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Wth I love him sm I gotta find me a guy just like him 😔 but omg I saw a post like that the other day where it said something like "telling a girls parents that you creampie her all the time is inappropriate but saying you're trying for a baby isn't" and it's so true like you all know what that means right
But stoppp we gotta talk about how Harry feels seeing YN as a mom bc I think she's probably a natural and everyone knew she would make such a great mom
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NO BYE THATS SO COWBOY HARRY PLZ I’m sorry I took 5ever to respond 😩 my little party just needed
Because when he tells her family that they are trying to another baby their mind goes to another cute tiny grand baby but the reality is Harry bending her over anything and everything until they see a plus on that test 🤭
STOPPDJEN
I think harry is just always so mushy and sentimental about it
:(
Like he loves staying out of it and just watching her when she’s with the kids
Because he swears up and down that she was literally made to me a mother
Cause she’s just so good at it
No matter how the kids are acting she knows hot to deal with it
But his favorite is watching her put the babies down to bed :(
She cuddles them after they are fresh out of the bath, in their cute little pajamas, all sleepy and smelling like lavender baby lotion
And she kisses their heads and rocks them to sleep and they share the “I love you”
“I love you more”
“No, I love you more”
“No way”
“I love you. Go to bed baby.”
“Good night mama”
And he’s just on his knees ready to give her another baby
Ugh watching her cuddle the babies is his favorite thing
I also feel like y/n would homeschool the babies so harry would love watching y/n teach the babies new things
And he’s just so amazing bc hoe is she such a good mother and such a good teacher
And the kids get so excited learning anything
So he just watches her teach them in awe 😔
And maybe it’s a little weird but he loves watching y/n deal with little tantrums or anytime the kids are upset
Because she knows exactly what they need somehow
Motherly instinct
“Do you need a hug or do you want time alone?”
“Hug”
“Okay, then you’ll have to come over here and get a hug. Put it down and come hug me.”
And I feel like they are the kind of people who raise their kids for their kids to be very vocal about anything and everything
Rejecting hugs, just very big on the whole consent thing (as they should be)
And when they are in a big crowd (like family dinners or something)
I can see Eddie being like “I want to go home I want alone time :(“
Or I feel like when the kids are getting upset Harry deals with it by taking them out to the barn and feeding the horses or brushing them, just working on the farm somehow
So when they get overwhelmed sometimes they will be like “I want to go outside :/ I want to go play with the horses” and that’s harry and y/n know that one of the kids needs a break to recharge after getting emotional
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angeldiaries777 · 7 months
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My random thoughts recently
My entire fyp is just people with septum piercings and bleach fried hair
MAKE IT STOPPP
is this what I attract online???
Like I justify all of this but I don’t claim mental illness anymore because I am NOT in good company !!! people are idiots. We know this anyway
it’s been this way for a while but I think listening to people on the internet constantly talk about their mental illness just made me shutup about mine because I don’t want being this mentally tortured aura around me anymore. I’ve accepted it as just “who I am” for far too long. I’ve been in the avoid every trigger ever phase for a long time and that’s the thing is I tried to make a timeline but every memory is in a vault and I can’t access it unless im reminded which is also a dilemma because like you guys already know minimalism is my new thing so I basically have no sentimental items left because I was being Angsty and wanted to “start over” why does the teenage brain work the way that it does? Okay regardless I just want to address my past pain and every single little thing that I’ve done to myself or that has happened to me the past two years I just want a record of and then I want to move on. Because I’ve tried to move on and moved on from moving on. But like I’m past empty that I’m just permanently mentally exhausted and everything is a blur. Like I’m so lost on what to do next to “fix everything” I just don’t want to backtrack on progress just to feel something. the sheer amount of progress I’ve made the past few months alone is insane and I guess I’m proud of myself but I’m still not doing enough. I’ve been really sick lately so I’ve had that excuse but I’m getting better so soon I just want to check a bunch of things off of all my lists and just prove to myself that I am still here and that I can actually live in the world and not hate everyone and everything all the time. I’m sure a lot of people my age feel this way but atleast they have school to occupy them I’ve gone through an unfathomable about mentally and with myself. Yeah I’m going to stop typing now because if I continue this would never end all of my more long format posts are just my an endless stream of thoughts conscious and subconscious.
