#suth sardian

[suth-sardian]

V-Day! D-3

i think there’s something to be said about loving someone you’ve known for so very long—it’s the appeal of all the childhood friends romances, the old flames, the past lives

#stone dance of the chameleon #sdc #suth sardian #imago corundum #corundian #i spent like an hour refining the lineart before realising i liked the rough sketch version better 😭 #my 4yrs younger self would be soo mad i got into shipping an age difference couple 😭 #but i think Corundian really is SUCH a fascinating ship—so many amazing factors going for them #just the idea of Sardian growing up idealising Corundum—then‚ his feelings changing with age‚ into admiration and friendship and desire #and there’s so much potential for both angst and fluff #i have this hc of Sardian confessing to Corundum so many times and always getting rejected‚ we can’t be together‚ i don’t see you that way #and he DOES try his best to move on but it doesn’t work‚ it’s impossible #because Corundum will always be the yardstick against which he’ll measure every other man in his life

[munakata-rei-chan]

"friend and lover"

idk why this is so angsting, i just know that ive been crying about this for 8753639282263534 years 😭😭 😓😒😷🤕💔

i really lovelovelove that they weren't just lovers, they were friends too. like. even other than the romance they were probably honestly genuinely compatible. they confided in each other. they probably had their own personal inside jokes. they liked being with each other. they were... friends and lovers

#stone dance of the chameleon #sdc #suth sardian #kumatuya #kumardian #bitches be so content starved they start bawling at lil stuff like this. it's me; i'm bitches #its 3:30 am dear god save me from kumardian hell (and myself) #also i just realised the number i wrote there represents... a time period longer than the age of the universe🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔 #to that i say: it be like that sometimes🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️ #anyways maybe this isn't that well articulated but it's ok #🙌👍👍👍 #also what is it with chemistry teachers and being... strabgelt insightful? 🤔🤔🤔🤔 top 10 mysteries science still can't answer

[saestrah]

hey! i recently started using your Wishbone theme on my blog @suth-sardian, & i love it, it's so beautiful & elegant! i was wondering if it's be possible to increase the width of the sidebar or switch the elements around (eg, title & image on the right side, description & links on the left)? i looked into the code and couldn't find any way to do it myself. my sidebar has a lot of text (since i was using Optica previously) and i don't want to delete it 😅

@suth-sardian here again! i also wanted to ask about the title text colour in night mode... i'm not sure if the problem is on my side but it works perfectly in day mode, however in the night mode it just displays the title with the link colour and does not display the actual title colour (i have this problem on my blog rn, the title text is supposed to be gold but displays as green). thanks so much in advance!

thank you! and yes you can very easily adjust the width of the sidebar on wishbone by altering the max-width variables below, making sure the sidebar and sidebar img max-width is the same value. depending on how much wider you want it, you’ll probably have to adjust the left margin for the posts so that there isn’t an overlap, so adjust that variable to your liking. and thanks for flagging up the issue with the main title not switching over in nightmode, i’ve updated the css for that now so that should update automatically for you!

sidebar { max-width:200px; } sidebar img { max-width:200px; } section { margin-left:10%; }

#asks #saestrah themes #anonymous

[suth-sardian]

have i said this before? Nausicaa of the Valley of the Wind (the manga, not the movie, they are extremely different) is the story that SDC wishes it was, and that’s faxx. they are the EXACT SAME story at heart and this is the hill i’ll die on

also, i was going through the Nausicaa artbook and apparently she’s supposed to be an unapproachable, fierce person??? i got polluted by the movie, because in my heart Nausicaa is very gentle and loving 😭😭😭😭😭 but doesn’t that make Sardian the perfect Nausicaa too?

