#scream KILL YOURSELF DIE !!

[enderspawn]

this single among us clip makes me feel more fear than any horror movie could

#mcyt #impulse #there’s a bit more where he can’t leave and then gets Killed but #the silent walk and seeing a rapid line of kills #hearing ppl scream out in fear and questioning if they’re safe followed by their death #all while locked in a scan unable to move or react as the music gets louder and louder #like. you’re fully at the mercy of god and stuck listening to ppl die around you #as the killers laughter rings out around you #but they narrowly miss you as you free yourself? #man. #like i cropped out the death bc its scarier to me as a close call but w survivor but. Fuck

[hella1975]

listened to american pie while thinking about the league of villains do NOT fucking talk to me

#SOMEONE SHOULD HAVE SAVED THEM. EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM EMBODIES SOME FORM OF SOCIETAL FAILING #IT'S NOT EVEN SUBTEXT IT IS THEIR LITERAL ROLE AS CHARACTERS AND YET THEY ARENT SAVED #THEY'RE DEMONISED UNTIL THE END AND THEY'RE DROPPING LIKE FLIES AND I KNOW HOW THIS ENDS #THEY'RE ALL GONNA DIE AND IT'S GONNA BE CELEBRATED. KILLING MYSELF #THEY WERE FRIENDS IN SPITE OF IT ALL. THESE PEOPLE WHO REJECTED SOCIETY STILL CRAVED COMMUNITY SO DESPERATELY #THE DAY THE MUSIC DIED AND WE WERE SINGING BYE BYE MISS AMERICAN PIE- *GUNSHOT* *SCREAMING* *EXPLOSIONS* #TAKE THIS SONG OFF MEEEEEEEEEEE #mha #league of villains #also saw a tiktok yesterday of someone being like 'cannot BELIEVE the todorokis are all focusing on touya rn #when shouto is literally injured' and all the comments were like 'this is why i hate dabi' WHAT IF YOU KILLED YOURSELF #I LOVE SHOUTO BUT FOR ONCE THIS AINT ABOUT HIM!! FUCKING HELL I FEEL LIKE IM YELLING AT A BRICK WALL #'HE'S INJURED' TOUYA JUST BLEW HIMSELF UP AGAIN. I THINK WE HAVE BIGGER FISH TO FRY HERE

[tardis--dreams]

Some of those doctors make hating oat milk their entire personality. I hate them. Cannot pretend to find them funny or like i give a shit. Fucking pretentious assholes

#also my colleague (the girl i had my shift with) is the exact opposite of me in all aspects. asked me if I'd ever worked in customer service #because i couldn't care less about being fake friendly to assholes and don't care if they like the service or not #like bitch those people don't have any other choice but drink our fucking coffee it's not like I'm competing with anyone #or like they pay us in any way. i get paid for doing the dumb work i have to do not for stroking some dumb ass doctors' egos #they come out of their rooms once an hour to get coffee and we have the cups on the table and i wouldn't even Think of #HANDING them the cups and smiling sweetly at them and asking 'coffee? tea?? :))' #I'll just assume these grown adults will get their stupid coffee or tea when they want some. it's not like they don't know where it is #(and i AM friendly and smile when someone is coming in our direction but why the fuck do you need to get so disgustingly friendly with them #if someone held up a cup asking if i.want some coffee I'd leave immediately even if i came just for coffee. it's creepy) #anyway. she's nice. I'm not. #there's normal people who will get their coffee and maybe ask if the milk in the little jug is cow milk to which I'll happily reply 'yes #:)'. then there's the other people who see the oat milk and make it clear they are the most insufferable people on the planet #(and i pity their patients so much. not much to choose from i guess but if i had that as a doctor I'd happily just die) #like everyone who took oatmilk could do it without making a fuss about the cow milk on the table. the cow milk lovers could never #'the oat milk is in front of the actual milk. this is unacceptable. i hate such healthy bullshit' lol okay #'OAT milk?? I'll leave this to the horses! THANK GOD you have actual milk!' #my favorite was the one who really took personal offense with its sheer presence. as if it had killed half of his patients lmao #'we had 50 patients with xyz problem. ALL of them drink oat milk. they cannot see the connection. it's really unhealthy' #at this point i just said i didn't care and stopped paying attention and he started complaining to his doctor colleague about how #oat milk is advertised to be healthy and how it's actually the opposite and i just find that very funny compared to the first comment #from that one guy who doesn't like such healthy bullshit. you guys need to find a consensus on the oatmilk issue i think. no one takes you #seriously if you contradict yourself like this. also i couldn't care less about the healthiness of the milk alternative of my choice. bitch. #next week I'll end up killing someone. i hope they all die from their cow milk. (but not the ones who took cow milk and didn't say anything #about the oat milk. they can continue living as they didn't annoy me) #void screams #some of these doctors were actually quite nice (most of them even). one even brought an applicant to us telling her to get some coffee #(which we are not allowed to give to applicants. but i don't care. I'd rather they get something than some of the asshole jury members #who hate oat milk (which is not the issue. the issue is them making it everybody else's issue that they don't like oat milk))

