#so im moving continents in 14 days and im starting to freak out

[athenascmr]

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#so im moving continents in 14 days and im starting to freak out #like im going to a country where i know no one and i speak the language very poorly #i still have to find a place to live because its impossible to find an apartment to rent that will only let me do a three month contract #except for like renting a room and dividing an apartment with another student #but the renters will only talk to me about it personally and obviously im still not in italy for that #and its going to be the first time im living on my own #and god i really want the freedom and to meet new people and to be able to hook up with new people #and its all becoming this nervousness that is not exactly anxiety #and besides all that in September i have to move again to france to go do my masters and im so pumped #but its like 7 months away and im trying to remember that but god i just keep imagining studying and living in paris with a group of friends #and yeah im just way to agitated to sleep #and also like i know that if things go wrong i can always come home #and i have like plan a through h before that #but its scary and a lot of it is out of my hands #and yeah thats enough for today sorry for the word vomit #mine