Kushana’s neckplate and gauntlet and headpiece originally have snake (dragon?) patterns, but ofc Kumashana has to have boyfie’s chameleons

when i saw the movie, i really shipped her and Asbel (my brain operates in ships only, then and now 😩), but i now know that Nausicaa and Kushana is where it’s at. wiveswiveswiveswiveswiveswi

#stone dance of the chameleon #sdc #suth sardian #kumatuya #kumardian #sdjc 22 #day 24: ghibli women #i love them #I LOVE THEM #so good

[suth-sardian]

this cruel thesis, a spiteful angel’s mockery / will bring with it the sorrow of futility / hold on tightly and do not lose vitality / you must wake up for now that dream is history / come now, reach out, you must embrace humanity / rise up, young boy, and make yourself a legend

this was very conflicting to draw because i couldn’t decide between Kawoshin plugsuits (because obviously! Kawoshin are classics) or one of them in Asuka’s, because her striking red is just so iconic… so i ended up going with Reisuka as a compromise

(who’s Shinji in this strange universe? it’s still Carnelian, duh)

i feel like i’ve really been pushing the small and delicate Tuya agenda way too much lately, but in my defence Rei is like 142cm, so Reituya would have to reflect that! and like, honestly, i’m sure Tuya loves it too # say no to Kumatuya’s seme hands # Sardian pick me up pls # husband’s little pspspspspspspspspsp

i also feel like i’ve been pushing Sardian’s g cup agenda a lot too, but that’s even more essential. Sardian’s g cups are single-handedly holding my depression at bay. pls he’s all i have

#stone dance of the chameleon #sdc #suth sardian #kumatuya #kumardian #day 16: evangelion #NO but #they look like that photo of the main character’s pilot/revolutionary parents #in his phone/on his bedside and stares at longingly for extended periods of time #they died in battle/cruelly at the hands of the empire and left him an orphan at the age of 8 #later when he’s deciding if he should leave the selfish mercenary path he stares at the photo to make up his mind #etc etc #ALSO #idk how to explain it #but 😩😩😩😩 #i’ve drawn them with heels so much 😩😩 they look naked with flats like that

[suth-sardian]

25 lives, pt 1

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#stone dance of the chameleon #sdc #kumatuya #kumardian #suth sardian #tuya’s birthday 2022 #💓💖💕💕❤️💗💓💖❤️💕❤️💖💓💞💗💘❤️❤️💕💗💖 #i’m so excited for this project!!!!!!!! #i’ve been OBSESSED with this poem & comic #it’s literally perfect for Kumardian #i cry

[suth-sardian]

“to see with eyes unclouded by hate.”

aren't they so adorable! i want to eat them omnomnomnomnomnom. i love how sad and horrified Hakutuya is with big bro (like the masks) Ashidian’s curse but how Ashidian is still trying to reassure him with his prettypretty smile 💖

as long as we're agreed that Ashidian is the most attractive Ghibli man and Howl doesn't have even 1% of his appeal. ALSO while looking up references for Hakutuya i learned that he's the HEAD OF ACCOUNTING????? that really was the thing that settled which character to draw as which for me, along with the fact that 😩 Tuya can't be said to be hateless EVER, he's like the most emotional character, it's almost embarrassing

i think it's also such a cute age shift, since Tuya is canonically older than Sardian 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩 makes me think, i should write an AU where Sardian is like 10 years older, it would be so amazing

#stone dance of the chameleon #sdc #suth sardian #kumatuya #kumardian #sdjc 22 #day 23: ghibli men #yes that means tomorrow is ghibli women #still unsure who to go with for that 😩😩😩😩 #i thought of Lady Eboshi because she makes me question my sexuality #but it might be a bit much to draw two characters from the same movie #Kiki is easy to draw but. that's like right up there with Arietty in terms of movies i enjoyed 😩😩 which is really not that much tbh #i love Whisper of the Heart 😩😩 but Shizuku as no cool outfits #sigh. i'll probably just draw both from my #number 1 fave Ghibli movie #BUT THOSE CHARACTERS ARE SO DIFFICULT AND COMPLEX #also i love the way i’ve been colouring Sardian’s eyes lately #this comes with the fat disclaimer that i’ve never seen grey eyes irl: #there’s this character in SW called Obi-Wan 😩😩 in EVERY FIC there’s different colours given for Obi-Wan’s eyes #sometimes it’s green grey 😩😩😩 sometimes it’s just grey 😩😩 sometimes it’s blue #so i started looking for grey eyes refs 😩😩 #and it made me realise. this is one of those colour changing eye colours 😭😭😭😭😭 #not only is Sardian chameleon by name. EVEN HIS EYES CHANGE COLOURS #so with that. i’ve been colouring Sardian’s eyes with many different colours! grey yellow blue green #Tuya is still trusty green #although we actually don’t know that Tuya has green eyes iirc

