#stay away from my country

[fundiebabynamebible]

Nonononononono plz no

#fundie #duggar family #james duggar #london #stay away from my country

[latinotiktok]

Argentina viendo que todos quieren su ship con Brasil:

#'brasil/my country is...' #no its not #(inserten audio) SHES MINEEE STAY AWAY FROM HER #sebas

[changewingwentz]

I don't understand the point if you have to go home

So won't you stay and count the circles 'round my eyes?

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In which Watson woke up and saw Holmes staying up late again ….

#fanart #doodle #digital drawing #my art #art #digital art #hackus art #nighttime #stars #the adventures of sherlock holmes #sherlock holmes #john watson #granada johnlock #granada holmes #something something johnlock surpasses the time of eternity idkj #johnlock #the song: stay the night by Green Day #I like to interpret the first verse as H joining W to get away from the country and #moriarty in FINA #holmes x watson

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#hello to anyone who happens to b interested in the saga of my life... also maybe the irl person i gave my url to... hopefully my blog #didnt freak her out too much lol. anyway so its been a busy week? 2 weeks? month? year? life? its been a lot. my parents helped me move #across the country from the desert to somewhere that's beautiful and green. my dad is so jealous of me lol its so so so pretty and theres s #so much to do. will i do any of it? that remains to be seen but im gonna try to be better about that sort of thing. try to get some help #with the thoughts in my head that keep me from doing and enjoying most things. its weird like im decorating my new room which i love. the #location and living situation seem ideal and i really hope i can stay here all 5 years of my program but i was picking a lot of bright #colors and now it feel uncomfortable. like if i wear things that r too bright or my room is too bright without dark contrast it feel weird #like if im wearing it it kinda makes me feel sick. idk what thats abt. anyway. ill try to heal my brain and im just so happy to b out of the #southwest. i was so so so excited when we were leaving thr city and even more so when we left the state. i cant believe im here. in December #it felt like a million years away and i really truely could not fathom how i was gonna survive that long. my thoughts were so distorted. but #i did and here i am. and in like a month i should b starting my phd program and my parents were telling me how excited ppl r for me and #jealous of where im living and im glad. im glad they're excited. i think i am too but its under a layer of: if i get excited it wont happen #im not allowed to b excited or it wont happen. which is irrational but ya kno. anyway so that's yeah. im so happy to have a fresh start and #the town seems super cool. a liberal blip in a sea of... not that so theyre very visibly pride forward haha and i think itll b way easier #for me to get around without driving. and im gonna try to make friends. i need someone to tell me where to get tattoos haha. so yea im happy #but exhausted and i dont wanna go back to work and so so greatful to my parents for being wonderful ppl idk how bc both of them had fucked #up childhoods. like my mum will say the saddest shit and im like bro this is y i don't wanna talk to my grandma fuck her and my dads parents #r so fucked. like my nana is the reason im so fucking control freaked out but i kno i have issues and she has no insight and thinks shes #better than everyone. anyway hopefully i can get back to drawing a posting more now. ive been drawing it its been in a sketch book #like an actual sketch book for sketching big ideas thst r gonna take fucking forever to draw 😭 #so that's all. just uprooted my whole life. thats all. but in a good way :-] #unrelated

[niteshade925]

I can see how the regional phenomena in totk is basically totk's version of a modern 4 horsemen of the apocalypse: pollution (the sludge), addiction (marbled rock roast), climate change (the extreme blizzard; admittedly this one is a bit of a stretch), and pestilence/infectious disease (the giant mosquito boss and the undead gibdo). Which, hey, references to real life issues, great, but what I didn't like so much was how you can just solve puzzles and fight bosses--basically have a handful of big name heroes running around doing tasks--and the water will magically clear up, the addicts will magically become normal people again, the extreme storms will magically dissipate, and the pestilence will magically disappear. Real life does not work that way. I know, I know, it's a game why you taking it so seriously blah blah, but I'm just saying, we have to remember that for any of these problems to be solved, it takes a lot of effort and cooperation from a lot of people to accomplish, and that's definitely an understatement.