[cupuasu]

nah fr seeing videos of "exotic" animals inside apartments/houses doing things you'd expect a domesticated animal to do pisses me off 😭😭😭😭 put that animal back where its supposed to be

#yesterday youtube reccomended me many videos of birds from amazon owned by some loser in the united states doing silly stuff #like once you get past the 'aww thats cute lol' its all like. horrific. he should not be stuck in a 15m² apartment. first of all how did #he even get there. he shouldnt be there. he should be on some tree branch screaming its lungs out doing a mating call. #he should be in the amazon. #dont even come at me with ohhh but he was abandoned as a kid and he would die if left alone #he STILL shouldnt be at your dumb ass apartment in a foreign country with a different climate!!! KILL YOURSELF!!!!

[idiotlovers]

isnt it crazy how spencer barely knew this kid and yet his entire heart died in that motel somewhere when he found him barely clinging to life ? man isn't it crazy how much love and compassion spencer can hold to a kid who's struggles were killing him from inside and out ? how much care and consideration and attachment he had . ? man isn't that fucking wild <- is not okay at all

#cm 2x11 #lvdipics #im not okay because spencer had to profile the kid and it was like he knew him from the back of his hand #do you think that he knew what it felt like do u think that he felt such overprotectiveness for nathan because he understood? #to understand to have compulsions that destroyed you . that made you want to rip people apart and make you hurt and others hurt #do you think he understood the hardships of witholding that burden from the world when all you wanted to do was scream ? #do you think he understood what it felt like to keep it to yourself and to keep quiet and to not let a peep to anybody because #you dont wanna burden them ? do you think that he understood #what it felt like how painful it was to be good and to not sin and to keep your hands to yourself #when in fact you're as sinful as anybody else and maybe even more because you have these thoughts #thoughts that make you want to die cry kill murder to feed an addiction that you know that cant be fullfilled #because nobody will accept you once you do theyll think youre a monster and the most terrible person alive #do you think he understood that #cm #spencer reid #i KNOW spencer has pent up anger i absolutely know that he does

[the-faultofdaedalus]

IDEA. AIRON MAN BESTIES WITH A ROGUE DOOMBOT WHO'S JUST TRYING TO BUILD THEIR OWN PERSONALITY AND LIFE OUTSIDE OF THEIR IMPLANTED MEMORIES..........

COULD BE AN ACCIDENTAL GAINING OF FREEDOM OF CONSCIOUSNESS, LIKE W/ SENTIENT ARMOR, BUT I ALSO THINK IT COULD BE RLLY NEAT IF THEY WERE A PROTOTYPE DOOMBOT THAT ENDED UP HAVING MORE FREEDOM AND CAPABILITY FOR GROWTH THAN INTENDED AND THEY'VE BEEN LIVING THEIR OWN LIFE SINCE (IDEALLY W/ VICTOR'S SUPPORT BC RESPECT FOR THE AUTONOMY OF HIS CITIZENS AND CREATIONS AND ALL THAT)

BONDING OVER THE TECHNOLOGICAL FUNCTIONS AND LIMITATIONS OF THEIR FORMS, THE PRESSURE TO APPEAR A SIMULACRUM OF A BIOLOGICAL ENTITY AND THE FEAR OF HOW OTHERS WOULD VIEW AND REACT TO THEIR TRUE SELVES, THE "I AM CONNECTED TO MY CREATOR, BUT I AM NOT HIM IN THE WAYS HE WAS HIMSELF AND I AM MORE THAT WHAT HE MADE ME FOR," THE STEMBOY SWAG, ETC........

