#shibuya aoi

[dats-hq]

Kaito, Aoi, and the Importance of Digimon Survive's Intertexuality Across Routes

Digimon Survive is such a powerful narrative because its core theme is reinforced through its very structure as a visual novel. The game's radical belief in the ability for anyone to blossom into the best versions of themselves given the right circumstances is a powerful concept, but it could easily come off as naive. To avoid coming off as naive, there must be an acknowledgement of the darkest parts of our hearts.

It's like this:

In the Truthful Ending, Kaito has some issues with anger and overprotectiveness, but ultimately develops a slightly healthier relationship with his sister. A fine snapshot of a young boy's life over the course of a few weeks, but is it a snapshot of the young boy's soul? I think not. That snapshot comes in more parts. To see how his relationship with Miu would develop in more dire circumstances, you must see Moral Route. To see how he would cultivate a more strenuous relationship with Miu in light of a heightened sense of danger in the world, you must see Wrathful Route. To see who Kaito would become without Miu's grounding presence, you must see Harmony Route.

By seeing Kaito across four dimensions, you are able to form a picture of the actual Kaito. In composite, Kaito is obviously a good person. He is motivated by a desire to protect. He is brave. He cares for people. Even his friends who he betrayed in Harmony Route could see that deep down, Kaito had the potential to be a good person. This is seen when they all wish to extend an offer of forgiveness to Kaito, even after he resolved to destroy the world. By seeing Kaito at his absolute worst, we actually see a glimmer of his potential.

(I would like to clarify that I do not believe that Kaito "redeemed himself by dying," nor is it my reading of the text that Kaito was made to die as punishment for his misdeeds. I understand how one may come to those readings of the text, but I believe it was an unfortunate and unintended implication at worst.)

Aoi is an overachiever. She's a bright young girl, and that comes with certain expectations. If one were to look at her on a very surface level, you would think that she understands the importance of the responsibilities she's been given, and she doesn't mind the extra work. That is obviously bullshit, but to some extent, this is the image she puts out into the world. Aoi is not forthcoming about her emotions, so prior to meeting Labramon, she allows herself to stoically accept an unfair burden. Her fellow students take advantage of her, and her opinion is rarely respected among the other chosen children when discussing next steps. Without the ability to assert herself, she has all of the responsibility with none of the actual power. She must work hard, but she cannot do good.

This is a shame. Aoi is motivated by a strong sense of justice. The best version of herself is one who has the confidence to set boundaries and stand firm on issues she cares about, but much like Kaito, watching her grow into her best self is merely a snapshot of a few weeks in the life of a child. To truly plunder the depths of Aoi's soul, we must look into Wrathful Route.

In Wrathful Route, we see the most explosive expression of Aoi's convictions. She learns that a sense of justice is worth nothing if you don't have power, and power is worthless if it is not used. While nobody younger than Aoi dies in Moral Route, and Miu's safety in Harmony Route is Kaito's responsibility first and foremost, Saki's safety was squarely Aoi's responsibility.

Aoi's grief over her own failure to uphold her values causes an overcorrection. She is overcome with a desire to wield the maximum possible power and realize a twisted vision of maximum possible justice.

I love the gusto, Aoi, but human instrumentality is not a healthy response to traumatic invalidation.

It's important to stress that while I love Saki and think Saki/Aoi is an adorable ship, Saki's death is not the sole cause of Aoi's mental anguish. Saki's death was the catalyst for Aoi to close herself off from the community who could have helped her. The anguish began developing years prior.

In other routes, Aoi's relationship to her sense of justice, her responsibility, and her assertiveness develop in different ways, but by examining Aoi across four dimensions, we can understand Aoi's actual self. In composite, Aoi is a good person. She has strong convictions. She is protective. She is capable. There are a lot of ways these values can shape a young girl, and Aoi deserves a life where she has a supportive community to allow her to grow into the best version of herself. Don't we all?

At the core of both Kaito and Aoi, we find good people. I like to think you'd find the same at the core of everyone in real life, too. And yet, in real life, we obviously find people who do work to make the world a worse place. In Digimon Survive, we can see the paths not taken, for better and for worse. In doing so, we see the Truth of each character.

(This is not wholly unrelated to the appeal of "the Digimon as a reflection of the human partner's true self." In Dracmon, we see Kaito's protectiveness in a more trusting and easygoing package. In Labramon, we see Aoi's supportiveness in a more assertive package.)

#digimon survive #digimon survive meta #aoi shibuya #shibuya aoi #digimon survive week #but late #day 2 cooperation #very late okay? #hi maq

[cypreus-and-willow]

Together We Can Fight!

Digimon Survive High School Gang AU

The team chooses to become a chess club, god knows why. Let's assume some teachers are not fond of the idea of their top student mingling with some degenerates and broker a deal with Aoi that if they fail to pass the prelims in a chess competition then they'll have to be disbanded.

The competition is in 3 days so she employs an old friend (read: senpai from her old middle school idk) to help her coach her team. They join a competition that they're completely unprepared for. Saki and Takuma win their rounds cause they can do no wrong. RIP Ryo and Kaito.

Minoru is temporarily banned; something about inappropriate behavior. With Minoru out of the game, they're down one team member.

They end up shoving Shuuji onto the game arena, replacing his school jacket with one of theirs.

“People can still recognize me!” He says.

So they take off his glasses and give him a hat. Still not enough, they split his hair in the middle as if it does anything. It works and the chess club nerds from the other schools don’t recognize him.

Aoi looks on as Shuuji shakily walks toward the table.Hand over her mouth. “What am I doing? Am I that desperate?”

Takuma, her right hand man, turns to her with eyes of anxious apprehension. “If we don’t win this round, we don’t make the cut. If we don’t make the cut… they’ll disband the club.”

Disband. But… I already like you guys.

“I am that desperate!” She whips back around to Shuuji, shakily greeting his opponent. She reaches out with all her heart. "Shuuji-san, respectfully, get his *ss."

#Respectfully #Maybe aoi is a thug after all #Together We can fight #Gang au #Digimon Survive #Shibuya Aoi #kayama shuuji #momozuka takuma #I had this in my drafts for months #So they take off his glasses and give him a hat #Made myself laugh #Digimon

[ranshoku]

Do your boy Shuuji with 11, 16, 20 and 29 (I still owe u that last one lol)

What’s the first thing you think about when thinking about the character? It's mostly the same as your answer to this question wrt his story being a really nuanced depiction of parental abuse in fiction, though I also think a lot about how he's the perfect partner for Lopmon writing-wise. I don't think the potentials present in Lopmon's themes of duality have ever been quite as realized in the franchise before he got paired with Shuuji, so yeah... (what I'm trying to say is that his characterization just seems very fine-tuned to Lopmon's lore and I love it)

A childhood headcanon Rich kid Shuuji hc is very strong, so the biggest one is that his parents signed him up for a bunch of high class extracurricular activities mostly for the academic aspirations they had for him. He hated them at first, but eventually he learned to suck it up and just go through the motions, because rebelling resulted in getting berated.

A weird headcanon Uh... not weird probably, but perhaps the most random headcanon I can come up of him is that he can't stand the taste of coffee. He needs it to stay up late for studying though, so he's the type to add too much milk or sugar to his coffee to offset the bitterness.