#totk spoilers #:P #i haven't played many other zelda games so i can't say #but botw and totk are basically the Great Man Theory #aka 'we only need a few big heroes to save the day and nobody else's input is worth much' #maybe I'm too nitpicky or maybe I'm too old to suspend my disbelief entirely #something about that just doesn't quite sit right with me :P #doesn't mean the game is bad but just my thoughts #and let me add that genshin is also kind of a Great Man Theory sort of game on the surface #but in genshin the story itself actually does challenge that idea in many different places #whereas in botw and totk nothing about that logic is even questioned #you are expected to just accept that 'oh the hero defeated the bad guys and now the problems magically went away' #and since we are talking about real life issues this approach is honestly incredibly lazy #basically the same as 'if everyone can drive less (aka be a hero!) then we can reduce emissions and save the environment!' #while completely ignoring how driving is basically essential to life in the greatest country on earth (tm) #bc of urban planning lack of effective public transportation systems and lobbyists #it's a systemic problem and it's not going to be solved by being heroes or eating the rich #in conclusion: if you want to put real life issues in your game please don't be lazy with it #and if you want the traditional hero vs big bad thing then please stay away from real life issues #this is part of the reason why botw is better than totk

[mwagneto]

"boo hoo you can't just leave your country when things get bad you have to fight to make it better" absolutely fucking not full offense but i do not care. countries and governments exist to make your life easier not the other way around. a country isn't something that feels anything or cares about you it's just arbitrary lines we made up. if it isn't benefiting me while some other place would then i'd be stupid as fuck to stay here and hope shit gets better. crabs in a bucket ass mentality

#absolutely nothing ties me here it's just ground!!!!! it's all made up!!!!!!!!!! #every guy my age I've talked to abt it so far said they wouldn't dodge the draft like #are you stupid. are you dumb♥ #bruh im like one hint of things getting even slightly worse away from skedaddling #not to mention this isn't just a government problem it's a citizens problem too #the overall mentality of these bitches won't ever change and i sure as hell wont be the one to attempt to make them see reason #but like the main point is that i literally do not owe my country anything. it doesn't care. it's literally just a concept we made up #will i miss it yes obviously does that mean i owe it to stay here and whither away absolutely fucking nawttt #barking

[jeansyvesmoreau]

#STAY AWAY FROM MY BABY #I don't want a single synth on her I want acoustic guitars and an exaggerated country twang!

[imabillyami]

Sometimes I log into my non-wrestling twitter account and stumble upon things that make me glad I’m no longer part of them or the discourse around them.

When I tell you the wrestling fandom is the least toxic fandom I’ve ever been part of, I’m being serious.

And considering all the drama and toxicity in this fandom that’s quite the feat lmao.

Guess I’m just smarter about shaping my online experience and letting things get to me these days.

#a girl I know and who’s friends with my sister and whom I’ve had lunch and shared concert experiences before was interviewed #as a super fan of a certain singer by a news channel/outlet and I came back to all the drama and hate on my timeline #and like… I’ve had bad vibes from the convos with that person and stayed tf away #but seeing all this drama just reminds me how far removed I am from caring about any drama involving singers/bands and their stans #as much as I enjoyed the touring/traveling live to see artists perform in all the different countries around the world #and as much as I enjoyed the queueing experiences for front row and the singalongs and the craziness #it’s far far behind me #the memories can never be taken away from me and I’m thankful for that #but I’ve moved on from those days and I’m feeling a lot more at peace for it

[youngerfrankenstein]

Sometimes it feels like this blog is being actively hostile to other Transformers fans and know that I don't intend it to be.

It's just *1000 yard stare* if you'd seen some of the things I've seen. My fight or flight response is activated really quickly by certain things. I am putting up a shield.

