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soggedboytroutanti · 2 months
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if i dont make paul matthews crossdress i die im sorry my heart stops beating its my lifes purpose i cant not do it
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writing-for-life · 2 months
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The Self-Love, Sex, and Pursuit of the Helm Novels: A Tragicomedy in Three Movements
Part 1~~By the Sea, I Mean in the Dreaming: A Comedy Prelude, where crack ships find their way into Dream’s Library, and absolutely everyone is left stranded.
People, I’ve done it, and I’m scared. This… erm… short trilogy has been sitting in my drafts for ages, and the unhinged Muhulhu post has finally kicked my arse into editing part 1. So here it is without further ado: fourth-wall-breaking madness, secrets about Merv and Matthew you never wanted to know, and the unholy beginning of that relationship (titles inspired by “The Love, Sex, and Pursuit of Happiness Novels” by Steven Paul Leiva).
Here’s a little excerpt, link to full story on Ao3.
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And next when it’s edited: Part 2~~Bully For You (Is it sarcastic, or an expression of praise, or something else entirely? Who will ever know…): An Unhinged Interlude, where the Lord of Dreams loses his bearings (no, not those ones), and even Desire needs a stiff drink.
I am tagging the Muhulhu inception crew, but I will need to start with the founding members of the cult: @so-i-grudgingly-joined-this-site for indulging my silly ask that kicked this whole thing off, @marlowe-zara who also gave us her deep psychological insight from the get-go and @roguelov who created the first bit of fanart for this monster (and said fanart gets hinted at in the fic—Murphy is desperately trying to figure out which way up to hold that thing to make sense of it. He is a bit slow sometimes).
Further honourable mentions: @tickldpnk8 (whom we have to thank for the HelmLord) , @ginoeh , @rriavian , @4typercent , @windsweptinred , @throwingbread , @tryan-a-bex (for the best drabble ever—now you’ll understand what I wrote about the similar premise, and Lucienne indeed needs a raise 🤣), @zzoomacroom
I also dare to tag @safeuphigh because you know my more serious stuff, and this is definitely not that, and a writer who takes herself too seriously is not a serious writer. Or something like that 🤣
And @rey-jake-therapist because you always get tagged, and just because I can 😜
New weirdos and Muhulhu enjoyers are warmly welcome in our midst!
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bookclub4m · 3 years
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Episode 129 - Non-Fiction Film & TV Books
This episode we’re talking about Non-Fiction Film & TV books! We discuss media about media, self-pity book purchasing, spoilers, and more! Plus: Kakapos!
You can download the podcast directly, find it on Libsyn, or get it through Apple Podcasts, Stitcher, Google Podcasts, Spotify, or your favourite podcast delivery system.
In this episode
Anna Ferri | Matthew Murray | RJ Edwards | Appleberry
Things We Read (or tried to…)
Shit, Actually: The Definitive, 100% Objective Guide to Modern Cinema by Lindy West
Ayoade on Top by Richard Ayoade
Movies (and Other Things) by Shea Serrano and Arturo Torres 
Soul Train: The Music, Dance, and Style of a Generation by Questlove
Springfield Confidential: Jokes, Secrets, and Outright Lies from a Lifetime Writing for The Simpsons by Mike Reiss, Mathew Klickstein
