#silent es

[saline-coelacanth]

This was somewhat based on a conversation I had with my boyfriend

#sonic #sth #my art #sonic prime #prime chaotix au #espio the chameleon #vector the crocodile #charmy bee #silent es #new yoke espio #v the crocodile #new yoke vector #bumble the bee #bumble bee #new yoke charmy

[good-beans]

this is so stupid but i always have fun imagining the milgram characters watching their own/others mvs and seeing their reactions, especially for MeMe

That’s not stupid at all, thank you so much for the ask!! It’s sooo interesting to think about! I planned on just posting this drabble, but the more I thought about it, the more I started jotting down headcanons for everyone 👀 Of course there’s the initial disbelief and shock that Milgram can really do what it claims, but once they accept that, they’d have a lot of interesting reactions…

Es gets to watch the video first, then the prisoners are free to watch their own in the privacy of the courtroom/extraction room/wherever. Other prisoners can watch them only with explicit permission from the video’s singer. No one is allowed to watch Undercover except for Es. At first they spend hours looking at those final frames of themself flinching from the camera, hoping to jog any sort of memories, but eventually they give up on it. While actually watching it, they don’t mind the murder silhouettes. While sleeping, however, it has triggered more than one nightmare.

Haruka: He thinks Weakness is very pretty – he’s amazed seeing himself on the screen and hearing his voice, knowing he’s not that good of a singer. Even before his innocent verdict, it gives him a huge surge of confidence. Once he gets to know the others better, he gives them mv permissions, then stares intently at their faces to see their reactions as they watch it. AKAA scares him a bit, seeing his own intense emotions on screen, and he only gives Muu permission to see it. When he’s alone, Haruka pauses the shots of his mother, just to stare for a while.

Yuno: Laughs at the symbolism her mind used in Umbilical. She’s never shied away from sexual words/thoughts, so it's funny the video was as tame as it was. She thinks the song is fun, and isn’t afraid to show the others and sing snippets of it around the prison. Some days it’s too emotional for her to get into it, but most of the time she tries to display a confident attitude about it. After Tear Drop, she’s satisfied with her anger and more overtly sexual images. If anything, she feels too exposed by the shots of herself looking more vulnerable/sad. 

Fuuta: He experiences a solid mix of embarrassment at the gaming theme in Bring it On and feeling a surge of pride that he looks badass in the knight’s armor. He’s worried the warden won’t take him seriously with the video game obsession, but he absolutely loves the song and thinks it portrays his toughness and ideals well. He’s less thrilled with Backdraft, everything about it unsettles and embarasses him. He’s thrown by the shot of crossing out his own silhouette – he’d had self-harming thoughts, but wasn’t quite ready to confront them so blatantly yet. Like Haruka, he can be caught pausing the arcade shot just for a moment before turning the whole thing off and storming away.

Muu: She has mixed emotions towards After Pain. She hates seeing herself look so weak and pathetic, but it gives her a lot of hope that her story will be understood. She misses her friends, and seeing them again is bittersweet. She closes her eyes at the moment of the stabbing – she’s only gotten the courage to watch it through her fingers once. She watches INMF once, then refuses to look at it again from shame/horror. Despite Haruka’s begging, she doesn’t let him watch it, either. 

Shidou: He asks Es what they saw in Throw Down. Upon finding out his family wasn’t in it, he chooses not to watch it. He believes he already knows all about his emotions and crime, so there’s no need to go through that pain again. He’s tempted to watch it when he’s confused about Es’ verdict, but still holds off. He does watch Triage when informed his family is in it. He spends hours in front of the screen by himself. Only after seeing that one does he watch Throw Down, though he’s still left confused about Es’ decisions.

Mahiru: Absolutely loves TIHTBILWY. She thinks it perfectly describes her situation, and that the song is very cute. She lets others watch it, and unlike Yuno, feels like singing it 24/7. It reminds her of her bf, and she thinks that’s very romantic. Similar to Shidou, she spends a lot of time watching I Love You just to look at her boyfriend. She shows it to everyone, just to show him off and talk about him, even if she does skip over the beginning and end each time.