[suth-sardian]

you have no idea how i held myself back from squeeing for years while drawing these

@ykoriana-imperatrix

#stone dance of the chameleon #sdc #birthday project 2022 #in order of appearance: #suth sardian #suth carnelian #kumatuya #molochite of the masks #Ykoriana #Osidian nephron #sdc azurea #flama ykoria #tyatxungo #i just noticed Molochite has a motherfucking joke again #what 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #i was really conflicted between 4B and Osidian’s #but i think the ones i picked suits them #because Osidian is 😭😭😭 edgy and immature #ofc he’d resort to death threats #meanwhile Ykoriana believes in atmosphere building and is experienced in playing w the psyche #so she’d pick smth more horror 😩😩😩 #i asked a classmate whomst she thought looked the cutest and she said Flama 😭😭😭😭😭 #she also said Molochite looks sexy which; 13yr old aside; made me happy 😩😩 i did try to make him the prettiest #but i love Tuya’s idiot look best :D it’s so clueless. literally 1 brain cell. i love him

[suth-sardian]

today is the anniversary of the day i finished reading The Chosen for the first time! in honour of that, i thought it would be fun to draw them how they would look like in canon, God-Emperor and He-who-goes-before 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩 don’t they look just so magnificent?

Sardian’s colour scheme makes me so happy since it’s just so harmonious, but from a realistic perspective it makes me conflicted…… all that red with his pale complexion…. he’d probably look like a tomato………….

also, i showed my friend the official Apotheosis God-Emperor regalia with the plate and the switching masks concept (section Candidate) and this is what that friend had to say

#stone dance of the chameleon #sdc #suth sardian #kumatuya #kumardian #sdjc 22 #day 25: canon costume #this took me 20 HOURS. i have my first exam SATURDAY. i’m literally an incarnation of Clownelian on this earth tbh #in hindsight; idek why i thought this would be quick and easy to do #the poses 😭😭😭 were so difficult to decide on. i wanted smth that’d show off both of their robes since who knows when the next time will be 😩 #i did 4 pose concepts 😩😩😩😩 #i did want to draw them in ranga; which made it even more difficult #tbh the skeletal concept of this was bad 😩😩😩😩 i didn’t think it would turn out well #but i went with it because i was tired 😩 and it turned out to be the right one to draw!!!!! #i first gave them more kimono-esque robes that were form fitting #then i checked on the website and 😭😭😭 they were called RECTANGULAR ROBES #i didn’t do any colour key #but in my mind they’d both be so pretty and golden #EXCEPT when i reread the Apotheosis chapter a couple days ago 😭😭😭😭 it said Osidian’s robe was of IRON #heartbreak and reattempt #but i have to say. it looks good 😭😭😭 so good #i finished Little Mushroom while doing the sun rays of Sardian’s crown 17 times #so yes this art is mingled with my tears 😭😭😭 but that book was just so sad #originally i went with the rainbow 🏳️‍🌈 from this emoji because pride. but it’s too oversaturated and really unbalanced it 😭😭😭😭 #i’m satisfied with the colours i picked tho 🫂🫂🫂🫂 i think the dull yellow really brought it all together #it was also so difficult to decide lily v pomegranate or green god staff v black god #i didn’t go with pomegranate because 😩😩 there’s already two of them on their heads. do we really need a third one. it’d be too pomegranatey #i wondered about how a white lily would go with the entire colour scheme before rereading and realising. Centurion of the RED LILY. it’s red #as for BG/GG. of course it’s green god. Tuya is our green bae 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩 #also. Osidian’s robe nor the website says that the God-Emperor has a cloak. but he looked lonely 😩😩 husbands should be matchy!!!!

