#rambling.txt

[wanderingblindly]

You could say indoctrinating my friend is going well

(I am a seb lover first and foremost which means I must drag him)

#she’s a die hard jenson lover which means perhaps I could get her into sebs— #((I am dragged out of the room)) #rambling.txt #Sebastian Vettel

[dreamdaddyhotch]

thinking about dream daddy (the game) and the whole neighbour concept n god... i really do love bau!reader with my whole heart BUT if aaron was my neighbour, i would not know how to ACTTTT... imagine seeing him in casual wear running errands, coincidentally running into him whenever you go fetch your mail or throw your trash out, seeing him outside playing with jack, striking up convos with him... and if you have a dog/cat, you bring it out to show jack and let him play with it while you sit with aaron n just enjoy the nice day outside

then if you watched jack grow up, aaron's telling you about jack's progress at school and you joke and say that you're jealous bc you've tried teaching your child (AKA YOUR PET) maths but it didn't really work out. and aaron laughs and says that he has a friend at work who probably would be able to teach your pet maths and be successful at it (read: spencer)

then one late night you're coming home from work/an outing and you bump into aaron and greet him... only to realise he looks like a man who hasn't slept in days and looked absolutely Horrible. you ask him if he's alright and he brushes you off saying he's fine and it's just work- but then you hear his stomach GROWL SOOO EMBARRASSINGLY LOUD you realise this poor man hasn't even had a meal that day . so you invite him over to your house and cook him something/order some food because you're starving as well... then you talk and get to know him even more and now it became some sort of Thing where you two just have late night meals together, especially if one of you was having a bad day <33

also love is through my stomach .... i'm just a sucker for quality time and acts of service so if you come with food and eat with me i'm literally head over heels

#aaron hotchner #i have more thoughts but its all fuzzy rn #i am in love with this man #im so down bad PLEASE LOOK AWAY #aaron hotchner x reader #me actually posting my thoughts without being embarrassed??? unheard of #rambling.txt

[dokjwa]

Drank so much I threw up last night. I hate that my friends are watching me become an alcoholic in real time

#rambling.txt

[dorodots]

MY DRALUC NENDOROID HAS BEEN SHIPPED FUCK YEAH

#it’s been delayed for two months BUT NOW HE WILL FINALLY BE MINE #actually crazy that i preordered him almost a year ago #in february i think #still very excited for him AND JOHN #the vampire dies in no time #kyuketsuki sugu shinu #rambling.txt

[m-grouped]

Shipcourse at this point is just 2 groups of people who basically agree yelling at eachother and assuming their past abusers who were part of X group represent the whole of X group. Like. Pro-ship and anti-ship are such meaningless terms at this point, it's not even funny, it's just sad. This discourse has been going for almost a decade and basically everyone agrees on "ok do whatever just tag it" with fairly few exceptions. Why is this discourse still a thing. 9 times out of 10 it's just assuming people's beliefs because they lable themselves a certain way (often using an, again, meaningless lable)

I'm just sick of this shit man, I call myself anti-ship cuz that's the one that's least likely to have creeps interact with me but honestly? Fuck that shit my thoughts on shipping are nuanced, complicated, and honestly no one's fucking business? What I read on AO3 has jack shit to do with my beliefs.

I'm just sick of this shit tbh.

This post isn't inviting discourse, it's more of a vent than anything

#matt.txt #rambling.txt #discourse tw #discourse ment #shipcourse #shipcourse tw #pro ship // #anti ship //

[ficwitch]

I will never be over Princess Tutu.

#rambling.txt #that fansong brought all my feelings back #guess its the time of year where i rewatch it #this'll be the sixth time now or something? #not counting the abridged series twice

[eightshotamericano]

could jeonghan and cheol please stop being boyfriends on main, for the mental health of us single people, thanks

#i wrote this about hannies instagram but it also works like. in general #jeonghan #seungcheol #rambling.txt

[kippenkermis]

i would like you all to meet one of the cats that kept me sane during the family gathering. he loves sleeping by the fireplace and when you give him belly scratches

#cats #ginger cats #he's so fluffy #rambling.txt

[splattwig]

honestly thinking of opening a ask blog wirh my oc NSS would need to get perms from my friend who owns 2 of them tho.