Kazui: He is very similar to Shidou; he refuses to watch his videos until T2, assuming it would be too painful to watch something he already knows and wishes to avoid. Unlike Shidou, seeing Hinako is far too painful, and he regrets watching it and seeing her so happy on their wedding day. Though maybe he’s still waiting, and hasn’t seen any of the videos yet…

Amane: Magic makes her worry more than anything. She fears she’s poisoned by unnecessary vainness since so much of her video involves cute things, colors, outfits, animals, and is set up like a tv show. She’s also worried that Es and the others will really see her as a child because of how cute the whole thing is. She prevents herself from watching it too many times, but buried under all her fears, it gives her a surge of pride seeing herself so talented and pretty and the star of the show. Purge March only reaffirms her confidence in her crime – the video brings up some awful memories, but it shows her as a leader, a warrior, a hero! It brings her comfort and confidence more than anything.

Mikoto/John: The videos are distressing to both of them, and they spend all their time studying the others’ screentime. Mikoto watches in horror as John does things that line up with his spotty memories, and John panics seeing that his actions distress Mikoto more than they’ve reassured/saved him. John does end up watching his own scenes a few times – it feels incredibly good to appear in a way that Mikoto may finally notice him. He feels seen. Now, logically I think that MeMe would be the final tipping point in which Mikoto finally accepts the situation and his DID, but if I must stick to his canon denial, then I’d say he goes on a whole rant about movie magic andt the crazy things you can do with editing nowadays. He doesn’t have a good explanation on how Milgram found his home and knew so much about him, but he explains everything away as cgi or camera effects. Double manages to sway him a bit more, as he hears John speak so plainly to him. Just as the audience had some debate on who was apologizing at the end of Double, Mikoto and John wonder who is apologizing to whom. Though they both come to the conclusion it’s their own apology, they decide that if it was the others’, they’d accept it and forgive them.

Kotoko: She’s very pleased with Harrow, and is unashamed to show it to the others. Though she’d been able to watch a few of the previous prisoners’ videos, it still shakes her a bit when she realizes that Milgram really does have the tech to look deep inside her. She watches it just a few times – not obsessing over it, but not afraid either. Deep Cover, however, is a once-and-done sort of deal. She claims she’s not letting the others watch it because “they couldn’t handle such harsh but true criticisms about themselves,” but she doesn’t end up watching it anymore herself, either.

#milgram #es #haruka sakurai #yuno kashiki #fuuta kajiyama #muu kusunoki #shidou kirisaki #mahiru shiina #kazui mukuhara #amane momose #mikoto kayano #kotoko yuzuriha #thank you so much! and for being patient 😅 #i didnt mean to take so long but i kept chipping away at ideas while i got to this one #these were so much fun to think about!! i went for more emotional ones here but i do have silly thoughts too #i have that silly post about them making a competition after seeing each others mvs #though -even if they dont make it outwardly a big deal like that #i think they definitely would silently compare their videos/crimes to each others and decide whose was better #i still stand by the fact that fuuta asks kotoko if shes a furry after seeing harrow sdfasdf #i cant imagine kazui allowing anyone in the prison to watch his but IF he did #fuuta would also ask if he was a furry after cat ADSFSADF #i think the reactions t1 would be pretty positive/comforting #but in t2 theres a lot less pleasantries and compliments #aside from the obvious deep insights the videos give i think theyd reveal a lot of sweet similarities #like appreciation for flowers or cooking or performance or video games or music genres #but by t2 everyones on edge and suspicious of each other #or ashamed themself :( #i think its really cool imagining who would want to share theirs and who would keep theirs private... #rose posts

[notyourtoday]

