#sorry to peeps expecting wholesome art or smthn (but when have i really done that??? the ogs know im edgy as hell 😩✌️😎

[sundial-bee-scribbles]

experimenting w/ blood colors, b/c red blood would not stand out on this hoe’s already red-as-hell design

#my art lol #blood tw #gore tw #self harm tw #vocaloid #fukase vocaloid #vocaloid fukase #ughhhh why do drawigns take so so long to make nowadays 😭 i can waste like an entire day doing this stuff man #dont have enough time to do the things i want or the motivation... well the last point maybe actually i do have motivation its called spite #and just these dumb fake computer program nerds are on my mind everyday all the time. please talk to me abt them 🥺 #everytime my old voca arts on here get notes or my yt shit gets views/likes/comments/whatever i become slightly more powerful #yes thats dumb but. whatever. #ANYWAYS why is this bitch's hair so hard to draw. LITERALLY EVERYTIME I DRAW HIM HIS HAIR IS DIFFERENT #LIKE AHKDSJHGK. his hairstyle isnt even that complicated wtf 😭 but it fucks me over so bad the hell!!! SOMEHOW EVEN LEN'S IS EASIER #in general the members of the meme squad im noticing i just cannot draw consistently at all... pain and sufferign but ily them #PIKO ESP IS A MOTHERFUCKER TO DRAW the hell is going on w/ his dress thing and his boots. augh. flower at least has good ref sheets #sorry to peeps expecting wholesome art or smthn (but when have i really done that??? the ogs know im edgy as hell 😩✌️😎 #ive done blue blood on him before so thats the one i prefer lowkey; the others didnt come out so good 😔 green's ok tho #was also going to do like a dark purple/black but im tired and also black wouldnt b very noticeable on him i think either...