#pretty sure she's on something again

[larentslovechaos]

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#hate worrying about my mom all the time 🙃🙃 #pretty sure she's on something again #don't know what #but i don't think she really understands how serious it is #like i don't think she cares at all #it's sad #but like whatever #i can't help her i can't stop her i can't do anything #the 'birthday card' she gave my dad was completely incoherent #like it was literally a thank you card and she didn't even fill it out all the way #like she wrote thanks with her name and 'you're' and that was it #she said she was gonna go to my grandmas house but then never did and has been in her room since about 5pm and it's now 9pm #i just don't even know what to do i'm convinced she'll do anything to 'get her way' #very sad #anyway 🙃 #sorry for venting here but i literally don't have anywhere else to

[sysig]

It’ll all go fine if you’d just don’t worry about it, probably (Patreon)

#Doodles #Handplates #UT #Fellplates #Gaster #Toriel #And technically Sans and Papyrus are offscreen in that last one but they're there! #Starting with a dress because Gaster always needs some pretty clothes! #His cute little angel wings expanded into a shawl :D With a feather-themed dress as well #I was thinking he'd look good in a bleeding-heart pigeon getup - just a little on the nose symbolism hehe - but it'd be very stark as well #But I mean Monsters don't bleed it's fine probably it's just a pop of bright red! Doesn't mean anything! #Thinking about the symbolism of his decorative wings normal-like as well...and of Gerson talking about the Angel of Death.....hmmmm #I'm sure it's nothing haha :) #Thinking again about Toriel taking issue with Gaster's new hole punches but not necessarily of her knowing what they mean #He has to be careful how much he shares of his progress! If she knew what might she make of him? Of them? #Two new little things to be subjugated? Or worse? All the more reason to keep them secret #I like both so much but hmmm he also wouldn't be held as accountable if he kept them secret #It's interesting as well - Gaster had a lot of growing pains with his experiments initially - I wonder how much Fell!Gaster struggled? #He always seems so placid and put together but surely Something breaks him - hard to avoid where and how he is now #Maybe not forever but just for a moment! A moment of weakness is all it takes after all ♪ #All the more reason to have safeguards in place! #Like teaching the boys how to heal! :0 Fellplates!Gaster would be able to heal wouldn't he? But nobody else could haha #Would the boys be able to from the beginning? Or do Fell Monsters have to develop it? :0 Through inaction or through intention? Hm ♪ #It'd be nice proof of concept if they could heal :) No time like the present!

[fitzs-space]

TO BE LOVED IS TO BE CHANGED. THE PASSAGE OF TIME WILL SEE ME AGE AND GROW AND KNOW I AM CARED FOR AND LOVED ALL THE WHILE!!!!!!

I got bored and finally found the original make of my childhood plush. Knew it was a valentines ty beanie baby, and now I can rest knowing it was "LoveyPup". She will forever be known to me as Flower. I took her near everywhere I could to the point her one arm has a grove from where I held her. there is a thick scar along her back from where my child self had taken care to restuff her once she had become too flat and worn down. and she now rests on top my shelf in a place of pride.

#I'm having a moment shhhh #I never realized exactly how worn the fur had gotten you know? #she is a fond memory for me. I never plan to let her go #used to dress her up with hair scruncies for skirts #I removed most of the beans in her. pretty sure I had to open her up again to re add them or something

[uncharted-constellations]

MJ currently has superpowers and a terrible costume and honestly i couldnt let that stand

#mj watson #mary jane watson #jackpot #marvel #redesign #art #my art #spider-fam #she has a roulette/luck based power which gifts her abilities #im not gonna pretend it makes sense to me but anyways #who let humberto ramos do character design again after that fuckin si-lk costume #u know the one #her bracelet is supposedly m-s m-arvels in honor of her 5 minute sacrifice before editorial brought her back as a mutant #im just gonna say its Based on her bracelet because it would be weird if it was #considering im pretty sure it was like a family heirloom or something #also the little buttons say 777 because lotto pun #and in reference to the last hero jackpots belt #her colors show up as mostly red when shes channeling stuff but rainbow just worked better here #also neon gives more casino-y vibes

[aji-fried]

an unexpected complication

#oc: hestia bg3 #bg3 #bg3 tav #astarion #she knew that astarion was sleeping with her as a safety precaution #hestia liked him anyway because she could tell there was something else behind that facade even if she wasnt sure what it was #she wasn't expecting him to fall too..... normally she's pretty perceptive with people but astarion was so closed off #that thinking he might feel actual love for her was a long shot #when the traumatized character learns how to feel safe with love again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[forcedhesitation]

I MISSED THIS ENTIRELY MY FIRST TIME AROUND....THIS IS SO DAMN PRECIOUS?!!

