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ageingfangirl · 2 years
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How You Meet (Super Junior)
Leeteuk
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When you left your apartment to get groceries it was a pleasant evening, not a cloud in the sky, and not another soul in sight since everyone at this time would be eating dinner. You were only in the store ten minutes when the cashier mumbled that it looked like rain, and you joked it better not rain because you didn't have an umbrella.
As soon as you got around the corner from the store the sky filled with menacing dark clouds and the heavens opened on you.
‘Oh crap,’ you curse, as your eyes dart around for somewhere to get out of the rain.
You see a bus stop and run towards it, your clothes already soaked through. You weren’t the only one taking refuge in the bus stop that had seen better days, there was a guy staring down at his phone. 
Feeling awkward you keep your distance from the guy who looked familiar but you couldn’t place him and put your shopping bags by your feet, letting the shivers overtake you and rain drip down your face from your hair. It also didn’t help that where you chose to stand there was a leak in the roof.
‘Are you okay miss, why are you so wet?’ the guy asks, a dumb question but you’d forgive him because of his soft voice.
You point outside the bus stop, ‘err because its raining and rain gets you wet.’
The guy stares at the rain and his eyes widen, ‘I was so engrossed in my phone I didn’t even know.’
You chuckle, ‘no judgement here, but it doesn’t look like the rains going to stop anytime soon and I’m pretty sure the bus service doesn’t run past here anymore.’
The guy shrugs off his outer coat, revealing another jacket underneath and hands it to you, ‘put this on so you don’t catch a cold.’
‘Thank you,’ you reply and slip the warm coat over your wet clothes, ‘not many strangers would help each other out.’
He smiles and its a smile that could melt any heart, ‘I’m Park Jeong-su, and you are,’
‘Kim Y/N, it’s a pleasure to meet you, not ideal circumstances but it beats being alone in a bus stop,’ you answer, with your own smile.
He nods, ‘then lets pass the time, how about twenty questions?’
The two of you spend the next twenty minutes asking and answering questions about one another, and even after the rain stops you continue as you have a couple questions left.
You tap your foot and smirk, ‘okay, my final question and I’m going deep Mr, What’s your favourite memory?’
He taps his fingers on his chin for a few seconds before snapping his fingers, ‘right now, if I hadn’t had a fight with my friends I never would have met you Y/N and forgot about why we even had a fight in the first place. You’re a nice distraction. Now my final question--’
He pauses and bows his head a little, so you tilt yours to see what he was hiding but his hair covered his eyes and cheeks, before he looks at you with a slight blush on his cheeks, ‘can I get your number?’
You were taken aback by the sudden request, it had been a while since you’d given your number to someone, but it felt right to give Park Jeong-Su your number because there was still some mystery to him you wanted to unravel. You pull out your phone and hand it to him, ‘yes you can.’
He types in his number before handing you the phone back, and a minute later your phone pings with a message from him confirming the number, ‘well we better get going before it rains again Y/N. I have a friend picking me up, do you need a lift somewhere?’
You shake your head, ‘thank you for the offer but I’m good. My apartment isn’t far. It was nice meeting you, oh here’s your coat back.’
Before you can shrug off the coat he stops you and shakes his head, ‘keep it for now so we have a reason to maybe meet up again Y/N. message me when you get home.’
This moment felt straight out of a romantic comedy and you were living for it. 
You pick up your shopping bags and step out from the bus stop, ‘real smooth Mr, you better make up with your friends. Have a good night.’
You walk away from the bus stop too nervous to look back, but if you had looked back you would have seen Park Jeong-Su staring at you with disbelief in his eyes that he’d met someone down to earth who didn’t recognise him.
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blu-joons · 2 years
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Set Visits ~ Park Jeongsu
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The smile on Jeongsu’s face widened as soon as he walked off of the set, heading straight in your direction. For most of the day he had been on edge waiting for you to show up, relieved more than anything that you finally arrived to cheer for him.
As soon as he started walking towards you, he twirled around to show off his outfit to you, making sure that you got to see all of it. It was fancy, and it was detailed, exactly what you had come to expect from Jeongsu. He never missed a trick, especially when it came to making sure that he looked good for the fans.
After walking the runway towards you, Jeongsu’s arms wrapped around you as he pulled you into his chest. Straight away you could feel how tired his hold was, relying on you for a little bit of energy to see him through the rest of the day.
Whilst the two of you embraced, several of the boys passed you by, going on and coming off of the set. Each one greeted you like they always did, treating you like an additional part of the group as they admired the wide smile that was on Jeongsu’s face.
“I’m so glad that you’re here,” Jeongsu whispered to you as he pulled away, pressing both of his hands to face your face.
Your eyes studied him closely as you got your first chance to inspect him properly, noticing how behind all of the makeup, there were some tired eyes. “I wish that I’d been able to get here sooner, that meeting dragged on so much this afternoon.”
A chuckle came from Jeongsu as he took a hold of your hand and led you off of the set for a while and towards the boys’ dressing room. There were a few of them sat around, but still there was enough room for the two of you on one of the sofas, collapsing down together with Jeongsu’s arm wrapped around you tightly.
Your hand reached behind you for a cushion, placing it against Jeongsu’s shoulder before resting your head down on it. The last thing that you wanted to do was ruin his outfit, knowing just how hard his stylists worked to perfect it for the shoot.
“How’s all of the filming going?” You asked him as you took a hold of his free hand, spinning around the many rings that he wore on his fingers.
“It’s exciting,” he responded, moving the hand that was around you up to run through your hair, “but it’s tiring too, I’m not quite as young as I used to be.”
Your smile grew as Jeongsu spoke, looking across the room to where Siwon and Donghee were who both nodded in agreement with what Jeongsu had to say. “You guys are still young at heart; have you been looking after yourselves throughout the shoot.”
“We’ve got a massive catering truck outside,” Jeongsu assured you, knowing just how much you worried. “I’ve had about four coffees today too to try and keep my energy levels up and stop me from napping in between takes too.”
“Do you want me to go out and get you guys anything?” You offered, looking around the room to each of the boys that were in it. “If you want some more drinks or some different snacks, there’s a shop not too far from here.”
“You’re staying right here,” Jeongsu quickly replied to you.
“He’s been pining for you all morning,” Hyukjae then suddenly spoke up, “he stopped getting stroppy on set earlier because he was worried all of his shots would be filmed before you got here and had the chance to see anything.”
Jeongsu shot a glare across to him, glad that your head was resting against him so that you couldn’t see the shade of red that his cheeks were quickly developing.
“He kept asking us to phone you to see where you were,” Kyuhyun added, more than happy to tease his elder. “We kept telling him that you were in a meeting, but he argued that no meeting was as important as he was.”
Another glare came as Donghae opened his mouth too, only to crumble as soon as he met Jeongsu’s eyes, fearing the trouble that he’d get into.
“I can’t help wanting Y/N here,” Jeongsu admitted, “I missed her not being here.”
Several eyes rolled around the room as the boys mocked the giggle that came from Jeongsu. “You sound like a teenager sometimes they way you talk about Y/N.”
Ryeowook nodded in agreement beside Jonghoon as he spoke, “we thought at one point he was going to call the whole filming to a pause until you got here so that you could watch.”
“Luckily for Jeongsu, I volunteered to go first so that he had time to wait for you,” Heechul told you as soon as he walked through the dressing room door after finishing filming his solos for the music video, “they said that they’re ready when you are.”
“He doesn’t want to let Y/N go now,” Siwon chuckled, pointing across to the tight grip that he had on you, “the two of them have just got comfortable.”
“Does another person want to go ahead of me? I’m not ready to move.”
Your head shook as you sat yourself up, “I’m here now, come on, I’m excited to see what you’ve been up to for this music video.”
As you stood up, Jeongsu knew that he had no choice but to do the same, reluctantly taking your hand as you offered it to him and rising to his feet. Before he moved, you faced him, taking a look up and down at his outfit.
Your hands came up and straightened out the jacket that he wore where it had adjusted slightly as you rested against him, before moving them up to fix a lose strand of his hair that had fallen when he collapsed onto the sofa.
“If you two are going to be all cute with each other, can you do it outside?” Donghee teased, “none of us want to see you two like this.”
Jeongsu quickly took your hand and led you out of the dressing room, walking down the short corridor again and onto the set. Once you were there, you finished off what you started in the dressing room to get him looking spotless for his shoot.
“Stay right here whilst I film, you’ll be able to see everything,” Jeongsu told you, putting you in the perfect spot.
“Good luck,” you smiled back at him as a director called him over to go over his notes, “not that you need luck after all these years, you’re a pro.”
Jeongsu smiled back across at you as he walked away, “I feel pressure today knowing that you’re watching, I don’t want to mess it all up.”
“There’s no way that you’ll mess up Jeongsu.”
“If I do, laugh, so that it’s less embarrassing,” he joked, “and let’s just pretend that all of it was supposed to happen.”
Your head shook back at him as he continued walking, “you’re worrying like usual; this shoot will go perfectly, just wait and see.”
“It’ll go well because you’re here supporting me,” he chimed, “what better motivation is there then having you here?”
“I’ll be right here cheering you on.”
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Suntanned ~ Super Junior Leeteuk
A/N.: short fic I wrote in class because I had this in mind for weeks. Based on a tweet I saw of someone saying how much Teukie likes to get tanned ✨ Genre: romantic, fluffWarnings: -
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"What do you say we go on a holiday?" Leeteuk asked out of the sudden.
"Holiday? Aren't you working?" your hands folding laundry stopped over the mountain of clothes.
You stared at him aligning the products he would review for that week's Beauty & Booty episode - you knew how tired he was by the way his hands were working absent mindedly.
"I am working, but this is the season's last episode and I really wanna rest a little before my schedules restart." he glanced at you. "It's you who's always saying I need to rest but if you don't feel like it, I can just stay at home and, you know, clean and work on my channel..."
Right on spot. He knew how to get you with his words and it worked every time. You sighed, letting him know he won.