What do you think is a secret they have that they never told anyone? This is hard... he used to keep a lot of secrets, but he already seems much more laidback and less insecure in Truthful alone? He even readily opened up about his darker thoughts like how much he hated himself or the guilt that haunted him... maybe, while it's freeing for him to stop thinking of what his father wants him to be, deep down he feels more clueless and directionless than when he was still obsessed with following his father's wishes, because he's gotten so used to chasing after the ideals set for him by his father that he kind of forgets how to "want" for himself or have a passion of his own. On top of that, he feels like he's never sure if he makes the right decision with his choices. So TL;DR even though it's stressful, in a way it's easier for him to follow a path someone else has laid out for him than to be "selfish" and do some soul-searching for himself. It's a bitter reality he's never ready to admit because it makes him feel like admitting a defeat right after earning his victory.

(As for Aoi: considering how rigid she can be with her views, I think she's much more judgmental as a person deep down inside than she's willing to admit. She knows how unlikeable that trait is though, so she tries to conceal it, however sometimes it surfaces via her projecting herself on other people)

How do you think they would be as a parent? (and if they are a parent, how do you think they would be if they weren't?) YOU'VE SAID EVERYTHING I WANTED TO SAY ABOUT THIS LOL especially how he'd be especially self-conscious about not wanting to become like his father + being emotionally awkward/distant without meaning to. An extra one is perhaps when he inevitably fights with his child, he'd sometimes slip back into his old behavior and regret it afterwards. Having grown up in a family where he had no chance to air out his problems with them and fight for real, he'd always feel awkward about having to make up with his child, so he'd send Lopmon first to console his child after things calm down before talking to them himself.

#kayama shuuji #shibuya aoi #digimon survive #it's fun thinking about shuuji #my survive blorbo

[digisurvive]

The nail that sticks out gets hammered down

[Image Id: Screenshot of Plutomon’s sprite with its arm open and looking to the front over a forest backdrop. Her dialogue reads: Becoming one helps us understand each other better. No more selfish behavior]

Or Extreme Collectivism as horror.

It’s plain to see that Plutomon’s posture is one that threatens to crush any and all dissent, no matter how small, as well as to erase individuality— with that of its ultimate goal being to merge the enterity of the two worlds together with her, so they can all share her (correct) feelings and values. This is all with the aims to eradicate any selfish behavior, which in short can be any attitude or ideology that disrupts a group. This conduct being horrific is quite obvious, but it's also quite thematically rich coming after everything in the vanilla pre-timeline split.

If Plutomon is someone who values social harmony above all, Ryo existed on the opposite end of the scale: with an unhelpful, uncooperative attitude that went beyond not helping the group—the events leading up to his death are caused by his own imprudent actions, straight up risking everyone when he took off on his own. His bad attitude makes him hard to deal with, and the rest of the group often lets on their exasperation with his doomerism and inaction. Takuma is always tempted with the choice to give up on him and leave him alone.

This attitude is echoed with how the group deals with Shuuji, too; the others often show their (warranted) frustration with his insufferable behavior. Survive’s writing often seems to egg the player to agree with the idea that leaving both Ryo and Shuuji behind would ultimately be for the greater good. It insidiously seems to present the player the idea that isolating troublesome, struggling individuals, the problem children of the group, is for the best. This is an attitude that echoes the status quo of how society deals with individuals suffering with mental health harships: by shunning them out and judging them incorregible. The fact that the option to leave the black sheep behind feels reasonable is no coincidence, and it's the reason the game ends up guilt-tripping the player hardcore over the fact Ryo and Shuuji were never fully integrated into the group.

The fact Aoi ends up going off the deep end of the attitude that prevented Ryo and Shuuji from getting help in the first place, kickstarting the whole tragedy, is one of the nuances that add more value to Plutomon’s absolutism. She views any disruptions to the Harmony of a group as the worst offense anyone can take, and sets out to prevent others from being wrong in the first place. It’s a very Japanese viewpoint: hating to burden others with one’s personal problems and hating the disruption of the communal harmony.

The horror behind Plutomon is an unyielnding, cold perspective over how a group should operate: a social dynamic where you don’t trouble others with your personal failures and problems. Where questioning authority is harshly punished. Where there's no room for anyone's input but the one on top's when it comes to decision making. Where any expression of internal struggle is repressed due being incompliant, uncooperative and selfish. And they can indeed be selfish and disruptive to the workflow of a group, but that’s not necessarily evil or warranting ostratizing. They’re, in fact, symptoms of a deep hurt that needs to be healed in order for a group to operate better.

It's inevitable for individuals to inconvenience a group with their needs, but sharing the burden is the ideal the game presents as an answer to be able to fulfill both the greater good and individual care. Survive proclaims not just that struggling indivuduals deserve care and support but that it’s a communal duty to provide it and a moral failure not to do it. 

#Digimon Survive #Digimon Survive spoilers #Aoi Shibuya #Shibuya Aoi #Plutomon #Wrathful route #pretty much just sying how nicely the horror of Plutomons extremism plays off the attitude that isolated the problem children earlier #i got another plutomon adjacent post in the works lol i love aoi sm lol #aoi #meta #mine

[fearowkenya]

Winds of Change

Chapter 5: Something in the Air

Shuuji knows something is amiss when he catches Syakomon let out an almost imperceptible sigh of relief. He’s lucky that the viscous surface of Syakomon’s slimy green body betrays her—the quiver of the otherwise silent exhale sends a faint, wobbly shockwave across her skin, and she jiggles ever so slightly in her shell, as though somebody’s just set down a cautious bowl of lime-flavored jello.

Supposedly, the worst is over, but Shuuji can't shake the feeling that there's something the Kemonogami aren't telling him.

ao3 link in source , extended end-of-chapter author's notes under the cut!

oh BOY the editing situation was a doozy. granted, i was also busy with work, but even then this chapter needed a TON of reworking, much much more than chapter 4 did. like i said on ao3, it got to the point where this chapter was so long that i had to split it in two.

i also mentioned that this chapter marks the beginning of the second half of this fic. chapters 1-4 make up part one, which i'd summarize as "how did we get here?", and then from 5-8, the focus will be "what happens next?". it helped a LOT to recontextualize chapters 5-7 (now 5-8) as an answer to chapters 1-4, and i think it'll make editing easier going forward; i have much more direction now and a better idea of what needs to be expanded on and what needs to be cut.

unfortunately, like i said, i had to omit a lot of saki-centric stuff. she is the scariest character for me to write, and i think i need to progress more thru my replay of truthful before i feel confident enough to write from her perspective. it works out anyway, because the part i cut had shuuji taking a very passive role and just observing interactions between saki and floramon, and it felt very drawn-out and unnecessary. this is my favorite cut segment tho

im really hoping to be able to figure out what an aoi-miu-saki dynamic looks like as i get more comfortable writing the three of them. i think it could be really fun. also i think it would be so funny if miu and saki bring out a mischievous side of aoi that would otherwise not exist. much to think about.

anyway. another challenge i had with editing this chapter was the topography of the beach area the group hangs out at before moving on to the shopping district and apartment complex. for some reason i was convinced the rocky beach area was like.. up on a cliffside? but then i looked at the map and got REAL confused. the beach is super super narrow, and that was really inconvenient when i needed shuuji to be somewhere relatively out of the way, where he could have a conversation with agumon that takuma cannot hear, while still being able to see takuma. so thats why i spent an hour and change squinting at the tiniest png of the map and reorganizing where people spend their time

if my handwriting is illegible (from left to right) (oh my god now that ive added the image to the post its a nightmare. idk why im even posting it. lord. im not sure opening it in a new tab will help) factory residential area shopping district woods near shopping district minoru up here group rests here waterway exit from shaft here instead; rest of waterway rock w/ supplies hill down from the waterway shuuji rests here pt 6 argument happens here aoi & ryo here in ch4 (this is where they were keeping watch) miyuki here

i didnt make many changes; mostly i just moved people around. the one thing that i DID change though was the placement of the waterway entrance. i have NO IDEA why the game has it in the middle of the fucking ocean. like i know theres a tunnel there, but surely the entrance to that tunnel isn't underwater right? i then poured another hour and change learning about waterways, trying to figure out where it made the most sense to put the exit before remembering that it doesn't matter because the digital world doesn't play by human world rules. oops! it was still super interesting though! please look up 'tokyo g-cans' if you ever get the chance, its fucking fascinating. if i ever go back to japan id like to go down there, maybe.

