#pls don't ruin it for me

[starrystevie]

it's 2004 when steve finds himself back in hawkins for the first time since he moved away for good. he has a master's degree under his belt, a mortgage on a house outside of st. louis with a dog and picket fence, and a rockstar that wormed his way into his heart next to him in bed every night. he's closer to 50 than he is to 20 and life feels good, life feels settled, figured out in a way he never thought he'd get to see.

"you gonna tell me why you're shakin' like a leaf?"

but sitting across from wayne munson and his sharp gaze is enough to make him feel like a teenager again.

steve takes a sip from his glass of water before setting it down on the end table next to him and watches the way wayne's finger taps against the side of his coffee cup. it's like he's keeping rhythm with something that steve can't hear, like a drum beat in his head that proves that he's the reason eddie has musical talent.

"i'm fine," he responds back to wayne, a stilted smile crossing his face. wayne's gaze deepens like he he doesn't believe him. "i'm fine!"

there's a clock ticking somewhere in the living room and the faucet in the kitchen is dripping quietly and it makes the silence that falls between them even more deafening. steve takes in a deep breath and nods absently as he rubs his palms over his denim clad knees.

"is he in trouble?" wayne asks in a gruff voice, low and to the point. steve shakes his head immediately, stutters out something that sounds like no, and wayne looks at him with his eyebrows pinched together. "are you in trouble?"

"no, it's not-" steve stands up and paces out some of his nerves, hands shoved into his pockets so that he stops waving them around. he sighs and looks back at wayne. "it's nothing bad."

"if it ain't bad, then just say it."

steve groans and runs his hands through his hair. it's harder to do this than he thought it would be, quite possibly the hardest thing he's done in years and that's including having to admit to eddie that he does indeed like the stupid beard he grew as a dare from jeff. wayne is still staring at him with a determined look, like he won't let steve get away with any of his usual charming bullshit, and looks so much like eddie that it makes something in his heart explode.

"fine! i'm asking eddie to marry me and i need your permission or something. happy old man?" he finally says, or well, shouts. it's too loud in the quiet house and he can see wayne wince from the decibel he reaches but it's out. it's off his chest and he's finally said it.

and wayne is smiling.

seeing him smile is strange, not because he doesn't look good with a smile, but because it's not often that steve gets to bear witness to it. it starts off slow, clipped at the edges before it spreads to his cheeks and crinkles his eyes. steve's breathing hard when wayne stands up and wraps his hands around the tops of his shoulders. he can feel himself shaking under wayne's grip and from this close, he can see the tears that he knows wayne is fighting against.

"it's about damn time, boy. took you two long enough to pull your heads outta your backsides."

getting hugged by wayne is almost weirder than seeing him smile. it's short, to the point, with pats on backs and chuckles that break loose from steve's too tight chest. part of him wishes eddie were here to let him be a part of the moment, but it would ruin the surprise he's so carefully planned, so he revels in the rare time between just the two of them.

"had to wait for somewhere to allow it first, wayne," steve mutters as they pull apart and he feels hope unfurl somewhere within him when he says it.

"well, alright, i guess you're off that hook then. but y'know," wayne's sitting back down in his arm chair and steve does the same, matching grins plastered on their faces. "you don't need my permission. that boy is crazy over you and if you think you ain't a part of this family already, then you're crazier than he is."

steve looks around at the pictures on the shelf behind wayne's head. sees young eddie and wayne with arms around each other, sees a makeshift graduation picture, an out of focus one of the two of them outside their house in missouri, one of all three of them around the chritmas tree in '99 when they had wayne come down to see them, and he thinks, yeah. they're already a family. at least now it'll be paper official.