"Of course I feel like it. I'm always down to vacations when you get the time to it." he smiled, going back to his products. "By the way you're smiling I can tell I fell exactly where you wanted me to, you big tease."
He laughed out loud and winked at you.
"You've got any ideas?" you asked, restarting your folding work.
"Well... We could go on a second honeymoon..." he lowered his voice, blushing, and you smiled.
It hasn't been long since you and Leeteuk got married, just a little less than a year. Everything was dreamy yet, but you had a slightly bitter memory of your honeymoon that got cut short because of his schedules. He blamed himself even though you understood it pretty well - you just wish you could've enjoyed it more.
"What are you planning, mr. Jeongsu? You have that mischievous glimmer on your eyes." you said, resting a hand on your hip and his cheeks turned redder.
"I'm just wondering, jagiya. Don't you want to have a second honeymoon? Without my schedules forcing us to come back too soon? Just you and me going somewhere nice?"
"Actually, yes, I do. Of course I do. Then what about somewhere sunny, in the tropics?" you said, glancing at the lotions he was arranging. "You're looking pale, we could go the beach."
"Ya, I don't look pale!"
"You kinda do." you giggled, seeing him look down at his arms.
"I do miss getting tanned..." you laughed, walking over to kiss his cheek and wrapped your arms around his neck.
"The beach then?" Leeteuk shook his head, smiling.
"Yes, let's find somewhere in the tropics to get some sun bath."
After the wrap up of the season, Leeteuk had about a week of free time, which was pretty much a miracle that happened only once on the blue moon. You didn't complain of how rushed the trip was, you would never complain about having to go pack and make all reservations a day before traveling. You could enjoy days with your busy husband without being interrupted, that made everything worth it.
You didn't believe you were actually traveling together until the plane landed; suddenly you felt like an excited child travelling for the first time. Leeteuk wasn't much different, keeping a delighted smile on his face, holding your hand tightly. The lodging you would be staying in was gorgeous and secluded, but as much as you were interested in laying inside all day, the beach was calling for you.
There wasn't much people on the sand, no clouds in the sky and the heat was beautifully compensated by the chilly water - it was a perfect day.
"You wanna go swimming?" Leeteuk asked, taking off his shirt and getting up from his seat under the beach umbrella.
"I do, but you ain't going anywhere without sunscreen. Sit back here."
"You're just looking for an excuse to rub my back aren't you?" he said, sitting beside you again.
"I don't need an excuse for that, jagiya, the ring on my finger gives me free access to that." you smiled at him. "What I'm looking for is not to be scolded by your managers or your dermatologist for letting you look like a fried shrimp."
Leeteuk laughed, nodding to you so you could spread sunscreen on his back.
"Ok, now turn, let me apply it to your face too." he abided, facing you with a smirk. "What are you smiling at?"
"Nothing..." his hands caressed your waist. "You're just way too apart from me." he said, pulling you over his lap. You felt your cheeks getting warmer and contained a shy smile.
"Am I close enough now?" you asked, applying the sunscreen gently on his nose and cheeks.
"Well, this will do." he answered, leaning in to peck your lips. "It does feel like our honeymoon again, doesn't it?" he said with a hint of hope on his tone.
"It does, jagi." you said, finishing your job applying sunscreen on his arms and chest. "You're good to go. Unless you wanna apply it onto me now..."
He arched an eyebrow, putting your arms around his neck to kiss you passionately before applying the sunscreen on you - your face, your arms and then turning you to your back so he could finish it.
"All done, jagi." he kissed the back of your head and hugged you from the back. "You wanna go swimming now?"
"Let's do it."
You spent a lot of time in the water, under the burning sun and lost track of time. You only noticed how late it was when the sun started to set.
"We should go eat something." you suggested on your way back to your spot on the sand.
"Sure. You want to eat out? Or order in?" Leeteuk asked, sitting beside you and putting an arm over your shoulder. You stared at him and smiled.
"You're so tanned now." you giggled.
"Me? Have you looked at you? Your cheeks are pink." he said, kissing your temple.
"Well, that's only natural. But you look good this tanned." your fingers turned his face to you. In the light of the sunset, he looked unreal.
Leeteuk smiled and pulled you into a deep and lovely kiss. He hugged you closely, kissing your forehead in the end.
"Eat out or order in?"
"Eat out."
"Let's get dinner then."
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kpopimaginings · 2 years
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Hey there~~
Are you still doing the request a kiss? Bc if so, I'd love to request the number 30 for Super Junior Leeteuk 👉🏻👈🏻
Here we go! I feel like this might need a warning so:
TW: panic attack, slight dissociation, insecurities
It is still something fluffy though with a very caring boyfriend Teukie
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Kiss #30 - Long kiss - Leeteuk
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Leeteuk had known you weren't feeling yourself for a while but today as you emerged from your room, you were little more than a zombie. You slumped down next to him on the sofa but didn't really acknoledge him, in fact he wasn't even sure you knew he was there.
When his hand found its way to you thigh, you jumped slightly looking down at the point of contact, before then looking up to his face.
"Are you ok?" he asked.
You simply shrugged.
"Ok, that was the wrong question. What's wrong?" he corrected.
"I just don't..." you started but trailed off not entirely sure how to voice your thoughts. "I don't feel like I should be here. It feels like I have someone else's life. Someone who is better and more deserving."
Cupping your face in his hands, leeteuk pressed a long, lingering kiss to your lips.
"I love you," he reminded you. "You are more than deserving. You've worked to get everything you have, how could you not deserve it? You are amazing and I hate that you can't see yourself how I see you."
You smiled then, it didn't quite reach your eyes but Leeteuk was happy that it was an improvement.
"Come here," he said, pulling you onto his lap to hold you tight. "As long as you are by my side, you are right where you're meant to be."
After another loving kiss, you tucked your head under his chin. As you curled up against his chest you allowed the sound of his breaths to calm and ground you.
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NAVIGATION | SUPER JUNIOR MASTERLIST
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mlm-writer · 4 years
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Replenish the Soul (Leeteuk x M!Reader)
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Pairing: Park Jeongsu/Leeteuk x Husband!Reader (TRANS-FRIENDLY but does mention an naked chest once) Rating: PG Words: 701 Summary: Just a day out of your married life with Leeteuk.  Note: This is a repost. It was originally posted on @lgbt-kpopimagines​, but that blog died. Reposting to get everything properly in my masterlist.  Tags: married life, domestic fluff and teasing
 I felt warm, too warm, sweaty. Without even registering the world around me, I started flailing my limbs around, trying to get the covers off my damp body. It worked, until two arms restrained me, stopping me from moving around more. I started gaining consciousness then. The feeling of fingers tracing over the tattoos on my arms woke me with a feeling of familiarity. I smiled and opened my eyes. I turned my head to catch my husband draped half over me like an even hotter blanket. "Get off, I'm dying of the heat," I complained, voice husky from sleep. I couldn't help but laugh when Leeteuk moved to lie even more on me. "Oh you troublemaker!"
I freed my arms and attacked his sides with my fingers, tickling my love fully awake. He begged me to stop, but I didn't until he almost fell off the bed. I tried to pull him back onto the mattress, but he just dragged me down with him. We ended up on the wooden floor with me on top. I laughed and kissed his face. He tried to speak, but I wouldn’t let him. "Good… stop! Good m… oh God stop it! Mo… Let me finish!" I couldn't help but laugh at the playful frustration in his voice.
"I cannot help it. My husband is just so cute." I saw him blush and I just had to kiss him again. I helped him onto his feet and pulled him into my arms, our naked chests pressed against each other. "Good morning to you too, sunshine," I greeted him, "got anything on your schedule today?" Leeteuk shook his head. "Good, I will be making breakfast then." Leeteuk pecked my lips and started making the bed.
I left him in the bedroom, taking my phone off the dresser as I left. I put on some music, slow love songs to set the mood in the house. The sun lightened up the whole house, in spite of the curtains we had. It promised to create another hot day. I was halfway done with making breakfast, when I heard a chair scraping over the ground. I looked up to see Leeteuk sitting down with a lazy smile on his face, hair still wet from a shower. “Still tired, I see?” He caught onto my teasing tone and stretched.
I caught a glimpse of his stomach, when he raised his arms above his head. “It’s all because of you,” he replied with a playful smile. I put the plates on the table and sat down across from him. Our teasing went back and forth over breakfast, sometimes bordering on suggestive, but all for a good laugh until we were both tearing up at the table. Leeteuk offered to do the dishes, so I could wash up. When I was done, I found him in his little office room, trying to put a song together. I was about to leave him to his own devices, when he caught my reflection through his computer screen and turned around quickly. “Baby, come here”, he cooed as he took his headphones off. His hand waved at me, trying to reel me in like a fish.
I let out a fond sigh and sat down in his lap. There was little room, nowhere else to sit. It had become a nice passage of time for us, just listening to things he made and giving my opinion. I was not an expert, but my husband seemed to treat me like such. Leeteuk placed the headphones on my head, quite askew actually. I put them straight as he put on something. He stared at me like a child waiting for approval, studying my face as a mellow beat filled my ears. I bobbed my head along a little, nodding. When the short sample ended, I pushed one side off my ear. “I like this. I think you should use this.” The glee on his face was indescribable. He let me listen to some more samples; we got distracted, ended up watching videos on YouTube. It was not a productive day by society’s standards, but nothing replenished the soul like a day with the man one loved.
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superwinkies · 4 years
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Super Junior: Habits They Picked Up
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//to celebrate SJ’s successful Beyond The SuperShow and Siwon’s UNICEF event, as well as Teuk’s KTY, here’s a little scenario!//
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After spending a whole lot of time with you, Leeteuk starts to use hand cream frequently. He don’t always use a cream before but when he sees you applying, it got him intrigued. The curiosity soon turn into a habit and he would always have a hand cream in his bag everywhere he goes.
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Heechul would start doing morning stretches. He would spend 10 minutes on the bed stretching himself before he gets out of bed. Before this, Heechul would just grabbed his phone and laze around bed before he needs to get up. After seeing you doing it occasionally, he would make sure to do his morning stretches properly, either with you or alone, doesn’t matter.
