@catnatch sent me a huge-brained college prof sooj + (bad boy) college student yosk au idea and it compelled me so here's some extremely specific OTP doodles for today
It has probably been about twelve hours (or more as I queue this) since a couple of moots and I watched Merry Christmas, Mr. Lawrence, and while I look back on the times I foolishly and innocently thought this movie would just run past me as did most movies that I thought were just as, I felt more gutted this time around during and by the end. You get this concoction of love, death, and desire to Understand and what sparing compassion can do even as inevitable demise creeps in for them all, some spared perhaps by luck... or blessing, if you will. Many mentions and displays of honor upheld and tainted, speculative roles of religion in wars, and brief periods of Nihilism were very very important for me to see in this movie for some reason through the lenses of a Relapsed Christian and Merciful Human Being (subject to debate... sometimes)... and just. A couple more things I don't think I'd be able to materialize into a blog post at any point, but I struggle tonight, which is why it couldn't have made its way to us all at any given time other than today/yesterday.
The movie.......... is also hella queer I would have shouted just the same alone but MAN WAS THIS MOVIE QUEER AS FUCK
This isn't really a question, but I just wanted you to know that I had a dream with you in it last night. I haven't seen you in years because the concerts aren't happening in the PNW as often (if at all). But for some reason (probably 'cause I listened to it recently on youtube, I think probably in the back room of Soul Food, because that's the only version that showed up; Sooj & Vixy and Tony were there), I had this whole narrative going where I wanted to get you to give me a copy or a download of "Wicked Girls" (because it wasn't available online anymore the last time I looked). I was at a dream-party, by the way, where you were hanging out with Vixy and a few other people. (I was also talking to her about some other music updates/Alice songs. But that's a side note.) Anyway, at some point you asked me to take care of something that had a lot of Internet jargon involved, and then I would be able to access the song, so I agreed despitenot really following... and as I left the party I belatedly realized that you wanted me to manage your website as barter. Just thought that was interesting. Don't know what that has to do with anything IRL,except that I really wish I had a copy of "Wicked Girls, LOL.
So you know, you can have a copy of "Wicked Girls"! They're on sale again, here:
Sales really help me with that whole "replacing my office floor" nonsense I'm currently dealing with.