#bg3 spoilers #thoughts about media #this is so sweet. corydalis would cherish this present to the end of his days. #so nice of mirkon to say we killed the harpies in one blow! #we did not. #I couldn't long rest and reset corydalis' empty spell slots because the scene was glitching and the kid would spawn dead. #so i had to forgo the long rest and just fight them. #and then astarion and karlach kept getting lured by the harpy song! #lae'zel was the only one getting anything done! #and she sure as fuck didn't even want to be there!! i brought her to try and boost her approval... #but it's like. stuck at 6 or something equally abysmal because I keep pissing her off by being too nice. #I didn't realise there was an interaction between her and a tiefling in the grove in my first playthrough...she hated me more after that. #GIRL I'M NOT GOING TO MAKE ZORRU BOW FOR YOU! #like corydalis is a tiefling himself! be real lae'zel! #being nice to zorru got us the information we needed anyways... #astarion for whatever reason didn't complain even though i'm pretty sure being too nice in this interaction is supposed to annoy him. #i'm literally LOOKING for interactions to gain his disapproval!!!!! #BECAUSE HIS APPROVAL WON'T GO DOWN!!!!!!!!! #please my dearest I would like to NOT trigger your first romance scene too soon. #honestly if i could romance him without suffering through that again I would be thrilled. but it is not possible. #REALISTICALLY corydalis wouldn't even fall for his lying. he's ten times better a liar than astarion could ever hope to be. #and he's also extremely kind and caring! there's noooo WAY he'd let astarion's evasiveness slide unmentioned. #BUT ALAS. the game only permits you to avoid this TORMENTUOUS experience if you are playing karlach. #goblin camp is next though. I'm SURE I can earn disapproval there with him. #he may be allergic to disagreeing with my tiefling but this is still act 1 astarion! he is a bitter HATER with no healthy outlet. #I just have to like. oh I don't know. offer to help some random npc and ask for nothing in return.

[absurdumsid]

HI SILLY CREATURES ON MY PHONE !! GOOD EVENING !?!!! IM BACK IT WAS FUN IM SORRY I COULDNT BLOG DURING IT (I WAS BUSY.... UM. ADMIRING SOMEONE TEEHEE) ANYWAY !! I WILL PWRHPAS DRAW TOMORROW !?!?!!!!

thats from my calmer playlist lmao i just realised i rarely post songs from those playlists

#was actually very overstimmed at one point and started yelling randomly ermmmmm. that was weird. anyway #had FUN actually it was very fun #surprisingly #sid rambles #wouldnt do it again but that was fun !!!! #the finding out two of my friends had gifts for their dance partners was so very funny to me we just all Had Something to give em #<- mind u two of us have crushes on our dance partners (the other one im not sure hes rlly vague abt it lmao) #so that was fun !! #we all like figured out our own times to give em #I WAS GIVEN. THE OPPORTUNITY TO HELP HER WEAR IT (my gift was a necklace !! insanity) #also we took pictures together #maybe ill show em #but i will be censoring them #maybeeee tomorrow. im tired #and hungry #why am i hungry #probably because im tired #sorry for pining on main #<- implied + tags are very much just me pining #look its not my fault shes pretty. and shakes from performance anxiety. and is so much taller than me. an #ok #too much maybe yea ok yep mhmmm #gnight silly creatures thats all the pining for tonighfhfbcndnd

[good-beanswrites]

I have questions about that last fic. How did the prisoners alter their uniforms, and what were the consequences? What did they throw at Es? What did they trick Fuuta into eating and how? How did they try to catch Jackalope?