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Yesung would pick up the habit of clapping his hands wildly when someone says/does something funny. In the beginning, he find your laughing habits cute and adorable. Little did he know that he’ll eventually picked it up from you. Before this, Yesung would only let out a big chuckle if it’s funny. However, now, the hand clapping part of it.  All because he spent too much time with you. Oops?
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Shindong now coos when there’s a baby or cute animals in his path. He never really cooed before but now that he has spent a lot of time together with you, it just somehow become something he would do even when you are not around. He found it funny but also amazed by how he unconsciously picked up your actions.
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Ever since he’s been with, Hyukjae picked up the habit of putting lemon slices in his water. He doesn’t know why he does it but he sees you doing it once and it just stuck with him since. The members gave amused looks at him when he came to practice with the lemon water, but he just ignored and now he can’t drink water if it doesn’t have lemon in it.
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Unbeknownst to him, Hae would start tucking his hair behind his ears. Especially so if it’s long and also when it’s short. You loved tucking your hair behind your ears before eating or before doing anything, and you would sometimes tuck Donghae’s hair when you are together. Donghae notices this but he didn’t realise that it would soon be habit he would picked up. 
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Siwon would unknowingly start to lick his lips. Not in a flirtatious or sultry way, more like just wetting the lips.  It wasn’t something he used to do but I guess he picked it up from you. Seeing how you always lick your lips when the food arrives, or when you are reading a book or playing with your phone. He thought it was weird that this would be something he picked up from you. 
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Ryeonggu would pick up the habit of scrunching his nose. When he’s tired, when he’s confused and especially so when he’s lost. He would laugh at you being all adorable, now look who’s the one being adorable. He wonders how he picked this habit up.
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Kyuhyun would start drumming his fingers against the table. Just like everyone else, this wasn’t something he used to do. The members pointed it out and he wonders if he picked up your habit because he has been spending too much time with you. He drums his fingers when he’s waiting for food, or when he’s discussing, literally on any surface unconsciously.
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I’d Rather Be Insane
You’ve been in love with Jungsoo for so long, but he has a new girlfriend. It’s clearly that he’s completely in love with her, and you’re even ready to hear the news about the wedding. And then, she breaks up with him. 
A/N: This is my first try at a reader-insert SuJu fic. I really satisfied with how this one turned out. I hope you enjoy.
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Warning: Smut
It was clear that Jungsoo had fallen in love.
Those beautiful eyes shone brighter and that blinding smile grew even more dazzling. That kind gaze that was once so fixed, so intent, when you spoke to him was now clouded over slightly with the drug that love was. It was easy to see that even when Jungsoo listened to you, grinned and responded and nodded as you talked, his mind wasn’t fully there. He was thinking of her. His girlfriend, Lee Nayeon.
And it was easy. So easy to see why he was so desperately in love with her. Nayeon was a model; not extremely mainstream or a household name, but successful enough to be more than comfortable in the world. She was full of life, vigorous, with a smile that could draw your eyes away from the sun, sincere and honest eyes that let you know how genuine she was. She was kind, forever taking care of others without sparing a thought for herself. She was confident, walked everywhere with an easy smile and a sure gait. She was honest, never minced words or sugarcoated but was never unnecessarily harsh or belittling. Goodness, even you had to admit, if you weren’t so deeply in love with Jungsoo, you might have been in danger of falling head over heels for her.
There wasn’t a single moment that she’d been unkind to you. When Jungsoo introduced you to her – her as an acquaintance whom he’d met in a photoshoot, although the starry-eyed way that he looked at her prevented you from believing for a second that he thought of her as just that, and you as one of his oldest friends – she had greeted you so warmly and so earnestly commented that she could see the closeness between you and Jungsoo that, even when jealousy burned in your veins at the look in Jungsoo’s eyes as he stared at her, you couldn’t hate her. There was nothing about Lee Nayeon to hate, and you refused to let your envy potentially hurt someone like her.
Even after she became Jungsoo’s girlfriend, she never showed you a hint of animosity despite your friendship with Jungsoo. It was a relief, she told you, that he had someone like you by his side for so long. She would even ask you for small bits of advice here and there: What kind of gifts did Jungsoo like? It was their six-month anniversary and she wanted to give him something meaningful. What were his favorite foods? It was his birthday and she wanted to cook them for him. How could she help Jungsoo de-stress? He’d been packed with work lately and she wanted him to rest a little bit. Small things like that, that you answered honestly, smiling at her sincere thank-you’s and staring at the wall after she was gone, trying not to let your tears flood over.
And sometimes, in the privacy of your own apartment, the bitterness did get the better of you. You would bury your head in your hands, cursing at the world for being unfair. How, how, was it that Jungsoo never returned the feelings you’d confessed to him three years ago, but fell so hard and so fast for Nayeon after barely a month of knowing her? How did it make sense? How was it right? That she had Jungsoo, and you, who had known him since both of you were teenagers, didn’t?
It hurt. It hurt so goddamn much, seeing the man you had loved for so many years, the man who’d apologetically said three years ago that you were a friend who was so, so dear to him, fallen completely and perfectly in love with another woman.
But that much – that much, you could have stomached. Maybe. You weren’t one for self-pity, and as painful, as unfair, as heartbreaking as it was, you accepted it. What else were you going to do? Jungsoo was too important to you to cut off because you were jealous, and besides, he had done nothing to deserve any coldness from you. All he had done was fallen in love. How could he help that, and how could you condemn him for it?
What chafed at you more than that was that he began neglecting your friendship. You two had developed little unspoken agreements over the years of being so close. A meet-up at least twice a month. A phone call at least once a week. Texting at least every other day. More importantly, being there for each other, listening to each other’s problems, offering comfort and help where you could. It was what you valued most about your friendship with him, what touched you and maintained the close connection between you two for so many years.
And at some point, Jungsoo began to slip up. He’d say he was unable to go to your meetings, that he had to do this and that with or for Nayeon. He didn’t answer your calls, and the only acknowledgement he’d give you was a short text, apologizing, saying he was busy doing this and that with or for Nayeon. Your texts were left unread, and if he bothered explaining, usually at least several days later, it was that he was, yes, doing this and that with or for Nayeon. When you needed a listening year, a shoulder to lean on, he wasn’t it. He cut you short, always because of this and that with Nayeon. He had to go, because of this and that with Nayeon.
It wasn’t like it was Nayeon who was making him do so, either. On the contrary, Nayeon would scold him. Send him off with you deliberately, saying that he should be spending more time with you. She’d pull you aside and talk to you, apologizing for using up so much of Jungsoo’s time. You could tell she was genuinely, sincerely sorry.
And you smiled and told her it was alright. What else were you supposed to do? You couldn’t fault her. And Jungsoo – Jungsoo had never done this to you before in his other relationships, but it just meant that he was that much in love with Nayeon. It just meant that she was someone different from the rest, someone that he was even more deeply in love with. Someone that he might marry, have the sweet family he wanted so much with, with a nice home by the Han River and a beautiful view of the sky and the city. You couldn’t begrudge him. He was in love, and you couldn’t, wouldn’t, ask him to put you before that. You considered yourself a rather selfish person, but even you weren’t going to be that selfish.
And so it went that you sometimes went months with minimal contact with Jungsoo, where before you two would barely go days without calling. The entire time, he was fell deeper and deeper for Nayeon. The other Super Junior members complained that all he would talk about was her, that he acted like a starstruck idiot when she was near, or even when she was mentioned. You laughed at their overblown descriptions and accounts of Jungsoo’s utter devotion to Nayeon, telling yourself that the pain in your chest was going to go away someday. Honestly, you were expecting the marriage news any day now; the moment your fractured heart would finally shatter altogether.
And then, Nayeon broke up with Jungsoo. They were together for three years.
You met her one last time after that, and still, you couldn’t hate her. She looked wilted and tired and so, so sorry that the disbelieving fury in your chest shriveled to nothing. You didn’t ask why she broke up with him, and she didn’t say why, but the two of you parted on decent terms. The last thing she told you was to take care of Jungsoo – and to take care of yourself.
Jungsoo was sitting on his bed. You had never seen him look so devastated in your life. His eyes were dull and flat, his movements were languid and exhausted, and his speech was morose and uninterested. You sat next to him, talked to him reassuringly, rubbed his back and held him as he finally broke down, making himself vulnerable in front of you as he had so many times before. 
“It’ll be alright, Jungsoo.”
“It won’t.” His reply was choked. “It’ll never be alright again. She – she l-left––” The phrase was broken up in between sobs, as if it in its entirety was too much for him to comprehend. “––me.” His grip on you tightened until it was almost painful, but you said nothing. “She’s gone.”
You had nothing to say. You were shocked, too. You thought Jungsoo and Nayeon would last forever, you were sure. Everyone who knew Jungsoo was sure. What happened was none of your business, but whatever it was, how massive, how shattering, could it have been?
“One day,” you whispered, your heart aching. “One day, you’ll feel better.”
“No.” The word was shot out like a bullet – instantaneous, unhesitant, doubtless. “Never. I’ll never––” The sob that cut into his words rocked his entire body, shaking you too with the force of it.
“I loved her,” Jungsoo whispered. “What am I… oh God, what am I going to do? Help me.” He broke away and looked at you, face tear-streaked, eyes desperate and raw. “Y/N, please, please – help me. I don’t know what to do. I – I can’t… I can’t just––” The attempt at a sentence crumbled as another cry gripped him.
You had tears in your eyes, too. “Jungsoo,” you said, “Jungsoo, look at me.” When he didn’t, you threw your inhibitions to the wind and, cupping his face in your hands, raised his chin to force him to look you in the eyes. “It’ll get better,” you said, firmly despite the tears falling down your cheeks now. “It will. You’re a good person – the kindest, most caring, most genuine person I know. I know it hurts so much right now, and it’ll hurt so much for a long time afterwards, but you’ll get through it. You will.” His eyes were searching you, wild and visceral, begging you to be speaking the truth.