#don't ask i just wanted to write about wayne okay #bee try to not write wayne as if he is uncle bobby from spn challenge failed #steddie #steddie headcanon #my writing #steve harrington #eddie munson #wayne munson #steddie drabble #steddie ficlet #wayne munson the man that we have made you........ #this is long but i didn't want to ruin the flow with a read more so pls forgive me #crush the idea that a man has to ask permission to marry u but steve absolutely still would because he thinks it's what a gentleman does

[sleepy-bear-tm]

Line up to see the biggest disaster duo in the game

#they're so fucking funny istg #like? gale don't lecture him on being an old man #and astarion pls don't egg him on he could cast some wizard spell on you and ruin your whole day #also i adore drawing astarion and his big sad eyes god just let me squish you and let you have an easy life #sorry #obligatory astarion appreciation tag #gale of waterdeep #astarion #astarion bg3 #baldurs gate astarion #baldurs gate fanart #bg3 #bg3 fanart #doodle #sketch #art #my art #digital art

[thespineoftherighteous]

it's not that deep but if she's writing anything to add to the series I'm going to kill myself pls just let this be exclusive editions or different covers amen

#idk what rainbow crate is but this is kind of scaring me #people begging for a jerejean novella or a spinoff book or even a book 4 and I'm out here like NO PLS NO #I hate when authors add to completed projects years later...even if it's not necessarily a cash grab it just always feels cheap #not even that. I just don't like it when things I like change #like why ruin something great #makes me uncomfortable #aftg #you won't catch me shitting on her for it tho #mine aftg

[rtprsd3nt]

so since i don't have anything to post yet ill just post these sketches i made for giggles

mostly my oc eh

#dont ask whats going on in any of these youre supposed to feel it and embrace it and idk accept it ig #i love my silly pink daughter so much (i ruined her life)(at least she has a gf) #ensemble stars oc #enstars oc #enstars #watashu #ensemble stars #anzu ensemble stars #anzu #anzu enstars #kaname tojo #kaname tojou #kaname toujou #←i still wonder what the proper for of his name 😭😭 #shu itsuki #wataru hibiki #eichi tenshouin #jun sazanami #i mean hes kinda there right #junkana #tatsumi kazehaya #rat draws #the exams will start soon.....god who i don't believe in pls save me

[wildflowercryptid]

that's so interesting that there's move data for light of ruin in scarvio and that they changed the wording of its description even though it's a signature move for an unreleased event pokémon that you can't even use in battle currently. so interesting. <- ( trying so hard to be normal about this )

#jk i'm actually rattling the bars of my cage like a ravenous beast #I WAANT TO HAVE ETERNAL FLOWER FLOETTE SO BAD PLS #wait there's a menusprite for her in home too??? are you fucking kidding me???? #if we don't get her in plza i'll be so done it'll be over for me #i'll be walking straight into the woods never to be seen again goodbye #also yes i know that move data for light of ruin is in other games too #but why would they go out of their way to change the description all of a sudden?? #that and the fact that she has a menusprite in home now? suspicious #i'm connecting the dots my girl is coming back from the dead for a second time #pokemon #mj.txt

[ndostairlyrium]

Bring very creative with the censorship in this one ✨

#sketch #inquisitor lavellan #ankh #cullen rutherford #cullen x lavellan #cullavellan #dudes I don't really wanna ruin the moment but there's something burning #look at all that smoke #no tables were harmed in the making of this picture #which is new #cw nudity #I already labeled the post but if you want me to put other tags to screen it even more just tell me pls 🙏 #ndo sta l'art tag #primula

[eclipse608]

I ranked how much I like the ikepri characters down below:3

(Based on my opinion (•◡•'') )

#Jin fans pls I'm innocent. Don't take me. Take my 100 Jin cards instead🙏 #How can chevalier have a library filled with romance books yet still be popo at showing affection. But ig it would ruin his persona... #Chev is chev🤷‍♀️ #Why am I so attracted to red flags. #cybird #cybirdikemenseries #ikemen prince #gilbert von obsidian #keith howell #clavis lelouch #chevalier michel #rio ortiz #silvio ricci #licht klein #nokto klein #leon dompteur #yves kloss #sariel noir #luke randolph #jin grandet

[icanseethefuture333]

The way Knetz cancel people based off of false rumors is honestly aggravating as hell. Idols will lose their career just because of rumors or sasaengs spreading lies about them and then when it is proven wrong they still won't allow them back into the group or ban them from Korea entirely. B.I and Wonho especially. Then Seunghoon from Riize got kicked out because he has a dating history and has smoked is also ridiculous 😭. I don't understand why don't they just put these members on hiatus until they have been properly investigated or do a background research before deciding to debut them. Also what happened to suing for defamation??? Where is the company's energy for these false accusations? They literally never protect their artists careers.