obligatory commentary about the map:

oh my god it seems too big for what we actually see but im not a cartographer so i dont know for sure

the shopping district/apartment complex is visible from the beach but i feel like it shouldn't be: on the map it looks like it's on a cliff face while from the beach it looks like it's shore level

i've been reading half the green patches as dense tree cover but now that i think about it, that might just be open grassland. oops. it's all trees now.

i wish we could go to the sandy beach areas to the north and east ends of the island!!! that could've been fun!

i really appreciate that the second island is shaped vaguely like a beluga

in other news, agumon was much easier to write than i was worried he would be, and it was nice to work out how he felt about what happened in the waterway. one thing ive noticed about agumon on a second truthful run is that he and takuma are equally awful about pushing down their own feelings for the sake of the ones of their friends. a lot of the others seem to view agumon as the guy who is always Staying Silly , no thoughts head empty. while i DO think that that's a genuine part of his personality, i think it also happens sometimes that he uses that image to downplay his concerns.

my favorite part to write this chapter was labramon's dialogue at the end. and also baby stats. baby stats was the ONE THING i REFUSED to cut. non-negotiable. it's been in my notes since the beginning and digimon survived all edits of this chapter, and i was DETERMINED to keep it.

all right im getting sleepy and i want to post this chapter and then go to bed. as usual please dont be afraid to leave a comment, i looooove finding out people's favorite parts, and im still curious about your Gamer Theories, especially now that i think what i'm foreshadowing is becoming clearer and clearer >:3c

couldn't tell you for sure when ch6 will be out. ideally it won't involve as much editing as ch5, but it's hard to say. thank you for reading, and i'll be back as soon as i can!

#digimon survive #shuuji kayama #kayama shuuji #ryo tominaga #tominaga ryo #agumon #aoi shibuya #shibuya aoi #im so sorry @ ppl who are in the aoi shibuya tag for the other aoi shibuya (the one who is not a digimon character) #labramon #miu shinonome #shinonome miu #syakomon #floramon #digimon

[magicalgirloftheday]

✧・ﾟ:*Today’s magical boy of the afternoon is: Shibuya Aoi from Tokyo Mew Mew Au Lait!✧・ﾟ:*

#Shibuya Aoi #Tokyo Mew Mew Au Lait #manga #black hair #animal ears #magical boy #magical boy of the day #mahou shounen

[chroniclesmacaque]

A look into the kaleioscope: Aoi in the Wrathful route.

In which I set out to talk about the wrathful route but ended up talking about everything I have seen of the game with a focus on Aoi.

Word count: 5417

(Spoilers for the events pre-timeline branch, the Wrathful Route and part of the Moral one, plus mild allusions to Truthful and Harmony.)

Being a big fan of Girls with Problems and Issues™ (see: Rue from Princess Tutu, Any Girl from Revolutionary Girl Utena) and having gotten word about the focus of the Wrathful Route, I was naturally very curious and hyped for it.

There’s appeal in watching a girl go apeshit: showcasing their flaws in ugly and unpleasant ways not only makes for good drama, but is also refreshing in a (mainstream) media landscape that more often than not smooths out any hint of a rough edge. It’s humanizing. It’s a powerful and cathartic acknowledgement of how destructive Problems and Issues™ can be through showcasing inherently immeasurable internal issues in extreme portrayals that symbolically illustrate the Lengths of the Struggle. 

Does the Wrathful Route live up to this?

TL;DR: Yes, and in a thematically rich way.

The Heart of Digimon Survive.

Whatever your opinion on Takuma, he is the lense through which the conflicts of Survive are colored. His narration and internal monologue betray a deep concern about navigating appropriate social distance and boundaries while still being able to effectively check on and care for all his friends. This is at the heart of Survive’s thematic: the clash between social propriety, duty and cooperation versus the personal wants, needs and struggles inherent to individual identity. 

The need for balance and the dangers of the extremes on either side of the dichotomy show repeatedly through the events of the game. An artificial and stagnant harmony for the sake of the rule of majority often ends in the needs of the kids being neglected to tragic results, which itself diminishes the longevity of the group and polarizes the dynamics within it. The opposite is also true: not only overtly self-centered, confrontational and stubborn individualistic approaches divide and fracture the group, they also prove detrimental for the long-term chances of success for personal goals and survival. Ryo and Shuuji are early-game poster children to these conundrums. 

The beginning of the spiral. 

Ryo’s introduction leaves clear he’s hard to get along with: he’s often irritable, uncooperative and antisocial. When it comes to doing his part within the group, Ryo often fails— he refuses to step up to his responsibility as senpai to Takuma and Minoru, he doesn’t help in group discussions and is frequently contrarian and combative to any course of action as well to being told what to do. He’s disruptive to the group’s goals of rescuing Aoi in part 1 and looking for the Professor, Saki and Shuuji in part 2, which is met with Minoru’s taunts and mockery and, potentially, Takuma’s clueless disregard (RIP to those who did try to comfort him on their first play through LOL But I still understand where Ryo is coming from).

This furthers Ryo’s alienation from the group and forms part of the vicious cycle Ryo has found himself in even before attending camp: the intense grief and loneliness stemming from his mother’s death express themselves through high irritability and anxiousness that difficult coping with daily-life activities and socializing. He’s aware his attitude drives him away from others but retiring from public life is simply not an option— even when his mother was still battling her illness, he got pushed to keep up with his responsibilities, as evidenced when he laments right before dying about being encouraged to be strong no matter what (giving thoughtless encouragement to people who are struggling is so prevalent even Japan’s Ministry of Health, Labor and Welfare has issued a guide advising healthcare professionals not to push phrases like 頑張れ/頑張って onto patients. Incidentally, another Digimon installment that deals with the struggle to open up in the face of thoughtless encouragement and positivity is ReArise’s season two! Worth checking out!).

Ryo’s is a case where personal struggles disrupt the harmony of the group, but also where not respecting social propriety (Minoru treating him badly, doubly glaring due their age difference) and the failure of the group to look after one of their most vulnerable members creates a spiraling effect that locks the player into the three vanilla routes, two of which end up quite tragically. His death serves as a powerful statement of a very important thesis of Survive’s: that even when the kids act out in unpleasant and disruptive ways, they still deserve to be taken care of, and failure to do so heavily limits what the group can accomplish. The contrary also proves true: looking after all the members of the group strengthens the dynamics within it and brings out everyone’s best (Hey! Who would’ve thought? Ryo is actually a pretty great and supportive guy! Really looking forward to Truthful).

The side from which Aoi pulls.

Where does Aoi fall in this tug-of-war? 

She is, simply put, the mom friend of the group: she cooks for them, her partner is the only one that naturally has healing ability in child stage—not to mention she herself will patch others up with her own hands— and she will often keep in mind the needs of the group and what course of action will be most beneficial for all. She’s gentle, values cooperation and has a strong sense of responsibility that will lead her to pick up the slack from those around her. 