#congolaise #the democratic republic of congo #congolese #democratic republic of the congo #congo genocide #congress #dr congo #free congo #congo #congo 🇨🇩 #free congo 🇨🇩 #🇨🇩🇨🇩🇨🇩 #🇨🇩 #silent genocide #end the silent genocide #humanitarian crisis #humanitarian aid #silence is violence #el silencio es violento #please talk about congo #don't forget congo #crimes against women #crimes against children #crimes against humanity #your voice matters #end genocide #end violence #boycott technology #brands to boycott #google technology

[fuutas-boyfriend]

this is like 9/11 for es fans i fear

#icarus.txt #milgram spoilers #yonah spoilers #<- is es fans #I WANTED THEM TO CRACK #BHT NOT IN FRONT OF HER……. #GET AWAY FROM THEMMM ‼️🤺🤺🤺 #also no i don’t have the full translation i’m sorry 😭 #stole this from everyone’s favorite twitter user (silent hill themed weed dispensary)

[sparring-spirals]

historically a great sign when your very powerful friend/mentor/personal uber cuts off your communications with a "Shit" and goes silent.

#critical role #cr spoilers #c3e48 #cr liveblogging #the bell's hells who have had some issues with their mentorship figures going silent and dead: hm. shes dead. rip. #planewalker ryn #y i k es

[hamsamwich23]

I cannot with this game/pos/silly

#hello puppets #the sam rambles! #YES THATS GHOST FROM HOLLOW KNIGHT #and whoretimer #i mean unreality Mortimer #/ij #tomodachi life #es is silent-bulls oc btw

[lichtecht]

PART 20

of the dfk 2023 audiobook translation

@cnka

Narrator (audiobook): Robert puts another piece of wood on the trunk and swings the axe.

Bökh: „And you never wanted to get in touch?"

The Nichtraucher picks up a piece of wood.

Silence.

Nichtraucher: „Why should I? We didn’t see each other for the past ten years either.“

He rips the piece of wood apart with his bare hands. While holding eye contact with Justus.

Silence.

Justus lowers his head.

Jo: „Uh.. weren’t you-" Martina, quietly: „Jo, leave it. Lets go.“

Martina, louder: „We need to go! We still have something to do.“

The kids leave. Jo and Martina are holding hands as they walk away.

Bökh: „Yeah… Thank you, kids.“

Jo, whispering as they walk away: "What was that just now?!"

Robert picks up the chopped wood and walks back to his wagon. Justus looks after him.

Narrator (audiobook): If the two friends will find back together? Matze isn’t so sure of that.

Matze, sarcastically: „Well, that was a great success!“ Jo: „Yeah, so much for friendship between Internals and Externs.“

Narrator (audiobook): At least Robert granted Herr Bökh access to his wagon. He looks around lost in thought more or less, while Robert washes the dishes.

Dishes clatter. There is silence otherwise.

Justus stares wistfully at Robert while he washes the dishes.

Justus takes his eyes off Robert and starts looking around while Robert continues to ignore him.

Bökh: „I thought you were living in London.“ Nichtraucher: (silence) Bökh: „It's nice here.“ Nichtraucher: (silence)

Justus starts walking around.

Bökh: „I told the kids about our friendship.“ Nichtraucher: „As a cautionary tale?“ Bökh: (chuckles/scoffs) „No. Of course not.“

Narrator (audiobook): Bökh spots the poster of „the Bandits“, the same one hanging in his apartment.

Bökh: „The 'Wild Dog' that we always played in is still there.“

Nichtraucher: (silence)

Bökh: „Should we meet there sometime? For a beer?“

Robert looks up.

He lets out a small huff, almost like an incredulous laugh or a scoff.

He dries his hands on a towel and folds it.

Nichtraucher: (silence) Nichtraucher: „I don’t know what we would have to say to each other.“

Bökh: „Hm. Well. A lot of time has passed.“

Narrator (audiobook): Robert sits down at the table and lights himself a cigarette.

Justus turns as well and starts looking around again.