I love you
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baby-beelzeburger · 3 years
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STOPPP OMG THATS ALL SO SWEET
He has so many drawings of him with his students - and in various situations - that they’ve drawn him and he keeps them pinned near his desk and each year he puts them away before the next years class cause he can’t bare (…bear?? LOL) to part with them :(
You know he’s had to hold back tears before from some of these drawings. Like there’s definitely one of him in a cape or something hero esque and just like you said the kids like “you’re ~my hero :)”
And he loves bragging about the kids to their respective parents and he gets so happy seeing the family get all giddy and some kids getting all bashful cause !!! He’s proud of them!! And so are their parents !!
IM LITERALLY NOT GONNA BE ABLE TO STOP THINKING ABOUT THIS OMG
Omg... He just has stacks of cute drawings from his students at home. Some are probably hung on the walls of his home office, but there’s just too many to pin up every single one, and he literally can’t bring himself to toss any. He’s too sentimental, and his students, past or current, mean too much to him.
If one of his students is involved in anything artistic, like dance or band and there’s an event, you just know that he’d show up to support them. And when they notice him in the crowd after the show, they’d beam brightly and run up to hug him all tight, and he’d just gush about how well they did!! I’m not crying you’re crying.
As badly as he wanted to be a hero when he was younger, he knows that this is way better. His calling is in teaching, not in hero work. It’s evident in the fact that he’s happier then he’s ever been. And whenever he has doubts, which he does from time to time, he just looks at one of those drawings, or rereads a note that one of his students wrote him, and he knows that there’s no place he’d rather be. He wouldn’t change any of this for the world.
Anyway, I now diagnose you with teacher Izuku brain rot. I’m sorry, it’s incurable.
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fizzingwizard · 4 years
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Tumblr sucks so I had to post this twice but you should still read it because I had a lot of fun writing it xD Yamato is so easy to tease omg
Today’s Digimon Adventure: 2020 episode is entitled, “Time To Bring Back Visual Kei Bands,” because that’s pretty much where WereGarurumon belongs. I know what you’re thinking, he’s a wolf man in jeans with a kind of grungy rock n roll cowboy theme, how is that visual kei?
My friend, it’s all about the NAILS.
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Those perfectly manicured, PINK freaking nails.
Tto start I’ll say this episode lowers the tension significantly compared to previous ones. That’s to be expected, and doesn’t mean it’s boring. It does a lot - it lets us confirm some things about Yamato, and a couple things about Sora and Jou in relation to him as well. It is otherwise a carbon copy of episode 8 in terms of story arc. More below as usual
So this ep is Yamato/Sora/Jou main inside a Taichi/Koushirou/Mimi sandwich.
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We are starting to see more of Mimi Herself, complaining and whining about the unfairness of it all. Taichi appears to have scaled this wall by himself and Mimi’s like “YOU HAVE TOO MUCH ENERGY, YOU’LL PUT THE ENERGIZER BUNNY OUT OF A JOB, DO YOU WANT TO BE RESPONSIBLE FOR HOMELESS BUNNIES?? HE HAS TO PROVIDE FOR HIS FAMILY”
Adding salt to the wound, Koushirou then zips up the wall like this..
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zip!
The good thing about Mimi is, though she’s emotional, it’s easy to lift her spirits. She’s very in the moment. And fortunate that she has a partner who is both very patient and useful in these circumstances.
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wheeeeee
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Meanwhile the slightly-less-energetic group has put their heads together and decided to fly first class to their destination. I would ask where they got the basket but I’m sure I’d get the same answer as Taichi’s raft from episode 4 and Jou’s pergola from episode 7: these kids are extremely good at woodcraft and speedy
(or maybe Sora just had a giant basket in her bag, which we all understand by now is really a Bag of Holding)
While airborne they are Attacked!!! by SandYanmamon and not one but two tornadoes.