She prioritizes harmony so much she loses herself to it: she laments her personal identity revolves around being an honor student and a class president always forced to go several extra miles for the sake of the class with no expression of individuality or personal warmth. Her struggle to maintain her personal identity extends to being unable to express or assert herself: she gets self-conscious of her interests, she can’t stand up for herself and refuse extra work load, she won’t share her misgivings out of fear of being a burden and she has great difficulty sharing her input and defending it during group discussions. 

These struggles will haunt her through the events of the game: her eroded self-esteem and her self-image as a supporting side character causes her to shrink out of the responsibility of leading the group in part 2 and to be unable to speak up when the group is openly antagonizing Shuuji in part 5. This exacerbates her sense of inadequacy upon both boys’ deaths, where she will continually beat herself up for failing to respond to the situation optimally and will always minimize her contributions to the group. The extent of these regrets can be fully appreciated through her Wrathful event-horizon realizations: she should've been more assertive from the start in order to prevent others from being wrong. 

It becomes apparent Aoi's character revolves around duty and responsibility (which is heavily reflected in her partner's evolutions), something she shares in common with Shuuji. 

Overachiever syndrome.

Shuuji’s first appearance firmly places him as someone who’s responsible for the rest of the cast: he’s older and their chaperone—as such he needs to make sure no one wanders off, everyone stays on schedule and generally out of trouble. The way he goes about leading them is strict and even nagging. Similarly to Aoi, Shuuji places the well-being of the group and its harmony over himself and others’ individual drives. This is evidenced through his argument with Kaito in part 4: concerned for the safety of the other kids, he opposes venturing outside to search for Miu, which can come off as cowardly at best and callous risk-calculating at worst. However, neither view describes his character accurately: while he's risk-averse, it's an attitude coming from watching two people die before him. He's acutely aware of the dangers that loom over the group but, nonetheless, remains committed and dedicated to look after them. It's thanks to his scrupulous nature that he pushes himself to the extreme: even though he's suffering from nightmares from the intense pressure he's under, disagrees with the course of action the group has decided by majority and is struggling to cope so badly he can't keep his emotions in check, he won't ask for a break or any sort of help that'd alleviate his burden. Ironically, the way he disregards all his individual needs for the sake of his duties backfires and turns his behavior into something that upsets the group greatly. 

Shuuji’s intransigent morality is a source of constant friction with Kaito all the way to his death in chapter 5— a clear example of how an imposed and forced unity on the group causes division within it and hurts its specific individuals: with Kaito’s already fraught trust in the group failing to cement and Shuuji ending up openly antagonized by the rest. This extreme view on duty and authority is something that we’ll see further elaboration on through Plutomon’s extremist morality and pathos.

Shuuji’s conflation of leadership with authorianism speaks volumes of his own upbringing—as do his harsh and relentless criticism towards lopmon and his constant nagging to the group to steer them to act responsibly. He mirrors the way his own father treated him growing up, and, as such, his problematic behavior is once again a symptom of deep hurt and unmet needs, a wrong that needs to be communally righted before the group can live up to their best potential. 

His leadership serves as a point of contrast to Aoi’s own approach to it: unable to put up with Kaito and Shuuji’s arguing any longer, Aoi uncharacteristically explodes and puts an end to their discussion. The way she engages them, however, isn’t through anger, belittling or mockery— she reminds each of their goals and invites them to question whether their actions are conducive to their success. She’s able to guide them to better behavior instead of upsetting them any further. This is again observed when she’s able to get through the child digimon trio pestering them at the park, and is generally an approach that is highly conductive to harmony for a group that’s highly emotional and under a huge amount of stress, evidenced through Takuma using a similar leading style. 

Aoi’s full potential won’t be realized until near end-game stretches, for good reason: her debilitating self-doubt hampers any ability to assert herself, another trait she and Shuuji have in common. While Aoi clams up and fails to respond to the challenges before her, Shuuji tries to force his way through them. Similarly—the way Aoi’s identity revolves around fulfilling the high demands and expectations others have of her mirrors Shuuji’s sense of worth being rooted on meeting his father’s unreasonable standards for him. This leads both to second-guess their decisions, but also to foster a bubbling and potentially monstrous anger within them out of resentment of their grueling workloads, others’ selfish behavior and the unfair treatments they endure. 

Both their responses to the stress and the nature of the external expectations over them are indicative of a gendered pattern of socialization that actively stunt their development (think of the lenient, devoted and quiet mother versus the bold and imposing leader). Shuuji’s survival hinges on him being able to embrace the “softer” sensitive and nurturing side of himself embodied by Lopmon as much as Aoi’s healthy development necessitates her to allow herself to assert herself and lean on the honesty encapsulated in Labramon.

Their refusal to burden the group with their personal struggles plays a key factor in both of their downfalls. Their better end-games have them relying on other characters such as Ryo, Takuma, Kaito and Saki to cross the bridge they didn't know they needed to cross to begin with. 

Oil and warm water.

If Aoi is someone who will prioritize harmony above all else, then Kaito is someone who often has trouble adhering to it. His irascible, aggressively independent and headstrong personality often puts him at odds with the group, specially during times when they're scared and indecisive (which is often). However, this doesn't mean Kaito is such a selfish guy that he won't care about imposing on the group or about their well-being. Quite the contrary, if left to his own devices, he'll try to handle his problems alone so as to not to disturb the others— after all, Takuma did have to talk him out of leaving alone to look for Miu twice in chapter 5. His affinity dialogue shows time and time again that he will fight tirelessly to defend his sister even if that isolates him from the rest of the world. The lack of external support for both Shinonome siblings to deal with their traumatic past informs Kaito’s difficulties with respecting authority— especially if it doesn't align with his goals— and with fully integrating and leaning on the group. 

While seemingly irreconcilable opposites, Aoi and Kaito, at their core, are all about a strong drive to look after other people. Their different approaches can paint them either as tragic foils or a complementary leading duo.

Kaito’s steely resolution to fight doesn’t always have to be a divisive force in the group, as illustrated in the Moral Route: when they’re cornered at the throne room, he has the head not to run off and influences the group to snap out of their fear-induced paralysis to protect themselves against the kenzoku. Aoi benefits from his snappy decisions— where she’d usually have difficulty making up her mind under intense pressure, she can ride his confidence and rouse the rest of the group behind this directive. Similarly, when they’re back at the school, Kaito can take cues out of Aoi’s tirelessly behind-the-scenes managerial work and listen to her concerns about their food supply and provide much needed help to cover the group’s needs. The way they share the burden of leading and caring for the group illustrates Survive’s ideal of a balance that allows both the harmony of the group and individuals to thrive— the burden of looking after a group shouldn’t fall on a single person. This stands in contrast to Aoi deciding to take it all on herself in Wrathful: being able to trust others with her burdens and worries and delegate work is essential for her healthier development in Moral.

Their differing stances also help illustrate the extremes in Survive’s dichotomy in the Wrathful and Harmony routes. Wrathful illustrates a kind of extreme, imposed Harmony that oppresses any dissent and threatens to erase any and all individuality. 

The free-spirited optimist and the older serious-minded girl.

Saving the catalyst for the Wrathful route for last, we have our cheerful and radiant personality, Kimishima Saki. The very prologue of the game makes it clear that Aoi likes Saki quite a bit.There’s a palpable sense of admiration for her junior’s refreshing honesty that’s amicable, keen and direct in a way that still jives with Aoi’s personal values. It’s easy to see why Aoi, who struggles to assert herself, would marvel at those traits in Saki. Aoi’s high regard for her shows up again during her passionate defense of Saki in part 5, much to her junior’s delight and surprise. This admiration is very much mutual: for Saki, who struggles with her sense of belonging and relevance in her interpersonal connections, Aoi’s commitment to caring for the group stands as both an example to follow as someone who can easily adhere to a group’s harmony and nurture it as well as a comforting presence that makes her feel accepted and healed.