[suth-sardian]

Tuya: safety shorts wearer

Sardian: skirt 2 inch above appropriate wearer

fun fact, in my (all girls) school, it was compulsory to wear safety shorts, and yes, prefects/uniform checkers would ask you to raise your skirt a little so they could check 🫰

#stone dance of the chameleon #sdc #suth sardian #kumatuya #kumardian #day 8: older schoolboys #Sardian’s garter belt PLS #it haunts me #and cures my depression #Tuya when Sardian comes to pick him with that ridiculous skirt with NO SAFETY SHORTS #D:< #sardian!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #pls!!!!!!!! you’re killing me #when Sardian bends over #sardian!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I’M DYING!!!!!!!!!!!

[suth-sardian]

depression <<<<<< kumardian schoolboys AU

fun fact, the school i went to had 4 houses, sapphire, amethyst, amber, and emerald (my house), how cute is that? although no one ever took it seriously; it was just the colour of the uniform you wore on wednesday

i like to imagine Kumatuya and Sardian’s school also has a house system, it’d be so much fun if their schools took the rivalry and house borders seriously and Kumardian were house traitors for being besties and then boyfies 👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨

also, Kumardian all-boys school rights ONLY

#stone dance of the chameleon #sdc #suth sardian #kumatuya #kumardian #sdjc 22 #day 7: schoolboys #SO CUTE #SO SMOL #I WANT TO PUT THEM IN MY POCKET #also #it feels a bit weird to post them as cute babeys after drawing them as bunnyboys in the previous one #i have nothing to say on that subject actually #Kumardian are like 100 million years old. you can do whatever you like to them #my headcanon for Tuya’s hogwarts house: first of all i don’t believe in hogwarts houses #i actually have no idea because i feel like he can fit anywhere? #i used to be pretty certain that he wouldn’t be 💚🤍 no matter what but i’m actually not sure anymore #because how do you even define ambition? #i feel like Tuya does have an ambition; it’s actually Sardian and his love and their life together #i think Sardian is probably 💚🤍 too; just because we see many of the purebloods go into 💚🤍 since they want to uphold their family’s status #and i think that does apply to Sardian as well? Sardian is very gentle & peaceful BUT he feels a strong obligation towards his house #so his life’s circumstances make him ambitious in that sense #before you ask: why didn’t i just keep a separate hogwarts theme? #i hate hogwarts houses 😭😭😭 #you know that dune quote; fear is the mind killer? hogwarts houses is the nuance killer

[suth-sardian]

“Blade-to-blade, they were identical. After thousands of hours in lightsaber sparring, they knew each other better than brothers, more intimately than lovers; they were complementary halves of a single warrior.”

Star Wars: Episode III: Revenge of the Sith, by Matthew Stover

can you tell i’m deep into Obikin hell right now? so of course it meant i had to draw Kumardian as Jedi!

there are many interesting similarities between the two couples… Sardian and Obi-Wan are both defined by their honour and extreme repression, while Kumatuya and Anakin both feel love with extreme intensity and are willing to go to any lengths for it, including extreme violence… i think it’s possible Kumardian might have turned out like Obikin in similar circumstances. aren’t both of their ends equally horrible and broken and doomed as well? (⌒▽⌒)