“You will get through it,” you said again. “I promi––”
He kissed you, molding his mouth aggressively with yours, hands coming up to cup your face. Your body went slack with shock, but his was vigorous – his thumbs tracing your cheeks feverishly, his legs pulling him closer to you so your curves fit perfectly with him. One hand left your cheek to clasp the nape of your neck, closing the space between your bodies even more.
Your body responded on instinct. The man you had loved for so long, the man whom you’d thought would never even glance in your direction, was kissing you. You returned the kiss, clashing with Jungsoo for dominance, and your hands came up to wrap around his forearms, squeezing tightly.
Sensing your reciprocation, Jungsoo wrapped his arms around your waist, sending a delicious thrill up your spine, and yanked you towards him. Your bodies were pressed tightly together, so tightly that you could feel his heart thumping in his chest. Your mind was completely blank except for the thrumming of pleasure running rampant throughout your entire body, spiking your temperature and making your head spin. Jungsoo was kissing you. You were kissing him.
You felt his hands gripping your shirt aggressively before fingers began to fumble with the first button of your shirt. It popped open, exposing an inch more of your skin to the heated air of the apartment. Jungsoo’s hands went lower, and a second button was undone, followed by a third. His hands, you thought hazily, his hands were so warm against your bare skin. His fingers brushed against the top of your breast, and you nearly gasped. It felt surreal. It felt like it was your imagination, that you could feel Jungsoo’s hands on your body, after telling yourself over and over and over that he would never see you like that.
Your lungs screaming for air, you broke away reluctantly, pulling back just a centimeter, but no sooner had you taken your first choppy inhale before Jungsoo yanked you back to him, connecting your lips again. “Y/N,” he gasped against your mouth, his voice raw and hoarse. His hands continued to work your shirt, unbuttoning it, lower and lower. You couldn’t think. Your mind was clouded over, drunk on him and what he was doing to you.
Jungsoo hooked your legs around his waist, and you gasped as your clothed core pressed against his covered erection. Then, moving frantically, he lowered you onto the bed so your unbuttoned shirt spilled open, exposing your abdomen to the air. But Jungsoo didn’t even stop to look. He yanked his shirt off and began to work on your pants, unbuttoning them in a matter of seconds and sliding them down your legs. You couldn’t tell him to stop. You knew, in the back of your mind, that you’d regret this later, that you’d hate the sight of him afterwards, but you didn’t want to think about that right now. Your rationality was completely overwhelmed by this once-in-a-lifetime high, your body desperate for Jungsoo’s touch, and in your haze, it wouldn’t fully sink in, why this was such a bad idea. You needed this – this was the only time you’d get it, and you needed it.
Completely ridding both you and himself of your clothes, Jungsoo wasted no time. He rubbed your core once and, sensing that you were already wet, spread your legs with his hands and pressed into you. You moaned, gripping his shoulders as he buried his face in the crook of your neck with a strangled groan. His hips rocked as he fucked you, moving frantically against your body, but he never looked at you. His face stayed pressed against your neck and shoulder the entire time, even as he moaned and gasped and you whimpered, digging your nails into the skin of his back.
Jungsoo’s thrusts became sloppy and unfocused as he reached his end, and you squeezed your eyes shut, blocking out the warnings that were slamming against your brain. I love you, Jungsoo, you thought, saying the words that you’d wanted to tell him for so long. I love you so, so much. I’m yours.
He stilled, buried deep inside you, and came, his searing warmth filling you. Gasping, you let go of him, and the moment your arms fell to your sides, he was pulling out and away, sinking down on the mattress next to you. You could feel his release dripping out of you, and it was with that small sensation that it all sunk in.
You didn’t try to stop the tears. You only covered your face with your hands, your body shuddering as you sobbed quietly. Jungsoo made no attempt to comfort you. He just pulled up the covers and rolled over, turning his back to your trembling form. Soon, you realized that it wasn’t just your crying you were hearing anymore – it was his, too.
At least one of you had sleep that night. Jungsoo eventually dozed off at what must have been damn near five a.m., but you couldn’t sleep. You just lay there for hours, even after the tears had stopped, staring numbly at the ceiling. Eventually, sometime after Jungsoo had fallen asleep, you got up, bringing your clothes with you, and shut yourself into the bathroom. Your reflection seemed to stare at you with disappointed, reproaching eyes.
Dully, you washed yourself off, put on your clothes, and drifted out to the living room, taking a heavy seat on the sofa. You couldn’t believe what the two of you had just done. The two of you had fucked, you looking for any way to have him, someone who would never see you that way, like that, him seeking comfort from his devastation in the wake of Nayeon’s leaving and taking it from the easiest person he could get it from. He used you, he used your feelings for him – you knew that. And you were angry. So fucking angry at him for using the love you had for him for so long to try to lessen his pain, even just a little – and so fucking angry at yourself for letting him do it. Jungsoo had taken advantage of you, and you had just let him.
With a sigh that didn’t even come close to expressing how you felt, but was simultaneously the only way you could possibly even try to explain it, you shuffled through your purse, took one of the contraceptives that you brought with you inside, and checked the time. It was almost seven a.m. You wanted to leave the house, run from it and never come back, because the thought of Jungsoo now burned, but you weren’t going to be that irresponsible. You two were grown adults, and as disgusting as the notion sounded, you knew you had to talk about what you had done that night.
As the morning brightened, you made Jungsoo breakfast, trying to stifle the growing urge to start throwing plates around the kitchen and scream in frustration and anger. You had just finished setting the table when Jungsoo came out from his bedroom. You met his eyes steadily, and he stared back, expression unwelcoming.
“Why are you still here?” The question was stiff, cold. You briefly pictured picking up the cup of water and hurtling it at his insufferable face, but that wouldn’t solve your problems.
“Eat first.” Your voice was curt. After a tense hesitation, he did as you said, sitting down at the table and staring at the food like he couldn’t quite decide if he wanted to eat what you made or not. For your part, you sat on the sofa and waited, stone-faced, as he ate. You didn’t need to watch him to know that he barely ate five bites before putting his utensils down.
He walked over to you purposefully and sat down across from you, the defensiveness in his body language and demeanor making you wonder if this was going to be a difficult conversation.
“About last night,” you began, knowing that you didn’t need to elaborate. Jungsoo tensed, sitting up straight and squaring his shoulders like he was about to fight you.
“That was a mistake.” His tone was brusque, clearly determined not to be made into the one at fault. It made you want to stand up and start shouting at him. “We shouldn’t have. It was all… we weren’t thinking straight.”
You stared.
“It’s best if we just forget about it.”
You looked away, feeling like the world had fallen out from under your feet. Sure. Sure, you knew all that. It wasn’t like you had expected, or even hoped for, some drama’s plot twist, some movie confession of love from him. You knew what last night was. You knew what you two had done was a line that you never should have crossed – a line that you never even should have come near. But hearing him dismiss it as just a mistake with his own mouth, after he had purposefully kissed you and initiated everything…
“That’s it?” you said, disbelieving. “That’s what you have to say? That it was all just wrong? That you weren’t thinking about what you were doing? After you kissed me out of the blue while I was trying to comfort you?”
“I wasn’t in my right mind!” Jungsoo snapped. You shook your head.
“No! No, you don’t get to just say that and then expect me to be fine with it!” You glared at him, trying to prevent the tears from filling your eyes. You’d already wasted too many tears on this man – first because he said you were just an important friend, then because it hurt seeing him so in love with another woman, and then because he had the nerve to kiss you and fuck you while not even thinking of you at all.
“You know I love you! And yet you said fuck-all to me when Nayeon was around, you stopped talking to me or calling me or texting me or listening to me because you were too goggly-eyed for her! And I tried! I tried to understand, Jungsoo.” He was looking at you with a defiant expression on his face, clearly not wanting to acknowledge the truth in what you were saying. “I told myself that you were in love, that it was only natural for you to put that and her over me. But you––” Your voice broke under the force of your anger, and you had to stop for a second before you could continue.
“––you think you can just call me over to comfort you, kiss me knowing full well how I feel about you, fuck me to lick your wounds after Nayeon left you because you know you can get me to comply easily, and then say it was all just a mistake and that you weren’t thinking straight?” You clenched your fists to stop yourself from standing up and shrieking at him. “What the hell is wrong with you?”
“Why is it all me?” Jungsoo shot back, his voice rising. “I seem to remember that you weren’t exactly trying to stop me, were you? You were just as much a part of it as I was, Y/N! And you don’t get to say it now like I’m the one with all the fault here! Not when you kissed me back and let me lay you on the bed and let me f––” He stopped himself, but you had already heard enough.
“I did those things because I love you!” you spat. “Because I’ve been wanting you to touch me like that for so long! Even when I know you were thinking of Nayeon the entire time, I let you fuck me because it was the only way I’d ever come anywhere remotely close to you returning my feelings!” You clenched your jaw, seething at him. “And you knew that, you piece of shit! You knew I’d think like that and let you kiss me, and touch me, because you know full well how I feel about you! That’s why you kissed me. Because you needed easy, cheap comfort and I was the perfect thing you could use to get it!” You stared at him. “Is that all I am to you? Your plaything to ignore when it suits you and toy around with when your poor feelings need––”
“It was a fucking hook-up, okay?” Jungsoo shouted. “That’s all it was, so just – just stop making it into something you can use to cause a fuss, okay? Just forget it!” He snapped his mouth shut. Something like regret at his harsh outburst seemed to flash in his eyes, but you didn’t see it, didn’t want to see it. You couldn’t believe what you were hearing – Park Jungsoo, your best friend since adolescence, was really going to sweep last night under the rug. He was really willing to pretend that you two hadn’t crossed an impossible line, that he had kissed you and fucked you and used your feelings for him to make himself feel better. He wasn’t going to apologize, he wasn’t going to talk about it, he wasn’t going to make any effort to take responsibility.
And you – you were done. You were done being considerate of him, you were done putting a damper on your feelings for his sake, you were done being hurt by him over and over and over again and still crawling back with the flimsy, all-too-pathetic excuse that you loved him. You were done with him, and whatever was left between the two of you.