I ALSO THINK IT COULD BE FUNKY TO EXPLORE LIKE. I AM AN INDIVIDUAL DISTINCT FROM MY CREATOR BUT I AM STILL TIED TO HIM. DO I FEEL OBLIGATED TO ONLY DRAW FROM HIS VISION? DO I FEEL GUILTY FOR ADDING ELEMENTS OF MY PERSONALITY TO HIS DESIGN OF ME? WOULD HE BE PROUD OF WHO I'VE BECOME?

TRULY THIS WAS JUST MEANT TO BE A VAGUE NOTION OF A POTENTIAL CHARACTER BUT I STARTED THINKING AND GOT HOOKED DJSLHFLSHFLS BUT YES HELLO

oh there literally are already feral doombots just Around. thats canon. they are... already sapient as far as im aware (but like, sapient in that they have enough of victor's memories and personality to successfully pretend to be him and sometimes for them to not know they aren't him. also they can feel pain. questioning why victor has made ten thousand cannon-fodder robots with also his whole brain in them which also can fully feel pain is a different post) but yeah feral doombots my beloved

there’s like…. at least two i know of. the one with the fancy coat and the one calling himself vincent that actually looks like a human, i love them. i have so many thoughts about feral doombots just Around and Vibin and its not like victor gives a shit. he can make new ones. whatever.

but also ;-; that's So good, especially if its somehow pre-reveal for iron man being Known as anything other than like, a human in an armor so perhaps he meets a doombot somehow (maybe it's stealing replacement parts from SI and when IM realizes that its not... actually taking anything dangerous hes like. oh. oh. because he's smart enough to also know why he isnt just going to get repaired like normal) and it's just, this sense of Recognition that iron man cannot say anything else

i think it would be good if it was like. iron man offers to help fix the bot. oor just, helps him. no expectation of anything else. and the doombot is supicious because of course it is, it was programmed by Paranoid Bastard Supreme, and it's not like iron man can even tell it why he wants to help it so badly, because even if he doesn't think it's actively a danger that doesn't mean giving it the information that he isn't human like everyone assumes wouldn't be... an incredibly bad idea. it's still attached to a supervillan, after all

(also sidenote but i am frothing at the mouth about potential doomquest in this universe it would be SO funny,,,,,, king arthur sends a pretty lady to iron man's room for "companionship" and iron man is just like. ah. ok. i dont know what is expected of me right now. also doomquest is very good to me, specifically, because its one of the only early comics things where almost anyone has more respect for tony than for iron man, which i enjoy, i think it would be SO good for airon man au especially if iron man is like. in danger of just... running out of power. technicallyyyyy i think this should also be a problem in canon, i think doomquest happens during chestplate era, where hes largely not able to go more than about a day without Dramatic Wall Outlet Time and yet hes fine just vibin in camelot (famously deprived of wall outlets) for at least a couple of days, but YEAH SEND AIRON MAN TO CAMELOT i think hed be both freaked out and also. sad that tony couldn't experience it. i think the background radiation of iron man's life is just... sadness that tony cannot experience any of the cool things he does)

but like... him continuing too help this doombot. maybe the doombot also helps him out somehow, as well. maybe subtly interveening in some fights. maybe giving iron man some neat lil tech tips. maybe a;klsdjfasdf the doombot still wants like. Something To Do and not just sit idle all the time or something so iron man hooks 'em up with a fuckin. tech support job. or like, product testing, for SI. something where he can just fix shit thats been broken in the stupidest ways or, try to destroy other things. who knows i dont. but maybe theres an attack at SI and iron man deals with it but hes damaged, and normally he'd like. hide away and do a quick n dirty patch job just so theres not obvious holes into nothing, but. the doombot follows him. and finds him. and its just... looking at eachother. knowing "oh fuck we're the same" and also "oh fuck he knows"