Hollywood vs. the Author edited by Stephen Jay Schwartz
Talking Pictures: How to Watch Movies by Ann Hornaday
The Disaster Artist: My Life Inside The Room, the Greatest Bad Movie Ever Made by Greg Sestero, Tom Bissell
Richard Ayoade Presents the Grip of Film by Gordy LaSure
Typeset in the Future: Typography and Design in Science Fiction Movies by Dave Addey
Typeset in the Future website
101 Movies to Watch Before You Die by Ricardo Cavolo
How to Watch Television, Second Edition edited by Ethan Thompson and Jason Mittell
Other Media We Mentioned
A Kim Jong-Il Production: The Extraordinary True Story of a Kidnapped Filmmaker, His Star Actress, and a Young Dictator's Rise to Power by Paul Fischer
Monthly Girls' Nozaki-kun (Wikipedia)
Cadillacs and Dinosaurs (Wikipedia)
Samurai Pizza Cats (Wikipedia)
My Pet Monster (Wikipedia)
The A-Team (Wikipedia)
Murder, She Wrote (Wikipedia)
Are You Afraid of the Dark? (Wikipedia)
Goosebumps (TV series) (Wikipedia)
Live from New York: An Oral History of Saturday Night Live by James Andrew Miller and Tom Shales
Saturday Night Live (Wikipedia)
The Kids in the Hall: One Dumb Guy by Paul Myers
The Kids in the Hall (TV series) (Wikipedia)
As You Wish: Inconceivable Tales from the Making of The Princess Bride by Cary Elwes
Adventures in the Screen Trade by William Goldman
Which Lie Did I Tell? More Adventures in the Screen Trade by William Goldman
The Fugitive (Wikipedia)
View from the Top (Wikipedia)
The Room (Wikipedia)
2001: A Space Odyssey (Wikipedia)
Alien (Wikipedia)
Star Trek: The Motion Picture (Wikipedia)
Blade Runner (Wikipedia)
Total Recall (Wikipedia)
WALL-E (Wikipedia)
Moon (Wikipedia)
House (TV series) (Wikipedia)
Battlestar Galactica (Wikipedia)
The Video Game History Hour podcast
Decoder Ring - The Soap Opera Machine
Shrill (TV series) (Wikipedia)
Love, Actually (Wikipedia)
List of Hallmark Channel Original Movies (Wikipedia)
33⅓ (Wikipedia)
Criminal Minds (Wikipedia)
Scott Pilgrim vs. the World (Wikipedia)
CSI: Crime Scene Investigation (Wikipedia)
Dredd (Wikipedia)
The Muppets (Wikipedia)
Top Gun (Wikipedia)
Kate Beaton’s Top Gun comics
Buffy the Vampire Slayer (Wikipedia)
Star Trek: The Next Generation (Wikipedia)
Armageddon Films FAQ: All That's Left to Know about Zombies, Contagions, Aliens, and the End of the World as We Know It! by Dale Sherman
Links, Articles, and Things
Library Punk episode 014 - Manga
Episode 128 - Plucky Kid Detective
Fanart!
Episode 104 - Entertainment Non-Fiction
Toy Galaxy (YouTube channel)
Lindsay Ellis (YouTube channel)
Amanda the Jedi (YouTube channel)
Jenny Nicholson (YouTube channel)
Every Frame a Painting (YouTube channel)
Postmortem: Every Frame a Painting by co-creator Tony Zhou
Welcome to the Basement
Pushing Up Roses (YouTube channel)
Jacob Geller (YouTube channel)
Letterboxd (Wikipedia)
Demi Adejuyigbe on Letterboxd
Sidewalk Slam - Episode 57 - AEW Revolution 2021 (YouTube)
Kakapo (Wikipedia)
Lego set
Diegesis (Wikipedia)
The Stranger (newspaper) (Wikipedia)
Chuck Klosterman (Wikipedia)
Hanif Abdurraqib (Wikipedia)
24 Film/TV/Video Non-Fiction books by BIPOC (Black, Indigenous, & People of Colour) Authors
Every month Book Club for Masochists: A Readers’ Advisory Podcasts chooses a genre at random and we read and discuss books from that genre. We also put together book lists for each episode/genre that feature works by BIPOC (Black, Indigenous, & People of Colour) authors. All of the lists can be found here.