“Fine,” you said, standing up. “Fine, I’ll forget it. I’ll forget it for you, so you do something for me too, Jungsoo. You go back to the past three years when you skirted around me and ignored me and treated me like a nobody. You go back to not bothering with me, not contacting me, not listening to or giving a damn about a word that I say. Live your life without me like you did with Nayeon. Don’t you dare think of me, and don’t you dare step foot anywhere near me.”
You picked up your purse and stormed from the apartment, slamming the door. As you stomped down the hallway, you heard the door open again, and Jungsoo call out your name. You sped up your gait and didn’t look back.
You never went back to Jungsoo’s apartment. He tried calling, texting, even meeting you, but you avoided all his attempts. You didn’t want to see his face, and you weren’t sure you’d ever want to again, even until you died.
That day in his home was the end of a long chapter of your life. Your friendship with Jungsoo was no more, and when anyone asked about it you simply said that things had changed. The text message he sent you a month and a half after the incident was the last exchange the two of you shared.
[Jungsoo 😇 – 3:46 A.M.] I’m sorry.
[Jungsoo 😇 – 3:47 A.M.] I was wrong.
[Jungsoo 😇 – 3:47 A.M.] I miss you.
[Jungsoo 😇 – 3:47 A.M.] …don’t you miss me?
[You – 7:59 A.M.] I’d rather be insane.
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allyreactions · 5 years
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Yesung, Leeteuk for links pleaseeeeee
Yesung - 
Okay, so Yesung gives off those emo boyfriend vibes. And I feel like he’s super kinky. Like at first glance, he looks like the kind of person who’s like a shy, innocent baby in the streets but a freak in the sheets. Okay, so we all know that Yesung has a sailor’s mouth, so I think he’s into dirty talk (giving) / receiving). I also have a feeling like he’s into some light bondage, like silk ties or blindfolds (giving / receiving). Maybe a little bit of spanking too (giving). Oh, and I think he’s a dom but also enjoys subbing sometimes. I feel like he enjoys the sensation of someone taking over so he doesn’t has to do all the work. 
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Leeteuk - 
Oh Lord... a dom. But he’ll switch between soft and hard dom depending on his mood. Hard dom Teuk : very handsy, love bites everywhere (giving), he’s just so needy, and overstimulation (giving / receiving). Soft dom Teuk : handsy, but in a more gentle way. He’s lots of passionate kisses, praises (giving / receiving), and maybe some cockwarming (giving) afterwards. I feel like soft dom Leeteuk is more into focusing on pleasuring his partner and hard dom Leeteuk is more into making sure he’s satisfied asap. 
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~ Admin Ally 
idol kink masterlist
link to the ask post *idol kink requests - closed*
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HUSBAND SUPER JUNIOR A⇴Z HEADCANON ⇴ Park Jeongsu
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A ⇴ AFFECTION
Despite how many years the two of you have been together, Jeongsu still can’t help but get shy around you. There’s still a surprise in him that the two of you are together, struggling to believe how lucky he is too.
B ⇴ BOYS
The boys were left with no choice but to like you anyway after a stern warning from Jeongsu to make you feel welcome when you first arrived. Luckily for the two of you though, the boys loved you almost straight away anyway, they made a lot of effort to get on with you, just as you did with them, and it all paid off too.
C ⇴ COMFORT
He’s very good at being there for you, even if sometimes Jeongsu does get a little bit flustered when he sees that you need comforting. He talks a lot, asking you questions so that he can find out as much as possible about what’s going on, and then he’ll talk to give you plenty of advice too, leaving you with many options.
D ⇴ DOMESTICATED
One of your favourite things about being with Jeongsu is how domesticated he is and how well he takes care of your home. Quite a lot of the time you switch roles, whilst Jeongsu tends to prefer to do the cooking and the cleaning, you’re the one instead who takes care of the more masculine chores, doing a lot of the building and maintenance work, being able to deal with it a lot better than Jeongsu can.
E ⇴ ENGAGEMENT
No one was really surprised when the two of you announced that you were engaged, just about everyone saw it coming. That didn’t stop people celebrating with you, with many of your friends and family coming to the party that Jeongsu organised on his own. If you were honest, not even you were surprised when Jeongsu asked you to marry him too, as he struggled a lot of the time to hold onto his secret.
F ⇴ FAVOURITE THING
Jeongsu’s favourite thing about being with you is having company and being able to have someone around who gets him. He never takes having you around for granted, even though Jeongsu knows that at times he can be a lot to deal with. You never make him feel bad, instead you enjoy that he’s always talking, with you making sure to listen to him as often as possible and joke around with him when he’s presenting too.
G ⇴ GOING OUT
Most nights you found yourselves out with much of a choice because of how busy Jeongsu was. There was almost always a work event, or an after party that Jeongsu had to attend, which he liked to have you with him too, always enjoying having you there to be able to show you off and introduce you to people too.
H ⇴ HONEYMOON
Your honeymoon was nothing short of a dream mostly for Jeongsu, who finally managed to get some time off. You’d never seen him so relaxed in all your years together, a holiday was almost something that you had never had between the two of you, and so you were determined to make the most of your honeymoon.
I ⇴ “I LOVE YOU”
He loved to tell you that he loved you, especially when Jeongsu felt a little bit insecure. There would often still be a little bit of doubt in his mind as to how he managed to marry you, and so to ease his mind a lot of the time he would just drop in those three little words, hoping to hear it back from you for even more reassurance too.
J ⇴ JEALOUSY
Because he knows so many people, it’s not very often that you find yourself talking to someone that isn’t a person that Jeongsu is familiar with. Having so many contacts and good friends in the industry means that getting jealous isn’t something that happens too often for Jeongsu as he trusts the people that you’re talking to and knows that he doesn’t have to worry about anything going on that shouldn’t go on.
K ⇴ KIDS
Out of the two of you, you were a little keener to start settling down after you got married, knowing that you weren’t getting any younger. It took a little bit of time for Jeongsu to realise that he wanted to slow down with his work, but after talking to you, Jeongsu knew that you made a good point about age especially.
L ⇴ LAZY DAYS
It was impossible for you to spend a full lazy day with Jeongsu because work was almost always on his mind. Even when he didn’t have to go out anywhere, he would still have a script to read at some point in the day, or a meeting to attend. Instead, you usually got a lazy half day, knowing that Jeongsu could never fully switch off from work, often offering to help him out with it too to get it done quicker.
M ⇴ MORNINGS
Quite often you would wake up with Jeongsu already out of the house because of his early calls for many programmes. When he did have to get up though, Jeongsu made sure never to forget about you, most of the time he wrote a note, leaving it on the side for you to find eventually when you did wake up.
N ⇴ NIGHTS
You refused to go to bed until you knew that Jeongsu was home, which was something that frustrated him a lot. He hated knowing that you weren’t sleeping because of him, even though you didn’t mind.
O ⇴ OBSESSION
Jeongsu was obsessed with your support, how you always encouraged him and cheered for him no matter how much it meant that he had to neglect your relationship, you never failed to be understanding of it all.
P ⇴ PRECIOUS MOMENTS
He loved having you visit him at work, it always gave him a little extra boost to smile at the camera and sound a little more enthusiastic. He was always touched whenever you made the effort to stop by the set or the studio, always trying his hardest to impress you and show off to you how talented he was at his job.
Q ⇴ QUESTIONS
When you did find the time to go and visit him, you’d call in advance too and ask Jeongsu if he wanted any food or drink bringing, knowing at times he had a habit of not looking after himself properly when he was busy.
R ⇴ RANDOM FACTS
For your first anniversary, Jeongsu decided to get a large canvas made up of one of the photos from your wedding to put up in your home. You’d wanted something to be able to remember the occasion by, and with your favourite photo now on a canvas, you couldn’t wait to have a permanent reminder with you.
S ⇴ SILENCE
It was almost impossible to find a moment of silence with Jeongsu around, he loved to talk quite a lot of the time, even to himself. Even if you were on the other side of the room, quite often you’d hear him commentating about what he was doing or talking about random nonsense to Koongie as well.
T ⇴ TIPS & TRICKS
Jeongsu’s biggest tip for making your marriage work was appreciating one another. Even when the two of you were very busy, you still tried your best to make the effort to be there for one another and make them feel loved.
U ⇴ UPSET
He got upset quite often when you were upset, there was nothing that bothered Jeongsu more then knowing that you weren’t alright.
V ⇴ VISITS
As much as he loved to play it cool whenever you visited him at work, Jeongsu couldn’t help but get overwhelmed when you stopped by. On the inside, he was a mess, even if his smile tried to tell a bit of a different story.
W ⇴ WISH LIST
His wishes had come true after he met you, you were the final piece of the puzzle for Jeongsu in really making his dreams come true.
X ⇴ XXXX
One of your favourite things when Jeongsu kisses you was when you were able to see a red glow on his cheeks. He very rarely didn’t get shy being with you no matter how many times he had kissed you before too.
Y ⇴ YOU
You were his confide, Jeongsu knew that he could turn to you for absolutely everything.
Z ⇴ ZZZ
Cuddling is a big thing for Jeongsu at night, with Koongie often squeezed in between the two of you too. He doesn’t like distance; he likes to know that you’re there and be able to reach out for you if he wants to.
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DAD SUPER JUNIOR A⇴Z HEADCANON ⇴ Park Jeongsu
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A ⇴ AFFECTION
Jeongsu is affectionate with you at the best of times but seeing you pregnant just gives him the perfect excuse to be even more affectionate with you. He simply can’t get enough of being around you and your bump.
B ⇴ BUMP
Your bump was something that Jeongsu was very protective of, whenever the two of you went out in public, he would always shield it and move you to a place that was as safe as possible. There was no way he was ever going to risk anything happening to your bump when you were around other people especially.
C ⇴ CRAVINGS
Jeongsu loved the fact that you craved so much as it gave him the perfect excuse to cook even more for you. Every morning before he left for work, he made sure that the fridge was stocked up with meals that you could enjoy as well as plenty of your favourite snacks in the cupboard that was most accessible for you.