It’s no surprise, then, that a close bond blossoms between the two. Their relationship balances each other out on a personal level: Saki will actively seek to alleviate Aoi’s workload even when she doesn’t ask, as well as look after her so she doesn’t run herself ragged. Additionally, Saki is capable of comforting her when Aoi is beating herself down or is generally affected by the grueling situation they’re in, as seen when she patiently comforts her after Ryo’s death. Aoi will reign Saki back in (or try to) when her bluntness is crossing the line and will serve as her confidant and care for her as a whole person. It’s no hyperbole to say Saki is the only camper Aoi manages to open up and bond with on a deep level, and a key figure in her budding support system. It’s only natural, then, that losing her would break Aoi’s fraught mental stability.

 The momentum of the Wrathful Route.

Why do Kaito and Saki run off on their own during the amusement park debacle in the Wrathful route? Why are they able to keep their cool in Moral and not here? To answer this, we need to take a look at the function of the Karma System beyond triggering Agumon’s evolutions and showing the timeline options during the part 8 split, as well as the meaning behind the Wrathful route.

The Karma system allows for a cumulation of momentum, so to speak. Karma shouldn’t be seen only as a straight-forward system of retribution and rewards for one’s actions and decisions, but as the conjunction of all the moving parts in the universe that allow the destiny of a person to be forged, which includes one’s legacy, community and the way one interacts with it. Digimon Survive uses this concept to shape the energy the group will move through each specific route. Simply put, it shapes the mood of the group. If one balances the Karma points for all of three options, then the group’s fate can go either way. If one leans heavily into any of them, then, that heavily restricts the fate the group is able to forge for itself.

What is that fate in the Wrathful route?

Let’s start by remembering the words of the man-behind-the-project himself, Habu Kazumasa, who states in an interview that the staff tried not to think of the different timelines as the bad ones or the correct ones, and rather gave a theme to each of them; the Wrathful route being about “acting on one’s emotions”  (citation pending lol). This is certainly reflected in the original name of the route itself: 激情, a term pertaining to passion: strong and/or violent emotions and convictions. 

What this means for Survive’s narrative is that most of the group is favoring acting based on their individual drives and values, without prioritizing the unity of the group, which places Aoi’s harmony-based approach as the isolated attitude within it. This helps us make sense of Kaito’s hot-headedness getting the best of him, then, being an individual who already prominently acts based on his personal goals even if it puts him at odds with the group. It also informs Saki’s anxious emotions coming to a head with her impulsive urge to help out the vulnerable digimon at the park: while a noble effort, it’s informed by her antsy-ness with regards her sense of belonging, the meaningfulness of her existence and her fear of death. Aoi’s own failure to rouse the group behind a clear order reflects her being lost in her own strong fear as well as Miu’s similar mental block to open up the hidden throne room hidden pathway.

Saki’s tragic end directly parallels the cutscene containing the evolution of her Floramon into Vegiemon (lol). Back then, Saki still hadn’t experienced what it meant to truly belong in a group and to be able to interact beyond what she knows will outwardly, yet superficially, get her to be socially accepted. As a result, she wasn’t sure of the sincerity of her own emotions and actions towards others, doubting her own intentions when following Ryo around. What lies at the core of Saki’s teetering act between refreshing bluntness and faux pas leading to rejection is the isolation, and the social inexperience this brought as a result, her chronic illness has imparted Saki. 

By contrast, when part 9 rolls in, Saki has experienced working together in a team for the sake of the communal good of survival. With stakes so high, she’s bound to feel united to the group. She has also gotten a taste of a deeper self-acceptance through her bond with Floramon, the budding confidence to be herself unabashedly through Takuma’s assurances, the group’s continued acceptance of her role in it and Aoi’s warm, intimate and caring support. She’s becoming someone who has a place in the world and can start acting based on values that go beyond herself, and this is what her self-sacrifice epitomizes: she’s no longer insecure or indecisive about her commitment to the group and the greater good.

Into the mist.

The Wrathful route is characterized by thorough elaboration on Aoi’s interiority and inner monologue. This allows us to see the inner turmoil, conflicting viewpoints and the full extent of her self-depreciation that she usually keeps behind locked doors while she spirals.

Upon Saki’s death, Aoi experiences intense guilt over failing to keep Saki safe, as she was her leader calling the shots and guiding her through the rescue efforts, for mistaking the kenzoku for digimon in need and for losing grasp of her hand during the tug-of-war deciding Saki’s death. She isolates herself from the group due her grief, her continuous ruminations over the mistakes she did consume her thoughts and prevent her from continuing her duties as their leader and her managerial work at their base. 

Now that Aoi it’s out of commission, Kaito belatedly comes into full appreciation of the labored support Aoi has offered the group. Knowing Saki was her moral support, Kaito attempts to reach out to her in order to pay the favor back despite his advice to Takuma to give Aoi some space. Takuma’s timid, soft-spoken approach wouldn’t be befitting to challenge Aoi’s spiraling thoughts, so it’s up to Kaito’s more direct approach and his understanding of what it takes to shoulder such responsabilites to step up to the task.

He bluntly refutes her self-blaming beliefs, pushing her to recontextualize Saki’s death from her personal failure to something Saki had agency in. It’s during these exchanges that it comes to stark light how much of Aoi’s inner world never gets expressed to the others, as her replies to Kaito are merely a small fraction of all the swirling emotions and thoughts festering in her head. 

While Kaito’s efforts aren’t completely fruitless, they run into the Aoi’s emotional wall and don’t manage to address her perfectionist beliefs before Harumode reappears to lure them into the library. The seed towards Plutomon’s black and white thinking is already taking root: Aoi can’t afford to let herself falter or make mistakes anymore in order not to lose anyone else, or it’d keep reflecting badly on her own integrity as a person. So she runs off on her own despite being antithetical to her own values. Kaito’s decision to go back to the group and gather them despite running off on his own being more in line with his usual Modus Operandi shows his commitment to keeping the group together and leading them in Aoi’s place, placing his development as a foil to Aoi’s spiraling.

The illusions Aoi sees within the library reflect that guilt is still ravaging her heart and fuel her self-berating back to full strength. However, Kaito’s words are not lost on Aoi and her thoughts soon start blaming Saki for own death, much to Aoi’s chagrin. Examining the root behind her reasoning reveals that just as much Aoi blames herself, she’s also intensely angry at the others for always taking unnecessary risks without sparing a thought for unity and responsibility. This touches on a sore spot for her, since being taken advantage of or having her authority diminished by others’ selfishness has been an open wound from before she even attended camp. Unable to bear being with other people, Aoi wanders into the misty woods to get lost further into her ruminations.

Each time Aoi replays the events in her head, another edge that hurts her seems to surface. Instead of coming to terms with Saki’s self-sacrifice, Aoi distorts it into a rejection of herself and her feelings. Instead of reaching the conclusion that she should’ve been more assertive out of a genuine growth in her confidence,the conclusion is fueled by her intense disgust over being the same always weak, flawed her of the past. Instead of learning to share the responsibility with her peers, she concludes she should’ve prevented other people from being wrong. Instead of understanding how her intense self-censoring stunts her growth and makes it near-impossible for her friends —specially for Kaito and Labramon at the time, the other key figures in her support system— to reach out to her and help her, she concludes bottling up everything was for the better. If everyone is already this selfish, adding to the pile would simply be unbefitting and irresponsible of her. This makes for a highly striking and effective portrayal of grief, with Aoi being unable to relentlessly revisit the event and find more and more shortcomings in herself and everyone around her. Her trust in others is fundamentally broken at this point.