#alex talks #rambling.txt

[m318x2]

Guys um. I think it might be time.

I'm realizing lately how much my ed is keeping me from, and for the first time ever I actually want to try recovery.

I know in theory I could keep this acc up but I really feel like I shouldn't be in these back corners of the internet anymore. There's nothing here I haven't seen and I feel like if I keep it around I'm just fueling the obsession. I'm so tired of it. I wanna eat with my partner. I wanna live and have a body that actually works. I wanna be able to build muscle. I wanna be able to do exercise for genuine fun and not feel like my body is seconds from giving out on me the entire time.

So uh. Would anyone here be sad if I just deleted everything? I'm still thinking about it. I'd definitely still browse tumblr, but on a regular acc that isn't in ed spaces. Definitely under a different name.

#nick-rambling.txt #nick-thinking.txt

[dark-star-exe]

i… may or may not be gay for Arven…

#i love he #pkmn scarvi #arven #self ship community #? #i’ve been self shipping for a few years but i’m just new starting to dip my toes into the community #i am a bit nervous #incoherent rambling.txt

[wanderingblindly]

I think more people should post photos of drivers fiddling with their ear pieces, actually

#no seriously idk why these are really important to me but I hoard them like a dragons treasure #rambling.txt

[dreamdaddyhotch]

tried the 2.1 updates with my male!v playthrough (still havent come up with his name and all ive been grinding levels n upgrading my cyberware) n did THE HANGOUTSSSSS here are my thoughts: i LOVEEE how cute it is <3333 i missed my bf n gf...

seeing kerry n panam upclose 🤭🤭 picked such apt actions honestly... but i was like 🙄🙄🤨🤨 PLEASE v is soooo seducing kerry WHY DOES IT NOT END UP IN A SEX SEQUENCE . WHATS WITH THE TWO THIGH HOLD ?;!3@,&/@; anyway . i havent seen if panam does the mirror thing but omfg. WHEN KERRY CAME UP TO V AND CALLED V NIGHT CITYS BAD BOY???? i am floored . i am dead . also offended that i could look down at panam while we shower but not kerry . cdpr just say u hate gay men 😪😪😪 also i realised they react to v not having clothes on KDJSKFKEKFKE panam said smth along the lines of reading her mind (sorry i forgot) but kerry just vocalises a mhm LMFAO.. but man... much more stuff could have been added to these 'dates' though, but i'm enjoying how pretty kerry and panam looks upclose..... anyway cdpr could have implemented this a long time ago tbh, alongside the new metro thing... bc like yeah wow im enjoying that there's more immersion but it's still just... That. and it's been two(?) years since release n theyre only giving us this NOW... like man cyberpunk would have been ahead of its time if it released all these features from 2.1 and the dlc back when it was JUST released 😔 it's an improvement yes, but tbh these stuff were ALL expected then during promos and stuff </3 BUT despite my complaints (bc ive been following this game pre-launch as an avid enjoyer of witcher 3)... there's reasons why i've clocked 300+ hours in this game 😭😭😭😭 brainrot.... i love these characters so much n the whole setting of it all.. it's still such a beautiful game regardless of its flaws

#now i need someone to bodyswap kerry to johnny so i can see him do the shoulder hug thing go v in the mirror PLEASE #kerry eurodyne #panam palmer #rambling.txt

[dokjwa]

I did it. I finally did it.

I have my health insurance card. It arrived at my parent's place. They're probably gonna head over and hand it to me tomorrow.

I can go to the dentist. I can go to the doctor. I can get my problems sorted out and maybe, possibly, start working again.

It's been YEARS.

#rambling.txt

[blurrbug-moved]

i do think it's telling a lot about the show's management that the mere announcement of how there's content for twelve seasons is received with lukewarm exhaustion by a sizable amount within your fanbase

not to say that's a incredible feature, but it's something you definitely don't want to see happening with your ip

#it's the fact the show's attempt to innovate and change happens with the same status quo yknow #i still think having a main villain per season could have saved the show from this kind of exhaustion #i can elaborate later idk #🗣️; rambling.txt #🐞; miraculous ladybug

[userundead]

switching to a laptop went great all up to the point where i realized how many fucking files i need/want to move 👍 im gonna cry but i will get it all set up >.>

#+ rambling.txt