D ⇴ DUE DATE
With every day that passed closer to your due date, Jeongsu became more of a panicked mess. He got flustered sometimes over the smallest of things anyway, but something as huge as having a baby came very close to tipping him over the edge. You were constantly having to reassure him that everything was organised and that he had nothing to worry about, but that usually didn’t stop him getting nervous still.
E ⇴ EMOTIONS
He was beyond excited to have a baby and determined to make sure that he was the best possible dad he could. He never had the best relationship with his dad, and so Jeongsu was keen to make sure that his child had the childhood that he could have only dreamed of. The realisation that he was about to become a father was daunting for him at times, but you were always there to reassure and comfort him when he fretted.
F ⇴ FAMILY
With his sister’s wedding not too far away as well, your pregnancy gave Jeongsu’s family another chance to celebrate a new addition. In the blink of an eye the size of his family had almost doubled bringing you all closer to each other than you ever had been before. His mum especially couldn’t wait for the two of you to make her a grandma and give her an excuse to spend even more time at home with the two of you.
G ⇴ GENDER
There was no way that Jeongsu and his impatience could wait until your labour to find out what you were having, he was desperate to find out as soon as he possibly could. Although he had no preference as to whether you had a boy or a girl, he was too excited to know to be able to wait until the very end.
H ⇴ HEARTBEAT
The beat of your baby’s heart was a realisation for Jeongsu more than anything else that he really was about to become a dad. Being able to hear a sign of life from your baby always overwhelmed him knowing that such a tiny heartbeat would rely on him for so much whenever they entered the world.
I ⇴ “I LOVE YOU”
He always made sure to remind you that he loved you every single day anyway, but Jeongsu would say it a little more everyday whenever something brought a smile to his face. You could do next to nothing but seeing you do it with your bump encouraged him to let you know that he loved you once again.
J ⇴ JEALOUSY
Your attention is the one thing Jeongsu wants more than anything else, especially when your pregnant so that he can stay by your side, and so when others are around you and hold your attention, he can’t help but get a little jealous. He’ll often creep into conversation and move his arm to wrap around you to just remind whoever it is that he’s around and that he’s very much the one who wants to have your attention too.
K ⇴ KICKS
Every time your baby kicks, the soft giggle that Jeongsu often has always escapes. The sound of his laughter when he feels a kick against the side of his head or against his hand is a guarantee to fill your heart with a lot of love, seeing how happy such a small sign from your baby makes him is special for you to see.
L ⇴ LABOUR
Not having control was by far the hardest thing for Jeongsu to deal with during your labour, he hated not being able to support you and fix any problems that you had. Although he trusted the midwives when it came to looking after you, he still wished he could be the one to do their jobs for them. He felt helpless, which was a feeling he hated no matter what he was doing, but especially so when you were in so much pain.
M ⇴ MORNING SICKNESS
You know all too well how much of a clean freak Jeongsu is, and so you’ll always try to make as little mess as possible when you’re being sick in the mornings. Jeongsu feels terrible that you’re so conscious of the mess you make, assuring you every morning that it doesn’t matter how much of a mess you make and that he’ll tidy it too.
N ⇴ NURSERY
In Jeongsu’s eyes your nursery had to be perfect, and he wasn’t going to settle for anything less. A lot of time and effort went into making sure your nursery was the finished project that your baby would adore too.
O ⇴ OBSESSION
Jeongsu was obsessed with your smile and seeing how happy you were whilst you were pregnant. You were just as excited as him about becoming parents, making the most to enjoy every moment of your pregnancy too.
P ⇴ POST BIRTH
Being able to regain control was Jeongsu’s favourite part after your labour, especially when it came to looking after you. He refused to let you do just about anything, determined to help you out and give your body the time that it needed to heal, as well as focus on being a mum more than anything else with your baby around.
Q ⇴ QUESTIONS
Jeongsu loves to ask you if you want to hear about various facts that he’s read about babies and pregnancy. He loves to read up on as much as possible, learning everything that he needs to know to be the best possible dad he can be.
R ⇴ RANDOM FACTS
Quite often Jeongsu will try and vlog various snapshots of your pregnancy in order to upload them onto his YouTube channel to keep the fans updated. When the two of you can’t sleep at night too, he’ll suggest recording a Kiss the YouTube episode to keep the fans updated on how your pregnancy is going.
S ⇴ SCANS
Jeongsu treasures your scans a lot, he always makes sure to keep them in safe places where he’ll never lose them. Even when he’s showing them to other people, he’ll keep one hand on the photo to make sure he still has a hold of it and not risk the other person taking it and accidentally damaging it too.
T ⇴ TEST
The two of you had secretly been trying for a little while with little luck. When you felt ready to take another test, you were convinced that it was going to be negative, but at last you finally had the positive one you wanted.
U ⇴ ULTRASOUND
It didn’t matter what was on his schedule for the day of an appointment, he’d apologise and clear it as you were always his priority.
V ⇴ VISITS
He couldn’t wait to have his family round to meet your baby and show off the missing piece to his family. Straight away, all of them were obsessed by your baby knowing that they’d have them all wrapped around their little fingers in no time.
W ⇴ WAITING
Most of the time Jeongsu was impatiently waiting for your baby to arrive, he couldn’t wait to meet them and get stuck into being a dad too.
X ⇴ XXXX
When the two of you are stood beside each other, it’s very much an instinct for Jeongsu to kiss you as well. With his hands usually around your bump, he leaves his lips to give you plenty of attention and affection too.
Y ⇴ YOU
You were his rock, there was no one else Jeongsu could ever imagine starting a family with.
Z ⇴ ZZZ
He was always very conscious of making sure that you were able to sleep at night before he worried about himself, he didn’t care how late it was, he’d stay awake until your eyes were closed and then let himself sleep too.
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Our Firsts ~ Park Jeongsu
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Your smile widened as Jeongsu led you down to the river, sitting down just off the side of the bank not too far from your apartment together. His smile was wide, leaving you suspicious, knowing exactly what the look on his face meant.
When Jeongsu had told you to get ready to go out once you returned home from work, you knew that he was up to something. He barely said a word to you whilst you were getting ready, refusing to give away your destination until you arrived.
The bank was a place the two of you had gone to many times before, being just off from the river it gave the two of you the perfect spot to sit down and relax without having too many people walking around or recognising Jeongsu.
As you sat down beside him too, Jeongsu’s hand extended out, resting over yours that was positioned in your lap. Your eyes looked to him once again in confusion, knowing that your trip to the river was much more than just a trip for Jeongsu.
“Do you remember it was here when I kissed you for the first time?” He suddenly asked you, glancing back at the pavement that ran along the top of the bank.
“Of course, if I think hard enough, I’m sure I can still remember the stench of alcohol that was on your breath when you did,” you teased, feeling his hand hold onto yours.
The beer Jeongsu drink that night completely failed in trying to calm his nerves as he walked you home, keen to take the next step in your relationship. Courage failed him, but a twinkle in your eye that night was the push he needed to kiss you.
“As first kisses go, it could have gone better, but at least I’ve only got better at kissing you from there,” he tried to reason, “don’t you agree?”
Jeongsu’s smile widened as your head nodded back at him, not even needing the time to think. The two of you had exchanged thousands of kisses as the months and years passed by, even if none of them were quite as memorable as your first.
With your first kiss on his mind, Jeongsu’s mind began to wonder, thinking on the many other firsts the two of you had had. The first time you stayed at his place, went on holiday, and his favourite, the first time you met the other members.
As soon as Jeongsu asked if you remembered the time too, a soft laugh escaped you. You could still remember the day as clear as anything, overwhelmed by all of the people around you who were keen to share an embarrassing secret of Jeongsu’s.
“I still can’t believe Kyuhyun told you about the pink headband that I wore in the gym,” he sniggered to himself, shaking his head.
“I can’t believe you binned it after I found out.”
“There was no way I was keeping that!” Jeongsu quickly exclaimed, “I had to at least try and make you think that I was manly.”
His head continued to shake as he remembered the huge clear out that he had of his apartment the day before you were due to visit for the very first time. Every embarrassing item was thrown out without second thought, determined to protect his image.
You were surprised by how tidy Jeongsu’s apartment was when you first walked in, but little did you know the state that it was really in just a couple of days prior.
“I do remember one first of ours pretty well,” you then spoke up as you began to reminisce too. “I remember the first time that I met your family and how terrified I was, only for your sister and your mum to absolutely adorable.”
“They always joke about how nervous you were on that day.”
A light blush formed on your cheeks, “I spent too much time trying not to look nervous, that it just ended up making me look even more nervous than I actually was.”
Despite assuring you several times on the way to meet Jeongsu’s family that they were going to love you, you were far from convinced. Your heart had still never beat as fast as it did when you were sat in the car on the drive there.
Unlike you, Jeongsu couldn’t wait to meet your family for the very first time, he was confident and excited, especially so to find out more about you.
“Your parents couldn’t wait to show me all of your embarrassing photos, I still have to thank them for sending those for your birthday too.”
When you came home on your last birthday, the last thing you expected to see was a timeline of photos scattered around your apartment from over the years. Jeongsu had no childhood photos of you, but your parents were more than happy to step in.
He’d always gone above and beyond for all of your birthdays, but as with everything else that had happened for you both, none of them compared to your first birthday that you spent with him.
The memory was a little more vivid, thanks to the many drinks you drunk that night. “To be honest, I just remember that you threw a really cool party.”
Jeongsu’s head shook as you asked if he remembered more of that birthday then you seemed to be able to. “I put a lot of effort into your birthday that year, but I don’t think that compares to what you did for me, for mine.”
“Trust me, as soon as Hyukjae called and offered to pay for my ticket out to Osaka, I was there,” you informed him, “I’d love to tell you that your birthday was the main reason I went, but I’ve never been one to turn down a free holiday too.”
You could still picture the look that was on Jeongsu’s face as he came off the stage only to see you stood just off of it waiting for him. He was convinced you’d forgotten his birthday, no card, no text, nothing, only instead you went one better, seeing him in person.