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Jou: Wonderful!
(for a hot second there I mistook this for Birdramon’s line and was like “??? birdramon’s unusually sarcastic today” but of course it’s the king of morbid humor kido jou)
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These Kyaromon appear out of nowhere to show off their dramatic eyeliner. Work it baby
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Just when you think SandYanmamon and TWO FREAKING TORNADOES are enough, turns out there’s another threat lurking below the sand for the sole purpose of reminding us yet again “Pokemon this is not!”
SandYanmamon: Aaaaaaahhh nooooooooo i had so much living left to doooo heeeelp mommyyyyyyyyy
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NOT IN FRONT OF THE CHILD YOU MONSTER!!!
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Cool-headed Yamato figures out that the new monster is able to track their movements under the sand. He sends the others away while he stays behind to hold off the bad guy.
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The Kyaromon lead them to a cave where they meet...
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ewww uuggghh noooo I hate them aaaahh make it stoppp
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and also Neemon! and I’m just going to assume this is a parallel universe version of Frontier’s Neemon because it tickles me to think this is what he actually sounds and acts like and is just riding Bokumon out of pure spite
also Bearmon’s cap says “Bears.” Not bear, bears plural. I believe he’s an outcast former member of the Gummy Bears.
The Labramon look like Rainbow Brite rejects
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Pictured above: First lovers’ tiff!
Neemon doesn’t know about the holy Digimon and tells the kids he is leading his group of perfectly helpless Digimon across the monster-infested desert because of the dark forces taking over everywhere. They will seek asylum with Leomon! We got our first mention of Leomon! Quick, cast your bets, how long till he dies? My guess is sooner rather than later because this seems like the kind of show that likes to kill your darlings.
Sora takes one look at this pathetic group and goes “We must go with them to protect them!” conveniently forgetting that she just got her ass kicked, but hey it’s the thought that counts
Yamato is quick to disagree.
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Yamato: Did you forget that I stayed behind while you RAN AWAY? When you say let’s protect them, you mean I’M gonna be protecting them, right? RIGHT? That’s what you mean RIGHT??
(he thinks, but doesn’t say. that wouldn’t be Cool)
Yamato doesn’t want to lose sight of their mission, which is to fix things in their home world. He’s already at his limit hanging out with other human children who don’t know what they’re doing, he doesn’t want to be slowed down by freaking Bearmon. Wishy-washy Jou is like “Eh, either way sounds like death and torment to me, so...”
The interesting thing to me here is that no one’s upset. A bit surprised, I think, but Sora just stands her ground, Jou wibbles but eventually gets pumped up enough by Gomamon to decide to help her. They don’t even try much to stop Yamato from leaving which I think is what surprised me the most. I would have expected at least a vibe more like “We shouldn’t split up!” or something. If Taichi were there, maybe we’d have seen more conflict... but I’m really not sure. So far, conflict among the kids has been very low key. Even last week, the first time we saw Taichi and Yamato butt heads, to the other kids it was shocking but to a 99 Adventurer like me it was barely a kerfluffle xP
Well, anyway, the result is Sora and Jou stay with Neemon, and Yamato goes off on his own, and there is surprisingly little bad blood about any of this. They are all just getting to know each other though, so maybe that loyalty’s not quite expected yet.
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Same as episode 8, Gabumon hints that there’s more to Yamato’s behavior than he lets on. He’s not just coldly abandoning his friends... except that he totally is >_> (As an adult, I don’t exactly think Yamato is wrong. I’d be more likely to agree with him than the others probably xP But these are children in a show for children, so Protecting Others and Following Your Feelings get a boost over cool rationale.)