#I CAN'T do it again #The fandom that brought me to Tumblr had people defending imperialism with their whole chest #Because “well the world sucked and things needed to change” and “well the other countries ARE inferior” #I can't deal with people trying to convince me the politics in the story are good when they're surface level at best #I can't handle “it's Morally Grey so it's Good” arguments #Less related I have always hated woobifying villains #I AM NOT STRONG ENOUGH #So I really want any of those bits of the fandom to stay away from me #If I catch a whiff I am hissing with my back arched and hoping they go away and enjoy their stuff in peace #I am the cat shaking terrified in the corner of the fandom room who will swipe at you #But approach me slowly and I will be affectionate #This metaphor is going weird places #Anyway I’m paranoid as fuck #And therefore avoiding certain spots like the plague

[tbzhub]

let spotify predict your 2024!

shuffle your on repeat playlist, and the first twelve songs represent your 2024

January: Chill Kill - Red Velvet

February: Love Me Like This - NMIXX

March: Fact Check - NCT127

April: Basics - Twice

May: Say You Love Me - Kai

June: Big Difference - Nicki Minaj

July: Talk Saxy - Riize

August: Bahm Bahm - Nicki Minaj

September: Knock Knock - Red Velvet

October: Love Fool - EXO

November: On My Youth - WayV

December: Sugarcoat (Natty Solo) - Kiss of Life

Lots of love/sexy songs in here... I don't even wanna guess what any of this means, I'll just have to wait and see!

thank you for tagging me, @the-boy-meets-evil this was funny!

gently tagging: @adorablehyunjae

#tag game #what's with all the songs about sex and love #am I supposed to put myself out there or something??? wtf is going on #getting basics in my birthday month?? i hope its good sagfdfkhjglhgb #im kidding hell would freeze over first #on my youth being in nov is scaring me i need anyone who's ever wronged me to stay a country's length away from me #SEX LOVE CHECK THESE FACTS BRO LOOK AT MY DRIP LOOK AT MY BANK ACCOUNT YUH YUH LOVE SEX MORE LOVE

[merrigelblogs]

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#yammers #yeah sorry time for a tag post bc I gotta put this somewhere but. quietly #I get so few days where I don't wonder what the fuck I'm even doing here #and that wondering gets ramped up by the fact that there just. isn't anywhere else for me to be #bc I'm always gonna be far away from someone now #my home country is a dangerous shithole where I'm uninsured and jobless #(where I could raise my hire-ability by.... shelling out money I don't have to move away from family and friends #to get closer to where the action is. except it Barely is bc animation is in a freefall) #in my new country I can barely communicate with anyone and my job prospects are so up in the air #that I have to waste my day doing the most demoralizing ugly work I've ever done for a job I don't want #because my visa requires that the country deem my presence PROFITABLE!!! #and I'm burned out to hell and back from running paperwork last year to move here #and it never stopped. it never ever ever stops. I am never ever EVER doing enough #practice french. more. more. MORE. learn this program. learn that program. test for this. apply to that. never hear back. get rejected. #go do paperwork again. figure out your taxes #WRONG. do it again. go get groceries. do the dishes again. put the laundry away again. #there's no space for your stuff. you barely have any stuff because you had to get rid of it all. #do something you don't want to do. again. again. smile! have fun! be charming! connect! network! stay longer! #I just want to curl up in a ball and disappear for a month or two #let me summer hibernate #it's so fucking hot here anyway I'd prefer a cave #negative /)/-)&$

[brightokyolights]

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#might delete this later because i havent actually done extensive research on it #this is purely just based on my own personal opinions #but labour seriously fucked it when they stopped caring about any country in the uk that wasnt england #like a lot of the people in scotland moved from labour to snp especially because of that #because they moved away from their original left wing working class roots #i guess what im trying to say is just that its a shame and this is exactly why we just need independence #we are completely separate countries that are running on different systems and politics #the only thing still being connected to england is doing to us at this point is ensuring we remain held back and dragged down with them #and its sad you know because we voted to remain in the eu during the brexit vote. and i really believe the only reason we didnt get #independence the last time it was voted for is purely because we were for all staying together and staying within the eu. there was just too #much up in the air at that point. and then we got fucked over 2 years later by england voting for brexit. #sigh. anyways like i said i dont actually know anything for fact this is my own personal feelings. but yeah its just a shame really #le text post