LMAO murder aside these ten know how to cause problems on purpose 😭 Hehe thank you for your curiosity, I genuinely had visualized some specifics for these while writing >:3 So --

Mahiru started sewing patches and ribbons and things onto her uniform dress. She got very bold very quickly, though, completely replacing whole sections with colorful fabric (like swapping out the entire skirt/bodice/sleeves) so it was pretty obvious. Es replaced all her uniforms with the standard ones and limited her requests to only small amounts of fabric at a time. (Who’s to say she isn’t secreting these away to patch together later, though…)

I was influenced by seeing two “what are the limits of Milgram’s no-violence policy, really” posts very recently. I think if the object could cause absolutely no harm, it’s possible to hit Es with it. I’m thinking basic crumpled paper or even a lightweight food -- something harmless but very sticky and gets in their hair… either way Es is Not Pleased. I feel like this could have been anyone except Haruka and Mahiru, as even the more "mature" prisoners would just be curious about what would happen.

My original thought was cake, but now that I’m fact checking I see that it grows mold pretty quickly… So maybe pudding: the eggs and milk spoil a bit before you see actual mold. Whoever has decided to be a menace (my guess is Yuno or Mikoto) puts up a whole farce about food preferences and whether or not they can identify specific flavors in this special dessert Jackalope secreted away, and unfortunately Fuuta is a hungry boy and it’s not very difficult to get him to take a big bite 😔

Jackalope lounges around the prison, chilling with the prisoners and taking naps in whatever place he finds comfortable. They try sneaking up to where he’s settled in, distracting him with treats and gentle words to see how long they can keep him in place as they give him gradually more noticeable pets. Muu has coaxed him into enough peace to take off his hat and pet his head, but no one’s managed to give him little scritches before he tries to regain his dignity and scurries away. Little do they know, he forces Es to scratch, pet, brush, and cuddle him every single night under the pretense of their official duties.

#milgram #mahiru shiina #es #fuuta kajiyama #yuno kashiki #mikoto kayano #jackalope #muu kusunoki #asdfsdf thank you so much!! i was having so much fun with that drabble and just thinking of all the shenanigans theyd get into #while the other girls like to accessorize i think mahiru would go full with the sewing #she and haruka are too nice to throw something at es but the others do it for the meme or for science #theres a rowdy celebration and surprise when it actually works followed by them Getting The Hell Out Of There before es kills them #rip fuuta but im pretty sure they could just be like 'heres some food' and he'll be like 'fuck yeah!' and just chomp down #but then again the fact hes being offered a treat out of the blue might be suspicious and require some finesse #i hate jackalope with a burning passion but whenever i see that one art of es petting him i am suddenly overcome with the urge to #pet and scratch him like a little baby..... im sure the prisoners feel the same on occasion #analysis/thoughts

[fear-no-mort]

i was really expecting the reason WHY they’re even apparently trying to get into heaven to be revealed in the cold open but no. so that’s another like 3 days of feeling like oh god what the fuck are they doing i am so scared

#im seeing everyone think it’s either prime or diane but idk. im preparing myself for it to be somethig small and slice of lifey #also diane wouldnt be in heaven she wouldnt be anywhere. the omega device removes you from everywhere even the afterlife forever #the only way we can ever see her again is MAYBE time travel. but even then im pretty sure they said something about not planning to ever- #-really use that in the show #and prime…. is Not going to heaven #anyway totally unrelated my favourite pocket morty is cupid morty #odiespeak

[emry-stars-art]

I have a question: for your poisoning whumptober fic is that how Abram gets back to Evermore or is that after Evermore similar to cannon?

[post in question]

If we use it that would actually be like much later in the timeline! Wayyy after andreil start courting, it’s been a good while since Evermore at that point. It would be Nathan, the senior Wesninski, finally deciding to take matters into his own hands (or the Moriyamas deciding they may as well try this route to get their younger Wesninski back). Going to personally challenge or negotiate with Abram for his return to Evemore and the people be still by law belongs to. Lola is part of the entourage that accompanies him. It would be extremely tense because technically it’s a matter of the Wesninski line’s honor, and Nathan announcing himself and his intentions to Palmetto means that Aaron has no real choice but to host and allow it (though he hates it just as much as everyone else in the court). Even Andrew can’t use his usual brash personality to refuse like with other stupid nobles.

