So I’m caught up on Houseki no Kuni and.
Wow. That’s depressing.
There’s just this odd, really odd feeling about it, where everyone (or almost everyone) else has gotten a happy ending, some sense of fulfillment or self-satisfaction. All except for Phos, who, while everyone else is living it up on the moon, is abandoned on Earth completely alone as they are formed into a godlike being capable of praying for them all to pass on after 10,000 years.
I want to be happy for Cinnabar. For Cairngorm/Welegat. For every Gem and the Lunarians and Kongo. No one is fighting or killing anymore and we even managed to get back Antarcticticite who I thought for sure would simply remain the one haunting the narrative.
Everyone, everyone got to have a happy ending. Except for Phos.
They never asked for this. They wanted to be part of their community, they wanted to *belong*. And it’s so sad cause at the start, everyone is looking down on them and calling them useless because they are two weak and not showing any kind of talent for a job and Kongo-Sensei suggests they comprise an encyclopedia. Which would hav been fine, but never lay out any groundwork of where to even start and that’s just…”I want you to take notes about literally everything in the world,” is such a broad and vague statement and it might be that Kongo isn’t designed to lead or give orders but their instructions always felt so vague it’s like it was doomed to fail and Phos would want to do something else.
But now it’s…Kongo was in on it? He was also planning to shape Phos into a god? Is that what I’m understanding?
And it’s such bullshit, because Phos receives these very skewed memories of everyone hating them and looking down on them and honestly with the latest volume they turned out to be right. No one respected Phos or cared for them truly, until it granted them a happy life which they were perfectly fine screwing Phos over to obtain.
Cinna at least feels some remorse for it. They are the closest to actually seeming remorseful, because they know Phos ended up alone at the expense of everyone else’s happiness and now Cinna no longer worries about mercury or their weakness after becoming a Lunarian and they know deep down they owe it to Phos, they owe it to them in a way Phos never truly asked for and Cinna is the only one still thinking about Phos years later while everyone else is too busy partying.
Their “use” came about in being isolated, in repeatedly breaking and changing themself into something unrecognizable, smashed apart and pieced back together again, suffering endlessly and becoming abandoned all in the name of being a designated means to everyone else’s end to achieve peace and happiness and eventual rest from eternal life.
I don’t blame them for wanting to just throw everyone into the sun.
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so i just marathoned the entire houseki no kuni manga and im feeling so empty like wow
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forgot my fucking spork in the car now im using the butts of two erasable highlighters as chopsticks
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I'm not gonna add it to the post bc it's not really about that but. people deriding others for not boycotting McDonalds by saying "go to a local restaurant"... how much money do you think I have??? you think I'm spending $50+ on a meal for two at mcdicks??? I paid over twenty dollars for a single bowl of pho from a local place, and that's the cheap one. go to a local restaurant???
preemptive edit: this is not saying you shouldn't boycott mcds. any support we can muster for Palestine, even just boycotting McDonald's, is more important. I'm just incredulous at the idea that going to a local restaurant is a 1:1 substitute for the trademark cheap fast food.
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Mediaposting 2023, #31: Houseki no Kuni (anime)
depression.
i need to read the manga now.
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in today’s episode of “manga i have read a small fragment of, but everything i learn about it tells me that i am not emotionally capable of catching up and reading the whole thing” we have a) chainsaw man and b) hoseki no kuni
like mmmmmmmmmmmboy they are high ass quality anime/manga to be fucking sure, they look SO good, but by golly i am not equipped to handle the slow emotional/mental destruction of Good Sweet Naive Protagonists, hoo boy
phos and denji u two deserve so much better and so many hugs, where are the shock blankets and hot cocoa, ppl in those fandoms please be nice to them for me i love them and want them to be okay even if i can’t stomach reading what happens to them
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