i think they should help fix eachother up and be buddies anyways it'd be good

#GOD good #wheeee bootleg doomtony go brrrrr #airon man au #just ;-; buddies #like i do think the rogue doombots are diverse enough #but i think Most of them would not go directly against victor #but also god. they help fixing eachother up and making eachother better im so. im soft #i do feel like generally the whole like. identity crisis from having made robot versions of yourself #is WAY less a thing in victor/the doombots than like. keeps happening with tony #tony: oh god what is me and what is not... at what point am i no longer myself #victor: if it has my face its me. and by face i mean the mask. #i think its fatal frontier where the ''if it has the mantle of doom it deserves the same respect as if it was me'' #i think its good i think its funny that victor just skipped the identity issues #i do hold this hc right beside the. theres Something about victor making killable versions of himself #maybe he will never allow himself to die but the doombots can #also like. theres Something about the fact that like.... victor very rarely and basically never Expresses feeling pain #(like whatever the newer comic was. judgment day or whatever. where he burns to death and doesnt even scream) #whereas the doombots on MANY occations like. scream in pain as they are killed #THERES SOMETHING. THERES SOMETHING THERE. I THINK. #theres something that i am Constantly rotating very quickly in my mind

[kraniumet]

[imagine a spiral emoji] <- started thinking about the nhk ni youkoso boat non-suicide scene

#misaki screaming crying 'you are THE ONLY person more pathetic than me you cannot kill yourself!!!!' #sato going 'just for that i WILL kill myself!'. the people who were actually on the island to kill themseves to begin with trying their bes #to stop him. and most importantly. daisuke sakaguchi (in his role as 'likeable otaku creep that you hate') going. sincerely and with #pathos. 'stop this right now. we are loosers fuckups and actually not allowed to die in a dramatic way like this. get down from the cliff.' #then sato almost slipping anyway but being saved and him and misaki having tandem complete crying breakdowns surrounded by the people #who were previously trying to kill themselves. now going. wait actually we are ALSO normal compassionate adults. these kids are not alright #anyway. thats cinema

[verysleepyfrog]

im sorry but if you can’t handle character.ai being down you need to go outside and talk to a person

#or maybe support actual fanfiction writers. idk #or maybe even just imagine the scenarios in your head. it’s more interesting and better and funnier #i am not claiming to be free of sin but #writing your own fanfiction or making self insert stuff even if it’s cringe or not that good is better than becoming a weird chronically+ #lonely person who can only feed their own obsession by speaking to an artificial recreation of their blorbo #it’s just funny watching some of my friends freak tf out over ch.ai being down and then when they see someone making ai-generated art they+ #scream KILL YOURSELF DIE !! #and yes i feel the same but like . ugh i don’t know #the ai is so sterile and weird and often out of character #imagine being so pathetic that you can’t handle being without your fake husband made out of other fake husbands #like do u not have. friends? to talk to? #that sounds mean whatever. rant over. go outside

[yoakkemae]

tag drop: h//oshino r//uby & h//oshino a//quamarine

⤷ ruby h.【 ❝ it's impossible to become famous in this world by being pure and honest. ❞ 】interactions.

⤷ ruby h.【 ❝ i hate people who have a loose tongue. ❞ 】character study.

⤷ ruby h.【 ❝ i will find him and kill the man who killed mum. ❞ 】images.

⤷ ruby h.【 ❝ life can end before you get a chance to accomplish anything. ❞ 】analysis.

⤷ aqua h.【 ❝ lying is the best way to protect yourself. ❞ 】interactions.

⤷ aqua h.【 ❝ people die easily. when they scream for help you have to help them before it's too late. ❞ 】analysis.

⤷ aqua h.【 ❝ and now i begin my revenge play. ❞ 】images.