Like we said, Lola is basically Evermore’s backup plan. Should Nathan somehow fail, she’s supposed to take slightly more drastic measures. All with the Moriyamas’ blessing, of course.

#so I guess it’s the Baltimore equivalent? #right? I’m pretty sure that’s what was said about it #evermore = christmas break #Nathan challenging Abram for the right to bring him back to Evermore = baltimore #Lola doesn’t torture Abram like in canon #but she uh. she’s still not great #luckily Andrew notices Abram missing like immediately and takes day to go find him #because Abram would NEVER leave Andrew alone or let himself be left alone with these visitors #so it’s pretty clear something is Wrong #but again!! #thats if we use this #I will have to gauge the angst content as we go #balance it out ya know #we got a lot going on already TT #not art sorry guys #asks #royal au #lola malcolm #emry whumptober 2023

[natjennie]

anyone else out here a middle child saddled with eldest daughter responsibilities?

#a bumper sticker that says 'middle-child neglect and eldest-child duties' #i want to believe it started when my older sister moved out but. lets be real. it's always been me. #i am genuinely acting care-giver to my chronically ill younger sister while my dad watches basketball on the couch #and my mom doesnt get out of bed. #like. my mom is pretty sick too and works all day and does most of the housekeeping too #so i dont blame her at all. #i mean i guess my dad works all day but. for real king you can't get up off the couch to support your daughter crying and heaving #no that falls to me. yeah yeah I'll get her a drink and make sure she takes her meds. #what's that? yeah I'll rub her back and run a cloth under the sink and bring her something to eat too. #oh? yes fine I wont take a gummy so i wont sleep because she's in a flare up and needs them more than me #to be clear!! I'm not blaming her either like clearly she feels like shit and she feels guilty all the time #i just. some amount of help from anyone else. or at least maybe. idk A DAY I can rest when i feel like shit #but oh- no- she's coughing up bile again. yep I'll come bring a bucket.

[marc--chilton]

(mgv) the ducklings murmuring about house being a nightmare parent only to get flabbergasted when house not only isn't just gentle, but OPENLY so. sometime house brings his pup to work (if he had a less intensively sick job he would bring her more often because he doesn't trust sitters and also yknow. proud parent. look at the little baby i made) and doesn't care about potential harm to his buraku rep (also proceeds to prove he can still be a scary and mean son of a bitch even if he is feeding an infant rn) he is a man of multitudes

#house md #with house and his issues with connecting.......... and with his history...... it takes a while for him to stand being separated at first #which is also just kind of a first time parent thing too i'm pretty sure #once again doctor brain fighting for its life against omega parent brain inside house's head #she develops a little baby cold or whatever and house watches her like a hawk for any signs of crazy interesting disease they dealt with-> #in the past weeks because the send she does house will blow himself up for exposing her to it #and for once wilson has to be like it's FINE she has the sniffles go take a nap or something #mgv

[joey-the-boy]

I'm mid-rewatch of The Hollow and I forgot how much I hated these motherfuckers in season one

#I feel like the audience is supposed to hate Kai #or at least find him annoying #but I'm pretty sure you're supposed to find Adam and Mira charming or something #I mean I didn't have a problem with Mira as much as the others #but she really would just laugh along to the mean spirited jokes thrown between Kai and Adam #which didn't really sit right with me #she also treated Kai like he was stupid #when he would just sort of misunderstand social cues #I mean he is annoying #but it's because he's a coward who's constantly trying to act big and bad #not because he's an idiot #and Adam is just kinda... #boring? #be honest y'all only like him bc he's gay rep #he's rude to everyone and constantly has to have his way #I ended up really connecting to the characters in season two in my first watch #so we'll see if that happens again #but right now these fuckers are insufferable to me personally #the hollow netflix #the Hollow #the hollow mira #the hollow adam #the hollow kai #btw I do really like this show #i just like to complain #words by joey

[lokh]

looking at the feedback I got from doing student teaching. bro I taught like 5 lessons in 20 days 😭

#i would have BEEFED IT as a full time teacher and i Know i was stressed #but its nice seeing how quickly i improved on giving lessons even between those 5 😭😭😭😭 #some people were apparently basically taking over their supervisors lessons #which is the other extreme that we were not meant to be doing 💀 #im pretty sure the timeline was something like. by the 2nd week u should be teaching a few lessons #and then by the end u should be doing at least a lesson a day #possibly more idr. #on the other hand she made me teach tenth grade COMMERCE #I WAS THERE FOR GEOGRAPHY 💀 #im looking at it cos again. resume #unfortunately this 20 days of teaching experience is. the most feedback ive gotten #from a supervisor that could be relevant to someone that might hire me lmao...