All the Pieces Matter: The Inside Story of The Wire by Jonathan Abrams
“Indian” Stereotypes in TV Science Fiction: First Nations' Voices Speak Out by Sierra S. Adare
Ayoade on Top by Richard Ayoade
Contemporary Black Women Filmmakers and the Art of Resistance by Christina N. Baker
Horror Noire: Blacks in American Horror Films from the 1890s to Present by Robin R. Means Coleman  
The Hollywood Jim Crow: The Racial Politics of the Movie Industry by Maryann Erigha
Framing Blackness: The African American Image in Film by Ed Guerrero
Why Wakanda Matters: What Black Panther Reveals About Psychology, Identity, and Communication by Sheena C. Howard
Something Like an Autobiography by Akira Kurosawa
Our Gang: A Racial History of The Little Rascals by Julia Lee
The Films of Bong Joon Ho by Nam Lee
Moving the Image: Independent Asian Pacific American Media Arts edited by Russell Leong
Farewell My Concubine: A Queer Film Classic by Helen Hok-Sze Leung
Cinema-Interval by Trinh T. Minh-ha
Get Out: The Complete Annotated Screenplay by Jordan Peele
Where Do You Think We Are?: Ten Illustrated Essays About Scrubs by Shea Serrano, illustrated by Arturo Torres
Arab Cinema: History and Cultural Identity by Viola Shafik
Maori Television: The First Ten Years by Jo Smith
Shaded Lives: African American Women and Television by Beretta E. Smith-Shomade
Tribal Television: Viewing Native People in Sitcoms by Dustin Tahmahkera
Soul Train: The Music, Dance, and Style of a Generation by Ahmir Questlove Thompson
Sweet Sweetback's Baadasssss Song: A Guerilla Filmmaking Manifesto by Melvin Van Peebles
Reel Inequality: Hollywood Actors and Racism by Nancy Wang Yuen
I See Black People: The Rise and Fall of African American-Owned Television and Radio by Kristal Brent Zook
Also check out the booklist from our episode on Entertainment Non-Fiction.
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It’s almost time for our annual “We all read the same book” episode. So on Tuesday, July 20th we’ll each suggest and talk about one title and you’ll get to vote for which one we’ll read. (And yes, it will definitely happen this time.)
Then on Tuesday, August 3rd it’s time to jack in and download because we’ll be reading the genre of Cyberpunk!
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meggtheegg · 3 years
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for the fandom meme asks: F L N S (evan :D) U Y Z (deh!) (if that’s too many, just pick a few to answer)
F - What’s the longest you’ve ever been in a fandom
If you count on-and-off, I’ve been into Marvel since 2016, but if we’re talking consistent, uninterrupted hyperfixation, probably DEH, which I got into in August of 2017 and stayed pretty consistently obsessed with until midway through last year. (I still love it with all my heart, but the ol’ hyperfixation well has run a tad dry as of late.)
L - Say something genuinely nice about a character who isn’t one of your faves (chars you’re neutral on are fair game, as are chars you dislike)
Tony Stark is a staple of the MCU, and without him, the whole thing probably never would have taken off, in the first place. For all I complain about him, he was the one who started it all and RDJ has made the role as iconic as Indiana Jones or James Bond or any other immediately recognizable action hero, when fifteen years ago, nobody knew/cared about Iron Man beyond hardcore comic fans.