Yet, despite her increasing mistrust of others, Aoi is finally able to internalize the depth of Labramon’s love and support for her. How could she not? Even though Aoi is at her most closed off and lowest mood, Labramon is still by her side, begging her to let her know the entirety of her heart. While a moving moment, this also symbolically marks the moment where Aoi has decided that the only beings she can trust are herself and her partner. This self-aggrandizing posture fueled by her self-loathing and guilt form the basis of Plutomon’s utter self-righteousness. 

Her conviction that only her harmony-based posture and feelings are right to solve the conflict between humans and kemonogami, prompt her to take the extremely ill-advised decision to try to appeal to Piemon, as well as to cure him in a show of good grace. This, of course, backfires immediately, as Piemon brutally attacks her and her partner. This last ditch-effort for a pacific resolution of the conflict informs Plutomon’s posture that if she can’t talk others into Harmony, then she will just have to force them and it’s the last step into the complete corruption of her values and growth.

Death evolutions.

Who doesn’t love a good symbolic death in their narrative? Survive generously offers two for the price of one. However, Aoi and Labramon’s gruesome agony isn’t the only time death shows in Labramon’s evolution line. It’s finally time to look into the themes woven into Labramon’s evolutions and how they relate to Aoi’s character.

Starting with Labramon herself, what we can learn from her official profile and debut is that she’s a digimon with a duty. Being an artificial digimon means she was specifically created to fulfill a function, which is further cemented by the fact it’s a literal living vaccine program. Her only skill movement in-game is Cure Liqueur, a healing skill that aims to restore and optimize weakened data (put a pin on this). Her fierce loyalty and dutiful origins already fit Aoi to a tee. 

In general, devotion to one’s duty is a key theme to Labramon’s evo line. Dobermon takes this a step further being a digimon whose only purpose is to hunt viruses. Originally consumed by viruses itself, its strong vaccine nature broke through and it learned to harness violence to fulfill its mission. This adult stage marks the start of a consistent theme in the evo line about harnessing monstrous power in order to fulfill one’s duties, much like Aoi needs to embrace assertiveness and authority to be able to properly respond to the situations before her and achieve her goals. This is also the first time the theme of death as transformation will show up in the evo line. Dobermon’s evolution dialogue encourages Aoi to take pride in her efforts and work to push her into this ever on-going journey of embracing her own agency. 

Cerberumon is the guardian of the Dark Area, a duty that goes a degree higher in importance than solely hunting viruses, much like Aoi will eventually have to step up into the heavier responsibility to lead the group. Cerberumon’s ferocious appearance is remarked upon in the evolution dialogue: where Aoi openly admits her desire for power— power as having the agency, authority and self-confidence to assert herself—. Cerberumon’s words encourage her not to be afraid of using this latent power already present in her heart.

Anubimon, the other possible ultimate available to unlock in the vanilla routes, is the judge of the dark area, who weighs over fallen digimon’s data to either banish them forever or grant them the chance of rebirth. Its role as a fair judge relates to Aoi’s role as a leader who listens to everyone’s input so everyone can reach either a unanimous decision or call for a timeout so the group can put their feelings back in line. (ALSO. I couldn’t unlock it in my Moral run, so this as much as I can glean from lore and plot alone.) This position as a fair judge stands in direct opposition to Aoi’s pathos as Plutomon.

Now, onto the dramatic ultimate evolution of the Wrathful route: Plutomon. Plutomon it’s a virus executioner that’s known for attacking with intense terror and violence. It’s a Death God itself that governs tyrannically over the realm of the dead. Unlike Anubimon, who weighs digimons’ worthiness, Plutomon mercilessly slays anything it deems evil and takes pleasure in it. Its cruel nature is reflected in it having become a virus itself. All of this lore is directly reflected in Aoi’s Wrathful ethos: as Plutomon, she has cast off her humanity to transcend her weaknesses, becoming scheming and even taking pleasure in venting her pent up bitterness by playing her friends like a fiddle— both when she intentionally makes them waste time arguing with her while Miyuki is dying on the floor, and when she emotionally manipulates them into avenging her by fighting the Master. Plutomon’s tyrannical rule is reflected in Aoi’s utter self-righteousness, where any dissenting opinions are deemed mistakes she needs to strong-arm others out of. She’s reached the ultimate black and white vision of her ideals, convinced she’s being the best version of herself she could possibly be. Despite Aoi!Plutomon’s goals for perfect harmony and oneness, she has become the embodiment of violent convictions herself. 

Plutomon’s evolution cutscene involves Aoi and Labramon slowly and painfully agonizing after being attacked by Piemon. Since the two are the healers of the group, their friends are unable to help them beyond fighting Piemon for them. This epitomizes the isolation Aoi has felt both in the human world and the kemonogami one: in the human world, she felt alienated because only she would get admonished for undone work as well as if she went the extra mile to get it done herself. In the kemonogami world, after losing Saki and thus having lost her own confidant as well as internalizing a sense of rejection from her self-sacrifice, she laments no one can understand her heart and look after her the same way she does for the group. In a morbid parallel to how she takes on all the group’s burden upon her shoulders, if Aoi wants to live, she alone will have to drag herself through the ground to reach her partner. Driven by her loyalty and duty to Aoi to the very end, Labramon does the ultimate act of self-sacrifice by using her remaining life energy to restore Aoi (very bittersweet use of the function behind Cure Liqueur! Incidentally, Plutomon’s self-healing ability forms part of this theme as well:where Labramon heals the party, Plutomon only heals itself). The evolution that takes place responds to Aoi’s heart passionately clinging to life as well as her inner turmoil. Thus, comes Aoi back to life in a terrifying miracle marked by her deep bond with her partner and all it represents. Plutomon is the most extreme externalization of her hidden unresolved struggles to open up, her perfectionism, her self loathing, repressed emotions and extreme morality.

Acknowledgements.

Shout out to digitalsurvivor for consistently putting out helpful information that gets lost in translation and cultural differences, as well as having long talks with me that help me enrich my perspective on the topics covered.

Special thanks to all my dear friends that allowed me to explain the events of the game in detail and wall-text their inboxes with my interpretations of the narrative. Their kind and patient dialogue helped me greatly to flesh out and complement my analysis.

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Digimon Survive Week 2023 – Day 4: Moral & Wrathful & Harmony

Just something quick. Under the cut because it has vague spoilers for all routes. Tagging @surviveweek as well.

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Aoi Shibuya 🥰

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Digimon Survive Week 2024

Day 1: A New World

“Aoi? What’s wrong?” She wishes he didn’t ask. She wants to be cheerful and kind. She really does.

Dusted off this old thing for today's prompt. I have a lot of mini fics with conversations between Aoi and Shuuji or Kaito and Shuuji or Aoi and Kaito for some reason (oops gotta be the faves).

Also, it mentions a bit of my JIES headcannon that I wrote for one of last year's prompts.

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i am scared for my life

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Im genuinly scared tho

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Aoi in the Moral route

For day 4 (moral/wrathful/harmony) of @surviveweek​​, I'll talk about some of the answers for Aoi's character arc the Moral Route and her ultimate evolution scenes provide and how these relate to the larger thematics in the game.