[ravenwolfie97]

why did you move away from washington?

as much as i loved it there and i still consider it home, there was no possibility of living on my own there that i or my parents could find that wouldn't be miserably expensive and small. so i moved to another state to eventually move a friend of mine in with me as well who lives in a state much closer to the one i live in now

washington state is a great place, but good fucking lord is it expensive. the only places that were within my budget were 200 sqft apartments in a buttfuck district of Seattle. i went to scout one of the areas i was interested in a couple years ago, and... yeah, yikes. even though i wasn't able to physically check out the place i moved to, it got a lot of great reviews and the photos were really inspiring, and i don't regret my choice. it's certainly not anything bougie, nor is it in the best kind of city (there's quite the homeless population here as well), but it's become a home rather quickly and i'm enjoying it so far :3

#ask stuff #i wanted to move primarily because i wanted to finally get away from my parents #and if i were able i would have for sure stayed in washington. i had never even dreamed of leaving before then bc where would i even go??? #turns out. the desert. i needed to go to the desert kjbkjl #i was going to move out of state eventually anyway since my life goal has gone from live alone forever to i have an LDR to make work #and the plan now is to live together in their home country :3 #but that felt like too big a leap for me to make - especially since i'm not the only person in the LDR equation #i have to be considerate of my friend/partner-in-law as well #if i were selfish or if it were a monogamous relationship i would have rather just gone straight to my partner's country #but doing that with the actual situation wouldn't be fair. and i'm happy with the decision i've made. seems to be working out so far

[magnoliamyrrh]

i think that whole "never felt safe growing up and most of my life" thing did real damage to my psyche lmao

#......... whole damn childhood of not feeling safe. i think... the one place i can even think of where i was truly comfortable was my aunts #house. and id see her rarely and not get to stay w her that often/long... #.... apart from that?.... just constant fucking fear and wanting to escape and be left alone #... when i got older like middle high college id feel somewhat safe at friends houses. but i always dreaded having to go home #when i lived at college was... the first time i actually lived somewhere where i felt kinda safe and at home. but my parents made sure to #remind me that it wasnt my actual home lmaoo and that they could take it away at any moment #just like how after we moved from romania i had to hear all the time. while i was stuck in a foreign country as a kid. that my room isnt my #own nothing is my own i owe them everything privacy wasnt allowed etc etc #...... after college i lived w my partner in the ghetto. like shots outside 7+ times a day sorta ghetto. i literally felt safer and more #comfortable and vibing and chill than i did at home with my parents?? lmaoo jfc i actually miss it #apart from that... probably the second time i was in the psych ward lol #and after i come back from romania its gonna be months again of having to stay alone w my stepfather whose like. weirdly sexually attracted #to me and loud and agressive and it just. triggers me so fucking much. god. i hate all this. i hate all this #twenty two fucking years of knowing little else than fucking fear and loneliness. i just. want. to feel safe. #for fucking once #so often i just wanna curl up in a borrow and never come out. thats all i want. im so tired. im so tired of this