Gabumon says Yamato should open up to the other kids. YEAH RIGHT. Yamato says “You’re all I need.” AWWWWWWWWW this wont backfire on them in a way that will wrench out my heart and tear it to a million pieces in forty episodes or so, no way
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Ikkakumon becomes a Sand Boat while Birdramon covers the sky. At first I was like “hey! not a bad plan!” If they can help Neemon’s group get across the desert faster, it will be a big help even if they can’t take them further.
Of course, first they have to deal with the SandYanmamon.
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Ikkakumon: Why does everyone go straight for the horn!?!
Oh, and also the two tornadoes.
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Sora, standing on Birdramon’s leg: don’t look down don’t look down don’t look down
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And now Sora’s on fire! That is it, I’m headcanoning it that the kids are basically invulnerable as long as they are touching their partners. THERE’S JUST NO EXPLAINING THIS
The flaming elementary school child does well until her partner is snared by the same monster from before, who turns out to be Scorpiomon. But this ain’t your momma’s Scorpimon from 99 Adventure, who was really Anomalocarimon but that was too hard to expect kids to say. This is the real Scorpiomon who is much scarier.
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All of a sudden, from above!
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ACTION LINES!!!
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Yamato and Garurumon, both physically incapable of doing anything normally when there is a cooler, more awesome method available, drop into the battle from the air and start burning shit up.
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They stand, bodies licked by blue flame, piercing eyes bright with the fever of battle, the sound of swooning fan girls echoing into the night
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Garurumon does his best but Scorpiomon is a level higher so, duh, he doesn’t stand much of a chance. WHAT WILL OUR HERO DO.
Well, first, same as in episode 8, he flashes back to each of his newfound friends, gaining strength from their memory. Yamato is so sentimental it Hurts
Then his mind flashes to someone else...
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... his favorite bobble head doll. No wait, that’s his round-headed baby brother, Charlie Brown.
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he is infused with the power of Friendship!!!!!!!
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Garurumon: What... is this feeling... so passionate... so... powerful... FFFRIENDSHIPPPPPP IS MAGIC
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He then evolves into a brony into a furry in the coolest freakiest way he knows how.
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WereGarurumon is basically everything the creators thought little boys like besides dinosaurs (because Taichi’s got that one covered) thrown together to make the ultimate little boy dream action figure: wolves, leather, hardware, piercings, brass knuckles, belts, skulls, scars, dog tags, and fuchsia stiletto nails
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Ikkakumon: Sugoi... so shiny... oooh... blinding me...
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WereGarurumon kicks Scorpiomon’s ass, it’s a cool battle scenes complete with kicks so fast his foot appears detached from his body. He then gives Yamato thumbs up.
Yamato: With nails like those the brass knuckles are kind of overkill...
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Yamato dodges apologizing for going off on his own like that by saying he only came back because it’d be useful to him to have the others around as a decoy. Jou’s like FRIGGING DECOYS AGAIN??
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But his dedication to remaining cool and aloof falters and he ends up telling them he’s just extra pressured to get their mission handled because he has a little brother, Takeru, living in Tokyo who is probably very scared stuck in the blackout. Sora and Jou are like “Oh, that makes sense, that’s why you’re so high strung.” They don’t point out the obvious, which is that they also have families affected by the blackout... >_>
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Jou passionately thanks Yamato for being so forthcoming so early in the season and looks forward to telling Yamato about himself in the future.
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The others: “But we already know all about you.”
Jou: “But HE doesn’t!”
xD look forward to it, Yamato...
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It’s episode 11 and Yamato can already smile like this... I had to cap it.
Yamato: Ahh, I’m finally getting used to wearing this purple shirt. Still can’t get quite suppress the urge to cut off the sleeves though...
The other slice of bread completes our sandwich when we shoot back briefly to Taichi/Koushirou/Mimi’s group.