Previously, I wrote at length about how the themes and events in the pre timeline split informed the narrative in Wrathful. If Wrathful is a route about all of the worst extremes in Aoi's rigid thinking and unresolved issues, then what is the game’s answer to these dilemmas? To answer that, we'll recontextualize the themes running through her adult and perfect evolution cutscenes in order to understand the answers provided in Anubimon's. 

A desire for Authority.

Outwardly, Aoi's character arc looks quite simple: she's a meek, insecure girl who needs to become more confident. Her evolution cutscenes constantly talk about her desire for power and assertiveness. 

In Dobermon’s debut, we can see illustrated the push to get her to take pride in her efforts in order to stand tall in front of adversity:

[Image id: Dialogue log.

Aoi: My feelings… I… I want to become stronger. But I lack courage…

Labramon: That’s not true! You’re standing right here, aren’t you?! You’re fighting right now! Come on, don’t you see?!]

And in Cerberumon’s scenario, we see her desire for power laid out in explicit terms:

[Image id: Aoi and Labramon chibi models standing in a field, facing off against Kuwagamon. Aoi’s dialogue reads: “I want more… More power… Not just to protect, but to overpower!”]

Aoi: I want more… More power… Not just to protect, but to overpower!

I want to be more than a damsel in distress! I want to defend everyone! And to do that… I need power!

Labramon: (grunting) This feeling, your craving for power. It’s all rushing into me! The strength of your resolve, the courage you use to stand firm… They give me strength! 

We can discern that Aoi wants to move on from passively supporting the group to overpowering what threatens them in order for her to protect everyone. It’s not enough for her to simply face things as they come, but she wants to have a more proactive hand when facing whatever comes their way.

In order to fully parse her constant desire for proactiveness, power and confidence, we need to factor in her hidden face shown in Wrathful.

One of the biggest conclusions she comes to in Wrathful is that "She should've been more assertive from the beginning."

[Image id: Screenshot of Aoi in the spider lily portion of the woods saying “Yes… I should’ve been more assertive, from the very beginning.] 

This relates both to her regrets over not being able to guide everyone to proper behavior from the start (let’s remember, she shrinks down the responsibility of leading the group in part two due her own insecurities) and her long-standing resentments stemming from being taken advantage of due her strong sense of responsibility, her desire to be a valuable member in her community and her inability to draw firm boundaries.

The latter is subtly hinted at from the prologue of the game, where she constantly brings up the fact Minoru doesn’t address her appropriately as his senpai in indirect terms. This causes Minoru to keep joking around, which frustrates Aoi deeply and is reflected in the way Labramon harshly chews Minoru out in the early stages of the game. 

[Images IDs

The first screenshot shows Aoi frowning mildly, saying: “And do I need to remind you, Minoru, that I’m actually in a grade above yours?”

Second and third screenshots show Minoru with a toothy smile, and his dialogue reads: “I mean, shouldn’t you act like it, then, or something? You should be more of a nag, like… “I told you to knock that off!”]

Minoru is joking, but the implication is clear: Aoi lacks the boldness necessary to have any authority over him…

The brief flashback in part 10 reinforces her inability to directly assert herself both due being a pushover and the expectation she ought to make sure the results are satisfactory due her social position; which is also shown in her dialogue as Plutomon before the group fights her a second time:

[Image ID: Plutomon dialogue log that goes as follows:

Plutomon: I hate it when people are selfish, when all they do is complain and put everything on me! Why is it always like this?! So what if I’m class president? Why do only I get lectured? It’s not like I ever wanted to be in charge! I hate dealing with people! I can’t do it! But that’s how it turns out, whether it’s in class, after school, or here! Still, someone has to do the work, and if not me then who? That’s why I do these things!”]

In Wrathful, her response to these struggles is to embrace her desire for aggression unfettered, which translates in her not allowing others to have input in the decisions she takes over everyone's fates, and shutting down any attempt to question her by brute force. 

[Img ids: Screenshots of Plutomon, whose dialogue reads: “I can save the world. I can fix it. I can bring peace and harmony with my rule. Humans, monsters… all are to become one with me and share my feelings.]

From these corrupt answers, it's clear that her desire for power encompasses a desire to exert the authority inherent in the social positions she occupies. Which is made very clear in the way Cerberumon's cutscene is phrased, where's an emphasis over how she'll wield her power over others:

[Image ids: screenshots of Aoi and Cerberumon’s chibi models standing in a field, highlighting their dialogue, which goes as follows:

A: Well, a little… But it’s not your body that scares me… It’s the sharp, monstrous shape of the power I craved. Can I truly master such power…?

Cerberumon: Don’t be afraid. As long as your heart is true, even great power will not go astray.]

Aoi worries over whether she can be fair with the power she desires, which can be contrasted to Kaito’s unadulterated desire to get his hands over any power he can get his hands into:

[Image ID: Kaito and Dracmon standing in a field, facing off against Kiwimon. Their dialogue goes as follows:

Kaito: I’ll protect Miu. And I’ll grab hold of any power I can to do that!

Dracmon: Heh, that’s a risky way of thinking. Still, I like your spirit!]

The key difference between the power Aoi and Kaito desire being the scope of it: Aoi wants to proactively look after everyone (the responsibility she has to her community), whereas Kaito only seeks to protect his family and be able to live on his own terms (and as long his desire doesn’t become corrupted into a revengeful spite against the World, these self-centered motivations aren’t necessarily wrong). Thus, Aoi’s worries over being fair with the power she wields.

Still, Cerberumon encourages her to assume her position of authority (to not to be afraid to use such power), and it’s a theme that’s already present from Dobermon's cutscene:

[Image ID: Conversation log between Aoi and Dobermon.

Dobermon: This is how strong your feelings are, Aoi! That’s what gave me this power. I’m proof of your strength. With a just heart, you can wield great power.

Aoi: Labramon…

Dobermon: Now then… Time to teach you some manners. Oh, and Aoi… I’m not Labramon anymore… Call me Dobermon.]

Now that we have established the significance the concepts of Power and Assertivity can encompass for her, we can contrast the way they're applied for Anubimon and Plutomon, respectively. 

Anubimon and Plutomon.

One of the biggest differences between the resolve she has with Anubimon and her Plutomon’s ethos is that she explicitly declares she doesn't need any more power despite still holding true her resolve to look after everyone and get them home; instead declaring what she wants is A heart of Justice (the fact they're supposed to be struggling to fend off against the kenzoku in this scenario should Clue you In that Power here doesn't really mean the magnitude of special or physical damage).

[Image IDS: Screenshots to Aoi’s dialogue during Anubimon’s cutscene. It reads: “No (we can’t turn back), we have to hold them off here! Otherwise the others will be in danger! Running won’t solve anything! I refuse to lose anyone! We are all going back home!”]

The theme of a Just Heart is a constant through Labramon’s previous evolutive stages, and, as we’ve seen, it refers to wielding authority fairly. That she doesn’t desire to be more “assertive” clues us in that she no longer feels disrespected nor unable to express her limits and is able to delegate work fairly (to herself and others). This is further supported by the shadow event in Moral’s part 12:

[Image ID: conversation log between Aoi, her shadow and Labramon.

Shadow: I’m scared... I feel so insecure... I can’t handle everyone else’s trust...

Aoi: Yes, I do struggle with insecurity. I don’t think I have what it takes to lead everyone.

Labramon: What? Aoi?!

Aoi: But I don’t have to do it all myself. When I’m struggling, I can rely on my friends. And by leaning on one another, we all support each other. That’s my kind of leadership.]