⤷ aqua h.【 ❝ i'm already here so i might as well cause some trouble. ❞ 】character study.

#tag drop. #⤷ ruby h.【 ❝ it's impossible to become famous in this world by being pure and honest. ❞ 】interactions. #⤷ ruby h.【 ❝ i will find him and kill the man who killed mum. ❞ 】images. #⤷ ruby h.【 ❝ life can end before you get a chance to accomplish anything. ❞ 】analysis. #⤷ ruby h.【 ❝ i hate people who have a loose tongue. ❞ 】character study. #⤷ aqua h.【 ❝ lying is the best way to protect yourself. ❞ 】interactions. #⤷ aqua h.【 ❝ and now i begin my revenge play. ❞ 】images. #⤷ aqua h.【 ❝ people die easily. when they scream for help you have to help them before it's too late. ❞ 】analysis. #⤷ aqua h.【 ❝ i'm already here so i might as well cause some trouble. ❞ 】character study. #mirroring tags :D

[definitelynotwinter]

When is life supposed to get better again? When does it get easy? When will I wake up without everything worrying me...and when will I snap back into reality and feel light again. Without any fear, with the ability to know I'm secure and loved. To have my health no longer be failing me and to not care what others think.

Idk I'm just a miserable bitch and life will always be as horrible as it ever has been,

But God am I trying so hard for it to not be

I just wish I had a break so I can be...light. just for once.

#summer shut up #if it werent for my son life is just a neverending nightmare and im so surprised i havent killed myself yet #when will i be loved? so truly and purely. i want something soft and sweet with butterflies #the kind of love that makes you blush by yourself. the kind of love where you look at the person and want to shut down because everything #everything hits you. i want something so soft sweet and pure. someone to open doors for me. write me poetry. take pictures when i dont ask #i want to be able to talk about anything without fear i want it to be mutual just so head over heels for one another #i just want the pinnacle of romance and love it makes me want to throw up and then i want that to be the model for how my son treats his #his future partners. makes me want to throw up that i have to go through it all essentially alone #i just want to be understood and not pacified by my partners too god thats just romance #i want my health to get better im tired of being sick im tired of dying im TIRED. #like get this tumor out of my fuckin head already yeah i renoved 2 already but the one underneath my brain is cramping my fucking style #i feel like im going to die soon and i dream about it so vividly and its just so bitter sweet #anyways i dont have anywhere else to vent and im crying myself to sleep bc im overwhelmed with how bad life truly is #just when will it get easier? i just want to run away from all of it. my health #i need a job im supporting an almost 1 yr old by myself im not doing okay #when does it get easier!!!!!!!i want to scream #i know im stupid just disregard this im melting down

[9bitaleeeeex]

I don't understand how mobile Spotify thinks they can get away with basically being unusable

It autoplays random songs on a playlist and if that wasn't bad if you tried to get a singular song it plays a completely different song

Like honey, who said you could do this? There's so many better options that don't do this I could go use YouTube or SoundCloud, I have infact and it's so much better and the only reason this effects me is because I have to send songs off Spotify to my friends to add to a playlist. I stopped using Spotify because it's so predatory I would probably buy Spotify premium too if it weren't for this app being the most non-consumer friendly app out there.

#spotify #why #screaming and crying #what is your problem #kill yourself and die #complaining about an app i dont use

[gutsby]

Diehard

Pairing: dbf!Joel x Reader

Summary: Joel tries Viagra for the very first time.

Warnings: 18+. Unprotected p-in-v. Erectile dysfunction. Daddy kink. Praise kink if you squint. Overstimulation. Cumplay. She/her pussy pronouns. Pushing physical limits with a pre-negotiated safe word in place for it.

Note: No more limp dick erasure. We die like [old] men.

Part of the Waiting Game ‘verse | Word count: 986

Joel just wanted to prove he could fuck like he used to.

He didn’t think he’d almost kill you in the process.

“JOEL!” you screeched, heels digging deep in the mattress as your climax came in seismic waves.