#stone dance of the chameleon #sdc #suth sardian #kumatuya #kumardian #day 13: jedi #sdjc 22 #Sardian dual wielding!!!!! how pretty #they’re both so pretty #ngl when i watched the prequels (i have not watched the OT) #i couldn’t believe the SDC parallels #maybe it’s just hero’s journey? is SDC hero’s journey? #the parallels between Annikin and Tuya in particular blasted my mind into outer space #he’s 10000000% be Tuya’s fave #Tuya would ADORE him and want to eat him alive #anihater69420: pfffft you only like CLOWNAKIN because he’s pretty and you project on him like a 13yr old twitter y/n writer #anikissy: [graphic description of a war crime] #anihater69420; crying: I’M SORRY I’LL NEVER SAY ANYTHING LIKE THAT AGAIN JUST SPARE MY FAMILY

[suth-sardian]

happy SDC month! obviously we have to have Kumardian to celebrate

for a while now, i’ve been a bit into fashion and AUs with different looks, so SDC month was the perfect chance to do a project where i draw Kumatuya and Sardian in different looks! the plan so far is to do most days of the month, but no promises, i always have a ton of exams 😆 i have themes decided for 20 days, real fashion, art, and fantastical stuff serving as inspiration, hopefully more ideas show up as we go through the month 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩

the outfits: sardian kumatuya

#stone dance of the chameleon #sdc #suth sardian #kumatuya #kumardian #sdjc 22 #you ever see a clothing that makes you think: THIS CHARACTER #that was the green suit for me and Tuya 😩😩😩 #Sardian was a bit difficult to pick clothes for tbh #i had another suit (in same link) which was grey in colour #but i ultimately ended up going with the black one #starting SDC month by invoking the twins; yes yes! #also it’s pride month too!! renowned homosexual Suth Kumatuya of the Masks would love it so much #Tuya: husband wake up!!!!!!! it’s pride month!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we must celebrate!!!!!!!! #Dian: mmmhhhhh it’s just a month…….. lemme sleep……… #Tuya: JUST A MONTH??????????????????????? #A DIVORCE LETTER IS JUST A PIECE OF PAPER TOO #nah that’s a lie. Kumatuya would never threaten divorce. it’s just not in his personality #i like to imagine Tuya was staunchly anti marriage when he was babey #MARRIAGE???? 🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢 #then he discovered gay marriage #and he was like #oh #marriage can stay actually #i have to be Sardian’s housewife

[suth-sardian]

happy birthday Kumatuya! 5/8

I always thought I might be bad Now I'm sure that it's true 'Cause I think you're so good And I'm nothing like you

Look at you go I just adore you I wish that I knew What makes you think I'm so special

If I could begin to do Something that does right by you I would do about anything I would even learn how to love

love like you

#stone dance of the chameleon #sdc #kumatuya #suth sardian #kumardian #tuya’s birthday 2022

[suth-sardian]

no cause Carnelian is such a good little papa’s boy, if Sardian told me to close my eyes because he was going to unmask the God-Emperor, i would CARVE every detail of his face into my retinas

#stone dance of the chameleon #sdc #suth carnelian #suth sardian #the clownery never ends #also i’m pretty sure Carnelian is 😭😭😭 the most religious person we see in Osrakum #i’m pretty sure most of the Chosen only care about religion as far as it talks about their divinity #they actually don’t give any other fuck about it #if Jaspar saw Tuya unmasked he would NOT close his eyes for even 1 second #maybe the Suths are insane

[suth-sardian]

you know, until recently i’d decided i was done with suits because of all the trauma i’ve received from trashy CEO/billionaire romances which feature the same guy in the same suit on the cover, but then i saw Mads Mikkelsen as Grindelwald in the new Fantastic Beasts, and it cured my depression, so

the outfits: sardian kumatuya

#stone dance of the chameleon #sdc #suth sardian #kumatuya #kumardian #sdjc 22 #day 2: formal suits #i’ve always wanted to draw Kumardian in suits #but i never had the skill 😩😩😩😩 #it’s like #hmmmmmmmmm #it’s like Tuya getting to see Sardian again after 15 years #:D #best couple ever #wonder which theme i should do for tomorrow #i REALLY want to do this one #but 😭😭😭😭 the POSE #is very difficult