#scraping a pass to my future self 👍

[dreamerlynx]

me, still sitting with my laptop open in my lap: okay so you’ve basically. gone over and summarized the instructions for the assignment. good. it’s been all day you want to try actually starting?

me immediately: no

#i got the extension to Sunday so easy but literally yesterday when I was finally well enough to work on stuff I could already feel #the ‘you won’t complete it well anyway just give up and do a rush job like you always do’ set in #i think. part of the problem is I hate my work for the prior assignment this is building off so much bc it was so shoddy and rushed that li #i don’t want to have to look at what my teach wrote abt it or any advice she gave or whatever. i don’t want to think abt it at all #and well tbf if was working enough I can do this still bc rly the problem was the second half where I was supposed to Sort data for graphin #but in any case yeahhhh this class is such a problem for me #it triggers my avoidance problems like crazy and I really can’t fail it but also if I don’t think about it I can leave stressing out abt #scraping a pass to my future self 👍 #UGH #anyway #no text post tag for this I feel but no vent one either