Nichtraucher: „Why didn’t you come to Marie’s funeral back then?“

Nichtraucher: „You didn’t even get in touch.“

[„You didn't even get in touch“ -> parallels to „And you never wanted to get in touch?“]

Justus is silent. He starts fiddling with his jacket and pulls it off his shoulder. He lets out a deep, shaky sigh and is silent for another few moments.

Bökh: „…I don’t know, you met her and… and suddenly you were gone.“

[Parallels to „suddenly your closest loved ones are gone“]

Bökh: „As if everything -our friendship, the band- as if that had all just been a dream.“

Justus turns around and looks at Robert.

Bökh: „Wir zwei. Wir hatten doch Pläne.“

Bökh: „That really hurt me.“ Nichtraucher: „It hurt you.“

Silence. Just the music.

Bökh: „Yes. Very much back then.“

The Nichtraucher lets out a soft incredulous laugh again, almost like a scoff.

Nichtraucher: „I see.“

Long silence. Justus stares out the window. Finally, he turns and walks to the door.

Bökh: „You know where to find me.“

Justus leaves the wagon. Robert nods to himself silently.

Narrator (audiobook): And with these words, Herr Bökh leaves his friend’s train wagon. If the two will ever see each other again?

#das fliegende klassenzimmer #dfk 2023 audiobook translation #dfk #das fliegende klassenzimmer 2023 #mine #this is the most scene of dfk 2023 to me. i am having so many feelings and thoughts about it #there is so much to unpack #i really hope this did it justice... the whole. silent staring obviously doesnt translate #the silence in general doesnt translate #i would recommend to actually watch the scene #the silence is so so pivotal #another addition; #ach gott ich nehm grad neue bilder auf weil diese szene hq wirklich wert ist #und ich komm immer noch nicht darüber hinweg dass justus den nichtraucher allen ernstes 7 SEKUNDEN LANG ANSTARRT WÄHREND DER SPÜLT #ich hab hier wirklich am image limit gekratzt #tbh mit dem foto von den kindern kann ich nichts anfangen aber es scheint nicht unwichtig zu sein so i included it #it cant be robert and justus cause these kids are waaayy too young #if robert and justus met in school #these kids are like. idk. 9?? #and i assumed they met when they were around the age of the kids in this movie #but maybe i got it wrong?? #its so funny at some point i dont even talk about the Main Things of this scene anymore and focus on the most miniscule details instead #thats probably bc ive watched it maybe 10 times now and literally know this scene by heart. but let us PLEASE talk about the Main Things #i am so ready to have endless discussions about justraucher #hopefully the last addition of tags; #ok honestly i made almost as many edits to the tags as i did to the post #cause i kept changing little things so my comments werent up to date anymore #i think this part will be my magnum opus out of them all. but who knows theres still 9 to come #i think it shows that this is my favourite 🙃 #oh yes i also added mentions to the parallels. felt like these were significant

[09lover]

man its so hard to interact….

i be seeing my moots interact with others or others interacting with them… i wanna do it too.. but i feel like something is stopping me uauausuw 💔

#its like a mental block or smth… like yknow… #its not even about ‘oh im too scared/anxious to interact’ its literally i cannot like my mind does not allow me to do such thing #maybe thats why its so hard to be in active terms with everyone #its like a gen bad thing but im not too affected by like not being able to interact first #the part that affects me more is how like i can only stay in active terms with specific people bc they interact with me first… #like i wanna reach out to my other moots too but but WKKDKEJDJSJR #i wanna be good friends with them too yknow #not just be their silent moot that only likes and rb their awesome stuff #es in his misery hole #<- filter this #mayb socializing a lot isnt meant for me. but i really wanna do it i want like a wider social circle and enjoy myself more and such but #personally i dont know how to continue a convo or be a rather interesting person even if the mental blockage is gone

[bloomfish]

haven't you always said that what you really need is to listen to some excellent galician-language folktronica? probably not but you should.

