feeding activity. Throughout the whole meal, I see that Mayuko kept glancing at our table from time to time. After our lively dinner, we made a detour to the usual dessert shop.

"Spill. Why did that girl keep looking for you?" Maki frowned.

"Don't tell me, she is your long-lost childhood sweetheart." Nobara glared accusingly.

"Does this mean you are cheating on [Name]?" Panda asked.

"Are you?" My lip curled downward.

"What? No! I will never cheat on [Name]-chan." Satoru defended himself. "I don't even know her, let alone talk to her."

"So, why did she look at you like you betrayed her or something?" Megumi narrowed his eyes.

"How should I know?! I didn't know her. [Name]-chan, trust me." He pleaded.

"Don't worry. I was only teasing you. I trust you." I smiled. Satoru smiles in relief.

"We did meet her few days ago." Suguru said.

"Where?" Toge inquired.

"When we were buying snacks at a convenience store. She bumped into Satoru."

"That's all?"

"That's all." Suguru nodded.

"Then this is…"

"The case of her having fallen in love at first sight." Shoko completed the unspoken sentence.

"Tsk. How annoying." Nobara clicked her tongue.

"I have no interest in women aside from [Name]-chan." Satoru spoke up.

"Really? You have to promise me." I shoved my pinky to him.

"Yep." He hooked his pinkie to mine and chanted the promise. ~"~

"...Satoru…"

"What's wrong, [Name]-chan? You don't want to go home yet?" He grinned.

"...yeah… I don't want to go home… I want to stay with Satoru longer…" I mumbled.

"...let's go to my place, yeah?"

"Okay…" I nodded. Thus, the car changes direction to his house. Entering his house, Satoru throws his key to the coffee table haphazardly and quickly goes to his room. 'How weird. This is the nth time I have come to his house. And of course this is not the first time I have come as his girlfriend. Yet I am so nervous'

"[Name]-chan. You come and take a pick!" Satoru called.

"Okay." In the end I just choose a long sleeves sweater as a change of cloth. I have finished my bath and now nervously waiting for him. Waiting for him to do what? I am not sure myself.

"[Name]-chan, are you alright?" I was so surprised when I heard his voice right beside me. Satoru has been out of the shower for a while without me noticing.

"I am… Satoru…" I bit my lips and resolved myself. I wrap my hands around his neck to pull him closer. Lips touching in desperate manner.

"[Name]-cha-!" I didn't give him time to protest as I shoved my tongue inside his mouth, asserting dominance. My hands slip inside his sweater, roaming his sculptured muscle.

"Satoru…" I breathed his name. My hands went to the hem of my sweater and pulled it off.

"[Name]-chan!!" Satoru stopped me. "What are you doing?" He frowned.

"I…I… want Satoru…"

"...no… you don't want this." He shook his head. I was stunned, frozen in place. "I will take a breather first." Satoru left.

'Ah… I made him angry…' tears flowing down from my eyes. "Stupid [Name]." I hiccuped. 'Because my own insecurities, I force myself on him. Now, Satoru is angry… I am stupid…'

I go back into his room, searching for my uniform. I found it inside the dirty laundry basket. Fortunately, it hasn't been washed, even if it's a bit wrinkled. It's okay, I am going home anyway. I quickly changed back to my uniform, go back to the living room and take my backpack and phone. I bit my lips and scribble a note to him hastily. Instead of going home like I intended to, I run and run and run away to I don't know where, until my lungs burnt from the lack of oxygen. I keep scolding myself in my mind.

Of course he doesn't want me. I am just…me. There's nothing special about me. My body shape is as average as it could be. My face is also average. Not pretty nor cute. Sometimes I even wonder how come someone so outstanding as him could like me. The only point I have is I am above average in academics. That's all. Someone with ugly appearance and heart like me doesn't qualify to be with him. '...it might be the best if I could just disappear…'

A bright light shines on me as I heard a frantic horn, a scream and tire screeching. ~"~

Gojo sighs as he thinks about [Name]'s weird behavior. She isn't someone this reckless. Well, they did have hot make out few times and sometimes he also got frisky. But he held back. He wants [Name] to be completely sure before he does the deed. Even though he doesn't look like it. He only wanted to do it with someone he will take as his wife and of course with his partner's consent too. That person in his mind is absolutely his current and first girlfriend, [Name].