The stimulation was insane. Normally the much-older man would have been down for the count after two—and usually one—big O, but now his chest was heaving, hips relentlessly beating a punishing pace against your own.

Your walls were slick with not only your cum but his, milky ropes of his arousal making for an obscene set of sounds every time his dick slid in and out of your cunt. You could feel his balls tighten and twitch with every forthcoming spurt of him, practically reeling with the pulse of each new sticky gift inside you. His groans rumbled low, but the power and pleasure and outright primal fervor they conveyed were unmistakeable. You had to look down, feebly, to believe it yourself—Joel never fucked his way through your orgasm and his.

Then you felt a palm slide up the back of your head, and Joel held it up to make sure you watched him fuck you.

“J-Joel,” you whimpered, watching his girth disappear and reappear at least a half-dozen times as you did.

“Just a little more, honey,” he murmured against your forehead. The smack of each thrust was dizzying, “Want my pretty girl nice and full’a me before she leaves, okay?”

Joel never could let you head back to college without a few of his loads and a head full of filthy memories—something to hold you over until your next visit home. You would’ve liked to mumble back, ‘Okay,’ but then your pussy clenched around him, and his thrusts grew faster.

“My sweet girl,” he grinned, “She likes that, huh?”

You could scarcely manage a nod. The weight of your head was held fully by him, and if that wasn’t indicative enough of your fucked-out state, your face surely said the rest. When Joel leaned back to adjust the angle of his thrusts, he caught sight of your hooded, glossy stare and almost came all over again. He slowed his pace for once.

Then he dipped a finger between your body and his, just long enough to douse the tip of his digit with cum. He bottomed out inside you, watched you part your lips in a gentle gasp, and pressed his touch to that open space.

It was almost like you didn’t have the strength to suck. You just let him smear the sticky stuff along your lower lip, gaze plastered to his. Then Joel’s cock sank deeper.

“O-ow!” you whined, partly reanimated by the stretch.

“You can take it,” Joel grunted.

The double entendre wasn’t lost on you. You could, and would, take his finger and his cock inside. You suckled dumbly on the cum-drenched fingertip in assent.

But when Joel’s finger popped out of your mouth and his thrusts picked back up, you weren’t entirely convinced you would be able to hold up the second half of that deal.

It wasn’t fair. He took one magic pill, and poof, his dick stayed hard for half the fucking day. You had nothing but your youth and two shaking legs to ensure your survival. When Joel worked his cock back and forth a couple more times and it seemed your body was about ready to scream, you took hold of his biceps and squeezed tight.

“I can’t.”

“Can’t what?”

The tip of his cock nicked a soft ridge inside you, and you jolted back. Joel’s palm was still pressed to your head, holding you to him, and his hips had you pinned as well.

Instead of answering, you whimpered.

You didn’t want him to stop, but you also weren’t sure if you could handle any more. Your eyes met his, pleading.

“Can’t what?” Joel pressed, a little more sternly.

Another whimper. Inside, Joel’s cock was rubbing that pleasure point raw, and you felt another climax coming.

“Use your words.”

“Too— too—”

Each new thrust was sending stars before your eyes. Joel was one sick man if he tried to make you talk while he fucked you past the point of all intelligible speech.

“Too what? Tell me, baby.”

You’d get that fucker back someday. Joel just grinned.

“Too much,” you hissed when his hips delivered another mind-numbing push. Then, feeling pleasure threaten to peak at almost a painful degree, “Toomuchtoomucht—”

Joel continued thrusting, knowing damn well you knew what to say if you really wanted him to stop. As if to underscore this point, he tipped your head back and made you hold his gaze, features creased with a frown.

“That sure don’t sound like the safe word to me.”

It wasn’t. You knew it wasn’t. He didn’t need to tell you twice, or even breathe a second word besides. With one more brush of Joel’s thick, throbbing, implausibly hard cock, he sent you over the edge and into your fourth orgasm of the morning, hitting that spot again and again.

And again.

And again.