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#yesterday i was wandering around the campus where ive resided these last 4 years bc ive banned myself from running until my leg heals #and i was thinking like. what am i gonna miss about this place when i leave? bc im always thinking abt the things i cant wait to get away #from. and its a real short list. ill miss the palm trees bc i never get sick of seeing thrm. theyre so weird #ill miss the yucca. again bc theyre so weird looking. ill miss the way u can see where all the ants r bc in the non human populated areas #there isnt grass everywhere bc desert. ill miss that there r so many birds of prey hanging around. and the road runners and all the lil #lizards. and maybe in an abstract way ill miss being so close to the boarder bc when u live near a boarder boarders feel like bullshit #like staring down the road into another country. idk theres something i like abt that. ill probably also miss being able to run outside #all year long bc in the winter during the day all u need is a light jacket lol. where im going it gets real cold 🥶 #maybe ill even miss the constant blue skies. but idk ive always liked a cloudy sky better. makes me think of home haha #ill def miss how convenient my apartment rn is. the loft bed. the low cost. the 5min walk to campus. sigh. but thats pretty much it. i #dont think ill miss anything else. im not really close with anyone. my boss was the reason i came here and she left this school in January #so thats it i guess. i think i stayed a year too long and was not well for a lot of my time here but so it goes #just gotta move to the next place. just gotta pray pray pray that i find an apartment soon. i dont even wanna say anything abt it bc im #afraid to jinx things. even tho thats irrational. like. i just gotta somehow project how good a tenant i am. im so quiet u will never see #me and i never complain abt anything bc i have brain problems. sigh. i cant wait for this transition to b over #im so so so ready to be in a new place doing new things. but at least my energy is back. im back to high energy on little sleep lol #i dont understand how my body functions lmao. somehow when i get a normal amount of sleep it's a sign that i feel awful #unrelated

[raininyourblackeyes]

omg i have an ask that says "what's your favourite ancient civilization?" that i'm so anxious to answer actually because i don't think i'm qualified to have one...? like i did want to study archaeology but my plan was to catch up to fun stuff and detailed facts in uni once i was away from my family because that was an easier way to live since my dad only valued mathematics and physics as something i should've been spending my time on. so like to avoid being called stupid and useless and disappointment to him more than was necessary, my knowledge of history in general was restricted to basic stuff we learned in school and when i started uni i deleted most of that stuff from my memory because well turns out i won't need that and it's easier not to think of an alternate universe where the pandemic didn't happen and i got out, instead of remaining stuck with my family studying pharmacy... and even from the school stuff, we only focuesed on mesopotamia, persia, ancient egypt and then everything else was europe. so my knowledge of ancient civilizations beyong that is that they existed. i was planning to learn about as much suff as possible during that summer before starting university but that obviously didn't happen and now i feel so underqualified to actually answer that harmless little ask. like answering ancient egypt or ancient greece or ancient rome because i remember the most about them from school because we did study those the most sounds boring but i also literally would need to google english spelling and exact names for anything more fun that i remember. like my knowledge is that little. i shouldn't be getting this worked up over an ask lmao but i don't want to have this rant be an answer to it so i have to get it out before i eventually gather what little i remember and try to figure out an answer

#besties i had to get a license for judging skating for my dad to stop yelling at me for watching it #i read classics for school at home because those were acceptable books and usually discussed over dinner but any fantasy and sci-fi etc #had to be read on the bus to school (if i was going by the bus) so he wouldn't find out and deem me a waste of money and his time #i spent from august 2019 to february 2020 slowly explaining that studying archaeology abroad wouldn't be pointless and wouldn't be somethin #only people who can't get into any other faculty would study for him to reluctantly agree #to this day he is saying that the pandemic was actually perfect for me because i didn't throw away my life and potential #i was to my country's biggest museum thrice in my life. mandatory school visits. #okay but not to give you a wrong picture my parents really really aren't strict or anything #sure i do lie to my dad a lot but rn i am the only person who gets along with him at home #like yeah i have to be home by 22 at last but that's reasonable to me i see no reason to stay out that late #i have never been to a club sure but i also would rather eat my own arm than go to a club #yes they do ignore the fact that i hate drawing and painting in favour of boasting how talented i am and yeah my dad is complaining #how i should have studied architecture instead of pharmacy and i do hide the fact that i like to write from them but also #i did paint my cousin's book covers so it's kind of difficult for them to understand that i don't like that and writing is a silly hobby