N - Name three things you wish you saw more or in your main fandom (or a fandom of choice)
1. Respect, towards both each other and especially the actors
2. Long, well-written fics that don’t turn into smut, because that kills the vibe for me, personally
3. More fanart of the characters in mundane, everyday situations. Bonus points if it’s 40s Steve and Bucky
S - Show us an example of your personal headcanon (Evan)
This boy is for sure autistic (and perhaps ADHD as well), I’m more certain of that than I am of my own diagnosis, at this point. He has also internalized every little moment of rejection he’s experienced in his life and basically convinced himself that he is inherently less-than, at the start of the show. That’s what comes back to bite him, as the story progresses and he swings way too far in the other direction, being smothered with positive attention and ending up with kind of a temporarily inflated ego
U - 5 favorite characters from 5 different fandoms
Bucky Barnes - Marvel Cinematic Universe, Connor Murphy - Dear Evan Hansen, Enjolras - Les Miserables, Paul Matthews - The Guy Who Didn’t Like Musicals, the EPCOT Ball - Disney Parks, Oliver - Lucids (Nicholas Podany)
Y - What are your secondhand fandoms (fandoms you aren’t in personally but are tangentially familiar with because your friends/people on your dash are in them)
Just answered :D
Z - Just ramble about something fan-related, go go go (DEH)
I feel like it should be positive rambling but I just remembered the DEH movie is going to be a thing and how much it truly infuriates me, like, first of all, rushing a movie to get Ben Platt into a role that was done better by Andrew Barth Feldman (someone who actually looks Evan’s age) anyway, is such an immediate red flag. And then making Larry into Connor’s stepdad entirely shifts their conflict from a very real, interesting, complex one into the clichéd “you’re not my real dad” type of thing and removes the emotional gut-punch of his breakdown in YWBF. And SPEAKING of that, there is no way to translate most of these songs to screen. The stage and the projections, in their chaos of their crushing emptiness, are what make the emotional moments of DEH work. It doesn’t matter how or where you shoot it, there is no possible way to make Words Fail nearly as powerful on film as it is live. Not to mention how ridiculous Evan’s chats with imaginary Connor are going to look. The stage musical is one of the most beautiful, moving pieces of art I’ve ever been lucky enough to experience, and if they wanted to put it to film, they should have either released a proshot of the show and/or adapted it into a non-musical movie. Because a direct translation from stage to screen will not work, and it drives me up the wall that the majority of people’s only legal access to DEH will be through the inevitable dumpster fire that this movie will be sdfghjk
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rj-anderson · 4 years
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Here are two more of #thebooksthatmademe as a writer — Madeleine L’Engle’s A WIND IN THE DOOR and A SWIFTLY TILTING PLANET. . Of course I love A WRINKLE IN TIME — if I hadn’t, I wouldn’t have been so eager to read the next two! — but that’s the one everybody talks about. And for me it was actually the later books that made the biggest impact on me. . In WIND, I was thrilled to meet Proginoskes, the first Biblically accurate angel I’d ever seen depicted in fiction (eyes, flames and all!). I was fascinated by the mitochondria and farandolae, the idea of Naming, and the slow, grudging way that Meg learns to understand and care about the “awful” Mr. Jenkins. And I held my breath to find out if Charles Wallace would survive. . Aaaaand let’s be totally honest here, I may have had a bit of a tween crush on Charles Wallace. So of course when I discovered he was an Actual Teenager in A SWIFTLY TILTING PLANET, I was on board. What I didn’t anticipate was that the character in that book who really stole my heart would be the gentle, tortured Matthew Maddox — and that I would also be VERY upset at how his particular branch of the story ended. . Not that I was ready to throw out L’Engle — far from it! — but it made me realize how tired I was of reading stories where characters who used wheelchairs were portrayed as tragic, lonely figures doomed to die young (or worse, sacrifice themselves so able-bodied people could be happy). Why couldn’t someone with a spinal cord injury be otherwise healthy and fit? Why couldn’t their wheelchair be treated and talked about as a useful vehicle instead of a prison? Why couldn’t a paraplegic character be shown as attractive and worthy of love, instead of merely an object of pity? . Which is how I ended up writing Paul McCormick in my debut novel KNIFE, so I will always owe Madeleine L’Engle for making me mad enough to create a handsome, athletic, wheelchair-using romantic lead out of pure spite. Not to mention the wonderful Street-Angel for creating the wonderful fanart of Paul and Knife that I’m sharing here! . TELL ME: Who’s your favorite literary character with a disability? OR: Have you ever been inspired by a story that made you mad? https://www.instagram.com/p/B-sscTugYAD/?igshid=110rjnapk8p9u
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Talks Machina Highlights: Critical Role Episode 111
Guests are Liam O’Brien and Matt Mercer. Full video on Project Alpha!