“I still think my favourite first is the first time we met,” he smiled.
Your head nodded instantly nodded in agreement with him, “yeah, I’m still really sorry about spilling that drink all down your shirt.”
“It was definitely a first for me, but for some reason seeing how quick you were to try and dry my shirt, only to make things worse, drew me in to you,” he laughed.
Your eyes looked to the ground, it was a memory you often tried to erase, but Jeongsu just loved bringing it back up and teasing you with it whenever he got the chance to instead.
“I can’t wait to keep having firsts, and keep coming down here to reminisce about them,” Jeongsu suddenly whispered, squeezing at your hand, “we’ve got a lifetime of firsts still to come.”
“There’s still plenty of things for us to do, but I still think that you’re right, no first for anything will ever compare to the first time that I met you.”
“I guess we both just knew that night, however chaotic it was, that there was something pretty special between the two of us. I’m just glad that that wasn’t our only first, or the last time that we saw each other.”
You smiled softly, “the only last you’ll ever be of mine is my last first, you’re just my forever now.”
“Absolutely, as you are mine.”
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You Appear On Knowing Bros Together ~ Leeteuk
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It had been a day you’d looked forward to for weeks, as had Jeongsu beside you. When the two of you were invited to join Knowing Bros for the episode, it was an opportunity that neither of you wanted to turn down.
“He’s going to kill us today,” Jeongsu mumbled when he saw Heechul walk past your dressing room. “That guy just doesn’t have a filter, he’s going to expose every single thing about us Y/N.”
Your head shook, recalling the long call that the two of you had the night before your shoot with Heechul. Jeongsu had begged him to be careful with his words, whilst he didn’t care what was said about him, the last thing Jeongsu wanted was for Heechul to embarrass you.
It didn’t matter how many times you told Jeongsu that you could handle yourself, he refused to trust in Heechul’s biting tongue. He’d been there enough times before to know that Heechul would stop at nothing when it came to humiliating his friends.
You’d watched the show religiously to support one of your best friends, if there was one person that could put Heechul in his place, it was definitely you. The two of you worked so well together, often much to Jeongsu’s dismay.
“Are you guys ready?” A producer asked, peering around the door frame to look at you both.
Your head nodded, pushing your skirt down. “Let’s go,” you cheered, taking Jeongsu’s hand.
His body was calm, but his expression told a very different story when the two of you reached the set. “I’ll beat him up if he dares try anything.”
You didn’t have chance to respond as Jeongsu pushed the classroom door open, causing an eruption in the classroom as the two of you walked in. Heechul’s smile grew as soon as he saw you both, noticing your hands intertwined together.
“I’m Y/N,” you began to speak up, “and I come from the school of Kim Heechul is finally going to meet his match today.”
“And I’m Leeteuk, and I come from the school of, I’m just going to stand behind my girlfriend and let her destroy you all.”
Every person in the classroom already felt like a friend to you, you’d met a lot of them through Jeongsu’s work and also a few appearances you’d made on variety shows before. You were welcomed instantly and made to feel like part of the team.
“I can already see that Heechul is embarrassed to see you both here,” Soogeun pointed out as he read through your profiles. “Is there anything that you want to get off your chest at the front over there?”
Heechul shrugged back at him, “I’ve had to deal with these two for the past five years, it’s about time that someone else dealt with how cute and loving they both are.”
“You almost sound as if you’re bitter,” you commented, taking the chance to tease him.
He smirked across at you as you hit the hammer down on the desk to give him a bit of a warning to watch himself. Jeongsu proudly watched on, he’d dealt with Heechul’s teasing enough on this show, and now it was his turn.
After your profiles had been explored, Jeongsu took a seat beside Heechul at the front of the classroom whilst Youngcheol moved to the back. You picked up the cue cards, rolling your eyes as you read through the first one.
“I actually met Heechul before I met Leeteuk, but what was the first thing that Heechul said to me when I met him?” You asked the rest of the class.
Both Heechul and Jeongsu turned to face each other, both quickly recalling the comment that was made. Their reaction caused the rest of the room to chuckle, knowing it can’t have been good.
“Did he tell you that he’d introduce you to Kyuhyun,” Hodong suggested, “but when the maknae wasn’t available Leeteuk just happened to be second best.”
“He’s never been second best,” you quickly called out, saving Jeongsu’s pride quickly.
“Was he the one who initially wanted to ask you out?” Janghoon quizzed, “did he open up his wallet in front of you.”
Your eyes widened quickly, “he’s never spent a penny on me in five years, he’s a terrible friend.”
Heechul’s mouth opened to try and protest, but you’d left him speechless with the truth. Hodong was the next to guess as he realised that you didn’t dismiss the first part of Janghoon’s answer, followed by Kyunghoon who took great pleasure in trying to tease Heechul too.
“You’re on the right tracks,” you informed them after a few more guesses, “Leeteuk wasn’t the one that he wanted to set me up with to begin with, but how exactly did he go about this?”
“Did he ask you on a date?” Sangmin called out from the back of the room, “but did he make you pay as you said that he’d never spent any money on you before?”
Your shoulders shrugged, somewhat trying to guide them onto the right lines. “He didn’t ask me to go on a date, but he asked me to go somewhere with him.”
“Did he maybe ask you about something to do with his members?” Youngcheol questioned.
Your head nodded as finally the answer began to come together. “Did he ask you to come and meet his members, but rather than fancy him you ended up fancying Leeteuk instead?” Soogeun asked.
“That’s it!” You cheered, spotting the bright red blush on Heechul’s cheeks. “As soon as I met Leeteuk I knew that he was the one, Heechul was lovely, but he just wasn’t the one for me.”
“Second best,” Hodong teased instantly, making the most of being the one on top. “That must have killed you to realise that not everyone loved you in a heartbeat.”
Once the room had finished mocking Heechul, getting back at all the comments he always made to them, you were left to read out the next question on your card.
“Alright, next one. What did I do for the boys to celebrate their recent fifteenth anniversary?” You proudly asked the room, remembering what you’d done.”
“I just want to point out you didn’t do it for me,” Heechul quickly called out, poking his tongue out across at you.
“It’s not my fault you decided not to show up that night,” you argued back.
From behind him, Kyunghoon kicked Heechul’s chair as yet again he came off worse against your sharp tongue.
“Did you buy them a meal?” Janghoon asked, the first member to speak up. “That’s probably a bit boring, but they all love food.”
Before you even had chance to respond, Sangmin jumped up. “You’re good at editing, so did you make some photos of them from nowadays and then from their debut?”
You hummed gently, trying to figure out where to go. “You’re somewhat there, but not quite.”
“Let’s think of something she didn’t do for Heechul,” Hodong laughed, “did you maybe make videos of them over the years finding things in the archive.”
Your head nodded instantly, impressed by how quickly they got it. “But you didn’t make it for all the members,” Heechul teased you yet again.”
“I actually did make one for you,” you pointed out to him, “and I told you to text me if you wanted me to send it over, and you never did. So, I just assumed that you didn’t care enough to see what I had done for you.”
As the men continued to tease Heechul, you moved on to Jeongsu’s questions, and then an appearance from Shindong before the shoot was ended.
Heechul appeared beside you both in an instance once the shoot was ended. “You two are never coming on here together again.”
“It must kill you to have been destroyed by Y/N,” Jeongsu teased him, throwing his arms around his shoulders. “But we enjoyed ourselves.”
“I’m glad you did, but I’m never going to be able to live this down.”
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First Relationship ~ Park Jeongsu
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As you came face to face with Jeongsu, you weren’t quite sure what to say. He wore a wide smile, as he always did, although as you failed to respond to him as positively as he had hoped, his smile slowly began to disappear.
“I didn’t realise we made plans for today,” you frowned, glancing across at him with a blank expression on your face. “Has something happened, is that why you’ve come over here?”
His head shook back at you, nervously moving his hands so that they were in front of him. “I was at a bit of a loose end, so I thought I’d come by and see if you were free to spend some time together.”
“Oh,” you stuttered, opening the door to your apartment up further. “In that case, do you want to come in? I wasn’t really doing much anyway; company would be nice.”
Although he was still a little taken aback, Jeongsu walked into your apartment anyway, heading straight for the living room and taking a seat. You were quick to dart around and tidy a few things, not wanting to introduce Jeongsu to your messy side just yet.
Things were still quite awkward between the two of you at the best of times, you were new to the dating scene and a little inexperienced. Jeongsu for the most part understood that, but even for a new dater, you seemed slightly more distant than you usually were.
Once the room was more presentable, you allowed yourself to relax, taking a seat on the other sofa that was in the room. Jeongsu’s heart sunk at your actions, unable to hide his disappointment as you looked across to him with a differing smile on your face.
“There’s enough room over here for both of us,” he smiled, moving his legs closer into his chest to prove his point, trying to coerce you into moving across and getting closer to him.
“I’m alright over here, I was sat here before you arrived anyway,” you responded, completely unaware of what Jeongsu was implying with his remark, just as you always seemed to be.
He understood that there were often hints and suggestive comments he made that went over your head, but even if his intentions were innocent, he couldn’t understand why there was suddenly such a reluctance from you to be anywhere near him.
Usually he could let things go, and put it down to your lack of experience, but determination got the better of him this time around to beat your dismissive attitude and break down any barriers.
“Shall I move over to sit with you instead then?” He quizzed, pushing the matter even further. He was determined to find a way to get close to you and spend proper time together. “There’s enough room on that sofa for two too, don’t you think?”
Your eyes looked to the space beside you before nodding your head. Within a matter of moments, Jeongsu had made his way over, closing any distance between the two of you.
“How come you were finished with work so early that you ended up coming over here too?”
Your question was fairly simple to most, but as it became yet another hint to Jeongsu that he was unwanted at your apartment, it was taken in the complete wrong way. With a heavy sigh, he moved away from you on the sofa.