When [Name]-chan suddenly took initiative, he was elated. But when he saw her looked like could cry any second, his heart chilled. Did someone force her to do this? Why didn't she tell him? Is he that unreliable? Doesn't she trust him? All of those negative thoughts reel in his mind and he becomes upset. That's why he pushed her away.

He was going to cool down a little and then ask her what's wrong. But when he came back, [Name] was nowhere to be found. Only a small note on the coffee table, with a sorry scribbled hastily. His sweater was folded neatly on the sofa. "Damn it." He clicked his tongue. [Name] must be feeling guilty again. That girl somehow always blames herself in every situation, even if most of them are not her fault. This time… well, it's not (completely) her fault. He should have asked when she said she didn't want to go home.

Gojo pulls out his phone to call her. But no one answered. Worry begins to settle down in his heart. He grabs his house key and practically runs out searching for her. He keeps calling but no one answered. [Name] won't ignore him no matter how mad she is. The most she would do is accept his call but make no noise. Now, this type of new behavior really makes him uneasy. This time his phone rings, to his joy the caller is [Name].

"[Name]-chan, where are-"

"Hello." The voice from the other side is not someone he familiar with. "Hello, is this Hisaki [Name]-sama's family?"

"I am her boyfriend."

"I see. Can you please contact her parents to come to xxx hospital. Hisaki [Name]-sama is now in the hospital due to car accident."

"...what…?" His blood ran cold. [Name] was in a car accident. His hand slumps on his side and the phone falls down.

"Moshi moshi? Are you still there?" The nurse kept calling him. But his mind already flies out of his body. Car accident. Injury. Blood. Cold. Dead.

"No…" He whispered. "No…" He shook his head. "That can't be…" As if he finally snapped out from his struptor, he finally calls a cab. ~"~

"Nurse-san… Is there any need to be hospitalized? It was only scratches on elbows and feet."

"You have to be hospitalized, young lady. You told me your hip was hit by the car. Your scan didn't show anything yet. That's why we have to make sure. You need to stay here today. If nothing happens, you will be discharged tomorrow. I can't contact your parents so, I have called your boyfriend just now." She said. I stiffened at the word boyfriend. 'Are we still together now?' I lowered my eyes.

"Nurse-san… my parents are out of the town at the moment, but I think it's better to just call my parents directly." I smiled, trying to convince her to give me my phone back.

"Hmm… Good enough. I also think it's better to call your parents." She pulled out my phone from her pocket and then the door suddenly burst open, revealing a messy Satoru. His usually fluffy hair now matted to forehead due to sweat. He is even panting like he has run a marathon.

"You are…"

"I am [Name]-chan's boyfriend. Where is she? Is she alright?" He asked quickly.

"Well…" Nurse-san stepped to the side a bit so he could see me. "She is not hurt that bad, but she was hit by the car on the hip. As a precaution we need her to stay for the night." She explained. But it seems like Satoru didn't hear what she said. His eyes are fixated on me.

"...I should leave you two alone first. No funny business, okay?" She warned and exited the room.

"Um…" The awkward atmosphere is too much for me to handle. I become nervous and start fidgeting.

"[Name]-chan…"

"...sorry…" I answered softly. "Sorry… for making you worried… and sorry… for forcing myself on you. Umm… I will be fine on my own here. So, you don't need to accom…Satoru…?" I blinked rapidly when I was suddenly enveloped in a tight hug.

"I am glad you are alright…." He whispered. His voice is raspy and shaky.

"...sorry…" I am ashamed of myself for making him worried like this.

"No need to apologize. It's not your fault." He murmured. "I am sorry for not asking you the moment you acted strange. Sorry, for pushing you away. I didn't mean to make you upset."