That she can trust other people to act responsibly and share her burdens leads her to no longer desire to become bolder in order to be respected and stand by her resolve. “Relying on her friends” also translates to her being able to willing share her worries and misgivings, as seen in Anubimon’s cutscene, where she’s able to share her fear over losing the school as their base to the kenzoku:

[Img id: Aoi looking troubled in the forest. Her dialogue reads: I could tell both of you my honest feelings here. But now...]

Of special note is that her mindset here is markedly not self-centered. She uses this painful experience to empathize over how Jijimon and the digimon at the park must have felt over losing their home to the same menace the campers are faced with. This stands in direct opposition to Wrathful not just because of the obvious (that she’s opening up), but because it’s lacking the self-aggrandizing aspect her guilt and self-loathing give to her pain in Wrathful— where she develops an intense tunnel vision where she can’t consider the others might be burdened by Saki’s death as well—after all, they all have already decided that they must keep on moving, roused by Takuma.

Despite her collectivist ideals, Aoi actually has to be reminded to consider how the others are feeling when she’s ruminating over their problems, as seen in this affinity dialogue from part 6:

[Image ID: Conversation log between Aoi and Takuma, that reads:

Takuma: You’re so serious, Aoi. You should let go of some of this tension.

Aoi: But Labramon is my partner. She means so much to me. It’s only natural for me to worry about her well-being.

Takuma: If you worry so much you end up ignoring her feelings, then what’s the point?

Aoi: Argh…]

Despite her worry stemming over desire to do right by Labramon, she has the tendency to only consider her perspective and values as the only correct ones to reach a solution, a behavior we see at its worst during her Wrathful spiraling, where she fixates over the mistakes the others made and the need for her to prevent them from being made at all:

[Screenshots of Aoi in the spider lily forest. Her dialogue reads “I wasn’t wrong… Harmony and cooperation ARE the most important things! If everyone felt the same as me, there’d be no more fighting… No more death.]

Needing help is okay.

The humility to acknowledge her own limits, share her burdens with others and consider perspectives outside her own are what facilitate her to a fair leader who, instead of seeking to impose her judgment, guides the group to unanimous consensus (much like Anubimon is a fair judge of the Underworld) and also facilitates her healthier growth in Moral:

[Image ID: Aoi dialogue that reads: “But when people are in trouble, I still want to help! And my friends are counting on me!”]

Instead of her responsibilities to the group being solely imposed on her due her social position (As the remaining oldest kid in Moral, but this also applies to Truthful), they also correspond to her desire to help those in need and doing right by others. Her desire for Justice.

[Image ID: Aoi dialogue that reads “My friends count on me because they believe in me! That gives me all the courage I need!]

This also gives her a sense of purpose and connection to others, something she was struggling with in earlier stages of the game (seen in one of the affinity dialogues where she wonders just what is she to the group and laments being seen just as the Class President everyone can foister their work upon). When she’s able to trust others to pull their weight, the pressure over having to be responsible for the others doesn’t overwhelm her nor feeds her hidden resentments.

Compared to her Plutomon extremism, it’s a down-to-earth approach to dealing with her self-doubt. Being more confident and assertive is what she desires through most of the game, but part of what is stunting her growth is her reticence to open up and rely on others; this is something she has to constantly be reminded to take care of by Labramon, Takuma and Saki. Over time, her own limitations and fears stop being something selfish she imposes over others. The worry over making the wrong decision and letting everyone down or bringing in terrible consequences is still present, but she’s able to accept these struggles without them being world-ending because she has the support she needs. Just like Nott put it in their Ryo-Shuuji write-up, being able not to dwell in one’s mistakes is a key component for this group to be able to move forward and do better. It doesn’t have to be damming if the pressure is too high or the work too much because she can count on the others. This speaks to Survive’s ideal for shared responsibility both for communal problems but also personal growth. 

#digimon survive #digimon survive spoilers #long post #survive week #day 4: vanilla routes #Aoi Shibuya #Shibuya Aoi #Wrahtful Route #Moral Route #digisafe #uh what else i think this is all the tags i need #meta #mine #Aoi

[sailorspiderpig]

Aoi belongs to both of them.

#losing it over this being actual dialogue #ot3 #tokyo mew mew #tokyo mew mew ole #tokyo mew mew au lait #tokyo mew mew ore #yoyogi shizuka #shibuya aoi #hinata anzu

[digital-survivor]

Hey so what's your opinion on Shuuji and Aoi, I feel like those two have a lot of interesting similarities and I Wonder what's your take on that.

I agree! I do think that they’re similar in a lot of ways, both at their best and worst, though I think there’s a slightly different nuance to their personality. More under the cut because spoilers abound (especially for Wrathful and Truthful).

On the surface level, both are kids with a gentle and nurturing personality who feel the need to take on the responsibilities of taking care of the others because they’re the oldest among the bunch. When we see on a deeper level, though, we find out that both were actually crushed under the weight of said responsibilities and had to hide how they truly feel to feel accepted by those around them. However, in Aoi’s case, it’s more because she used to be a pushover who couldn’t say “no” to people taking advantage of her kindness. I feel that she thought it was probably her only way to be accepted by her peers, even though that might not be true—people most likely wouldn’t hate her for being a little bit more assertive. Meanwhile, Shuuji was more or less forced to live up to the expectations actively being placed on him by his father mostly. He clearly didn’t think he had what it took to please his father, but he still did his best in hopes that his father would acknowledge him someday. So, in other words, Aoi’s burden is more self-imposed (no one expected her to be as accommodating as she was, but most people ended up taking advantage of her because of that), while Shuuji’s is more externally imposed (he wouldn’t have become the way he was had his father not been demanding of him), though something to note as well that Aoi wasn’t necessarily happy with the way she was treated either—her problem was that she couldn’t be honest about it. I want to point out that the difference in the shades of their traits are also reflected in the character development they would undergo too—while Aoi grows to become more assertive as she steps in leadership, Shuuji’s whole arc in Truthful mostly involves him becoming true to himself.

Aside from that, something interesting I noticed is that they were pushed to the edge because they felt responsible for the deaths of their colleagues. Correct me if I’m wrong, but as far as I remember, Shuuji was the most affected by the guilt of not being able to protect the Professor and Ryou; Aoi felt responsible for the death of Saki, even though the others tried to convince her that it wasn’t her fault that Saki died. Goes to show how much them taking the burden of responsibilities all to themselves finally led to their respective demise. They were also the only ones who ended up fusing with their respective partner Digimon (at least I think Shuuji did? Accidentally?? When Wendimon devoured him??? Because I found it curious how Wendimon was still alive after Shuuji was supposedly dead, but then we heard Shuuji’s feelings being expressed through Wendimon, that’s why I assume so)

A silly trivia to end this: this is something I’ve been aware of because I’m quite deep into Japanese voice actors, but I find it somewhat hilarious how Shuuji’s and Aoi’s voice actors are actually the youngest among the main cast (even younger than Miyuki’s and Miu’s), with Shuuji’s VA being younger than Aoi’s.

#digimon survive #digimon survive spoilers #kayama shuuji #shibuya aoi #this isn't as nicely put as I wanted #but I didn't have much time to write RIP #so sorry if it was all over the place as usual #also the trivia about the VAs #I only know about it because both are among my fav newcomers kahdsjkd #so yeah

[chroniclesmacaque]

Just a girl and the hellhound reflection of her heart

#Digimon #Digimon Survive #Aoi Shibuya #Shibuya Aoi #Cerberumon #Digisafe #The rendering for this one is rougher but it gives it charm imo #Totally doesn't want to rip you to shreds 😊 #Description in alt text