1-3, 5, 6, 9, 12, 14, 15, 20-22, 24, 28-32, 34-37
the be honest meme // @lovestoomany // dear god nia
What would prevent you from following someone?
Are aesthetics important to you? If they are, why?
What current rp trend do you hate?
ANSWERED HERE
5. Do you prefer interacting with male muses or female more? Why?
I don’t have a preference! and i don’t understand why some people do lmfao
6. Do you prefer writing male muses or female more? Why?
i used to prefer writing male muses, then i used to prefer writing female muses, but now i’m just like 🤷♀️ if a muse grabs me, their gender doesn’t matter, it’s all about the character babey
9. What is your opinion on exclusivity? Do you practice it? Why / why not?
i personally do not practice it. i like to interact with all different interpretations of muses, and if i went exclusive, that would be impossible. i can see why ppl do, and if that’s what they wanna do then, you go!
12. Have you been involved in drama? Do you regret it?
thankfully, nope i have not been.
14. Do you think rp has had a positive or negative affect on your life or you as a person?
I would say positive. Very positive. Tumblr can be wild for sure, but i started rping when i was around 13, and still rp now, and i’ve met so many amazing friends through it who have had a positive affect on my life.
15. How has rp changed you personally?
Probably by making me a better writer by writing consistently over 11 years
20. Have you ever felt pressured to write something you weren’t comfortable with?
Felt pressured? Yes. Written it? No.
21. Have you ever followed someone because you felt like you had to, not because you wanted to?
Hmmmm.... I would say no. In some fandoms i’ve been in, there were some pretty prominent rpers that if you DIDN’T write with them, you weren’t worth writing with. Out of spite i didn’t follow them lmao.
22. What would make you block someone?
A soft block would be if i didn’t want to follow anymore, so i do that instead of breaking mutuals (esp with mutual checker not working properly). A hard block would be for someone who posts triggering stuff, or a non mutual that repeatedly breaks my rules. or if someone spam reblogs from me. esp not a mutual.
24. Have you ever had something stolen from you? If so, how did you handle it?
Nope! Not that I know of anyway.
28. Do you read people’s rules before following or interacting?
Yup. The rules are usually a pretty good indicator of if i want to follow someone. So i try to read them first before following. I’ll also often quickly give them a skim over just before i start writing with someone, if it’s been a while since i followed.
29. What is your opinion on “reblog karma” and do you practice it?
as in ‘if you reblog a meme from me, please send one in?’ yeah, i believe that and i practice it to my best ability. sometimes memes don’t fit for all muses - but in that case i reblog from the source. i only don’t if the source link is broken. I’m also believe ‘if i send you memes, it wouldn’t kill you to send some back at some point’
30. How have you responded to popular slang used on tumblr? Do you use it in every day life? Do you use it at all?
LMAO like yeet? and rip? yeah, i do use it in every day life lmao rip me. mostly yeet though.
31. Is there something you don’t know the meaning of but you haven’t asked anyone because you think it’s supposed to be general knowledge? Was there ever something you had to ask someone to explain?
DEAR GOD YES. every time a new slang word comes along and everyone some how already knows exactly what it means and i’m sitting here like ‘wait did i miss a memo?? i’m young and hip toooo don’t forget about meeeeeee’ so i have to google it. like pog and all the versions of that lmao
32. Have you ever experienced discrimination?
Hmm, I don’t think so? The best thing about the rpc is that there are a lot of LGBTQA+ muns and allys, so I haven’t had to worry about that. Which is nice.
34. Have you ever cried while writing a reply?
ANSWERED HERE
35. Do you read other people’s threads or do you only read your own?
I read other peoples threads! I don’t always keep up on each reply, but i 100% read what i can.
36. What’s one thing that other people seem to hate that doesn’t bother you?
nothing comes to mind actually! i know there are a lot of things that ppl do get heated about but i’m here chillin like ‘dude’ but nothing specific comes to mind rn lmao but if i think of something i’ll let you know
37. How do you feel about tagging triggers? Do you tag them? How do you determine what is triggering content and what isn’t?
I tag triggers - but on blogs like elijah i don’t tag like, blood or violence bc that’s a given. I tag a lot of the heavy stuff, if it comes up - but i also generally avoid writing about that stuff anyway. if someone asks me to tag something specific, i will.
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Cold Hearted Girl Blues
The “Cold Hearted Girl Blues” Anthology, & associated story ideas.
Just to be safe, TRIGGER WARNING for Disturbing Content and unhealthy attitudes that are in no way representative of reality.
Depiction =/= endorsement.
(Final order may vary)
Part A: Avoidant Attachment Style
Indifferent Girl Playlist - “The expression ‘I don’t feel so well’ makes no gramatical sense. It should be ‘I don’t feel so good’, unless you mean to imply that your ability to feel is hampered.”
Cold Hearted Girl Blues - “One Day she won’t love you either.”