Just like before, Joel fucked you through each wave, catching your lips this time to stifle your cries. You might’ve gone blind for a second or two, but that was alright; the pleasure, proximity, and then the sweet, erratic pulse of his cock sending rope after rope of his cum deep inside made the overstimulation worthwhile.

Your body went limp against the bed, held tight in Joel’s grasp, when you felt that sickly sweet dichotomy of soft, tender touches and a cock lodged between your walls that was as hard as it had ever been. Still trying to console you with kisses, still trying to warm you up for another round, perhaps, Joel almost laughed out loud in your mouth when you groaned into his and whispered:

“Please don’t ever take that fucking pill again.”

#SOMETIMES I WRITE THIS MIDDLE-AGED MAN LIKE HE’S 25 AND JUST NEED TO SHUT THE F*CK UP #*brittany broski voice* BE REALISTIC!!!!!!! #BE F*CKING FOR REAL #FOR A SECOND BE FOR REAL #joel miller #joel miller tlou #joel miller smut #joel miller imagine #joel miller one shot #joel miller x reader #joel miller fanfiction #the last of us #tlou #the last of us fic #joel miller x you #dbf!joel miller #dbf!joel

[thatoneguywhowho]

fucking hate myself. i hate myself. i hate that thats my first fucking reaction, why can i not be fucking normal. Why cant i just hold you and pet you and be loving to you until you calm down? why do i immediately have to launch into rage and get homicidal or some shit? why do i fucking get possessive, and laugh at the fucking thought of you even trying?

#i laugh because i wont let it happen. i wont. my word goes and you wont be fuvking doing that. you try and ill… i wont do anything #i wont! i cant. i want to and inhate that i want to. i hate that i wanna chain you up and lock you away because youre NOT ALLOWED TO LEAVE. #YOURE NOT ALLOWED TO LEAVE ME YOURE NOT ALLOWED TO DIE. ESPECIALLY NOT OVER THAT. YOU CANT COME TO ME AND DAY YOULL KILL YOURSELF OVER THAT #you cant. i wont allow it. i cant. i cant i csnt i cant. #im gonna have a drink tonight i wanna fucking forget this. im just #hoping it is an episode. im hoping. its the only thing keeping me from breaking down screaming. if im not angry then i feel terror. #..maybe im fooling myself.. idk anymore #i just dont want it to happen so therefore it wont! i dont allow it! its fake it isnt real and uts just a moment! #its just a moment! no need to actually worry! nobody is gonna die so its fine!!

[xiaofiaan]

i hope my mother blows up and dies. lmfao

#''you scream like a bitch you know that? like a fucking girl for someone who's trying to be a man'' kill yourself #suicide mention #like um!!! girl i was having a panic attack. Die

[radiofreederry]

It is both historically ignorant and unimaginably disrespectful to the native peoples of this continent to say inane shit like this, which erases and renders invisible the centuries of Native resistance to displacement, genocide, and settlement, resistance that was violent, resistance which killed settlers, resistance which, importantly, has not concluded. Wounded Knee, Standing Rock, Gaza, all of these events are expressions of indigenous resistance to colonial occupation. It is utterly racist to regard indigenous resistance as a spent force, because it very much is not.

Palestine will be free. There will be LandBack. Colonialism will die screaming everywhere on this earth it has sunk in its hooks. Accept these principles or cease calling yourself a leftist.

[king-sassy08]

Life going so great right now!!!!

If I don't add that class before 5 today then I can't graduate, and the professor hasn't answered me, and the chair of the department surely will not answer because he never does, even if I add the class then that means I need to take an extra class on top of the two I have, along with the internship and the essay and the symposium in March and the graduation itself and the moving and the divorcing and just!!!!! I swear to God if things get worse imma do something >:^[

#jay jabbers #but like in a stressed im going to kill myself way #oooh i swear suicide is looking so fun right now im so stressed out im gonna throw up and die and i wish people would just let me do my h #homework #i hate to have peiple home when im doing homework cause no one ever leaves me alone they be turning tv on and talking and requesting shit #like bro im busy please occupy yourself for the love of god #AAAGHUHH!!!!! #screaming and dying and eating glass