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Taichi gets annoyed with Koushirou for the first time because of how much time Koushirou spends taking pictures of everything. Koushirou is that kid on the museum field trip who holds up the entire class reading every last word on the exhibit plaques while everyone else groans ‘cmon dude I wanna get to the dinosaurs before we go extinct too!!’
fyi I, Fizzing Wizard, was and am that slow ass kid
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Mimi’s even more impatient than Taichi and in her boredom she starts touching things, because she’s never seen The Mummy.
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IT’S A TRAP!!!
lol
Next ep’s trailer includes:
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Andromon!!!
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And Lillymon!!!
Oprah voice: You get a Perfect level and you get a Perfect level and you get a Perfect level and you get-
Yeah so, clearly everyone’s gonna get to Perfect level much quicker than in 99 Adventure, which again, it’s good they’re mixing things up. The question is, what’s next? My guess is down the line everyone will get Ultimate levels and of course, at some point we’ll see Omegamon. I wonder if there will be other Jogress possibilities? Just because it’s hard to believe evolution will stop being important, but if they’re going through both Adult and Perfect so fast it doesn’t leave much left for the rest of the season...
I give this ep a 5.5/10 for being basically a remix of episode 8, and I’m looking forward to getting new stuff for Yamato eventually. Next week’s looking to be Mimi-centric if Lillymon’s any indication, but I’ve got my fingers crossed for a few Taishiro moments anyway.
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sunshinedjh · 6 years
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Pancakes and Stargazing
Based on this prompt
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Warnings: death by fluff could be possible
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Word count: 2069
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Phil had a surprise for Dan.
And he was 100% keeping it a secret until it happened, which was, admittedly harder than it would first seem.
He'd had the idea a few days ago. Being the hopeless, sappy romantic he was, he longed for sentiment. Plus he just really wanted to do something nice for Dan.
And this was why he was currently stood in the kitchen this very morning, wearing a rather inappropriate apron with a six pack (and something else) on it, and was making pancakes.
Beginning to sing to himself, Phil was thoroughly enjoying cooking, despite having maybe slightly burnt his first batch of pancakes.
He knew Dan was asleep currently and probably wouldn't get up until past noon however, so he definitely had time to get this just right and make the perfect pancakes.
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Dan awoke with a long yawn and a confused face. Why wasn't his boyfriend lying next to him? Sure he knew Phil usually woke up first but his boyfriend almost always stayed in bed and waited for him to wake up (otherwise waking him up if he got too impatient)
Leaning over to reach for his phone, he was temporarily blinded by its light. The clock read 12:55. Okay, perhaps that was why Phil was out of bed, 1pm was extremely late and even in Dan's case.
'Phiiil' he called as he scrambled out of bed and traipsed down the hallway sleepily. He didn't bother putting on a shirt, knowing that Phil wouldn't be bothered.
'Phil, you here?' He called again, curiously stepping into the living room.
'Oh oh, Dan hey, morning!' A rather flustered Phil exclaimed as he wrapped his arms around the taller boy. Dan chuckled. 'I'm pretty sure it's not morning anymore' 'Well no, but you know what I meant'
Phil looked oddly suspicious in Dan's opinion. It was never very hard to tell when the man was hiding something, he wore a very certain facial expression. One that was grinning from cheek to cheek, and he had a certain light in his eyes that looked like he was dying to tell Dan about whatever it was he had planned.
'What is it then?' Dan asked curiously as he went and sat on the sofa, looking up at his boyfriend in interest. 'What's what?' Phil responded, feigning confusion. His expanding grin gave away his game even more though.
'Oh come on, like you don't have something to tell me Phil Lester! What?' 'Well I may have a little surprise' Phil teased, sitting down beside Dan 'be ready in five minutes and you can find out' 'Five minutes! Are you kidding?!' 'Nope'
Dan sprinted off into his bedroom to make himself look presentable, or at least less sleepy and zombielike as he did currently. What was Phil planning? The absurdity of it all.
Dan could pretend he hated it all he wanted, but he knew Phil's spontaneous nature was one of the things he'd fallen in love with way back when he'd first met the man.