#i just don't understand honestly if its something severe like bullying or sa i can understand the need to remove them from the group #but if they didn't do anything to hurt anybody why kick them out like pls get a grip #now see me i wouldnt take that personally i would find those sasaengs or antis who ruined my career and handle them personally lol #riize #seunghoon #b.i #wonho #ikon #monsta x #soojin #gidle

[fivewholeminutes]

Wait have i sent in an ask for the music one or not? If i have not then may i ask: 3, 19 and 30 please? Hope you have a nice day!

Hello, hi, you haven't yet, don't worry! I also still need to send them out to people tbh, so you're good

3:A song that reminds you of summertime

Su-su-summertime, summertime sadness- ok, no. I'm joking again. The cult of dionysus by the orion experience! The roadtrip song everyone sings along to! God i love this song. This kind of music would be the core of my music taste if i weren't a depressed little bastard, for real.

19:A song that makes you think about life

This is an amazing one, now, I do have to think about this question for a moment. Mostly bc the cult of dionysus is still playing in the background, distracting me. But anyways! I'd say luca by suzanne vega. Which isn't a song i've ever had on any of my playlists, but it makes me think of life because of a. well, obviously, the lyrics and b. my mum used to loooove this song up until someone told her what the song is about (she didn't know english) and i always think about her when i hear it on the radio.

30: A song that reminds you of yourself

Already answered this one, but fortunately, the world is full of songs and i am going to answer all questions with a new song no matter what!

I do have to think again now, though.

Oooooooh okay. This is going to be sad. But. I'm gonna be cheesy and say the love you want. Not in a romantic way, as i am simply not made for romantic relationships, but i am full of love and i either have terrible ways of showing it or i just keep loosing people around me to give it to.

#look at me being goofy and then ruining the mood all in one ask <3 #a natural talent #sleep token't #also finally an ask with no niche polish stuff pls be proud of me (i don't even listen to much polish music on the daily basis lmao)

[tezzbot]

Btw will not be discussing the religion of sonic characters that post is where that ends I was talking abt something I found funny but I know how tumblr users can get 🔫🔫🔫 all done! All gone!! Puts it up on the shelf say byebye!

#tezztalks #not trying to ruin anyones fun or anything I just don't want this to be me for the next 2 days pls understanf

[abyssalhuntersnerd]

Is this the start of my villain arc...?

#my art #shwiksdiidd the face looks so neat huh #I can't wait to ruin it #PLS PENS DON'T DIE ON ME

[bat-the-misfit]

i only know two Ni doms irl but they're both driving me crazy

#internet people be like “oh ni doms are so mystical and clairvoyant” no they're not #lemme tell you what they are they're ANXIOUS #and they're making me ANXIOUS TOO #i love you ni doms but pls stop predicting your life in 20 years you could die tomorrow #i'm sorry but it's the truth the future holds so many possibilities that can ruin your “vIsIOn” #pls use your inferior Se once pls i beg you i promise you won't die if you live in the moment for 5 minutes #“Bat you don't use Se you can't complain about them” i know but at least i can switch between my Ne and my Si sometimes #one of them (INTJ) says EVERY SINGLE DAY: “i'm gonna do this i'm gonna do that and i also have this project for next month and-” #but he never does anything which translates to “what the hell happened to his Te?” #his Ni must want to choke his Te #and then there's my mother (INFJ) who not only keeps telling everyone what she's gonna do ignoring the fact that Stuff Happens (inf Pe agai #but whenever smth bad happens she always think it's “meant to be” and “part of the process of people's soul growth” #i vent to her and she's like “this is what g0d chose to you as a mission for your soul to evolve" #no wonder jesus was an INFJ as well their Ni-Fe is so pUrPOsE oF LIfE #mom i just wanted to tell you my day sucks idc about my mission on earth i just wanted you to comfort me #i know we all should be kind and avoid being superficial but sometimes shit happens and it's not bc of our spiritual growth or whatever #sometimes life sucks and we don't learn anything with that and sometimes we have to be mean with people #bc they suck or bc they're mean to us #well aNYWAY #tio morcego tá azedo #every cognitive function is amazing on their own way but each one of them will drive you crazy #there's no better type or function: everyone will drive you crazy #today i'm pissed with ni doms tomorrow i could be pissed with se doms which are their opposite types so who knows? #you can't escape it you will want to choke people of all types #if you only hate one or a few types only you're not studying mbti right you have to be pissed off with all types #same with the opposite if you only like one or a few types you're not studying mbti right #you have to love every type with a passion that no one can explain #if you don't get why a type is so special and so annoying at the same type you're not studying mbti right #i just complained about ni doms but i could write why i also love them in two minutes after i post this #ok i'll stop now i'm rambling too much