Barren Heart - “The hypocricy of writing about things you know nothing about.”
There Was Nothing In Gauf’s Room - “It’s not her fault, either. What you get is what you see. ”
Failure to Manifest - “Sometimes, this situation has her feeling like she doesn’t exist.”
Cold Hearted Girl Gothic - “Just this single, isolated Conciousness.”
LEERE IST EIN PRIVILEG - “#Introvert Pride.”
Dweeb Life - “Ah, the obscure Joys of bein a shut-in”
Heroin Chick - “Involving no actual heroin.”
You're in a laundry room - “There has been a bit of a failure to connect with this world.”
Biology / inertia - “Even her happiest relationship didn’t go over without being compared to a robot at least once. Balancing extreme introversion with a live-in boyfriend.”
Diffusion - “She has no idea what she looks like. It always surprisesher what people say about her.”
Cold Blooded - “It’s a style of communication, apparently.”
Crazy Headphones Girl - “What could he possibly see in her?”
Cold Hearted Girl Erotica - “Her Kink is compartementalization, but she also dabbles in questionanble sex on drugs threesomes with a hooker.”
Cold Hearted Girl Tumblr - “Preempting the Discourse(TM). I was done with the 2010s when they were a new thing.”
Cold Hearted Girl Musings -��“She tries to avoid the common pitfalls, at least in theory.”
Cold Hearted Girl Adventures - “She realizes that she’s the sort of person who breaks people’s heart; She’s like this asshole boyfriend from all these lovesongs.”
Cold Hearted Girl's Lament - “She’s usually the one who has to take it upon herself to be be the rational one and tell you ‘No’.”
Cold Hearted Girl Challenges - “Even the Best of her relationships involved her being compared to a robot at least once.”
Life is Gross - “Including the bits of it that are commonly accepted to be loveable and cute.”
Indifference II: Emotionally unavailable morally ambiguous chick - “There are character flaws, ppl. Being an asshole is generally a bad thing.”
Cyborgery I (the becomming) - “Even when she’s right with you,she’s so far away”
The Minimalist's Wet Dream - “She leads her life with a bare minimum of human contact.”
Alphabet Girl - “It would be one thing if you were competing with the universe, but it’s really her ingrown, self-absorbed world you’re playing second fiddle to.”
Peel - “You thought you could find a normal person underneath, didn’t you?”
Part B: Maladaptive Daydreaming
Endzeitromantik - “No one wants to admit these days that they ever liked NuMetal but she sees no reason to do the same.”
Unapologetic - “She’s not romanticising what she thinks you think she’s romanticising. Or so she thinks.”
Luciferosis - “She’s in love with the Devil and is planning to leave in order to be with him. Of course, she will be missed, but of course, she doesn’t care about it. She’s the sort of asshole who’d fall in love with the Devil.”
Opheliac - “There are multiple ways to be in love with the void. The most relevant ones are not featured in this piece.”
Lone Diggin' - “Going to restaurants on her own.”
The Girl In The Tower - “To preserve something valuable in safe, protected garden... that is not what you did.”
Bizarro Self - “She’s put some thought into this, actually.”
Dreamer Things - “That’s what she calls them, anyway. ‘Dreamer’ may be an euphemism here.”
Make Me Wanna Die - “She just wants to be special, probably because she has no idea what real suffering is. Words mean things, you know?”
Favorite Love Songs - “Though her real life is barren and deprived, she has a rich inner life. Well, then again, how ‘rich’ can an ‘inner life’ be that only ruminates tiny indirect tidbits of information?”
There Is A Little Harley Quinn In All Of Us - “Unpacking the Whole Badboy Complex. It’s not what you think it is.”
Strange Little Girl - “You really should be going.”
Abstract Dreams - “She doesn’t think they mean anything but she’s willing to indulge the thoughts.”
Joy, Joy, Joy, the Melancholia Rolercoaster. - “She likes to think she has feelings.”
Immortelle - “Involving no Actual Immortals.”
I Feel Personally Victimized By Those 19th Century Romanticists - “Even I am not sure what she’s trying to rove here.”
My Fantasy - “Her kink is apparently freezing to death.”
Cyborgery II - “She envies people whose calloused hands show their dedication to their passion.”
Reality Death - “Silly Rabbit, of course the world keeps turning when you’re not there to observe it anymore.”
Dandelion - “The flower that blooms in adversity is the rarest and most beautiful of all. But sometimes it’s better to be the Dandelion, which can take root anywhere and everywhere.”
Plunge - “If there’s some A grade deaster going on, she obviously won’t miss out on watching.”
Fairytale Ending - “My favorites were Sleeping Beauty and ‘The Salt Princess’. Go on and psychoanalyze me.”
Recontextualizing - “She has different words for it now.”
Peeping Tommie - “It’s at it’s purest where it belongs the least. Or perhaps she just grew the fuck up.”
Paper Flowers - “She’d like to think they mean something.”