Brian: “Hello, welcome to Talks Machina. I am... dressed for success.” Liam: “You are very cute today.” Matt: “I call this look Saturday Darin De Paul.”
Matt is doing much better than he was on Thursday.
Digital copy of the Critical Role comic is out!
There’s now a Talks Machina shirt in the store.
Episode 111 is tied for the most natural ones in an episode.
The show has now surpassed 10,000 d20 rolls. Brian suggests buying @critrolestats​ a yacht for keeping track of all this.
The comic takes place before the game. At the first session, because it was meant to be a one-shot, Matt just had everyone assume they all knew each other and were used to working together as a party. The comic explores how they actually met and started working together as an adventuring party.
Moments they’d like to see from the pre-stream game if the comic continues: meeting Gilmore, finding Percy in Jorenn Village, going after Grog’s dad, the birth of Burt Reynolds, early interactions with the Clasp, the one time Pike and Vax had a solo adventure together. Brian: “Do you think we would have to get rights from Burt Reynolds’ estate to... oh, wait, he’s still alive.”
The pacing of this arc was always going to be different, since it’s epic-level stuff and many of the character-centric arcs have been closed; it’s a lot harder to draw in character backstory the way the previous arcs could. The time-crunch aspect of this particular plot (the villain is actively moving through his to-do list whether or not Vox Machina intervenes) is a careful balance to make sure the players don’t feel too rushed but can still maintain that sense of urgency. Liam: “I am consistently surprised and shocked by everything that’s happened, so no complaints from me.”
If it were just Liam’s decision, he’d want everyone to take a long rest before facing Vecna. He thinks losing Vasselheim might be the cost of actually having a slim chance of defeating Vecna.
Matt’s been slowly been building this last dungeon over the last six months. It’s right up there with Opash’s necromantic lair as his favorite dungeon he’s made. Liam wants to see the dungeon mapped out and described in PDF format at some point, and Matt mentions that, depending on what state it’s in at the end of this campaign, it might be a location in a future Issylra campaign guide.
Matt and Liam talk about how early adventuring in D&D is generally a selfish endeavor, and then later on there are considerably higher stakes. Matt mentions that even in high-level D&D, you want to include obstacles in a dungeon that characters can bypass easily as a reward for quick thinking or just being awesome at high levels. The dungeon is also fundamentally a power-sink where you have to prioritize where you put your resources before the final battle you know is coming.
GIF of the week. Matt: “It’s funny the effect painkillers have on running a D&D game...”
Once the oven had closed, once a round, everyone in the room would’ve taken 1d6 fire damage, then 2d6, then 3d6, and so on. Solving it was meant to be a little more high-stakes, but the party avoided getting trapped in the room themselves.
Matt had half a page of information, a voice, and a name prepared for the nothic that Vax just annihilated. Could’ve ended up being a small encounter or a temporary alliance with a Gollum-type character or an uneasy alliance that could’ve gone wrong. Matt: “What you did was quintessential D&D, and I loved it.”
Liam recently ran a D&D game for his whole family in which his son rolled a d20 on opening a door he wasn’t supposed to go through, forcing him to improvise.
Matt’s been working with Travis to build his next character, and he keeps having to remind him that most characters only have a movement speed of 25 or 30 feet.
Brian: “Like Matt and I, you too can be not in terrible debt and situationally famous without going to college!” Matt: “I cannot support any of these statements at all.”
Vax would be willing to sacrifice even Emon or Whitestone if it meant stopping Vecna, because the alternative is Vecna reigning supreme over the Material Plane... or the Divine Gate coming down and armageddon ensuing.
Fanart of the week.
In-universe flashbulb memory of the campaign: Chroma Conclave attack. Liam: “The goldfish dive will be remembered for millennia.” Matt: “Young druids will be taught from a very young age...”
Matt gave the party the ring to give them a level of comfort in a near-impossible situation, but the risk of fucking it up is what makes it fun.