"I…" I swallowed the lump formed in my throat. "I am not…upset… It's just… my own insecurities acting up… it's not your fault… It's all me…" I uttered softly.

"All the more it's my fault. I failed being your boyfriend the moment I let your insecurities acting up, hm." I can feel his smile back.

"Tell me. Tell me all about it. I want to know everything about you."

"What… what did you like about me?" I blurted out.

"..." Satoru blinked at the unexpected question.

"I mean… with your qualifications, getting someone better than me is not a problem. I am just a normal average girl, a boring girl with nothing except her above average in academics…."

"I see. I know what the problem is." He chuckled.

"Please don't laugh. I am going to cry because of embarrassment." I already felt tears pricking at the corner of my eyes. This is also one of the traits I hate about myself. I am an absolute crybaby.

"Ah. Sorry sorry. I didn't laugh at you. I was laughing at my own stupidity that failed to notice this." He quickly amended himself. "Well, as for your question… that actually I am best at. Listing my cute [Name]-chan's good points. Even if I have eternity, it won't be enough."

"Liar."

"I am not. Let's see. You look so cute when you are studying. And then when chewing food too. Ah, when you pout. And then when you tug my sleeve shyly. I can't get enough."

The effect of those words is spontaneous. My cheeks are getting warmer and warmer. "And then the melting face you have after I kissed you deep and hard." He whispered as he bit the shell of my ear.

The sudden action caught me off guard. I visibly jump, which is a bad move. A pain shot up from my hip. Seems like I finally feel the pain from the car crash. I am sure it will form ugly dark purple bruise tonight. I take a sharp breath due to the pain.

"[Name]-chan? Are you in pain? Where are you hurt? Let me see." Satoru fussed. "Is it your hip? Let me take a look."

I stiffen again. I remember how his frown directed to me when I forced myself on him. "Ah, it's okay if you don't want to. I won't force you."

"It…it's not that…" I mumbled. "Weren't you…repulsed by my body…?" I muttered the last part softly. God, I can feel my tears pooling again. 'Don't cry, crybaby. It's all my fault anyway.' I blink rapidly to hold back the tears.

"Who said I was repulsed?" Eyes widened, a bewildered expression on his face.

"I mean… when I was kind of forcing myself to you. You… frowned…and then didn't look at me…"

"...fuck…"

"So…sorry…" I tried to shrink smaller, silently pulling away from him.

"No, [Name]-chan. That wasn't directed to you." He ruffled his white tresses. Satoru takes a seat beside me. "Sorry. I should have told you that time. I wasn't repulsed by your body or you. I was ecstatic when you took initiative, but then you looked like you are going to cry any second. I was horrified. Then some annoying thoughts wormed their way into my mind… It made me a little upset. That's why I said I was going to cool myself down." He sighed.

"Annoying thoughts…? Such as…" I asked timidly.

"I thought you were coerced by someone to have sex with me. But why didn't you tell me at all? I was thinking that maybe you didn't find me reliable." He mumbled while tracing a circle on my hand with his thumb.

"Satoru is the best. You are so reliable… so much that I think I am so useless, since I can't do anything…."

"You are not useless. Don't humble yourself too much, [Name]-chan. You can do a lot of things I can't do."

"For example…"

"For example, cooking and baking. Or anything related to the kitchen. I can't do that even if you have taught me. Remember the cooking disaster in my home economics class. The teacher even went so far as to call for you to teach me." He chortled.

"I remember. The teacher was complaining how could you mistake salt to be flour." I giggled.

"They all look the same anyway." He rolled his eyes playfully. "I am glad you are finally laughing." He smiled.

"Ah…" I blinked twice before feeling familiar warmth seeped out from my cheeks.

"[Name], just existing, you are already soothing me. You smell like home." His large hand cupped my cheek as he leaned closer. As if being drawn, I also lean close to him, slowly closing my eyes.

"[NAME]!!!!" The door was opened forcefully. I flinch and bury my head on the crook of Satoru's neck, feeling utterly embarrassed.

