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towhomever · 7 years

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March 10, 2017

6:35 pm

So primary updates:

1. I’m a member of the UP Model United Nations Organization now

The process was much kinder than the usual process to become a member of an org where they haze you and put you through hell to become a member; basically the equivalent of a Fraternity or Sorority but with both co-ed. Ironic that they’re supposedly “academic” and have final evaluations be strip or quit, at least with this it was all professional.

My final was the Southern Luzon Model United Nations Conference where I met Eman Kazemi, a friend of Tim’s from LaSalle University. He was very charismatic but obviously aloof in a sense. The first night we went drinking, just us two, had a few tequila shots and it was fun up until the point we were walking around campus and he tried to kiss me. He walked me back to my door and asked for a kiss on the cheek which I obliged and then later confessed to David, which brings us to the next point of inquiry.

2. David’s my boyfriend

Long story short he visited me on Valentine’s Day. I was touched and wanted to cuddle in his car. I led most of what happened and other than loneliness, hormones, and the fact that he was attractive and so nice to not have made a move on me or even expected anything more than cuddling; I wanted to get some (hahahaha). Well it got emotional because as anyone knows me – I can’t take physical intimacy without emotional intimacy which led me to ask David if he had ever said “I love you” to anyone before. He said never, he’s had sex before but never really been in a relationship, to which I followed if he’d ever say it to me- then he said it right there. So yeah, real healthy huh? Nonetheless he visited me again and drove me to his apartment in Bonifacio Global City and I spent the night. Nothing much happened but we did get to third base, which made me uncomfortable and regretful and paranoid, and all that and so yeah essentially – he’s a great guy with proper values and is definitely a keeper.

Going back to the SLMUNC,

I also met Rafael Ravolo, a batchmate of a couple of my friends in LaSalle Taft, and of my friends here in UP who came from LaSalle Green hills. Essentially anyone from LaSalle, whatever campus, knew how to interact with one another. So if you remember Gaston (who also asked me out recently when he and his girlfriend were trying an open relationship thing, but that didn’t push through because she caved and got jealous and so Gaston and I are back to being bros), he knows Rafael and Gabz. Gabz Puthenpurekal (He’s half indian) Gabz is my orgmate here in UP but he came from LaSalle Greenhills as well. Anyway, so Raf and I got along on the second day, started talking about Star wars, Star Trek, and Lord of the Rings and I used my knowing how to write in elvish as the ultimate pick up line. He asked for my number before the event officially ended. I gave it and he also found me on Facebook and we’ve been chatting here and there. David’s not the jealous type, which is great since I have a lot of guy friends, and he doesn’t mind any of my friends. Of course he hates Eman because I told Eman beforehand that I was kind of taken and even then he tried to kiss me so I told him “no” and that I was more or less taken, and he did so yeah…

Side note: I main submitted a resolution for the Human Rights Committee and it was presented to the Plenary and it was passed. Eman and I hung out a bit more and he said that the girl next to him told him that I had such an angelic voice while I was speaking at the podium. Usual flattery ensues- He’s quite good at that. Even when we were drinking he was impressed with everything I did. He was impressed when I started speaking random Spanish phrases that are commonly used by Dad.

So yeah the past 2 weeks have been super fun and stressful, and last night I attended the first general meeting of the org since the Conference last weekend. Gabz and I get along really well so we were talking most of the time, which got awkward when Caleb came around because he said he shipped up. (Caleb was one of the members I reported to while applying for the org. now when reporting they write a message at the back of a page in this notebook you’re supposed to have in order for 24 members to write on, and the message he wrote “I like you” and the rest of the org knows and they’re kind of teasing him about it- To explain further, when I reported to him, he didn’t ask about the country I was assigned for the conference or the usual questions- he asked personal and invasive questions. At the end of the report he said I could ask him the same, to which I did and he found funny and twice as invasive. So yeah long story short, the org is teasing me with Gabz and me with Caleb, and JM (the girl who was the chair for the Human Rights Committee) is teasing me with the delegate of Venezuela: Rafael Ravalo. She ships Raf and I the most because she saw us have lunch on the second day and Venezuela and I have been flirting on the group chat as well for “fan service.” I posted a photo of us on facebook and everyone liked it, all his friends were commenting things like “You may not have won best speaker, but you’re definitely the winner!” in reference to me. Another long story short, everyone in our committee found us cute together so yeah. David knows and doesn’t mind, well frankly because he knows how emotionally invested I am in him because I cried when I went out with Rod.

So this is one huge mess of a story let’s try cleaning it up…

1. David and I got together on Valentines

2. I applied for the UP Model United Nations

a. My batchmate for application dropped out and I became the first ever solo applicant

b. I reported to 13 members at the end of the first week of the application (One of them being Caleb)

3. Gaston asked me out

4. Matt Sy Beng called and started saying “I love you” and the like.

5. David picked me up from UP and drove me to BGC on Saturday. I spent Saturday night at his place.

6. The second week of my process to become a member of the UPMUN, I reported to the rest of the members and started “interning” for the Ministry of Publication

7. Mikey (my brother’s friend from freshman year college who I had not seen in a while) asked if I could hang out with him the next week with a bunch of friends and so I met an old guy named Bart, and another batchmate of Mikey and my brother’s: Rod. So I drank with them, and I brought Ervin along

8. Ervin finally told me he had feelings for me, which he’s been hitting at since earlier.

9. I went out with Rod one night when I ran into him. We got a few beers but I felt so guilty because I was attracted to him and told David about it. David was upset because he could tell I was attracted and I spent the rest of the night apologizing.

10. The SLMUNC conference

a. The first night: I drank with Eman and walked around UPLB at 12 in the evening then he tried to kiss me.

b. The second day: I talked mostly to Venezuela and our entire committee began shipping us.

11. The first Org meeting where I was involved and I hung mostly with Gabz and it was kind of awkward around Caleb. Gabz told me that the delegates of Bangladesh were talking about me in the Men’s washroom and how I had a beautiful voice. (oh yeah within our committee, I was voted best dressed and most beautiful)

Which brings us to today-

David is on his was to UPLB as we speak and this time I’m gonna spend tonight and Saturday night at his place in BGC. My parents don’t know about how close David and I are but I told some others.

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