'Ready?' Phil asked five minutes later, stepping into the room to find Dan wearing a black shirt (of course) and ripped jeans. 'Ready' Dan nodded.
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The pair of them had then climbed into Dan's mini and headed off to, well, Dan wasn't sure. Phil was driving, which was a slightly terrifying idea despite him being the oldest out of the pair of them. He'd placed something in the boot before leaving that he hadn't let Dan see.
'Ah ah ah no, not until we get there' he'd said.
They were almost there now, so Phil said. And when he'd said 'almost' Dan really hadn't thought he'd meant they'd be stopping so soon. They were practically in the middle of nowhere, only hills and grass and woodland surrounding them, no civilisation to be seen. Surely they weren't stopping...
'Here!' Phil beamed, stopping the car 'we're here!'
He got out of the car and shuffled round to let Dan out. 'Thank... Phil what are you doing?' Phil had covered Dan's eyes with his hand. 'This way'
Phil guided the now blind Dan round the back of the car and to the boot, where he stopped to get out the thing he'd placed in there earlier. They then continued on walking until Dan felt Phil remove his hand from his face and then he yelled 'Surprise!'
Phil was stood, holding a picnic basket and pointing up to a hill. Dan was confused.
'It's not much, but I thought we could have a picnic up here, because well you see, tonight's supposed to be the best night in years for seeing shooting stars!'
'Oh Phil, I... you're so sweet, ever the romantic I suppose you could call it. But don't tell me we have to hike up that hill now?' 'Well...' Dan sighed.
The hike up the hill was a lot (and it totally messed up Dan's hair by the way). But once they reached the top, the two of them couldn't deny how beautiful the view was.
There were over hills rolling into the distance, with streams and rivers running around them. Forests were scattered around the place and the sky was completely blue and cloudless.
'So, pancakes?' 'You made pancakes?' 'Yep, spent all morning making them' Phil said proudly, opening the picnic basket he'd brought to reveal not only the homemade pancakes, but also various berries and syrup and chocolate things.
The smell was incredible. 'Fuck, oh my god Phil I love you' Dan practically moaned, leaning into Phil and kissing his cheek. Phil laughed, he knew how much of a sucker for food Dan was.
'So, wanna wanna eat and talk crap until the sun sets?' 'Sounds like a plan'
And that was exactly what they did for the rest of the afternoon. Phil fed Dan pancakes, which he somehow managed to get all down him. And the pair talked about everything and anything they wanted.
It wasn't long before the sun was beginning to set, and the two of them lying on the grass side by side and holding hands, having finished their pancakes. The light from the setting sun was bouncing off the hills and glistening in the rivers.
It glistened in Phil's eyes too, Dan saw, as he was looking directly at them. Their deep blue irises were enough to leave Dan almost hypnotised. He'd never thought it was possible to get lost in someone's eyes before he'd met Phil.
The reds and oranges and yellows from the sky also reflected all over Phil's face, making Dan want to lean in and kiss him all over.
Suddenly he felt Phil's hands rest either side of his own face and it seemed as though Phil had had the exact same idea.
Phil climbed on top of him and began by kissing the boy softly and gently on his plump, pink lips. Then he worked his way to the left along his jawline, up to his cheek, then his forehead, and finishing right on his nose, making Dan giggle.
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'Phil it's getting d d, dark' 'You scared?' 'No! Of course not' 'Come here' Phil laughed, sitting up and pulling Dan into a hug 'For someone who constantly wears dark clothes and pretends to be all mysterious, you sure are a wuss' 'Shut up!' Dan mumbled burying his face into Phil's shoulder.
They sat like that for what seemed like forever, they were both just so content in each other's arms. The darkness was settling in around them and Phil swore he felt Dan grip him a little tighter each time he realised how dark it was getting.
'First person to see the first star wins a prize!' Phil proclaimed. 'Phil, why does everything have to have a prize with you for gods sake' Dan sighed, wriggling out of Phil's grip a little.
