#que estoy diciendo ahora 🥴😂😂

[indorilalmalexias]

learning new languages is so scary bcs like on one hand as an alter This Is the Language I Know but on the other hand our brain is dumb ad fuck and when we learn a language we wanna talk in it constantly to Practice but the issue is that other people Exist So it’s like. i don’t want to Look Silly dammit…. society. SOCIETY. and the only ppl in our life that rlly speak fluently r like. abusive mother and neglectful father. tbf sheri asked “que es puta” i don’t think she’s as fluent as she claims to be actually.

#like #learning spanish really quick #have not missed a single day of duolingo #my brain autofills spanish where i can which is nice for practice but fuckiny horrible bcs we dissociate most of the day #and like our brain thinks in Text like we visualize the Text #and we r dyslexic #so it takes an extra few milliseconds to translate back and forth #which is so silly #it’s easier irl bcs i can just drop phrases and everyone’s kinda adhd autism repeat words IMMEDIATELY #which is silly also but like then i’m like nods im so glad we r all speaking spanish rn #but like it’s just #kuromi en el sombrero 😞🫵 #idk why i’m rambling i’m very high #anyways learning languages is beautiful and hard and silly usually #but i hate when i mention it to parentals and they’re like #ahhh…. por que 😐🤨 #or like #que estoy diciendo ahora 🥴😂😂 #and i have to be like 😐… #not to be a teenaged girl (21 year old) who hates her parents but whenever they try to bond w me over thibgs i like i want to #like immediately give up on whatever it is #like do not include urself i do not Like you #ok if u read this im sorry ilu #🌙klq