Liam: “Matthew Mercer is one of the sweetest men I’ve met in my life, but I know within the boundaries of this game that you have this really devilish streak, like an inclination to fuck with us... fucking rakshasa.”
Vax has made peace with everything, but he thinks about the Tomb all the time, especially since the Raven Queen is the goddess of fate. Liam: “As Liam, I loved every dumbfuck thing that I chose to do in this game, ‘cause I’m sitting with my best friends making each other laugh every week, we love each other, we get a fucking kick out of each other every week, and the mistakes are some of the greatest memories of all time.”
Liam’s top priority even way back in the home game has always been that Vax will do whatever it takes to keep Vex alive; Vax still thinks that the Raven Queen will only keep her side of the deal if he does as well. It’s made things extremely complicated, but that’s the fundamental backbone of his character and he isn’t going to mess with that.
Matt has never had players embrace the sibling aspect of their characters to the extent that Laura and Liam have. Matt: “It’s been a gift from a storyteller’s standpoint to play in that space.”
Matt thinks Sam did a fantastic job on his one-shot, and encourages other new DMs to just commit and jump in and see how well it turns out. Liam: “It’s not a religion and it’s not appellate court, it’s just the world’s best game. Just fuckin’ have fun with it.”
Matt was expecting the undead titan reveal to happen in early or mid-July, but it just worked out to happen at Gen Con. Stressful as it was, Matt was excited that he could have such a big reveal at the live show.
Liam wasn’t worried about Simon because he knew it would take more than fire to destroy a magical item.
If the game had continued as a home game, Matt probably would’ve truncated elements of the narrative because they got to play so seldom. Both he and Liam agree that getting to play weekly was the best part of starting to stream the game.
Vax’s "this could be the last time” moments this week had less to do with his imminent death and more to do with Liam processing that in the next few weeks they’re going to be ending this game that they’ve been playing together for four years.
Brian is very sad about the end of the game as a fan of the show; he remembers Ashley coming home after the home game and giving him multi-hour summaries of everything that had happened. The game started around the same time as he and Ashley started their relationship, and he’s really delighted by how close they’ve all gotten since then. Brian: “I mean, we’re practically... I plan on sleeping with both of you on After Dark.” Liam: “I’m open to it.”
Talks Machina After Dark: Liam hosts for the first time!
Liam: “The only reason I agreed to do this Dungeons and Dragons show is so I could sit here, now, and I have you both right where I want you. Undress.”
If Matt could forget everything he knew and join VM as one of his NPCs for the final fight, from a personality standpoint, he’d want to play as Allura or Gilmore, but from a functionally helpful standpoint, probably Kima.
Matt once LARPed World of Darkness and had a very stressful experience where he was thrown into the midst of an extremely political game with no knowledge of what was going on.
Matt’s never had to ban particular items or spells, but there are aspects of the game that require discussion. In a primarily good/neutral campaign, he won’t ban evil characters per se, but he’ll require a discussion to figure out how not to ruin the experience for the rest of the characters. Liam points out that Jayne (an evil character) could easily have killed Clothesline in Sam’s oneshot, but he decided against it because it’d make Ashly’s game less fun and would mess with Sam’s having established that they all survived. It turned out to be more fun having to come up with a reason for that.
Worst possible person for Vax to face as part of Vecna’s undead army: his mother. Liam: “That would fuck his shit up.” Or Vex, if she were killed and then immediately brought back by Vecna.
On the theoretical possibility of a new campaign starting in a post-apocalyptic Tal’Dorei if Vecna wins, Brian: “It would be hard to Transport via Plants.” Matt thinks it’s an exciting prospect, and he has things in his mind if it goes that direction, but he thinks it would be really sad to culminate a five-year campaign with a loss, although planting seeds for the next story could make it retroactively pretty hopeful. 
Liam: “Story-wise, I know that everything’s gonna hurt and everything’s gonna be amazing, and I also trust you to flip my expectations somehow. We just love discovering the story together.”
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