#she'll probably tidy/clean too because she can't leave messes behind

[ajarofpickledtears]

why does Stuff (tm) take up so much energy

#i slept till almost 9.30 #stayed in bed till 10 #now decorated some cookies with my sister for two hours and am ready to sleep #she melted the chocolate and put it on the cookies #prepared everything #made the dough yesterday #she'll probably tidy/clean too because she can't leave messes behind #(or is bad at it) #she does so much stuff is2g #i kinda mentioned dropping out and she was like 'don't you like uni?' and i just. couldn't tell her I'm doing jackshit cause she rn has #exam after exam and is constantly studying besides so having to work and going out with friends while i don't even attend classes #she has depression as well #she says she's always crying #also still goes dancing #like #what is my life what am i doing why am i like this #'maybe structure from outside will help' yeah sure if i went to uni maybe #i know i need to work and it might even go well for some time but #i always fall back into old patterns #like full offense but i really am just failing at life lmao #imagine being this legitimately useless