[hella1975]

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#be deadly fucking serious rn PLEASE whatttt. that post that's like 'parents will say something that shapes you as a person #but for them it was just another tuesday' like WHAT JUST HAPPENED #basically if you've been following me since i went to uni then you know first year was an... interesting time for me and my mum #we rowed all the time and it's the most unsettled our relationship has ever been and i do truly believe it was just some unfortunate #external factors like me leaving home would rock the boat enough it was always gonna rejig our dynamic #but on top of that i was her LAST child to fly the nest which she hated AND my sister was in germany being insanely dependent on my mum #so i got sidelined a lot which was shitty at the time but i get it now like im still a bit bitter bc being the eldest everything my sister #does is an exciting first and our age gap means typically our academic big moments tend to cross over #so my a-levels happened during her first year of uni so for me a-levels were the biggest thing ever but ofc her thing was bigger #but when she did HER a-levels it was the biggest thing ever and i was /just/ doing gcses etc and germany was the same #like it was JUST my first year of uni bc meanwhile my sister was living alone in a foreign country. so that sucks and my mum was #defo focused on my sister and i wasn't in a position to be like 'hey i know it doesn't seem like it now you've got one kid through it #but going to university and settling in for the first year is still an insanely stressful and lonely time so please pay attention to me' #and all in all me and my mum just STRUGGLED we fought A LOT and not petty rows either they were really emotionally heavy all the time #and basically what's caused this post is that she said about america 'it'll be the longest ive been away from you' #and i know what she meant like a month out of england is the biggest thing ive ever done and im not even in EUROPE so this is huge #but i kinda said like 'im pretty sure i went a month in first year a couple times without visiting?' AND I MEANT IT CASUAL #BC I AM PRETTY SURE IT'S TRUE LIKE I WASNT EAGER TO GO HOME I WENT SOME WEEKS NOT EVEN RINGING #which REALLY shows how strained it must have been at the time. and she responds with confusion so i pointed out that first year #wasn't a great time for us and again still being casual bc it's such a fundamental truth for me that first year was Bad for me and mum #and she just blinks at me like 'what are you talking about' what. WHAT. like i knew she wasn't paying much attention to me then #but it made me MISERABLE for an entire YEAR like boom can testify bc they had to deal with my bs over the phone the entire time #and my mum just. didn't even notice that we weren't doing well. what. what the fuck even..... baffled by this actually #like i am REELING from this i feel like she just tipped the fundamentals of my world with that #hella goes home

[the-yearning-astronaut]

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#☉ #already getting stress induced nose bleeds again lmao #bro's not even back in the house yet but him and dad were going at it tonight #yelling at each other in the kitchen and i could hear them from my room in the basement #im so tired of it all #especially since my mom and i get to listen to them bitch about each other afterwards #before he moves back in im setting a firm boundary: unless i ask about something specifically *i don't want to hear about it* #ive hit minute 22 with this nose bleed now #i thought it was gonna be a short one (10-15 mins) but nooooo #i can feel it getting worse #based off my experience last summer im pretty sure that if i could just.... #get out of this fuckin house #80% of my health problems will improve on their own #since all of them are triggered/aggravated by stress #too bad im fuckin stuck here for the foreseeable future #tbd #edit: 25 mins in and i think it's stopped for the time being... #i can hear my dad bitching about my brother to my mom rn while she's trying to get ready for bed #because she just got home with working her second job #and has to be up in 7hrs for her first one 😭 #i want to yell at him to shut up or yell at my mom to tell him to shut up #neither of us will do such things tho #and so it goes