"Can't you guys read the atmosphere?!" Satoru complained as his hand stroke my hair.

"We received a call from a nurse here saying [Name]-chan was in a car accident. Is she alright?" Suguru asked.

"I am fine." My voice was muffled by Satoru's shirt since he refused to let me go. "Just minor scratches."

"She is absolutely not fine. The car hit her hip. She is in pain now." Satoru informed them.

"It's not that bad." I forcefully pulled back, pouting at him.

"You were hissing in pain." He frowned.

"I… was not."

"Oh?" His thumb brushed over my hip, exactly where the bruise was and I hissed. "See…"

"Idiot [Name]. Just say hurt if it hurts. Besides, how did you get into an accident anyway? Didn't this sunglasses bastard take you home?" Maki frowned.

"Um…I kind of forced myself on Satoru… and then got upset by myself. And then I ran out by myself. And here I am…" I smiled sheepishly.

"...Are you sure Satoru was not the one who forced himself on you?" Megumi snorted.

"You don't need to cover for him. I will beat him up for you." Shoko added.

"I wasn't lying." I shook my head quickly. "Satoru… will never do that. He won't force himself on me! I think he doesn't even have the thought…*sobs*…" Tears flowed out on their own.

"[Name]-chan!!!" They gaped.

"Satoru, how dare you!"

"Wait! I didn't!"

"Does this mean I am not attractive enough?" I uttered gloomily. "I guess with this kind of body, it's to be expected…"

"No! [Name]-chan is always so cute and pretty and sexy that I almost can't keep my hand to myself." Satoru declared, earning a pointed looks from the others.

"You beast." They deadpanned.

"I am not. It's normal for me to be so attracted to [Name]-chan. She is the cutest, the prettiest, the most adorable creature on earth. I even think it's better to lock [Name]-chan up somewhere so no one will look at her."

"...[Name], this is the last chance for you to break up with him." Nobara said.

"What? No! [Name]-chan, I will be so lonely I could die." Satoru whined.

"Then please go die. It will save all of us from suffering." Nanamin replied drily.

"[Name]-chan~~~~ Nanamin was so cruel."

After confirming I was not hurt that bad and calling my parents to tell them my situation. They all go home, save for Satoru. He is busy ordering take out for us. His hand hasn't stopped clicking his phone. "[Name]-chan, what do you want to eat?"

"Anything delicious."

"Okay. Leave it all to me." In the end, Satoru stayed with me until the visitor hours ends. "I will call you later, okay?" He gave me a forehead kiss.

"Okay. Be careful."

"Of course." ~"~

Next day, Satoru is the first one to visit. He definitely skipped his class. "Good morning, my cute [Name]-chan. You are still so cute. In fact, cuter than yesterday!" He hollered.

"There's no need to say it out loud." I puffed my cheeks.

"Of course I need to say it out loud. I will say your good points at least once a day. Until you finally believe you are really special." He grinned. Since he made up his mind, I can't change it anymore.

"...whatever…" I blushed slightly.

"Your blushing face is cute too."

"I thought you said once a day."

"At least once a day, dear." He winked.

"...I am hungry…"

"I know. I bought breakfast." He showed me the plastic bag in his hands. "I will feed you." He dragged a chair and sat beside me. "Fuuuhh." He blew the it before carefully gave it to me.

"I can eat myself."

"You are injured."

"Just small scratches.

"Still injuries nonetheless." In the end I can only obediently open my mouth to be fed.

"So cute."

"...don't say it anymore…" This blush is going to be a permanent resident on my cheeks.

Everyone comes and visits me after school, bringing worksheets and fruits. Suguru and Shoko came to scold Satoru for skipping. Since there's nothing wrong, except a big bruise on my hip, I am discharged today. For my safety, my parents told me to stay with Satoru, as he is more than capable of taking care of me.

The rest of the night is spent cuddling while watching tv. I was settled down in between his legs. This is one of his favorite positions actually. Munching sweets together and fall asleep like that. ~"~

Next day, at school, many classmates were asking how I was. To which I answered I am fine. Mayuko, Aiko, Sayuri and Yuriko are also asking about my well-being. Except Mayuko didn't come only to ask that. "Is there anything you want to ask?"