[yellowymellon]

I had a dream my friends slowly got corrupted, lost their sense of self and wailed helplessly as their system shuts down and they became an abomination of black mud that glitches. They told me to run away so they won't hurt me and I did, only to find out PLOT TWIST IT WAS RUAN MEI'S EXPERIMENT

#WHY AM I DREAMING OF THIS WOMAN I DON'T LIKE HER #she did an experiment on my middle school sooo #gotta say very in character but I don't think she'd directly make any experiments on humans #ruan mei in fact did ruin me #pls believe that i have non hsr dreams im not that brain rotten 😭 #honkai star rail #ruan mei

[boyfhee]

fans will use the lamest excuse to defend wonyoung

#not hating on her but like . yall need to stop and hold her accountablr for her actions #btw this is not ab her being cringe or pick me idk ab that y'all can decide #this is ab her not bowing to anyone not even seniors #she either ignores or turns her head down like by 10 degrees idk #which is disrespectful bc bowing is like . ur showing respect to seniors / elders / or whoever idk #i saw a vid saying she doesn't bow bc she has to learn her script like pls be fr #i believe they get scripts beforehand #and bowing isn't gna ruin her makeup / hair and even if it does it's not smn that takes too long to fix #and not just mubank. she doesn't even bow on award shows #also ive noticed how she speeds up to the centre postion during air port shoots #maybe that isnt so serious but idt the postions for shoot are specified #but she needs to let other members get the spotlight #idk if she's insecure or what but she's one of the most popular idols she's gna get attention even when she's not a centre #idc if y'all find this offensive tbh but it's stupid if u defend her on thus #this*** #you know she is wrong and u call ppl who point this out jealous yada yada #but my friend we're just right & and u dont wanna accept that ur fav is at fault #there's a diff btwn straight up hating and pointing out the mistakes #yall be acting like someone's putting u in jail of u don't defend with ur life :/ #constructive criticism doesn't make someone look bad !! let that sink in !! #u don't tell ur mom that she's jealous when she points out smn that you're doing wrong #it's literally the same logic #let alone mom u don't even tell this to anyone irl #which just means yall take too much advantage of being behind a screen and saying whatever the fuck u want to #yeah long story short: learn to hold your favs accountable #it won't make u look bad and certainly won't affect them either unless you're going off w death threats #which is sick btw if u condone sending death threats #ramyeon with spam !

[flaresanimedump]

??? Fukuchi why you marrying this guy now-

Fukuzawa: you're just mad I didn't marry you

WHY DOES HE LOOK SO CUTE AND SMALL WHY I CAN'T HANDLE THIS

#flare reads bsd #bsd spoilers #NEW CHAPTERRRR #fukuzawa #best boy #he did so good in the past #Atsushi don't ruin this for me just go murder him pls #after you save Akutagawa #also this is definitely a Tanizaki illusion #too much stabbing of the ADA's soft spots with him around for anything else #I noticed later that Fukuzawa's hair is actually a different length all of a sudden so #either a mistake in the art or done on purpose to fuck with Fukuchi's head??