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#someone with a spn hyperfixation or special interest needs to provide me with the goods fr ๐ญ
girl-bateman
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How does one get assigned as sam coded / dean coded ? Do I need a doctors note ? A psych evaluation perhaps ?
#i keep going back and forth on it
#bc i used to identify with dean for the longest time bc i was so repressed and emotionally closed off (+older sister)
#and at that point id spent my youth very purposefully protecting my younger sibling from our dad
#and i guess in my brain i paralleled that with dean staying behind with john while sam took off for stanford
#and dean protecting sam from knowing too much abt the supernatural
#BUT having grown up ive now become the one resentful and angry at our father while my sister protects him
#and our fights remind me a lot of scenes from the show where im obviously identifying a lot stronger with sam
#plus the whole thing abt being the families designated academic or whatever
#while also feeling cursed from the minute i was born and crushing at the guilt of everything wrong with me
#and trying to be a good person and saving others to make for the fact that i feel an intrinsic evilness about myself
#so like... yeah sam is very very relatable too in that sense
#bc he also has that hope in him- the belief in god. in angels. in goodness. and i have that too !
#im just also a miserable cynic at the same time :)
#so ????
#i havent been in the fandom for long enough to know the full requirements of being a sam or dean girl
#(and by that i mean i havent been in the fandom for long AFTER i rejoined from my 10 year hiatus)
#i literally would love to read someones page long explanation of what sam coded vs dean coded entails
#someone with a spn hyperfixation or special interest needs to provide me with the goods fr ๐ญ
#spn
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