"You… what's your relationship with that man?"

"That man?" I tilted my head. I know who she is talking about, but I just want to make sure.

"The white haired man with sunglasses…" She frowned.

"Ah, you mean him." I pretended to finally realise. "Our relationships… well, we are in a relationships."

"...no way…" She staggered back a few steps.

"Is that really surprising?"

"You mean he is your boyfriend?! Why didn't you tell us?!" Yuriko frowned.

"Why should I tell you about my private life? I don't have any habit of announcing my privacy to other people." I blinked.

"Still, we are friends."

"No." I shook my head. "We are just a mere acquaintance. We weren't friends from the start. I thank you that you talked to me because you think I was pitiful and then pretend to be friends. Thanks to you I now am capable of differentiating who should I prioritize."

"You!!!" Her face is red either from anger or from embarrassment.

"Hmph!! That boyfriend of yours won't be your boyfriend soon." Aiko sneered.

"A declaration to steal my boyfriend?" I tilted my head.

"That shit head won't become [Name]'s boyfriend? Impossible. Unless [Name] is the one who broke up with him."

"That's also useless, Maki-san. That annoying stick man will stick to [Name] like a leech. Even if he has to beg pathetically. As long as [Name] is happy. He will do it." Nobara rolled her eyes.

“A man of that caliber won’t do that. You think too highly of yourself. Let him spend a day with Mayuko and he will realize you are useless.” Sayuri sneered.

We look at them amused. “I am insecure and maybe a bit naïve, but I am definitely not an idiot. Why would I let my boyfriend spend time with someone who’s planning to steal my boyfriend. Just like Takeda-san said. If you have the ability, why don’t you spend effort to make him notice you?” I smiled. “I trust him enough to know that he won’t be swayed.”

“You!”

“Few days earlier, your words might have gotten me, but now I won’t. This might be the result of spending most of my time (a.k.a living together) together with him.” I smiled.

“Why…?” Mayuko trembled, face paling. “Why is it always you?”

“What are you talking about?” I frowned.

“Whether it’s Uesugi-kun or this man. Why do they always choose you?”

“Pardon? I don’t remember being close with Uesugi-kun though.” I tilted my head.

“Who is he?” Nobara asked.

“A classmate from middle school.” I answered.

“I don’t even know why Uesugi-kun like you?! What do you have that I don’t?! Even though I like him much more than you! Why does it have to be you?!” She glared.

“Because [Name] is sincere.” Megumi suddenly spoke up.

“Megumi.” We looked at him standing in the doorway.

“[Name] is very sincere in doing something. And she always tried her best, no matter how small the work is.” Megumi sighed.

“…that was just my perfectionist trait kicked in.” I mumbled.

“Well, the point is Satoru will only like [Name]. End of story.” Maki rolled her eyes.

“Hmph! Feelings will change.” Yuriko harumphed.

“I know. That’s why I tried my best to keep up with him. Because to me, he is worth it.” I smiled.

“Why don’t you tell him in his face?” Maki snorted.

“No. I will definitely be super embarrassed.” I shook my head.

“Ah… but he heard it.” Yuuji pointed to his phone, which is on call with the said man.

“Um… I am going to lock myself in my room. Bye!” I quickly dashed out.

Omake

“[Name]-chan~” Annoying sing song voice was heard from my bedroom door.

“No.”

“I heard it all, [Name]-chan. I am super happy. Let me see your face, yeah?” He coaxed.

“No.”

“Then…” The locked door suddenly unlocked and a certain annoying stick man entered my room with an idiotic grin on his face. “I am here.”

“How did you do it?”

“Oh, I just picked the lock.”

“…Where do you learn it?”

“Movie.” He answered. “More importantly, I caught you.” He trapped me in his arms. “I am happy, that you think me that much. But don’t worry. Just take your time. I will wait for you. [Name]-chan, you are worth it.” He whispered.

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