I recorded this this morning, remembering my little companion, everything he had experienced and what he still had to experience. This is what it feels like to be heartbroken, to feel like your heart wants to leave your body while you fantasize about how this will stop. Many people believe that the heart has nothing to do with love and feelings, but this shows that yes, it has much more than that. The acceleration and pang of pain when receiving the worst news that someone can receive, having to say goodbye to the most precious being in the world, among other things.馃槳 It seemed good to me to transform this pain into something good, something that another person can see beyond the loss, the importance of heartbeats even if sometimes we wish they would end.
My heart is absolutely throbbing right now. I can feel each beat hard thru my whole chest 馃サ. This is a very enjoyable combination of weed, pressure and some breath holds 馃珋
Been heart horny almost all day and finally got to take care of it. Took things nice and slow, and this time I managed to hold back most of my sounds for all of you that prefer just the heart. I tried to start from relaxed and record everything into the cooldown period.
Beware this is a long file. It's a 30 minute session and I had to split it into parts.
I recorded this as a close up because I wanted to try and catch a visible heartbeat! Anyway I鈥檓 relaxing with a little green and this is the effect on my heart. I also did a couple breath holds. Hope you like it! 馃珋