#my best discovery of the year #galego #baiuca #no hablo gallego pero es un idioma preciosooo. y para la musica MAS #its the inherent tragedy of minority language music that it will never be globally recognised for how good it can be #possibly the most beautiful song in the world is in catalan and its so sad to me that most people wont ever fully understand #what it feels like to listen to batiscafo katiuscas #retxes de sol atravessen blaus marins. atravessen MY HEART #it feels like you're alone in a silent submarine staring up at the sunlight streaming through a forest of kelp. if that helps #Spotify

[nico-vega]

Parece silent hill ☝️🤓

#momos random uwu #momos en español #humor #momo en español #memes en español #tumblr en español #momazos #lolmemes #humor en español #best memes #memes es español #memes español #memes en tumblr #tumblr memes #lol memes #memes #silent hill #silent hill 2

[demonspeeding666]

¿Porque es importante Black Christmas?

Shout out a mi talentosa amiga @bloodytittiez por introducirme a esta peli y este slasher por supuesto para hacer este video

#black christmas #porque es importante #resumen #70s horror #netflix and kill #horror movie recommendations #recomendación #shout out #asmr relax #silent night #betty boop

[saline-coelacanth]

Some New Yoke Chaotix doodles I started working on a while ago and decided to finish up

#sonic #sth #my art #sonic prime #prime chaotix au #team chaotix #espio the chameleon #silent es #new yoke espio #charmy bee #bumble the bee #bumble bee #new yoke charmy #vector the crocodile #v the crocodile #new yoke vector #if you couldnt tell i really like silent es #his design is just fun to draw lol

[virfu]

Bueno, a ver, Tinsley sería de River, capaz.... o por lo menos no sería de Boca

#soy re mala para asignar equipos que alguien lo haga por mi #Doctor Fear seria de Defensa y Justicia #Silent J creo q de Estudiantes #Ricky no es de ninguno y solo es contraera

[multifandom-rambler]

The joys of looking after kids:

While trying to help one of them with a nonexistent problem I spilled scalding hot onto my self and then walk right into a table.

And I just had to stand silently screaming to myself against a wall ❤️

#children #es ramblo #he was crying that he couldn’t hear his tablet. #he put it on silent.

[hanabeeri]

i accidentally scratched a car yesterday. things happen sometimes.

ich hab das wlan irgendwie abgeschossen :) wir haben internet aber kein wlan ahaha lol. es ist einfach nicht meine woche.

ok habs wieder gelöst.

papa came home drunk and fell right next to his bed skfkskdksk father just HOW did you miss your bed omg. literally. he walked to his room and the next thing my uncle, my mum and i hear is a loud thump. he blacked out for a few seconds i think. he's in bed now though. he's getting hell from me in the morning. i may be young and stupid and naive but at least i can handle AND control my alcohol consumption.

#20230408 #aber mir gehts gut und es kam niemand zu schaden #außer die beiden autos #it feels so silly now how bad i panicked yesterday #i was so overwhelmed and scared i swore silently at someone dhfjdjfjdkd #i usually try to avoid swears

[fallingforfandoms]

Other people who can't get rid of a cough and a sore throat: "ugh that sucks, i hope it's not covid or anything life-threatening."

Me in that same situation: "WHY does the ONE time that i get sick have to happen SO CLOSE to this ONE event that i've been looking forward to for far too long????"

Yup. My priorities are straighter than me. What else is new.

#personal #jo lebt #und lacht sich tot #weil franzi auf das 'sachma haste nächste woche mittwoch zufällig garderobendienst' mit 'was hast du diesmal ausgefressen' geantwortet hat #nix nix nix nur meine übliche obsession #gehen sie einfach weiter hier gibt es nix zu sehen lol #throwback to me silently judging niklas last year for coughing through half of that premiere screening .. #.. and me (hopefully not) sharing his fate next week at that reading (praying it doesn't come to this though)