Part C: Exercises in Counterdependency
The Butthurt Electra Playlist - “She’s got enough self-awareness to call it that, but not enough to realize it was a bad idea.”
She Will Have her Revenge - “She’ll come back as Fire/ To Burn All the Liars/ Leave a Blanket of Ash on the Ground.”
Hate Poems - “Or: Giving yourself Headaches over people who aren’t worth it”
Pavlov redux - “If you can’t understand like a human, you have to be beaten like a dog” - “Actually, Daddy Dearest, you’re not supposed to beat dogs, either.”
Im Real Good At Hating - “Honestly! I’ve got to have some talent somewhere. ”
Fuck You Specifically- “Her Lips: Fuck You. Her Hair: Fuck You. Her Clothes: Fuck You. Her crippling self-motivation issues: Fuck You.”
My whole existence for your amusement - “And that is why I’m here with you.”
Sick & Tired - “Yes I know what you think of me, you never shut up.”
Been A Son - “Why does she spend so much time searching for some kind of reason for what you did? Even if there was, it wouldn’t justify your actions.”
Make a list - “It’s supposed to be a therapeutic excercise.”
choice - “It’s the Morton’s Fork of emotions.”
gross girl - “FAART. FAART. She picks her note and eats it. ”
BratFactory - “She outright heard her mother say that she has no value to that man except as a mother to make children.”
AntiStar - “Back in the day, I became obsessed with the thought of a lightless Luminary, an existence that is the very opposite of light.”
Adaptation - “It’s amazing how much a human can twist themselves into a pretzel. It was a matter of survival at the time, you see.”
Emotional Abuse Checklist - “BINGO!”
Remember That We Suffered - “You have no idea what pain is.”
Cyborgery III: We can Rebuild Her - “Perhaps these vagrant years were simply the means to piece herself back together.”
Idetifikation mit dem Aggressor - “Apparently she looks just like him.”
Es Kocht Die Eifersucht - “A parent is supposed to protect a child from the bad experiences of their youth, not inflict some creepy reenactment of them upon you.”
Curmudgeon (Long Way Home) - “She’s that thing you go to when you want to have a cheap laugh.”
Visibility - “Your Father Loves you! why can’t you see that?”
Touchy - “You bet she is.”
Light - “She thinks she used to be Light once, but she can’t be sure.”
If I Die, I can be replaced - “I will leave you all behind, move to spain and adopt some children who actually deserve my time and money. Perhaps they will finally appreciate me, unlike you ungrateful wretches.”
My One Mistake Was That I Couldn't Let You Down - “Turns out she wasn’t quite Cold Hearted enough.”
PART D: USELESS, USELESS, USELESS CHILD
Fuckyeahmedicalgrossness - “In my humble opinion, the human brain is way too squishy.”
Something in The Way - “You can always find something.”
Unbirth - “Barely Functioning Lump of Human Flesh. Except no, that’s unfair to the people with real problems. I suppose ‘asshole’ will do.”
Donald Duck Volcano - “I’m not gonna sugarcoat her this time.”
My Wretched Soul Desires Violence - “It’s not pretty, but it’s true. It shouldn’t be but it is.”
Verbal Disclaimer - “I’m not claiming I’m perfect either.”
Useless Child - “How was she supposed to learn if you never let her do anything?”
Madwoman in the Attic - “And they always knew she would be the family spinster.”
Unfair Existence - “At the risk of sounding like a millionaire campaigning for a tax on poverty.”
The Mutant - “Way to make that 9 year old feel like a freak of nature... in the end it’s probably a kind of arrogance.”
Green Grunge - “It’s her jam, except not really. She sure can’t claim to be an expert.”
In Defense Of That Legendary Divorce - “The whole concept of ‘stay for the children’ is utter bullsh*t”
My Fantasy II - “I’m gonna kill all yo fuckers. That’s what quiet people who keep to themselves are supposed to do, right?”
Cyborgery IV – Plastic Death - “My Fetish: All the weak parts of the real me, cut away and dumped in a bucket of medical waste.”
Schreckschraube - “It occurs to her that she’s terribly gross to them.”
Nemo, or as my father lovingly calls me, "Chiquilla de Mierda" - “It’s Spanish for ‘Shit Brat’.”
Hasmereir - “Some of the cruelty is lost in translation, but it basically means ‘Make-Me-Laugh-Thing.’”
You Stink - “Bullies aren’t known for being very creative people.”
Sweet Sweet Reality - “She’s not completely out of touch with it.”
Is there More To Lose Than Gain - “Apparently yes, but she’s not sure how to get it anyways.”
Alraune - “Always with the legends and the soulless children. I think she has a type.”
Confession - “I plead guilty. Mostly to existing.”
Way Too Old For This And F****ing Bored Of It - “Even she is sick of all her emo bullsh*t.”
EPILOGUE: WHATS THE USE OF FEELING BLUE? - The next step, apparently, is crying.
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