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#someone affirm my stupid dumb ass gender right fucking now i’m going to die
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grabs my computer screen and starts shaking it how to cure gender dysphoria HOW TO CURE GENDER DYSPHORIA
#kidding theres no way to fix it when it’s like this
#everything i’d normally do to alleviate it makes it worse when it’s this bad
#because it’s like wow look at you trying so embarrassingly hard to not look disgusting and failing miserably
#i had to cancel my plans yesterday and today because girl i can’t go outside when i feel like this i can’t even get out of bed
#looking at myself makes me want to VOMIT why do i look like this
#i look back on old pictures of myself and try to work out what was different back then so i can replicate it
#but people say i look exactly the same in those photos as i do now
#and i remember taking those old photos and feeling ugly and dysphoric back then too
#if i lean back into my more cis look i’ll get gendered correctly again which i want
#but i don’t like playing cis man it’s not who i am and it makes me feel weird and gross
#i just hate what i look like no matter what i do to my appearance
#every single part of my physical self makes me feel really ill and anxious and bad and guilty
#there’s not a single bit of me i can stand to look at when i feel like this
#i feel like everyone who has ever seen me thinks i’m disgusting and ugly and horrible to look at
#and i want to like hide forever but i can’t
#it’s so hard to function like this
#i hate everything about me so much
#someone affirm my stupid dumb ass gender right fucking now i’m going to die
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