He noticed he challenging look in his boyfriends eyes and smirked. 'Oh it's on!'
It didn't take long. No more than ten minutes for the first star to appear. It was Dan who found it first, with a 'hey Phil! I found it I found it I found it ha!'. Phil laughed in response to Dan's excitement.
'What do you want your prize to be then?' 'Hmm' Dan thought tentatively 'how about another hug?'
Phil complied, pulling Dan back into his lap and engulfing him. 'You still scared of the dark?' 'I told you no!' 'Hmmm?' Phil teased, pressing his nose against Dan's. 'I just wanted to hug you because you're warm'
'Oh really, well why don't we test that with a little lie detector test huh?' 'What do you...' Phil leaned down and began kissing Dan's neck. He knew Dan hated people touching his neck, or at least he claimed to. The whole thing really, was just a lie to prevent people touching it because it was so sensitive.
Phil was sure he could get any truth of him just by kissing his neck.
He kissed gently at first, lips only ever so slightly brushing over the skin. But he soon picked up the pace and began sucking. And it was the sucking the broke Dan.
He was sure to have marks left there but that wasn't the part he cared about. 'I, ahh, Phil stoppp' Phil stopped for a second and thought Dan he had won. Turned out Phil had only stopped to tell Dan he wasn't stopping though.
'I'm not stopping until you admit you're afraid' He carried on kissing all over Dan's neck, even just the feeling of Phil's warm breath was giving Dan tingles. He couldn't take this any longer.
'Okay okay fine! I I, I'm scared of the dark!' 'Haha! I knew it' Phil said smugly, pulling away to look Dan in the eyes. Dan looked away almost immediately out of embarrassment, he burried his head into Phil as he had done earlier.
'Dan, it's okay to be afraid' 'Mmf' Dan groaned into Phil's jumper.
'You know, if you aren't looking at the sky you won't see any shooting stars!' Dan looked back up and scooted to sit beside Phil again, rather than on top of him.
'We can talk about things if you want, while we wait, to take your mind off of being scared' Dan rolled his eyes wishing Phil would stop bringing it up.
'What do you wanna talk about?' 'Buffy?' 'For God's sake Phil no' 'Hello internet' 'No!' 'How much I love to tease you' Phil smirked.
'Why don't we talk about us' 'What do you mean?' 'About all of our memories you know, things we've done, and maybe things that we want to do in the future. Unless you want to talk about something deeper like I don't know, social constructs and how most of the things we do day to day are...'
'Let's go with the first one' Phil interrupted. He loved the way Dan talked. So passionately and intelligently. The way he hated talking about mundane things and making small talk, his opinion always being that there were much deeper and more important things that could be talked about.
'Okay, well do you remember the day we met?' 'Of course I do!' 'When you picked me up at the train station and we went and got Starbucks and went on the big wheel' 'And a few days after when we saw that movie and kissed in the 3D glasses? You were so in love with me'
'Hey, you were too!' 'Mm, I still am' Phil said in a way so absolutely smitten it made Dan's heart leap. 'Always will be too' he continued.
This man was going to be the death of him Dan swore. 'Always?' Dan asked, looking over at Phil was what could only be described as puppy dog eyes. 'Even when we're old and grey and married?'
Phil froze for a second at Dan's last word. 'Married? You wanna marry me?' 'Phil of course I do!' 'Oh well me too... I've been thinking about that for a while' 'You have?'
'Yeah, it all seems very committed you know, like a final pokemon form?' Dan snorted. 'Phil we're practically married now, look at us' 'True' 'I think we could be someday though, you know properly' 'I'd like that' Phil decided.
Dan leaned into Phil's shoulder and felt his arms wrap around him, which he was thankful for since it was cold.
The sky all around them was littered with stars. Stars that lit up the otherwise dark and lifeless black sky.
It was then that one of the stars moved. It went flying across the sky, leaving a little tail of light behind it.
Dan gasped in awe, and Phil kissed him on the cheek again.
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