“I don’t understand what I did so wrong for you to be so unwilling to spend any time with me today?” He huffed, raising his arms in despair, “I thought you’d be happy to see me and spend some time together Y/N, but I’m getting the impression that I’m wrong.”
The hurt in his voice was clear, you were clueless to how your behaviour came off, especially when Jeongsu had been so kind to think of you when he had some free time.
“it’s not that I don’t want to spend time with you, I do. But I’m not used to having someone just stop by or having to adjust to suddenly having someone around when I had no idea about it,” you confessed, looking away from his eyes.
Jeongsu knew you struggled, often doubting yourself even when there was no need to. You hadn’t quite figured out the right and the wrongs as a girlfriend just yet which left you constantly unsure.
“Perhaps I should have asked if I could come over rather than just showing up, maybe it was my fault for not being so understanding that it could surprise you,” he tried to reason.
Your head shook as you felt his hand relax against your thigh. Jeongsu had done nothing wrong, he’d done what anyone else would expect of a boyfriend, only you were yet to quite figure out the sorts of things that you could expect from having a boyfriend.
“If me being here is too much for you right now, I can go.”
“No,” you whispered, resting your hand over his, “I want you to be here, even if admittedly it is a bit of a shock for you to be here.”
Jeongsu’s head nodded, closing the distance between the two of you again almost immediately, offering you a warm smile. “I guess we’re both learning as we go, it’s been a while since I’ve been the first boyfriend of anyone, I can’t even remember what the firsts in a relationship feel like sometimes.”
He’d been open with you about the tales he had from his younger days when he often changed girlfriends, and how he’d learnt almost every trick in the book. But that didn’t stop him understanding that that was a difference between you both, and that you were still learning.
“I know with time, we’ll both be able to figure this whole relationship thing out,” he smiled.
There was no one else you trusted more to be your first boyfriend than Jeongsu. There had been plenty of times when you’d wondered why he hadn’t runaway or screamed at you for the things you did, but every time, he was calm and encouraging.
“I for one can stop being so surprised to see you around,” you joked, allowing your smile to grow, “all of this just feels like something that I’ve only ever seen in the movies.”
“It’s real now,” he chuckled, intertwining his hand into yours, “and I know that everything is going to take time, but when you feel like you’re struggling, or a little overwhelmed, from now on, maybe just talk to me instead. I would’ve understood tonight more if you’d have just said what was on your mind.”
Your head nodded, taking in every word that he spoke. “I don’t want you to think any less of me because sometimes what’s on my mind is stupid.”
Jeongsu’s head shook as he calmly reminded you once again that he’d be there for you. Even if you thought of your little hurdles as stupid, he could still remember himself going over those hurdles, however long ago it was.
“Thank you for being so understanding by the way,” you smiled across at him.
His smile widened once again, squeezing gently against your leg. “I told you that I’m your first relationship, and I’m going to try my hardest to be your last too.”
“Do you really think you can be my first and my last?” You honestly asked of him, slightly hopeful for his response.
When his head nodded, you instantly felt a wave of relief was over you, “small steps, but I’m sure right now that we’ll get there.”
“Me too.”
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The Boys Meet Your Newborn For The First Time ~ Leeteuk
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You could only smile as Jeongsu made one final sweep of your apartment to make sure that it was clean and tidy whilst you waited for the boys to arrive. His smile grew as he spotted your eyes looking over at him, shaking your head gently.
“They’re not expecting it to be spotless, they know we had a baby only a week ago,” you reminded him, nodding down to the sleeping baby who you held closely into your chest.
He settled himself down on the end of the sofa by your feet, unable to stop himself from plumping up one of the cushions. He knew the boys would be understanding, but the thought of someone entering his home to see a mess absolutely terrified him, even with a new baby around.
The two of you had been bombarded with texts over the past couple of days from the boys, wondering when they could come by and meet Hana, your new little girl. From the moment you got home from the hospital, they’d been desperate to come over.
Finally, after feeling settled at home, Jeongsu text them that morning to let them know you were free. All of their plans were dropped in an instant, snapping up the chance to head to your place and meet the new addition to the team.
“I hope they know to be quiet when they come in, and not get too excited,” Jeongsu whispered.
“They’ll know what to do, most of them have nieces and nephews anyway.”
His eyes fell on Hana, her mouth was slightly parted as she curled inwards to your chest. He was disturbed a few moments later by a gentle knock at the door, standing up to welcome the boys in.
The sound of the knock was enough to cause her to stir, and her eyes to open. You slowly stood up as she woke herself up, looking across the room as the boys all piled in. “Hi,” you whispered, watching their faces light up as they got their first glimpses of your little girl.
They stood back by the kitchen as you walked across to show her off, tilting her carefully so they could get a better look at her. Her wide eyes stared back at them as she tried study the new faces she was being introduced to.
Most of them were rendered speechless by such an adorable sight, with only light gasps the only sounds you heard.
“She’s gorgeous,” Donghae whispered.
“You guys did such a good job.”
Jeongsu proudly smiled as he went to the bedroom to check on Shimkoong. “Who’s going to be the first to hold her?”
Straight away, Heechul stepped forwards, holding his arms out for her. As the other boys went to put up a fight, Jeongsu shushed them, as Heechul turned back to poke his tongue at them. Once he faced you again, you carefully placed Hana into his hold.
“She looks even cuter close up,” he whispered, pulling several faces down at her wide eyes. “She definitely has Y/N’s looks, thank goodness.”
“Hey,” Jeongsu scoffed, “what’s wrong with looking like me?”
Your eyes rolled, keeping your attention on Heechul as Hyukjae and Kyuhyun came to stand either side of him, peering over his shoulder to get a closer look too.
“How are you guys settling into life as a family of four?” Donghee asked as you invited everyone to take a seat. “I always imagined the two of you being the first to settle down, but now it’s happening, it doesn’t even feel real.”
“It’s been interesting,” you laughed, sitting down on the sofa, “but weirdly it feels like this has always been how our lives have been, I bet that sounds so cliché right now.”
Ryeowook’s head as he sat himself down beside you, draping his arm on the sofa behind you. “It’s good that you feel that way, even if it is cliché. That’s what they say having children does, you suddenly can’t remember your life without them.”
The two of you had tried for a baby for several months before finally you fell pregnant, the boys could see how much it meant to you both. When you told them the news, they were beyond thrilled for you, seeing how relieved you both were was all that they wanted for the both of you.
Jungwoon came up to sit on the other side of you, “what about Jeongsu? Is he taking good enough care of you right now?”
“Of course,” you smiled, glancing across at him as he grabbed some drinks from the fridge. “I’ve never really seen him as a leader, but now I see him as a father, I understand all the things that you guys tell me about him a little bit more.”
All of them nodded, thrilled to see such a wide smile on your face. “We always knew you’d make the best parents,” Hyukjae chimed, “he’s done a good enough job looking after us, a baby is probably a walk in the park for him right now.”
“And you’ve always been a bit of a mum to us too,” Kyuhyun added, giggling softly. “You’re always bringing us lunch or making sure we’re on time, I think we’ve prepared you for motherhood years in advance of having a baby.”
It wasn’t a lie; you’d mothered those boys for several years. You couldn’t believe sometimes how chaotic and forgetful they were. Jeongsu warned you about all of them before you met them, and whilst you never expected such a mess, you wouldn’t have had your life any other way.
From across the room, you watched on as Heechul passed Hana across to Donghae to hold for a while. “She doesn’t even cry, you guys have really trained her well so far,” Heechul commented.
“Our daughter isn’t a dog!” Jeongsu yelled from the kitchen.
Yet again Heechul looked across and poked his tongue out at his only elder. “I just mean that she’s so well behaved, obviously the two of you are natural parents to have such a well-behaved baby. My nephew didn’t stop crying at a week old, it was worse than hell.”
Whilst all of them one day had dreams of being able to start a family, being able to hand Hana back at the end of the day was certainly a benefit for them right now. Most of them could barely look after themselves, let alone another life. They were much being the cool uncles who were only around for the happy moments.
“What do you guys think then?” Jeongsu asked, handing drinks around to everyone before taking a seat on the floor in front of you then. “Was it worth the wait to come over and finally get the chance to meet your niece.”
“I think we should all move in,” Siwon suggested.
“It’s hard enough looking after one baby, without all of you too,” you teased. “You just wait for when she wants her nappy changing or she start crying, you’ll be packing your bags in no time to move back out, trust me.”
Donghae’s coo captured everyone’s attention as she let go of a little yawn before reaching her hand out to wrap tightly around his thumb. “Are you seeing this?”
“How are you the favourite already? I bet you forced your thumb into her hand,” Hyukjae frowned, “pass her around so we all get a chance to prove to her that we are the superior uncles. You’ve got a whole lifetime to dote on her.”
“You guys can stay until you’ve all had a cuddle,” you assured them all, “or until one of you has to deal with a dirty nappy, if she poops on you, you have to take care of it.”
Hyukjae’s head shook, “on second thoughts, maybe the two of you should hold her, I can wait for cuddles, when she’s not such a pooper.”
“You’re impossible,” Jeongsu yelled, “our child is an innocent baby.”
“Uncles clean nappies, get over it!”
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The Key To My Place ~ Leeteuk
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His body jumped at the sound of the doorbell, placing the bag he carried Shimkoong in to the floor. He quickly ran over to the mirror, checking his reflection, adjusting a few strands of his fringe before making his way over to the buzzer, seeing your face peering through the camera.
“Come up,” he giggled, pressing the button to let you into his apartment. His eyes looked around his apartment one more time, buffing the cushions on the sofa, picking up a small piece of dog fur in the rug, making sure that every last bit was perfect.
His eyes lit up once again as he heard the door open, sliding across the floor to see you walking in. You removed your trainers, grabbing your pair of slippers from the shoe rack before walking in, heading straight into his open arms.
Beside your legs, Shimkoong was soon beside you to greet you, barking until you knelt down to greet her too. Jeongsu couldn’t hide the smile on his face as he watched you both, walking over to the fridge to grab two bottles of water for you both.
Once you’d paid enough attention to Shimkoong, you stood back up beside Jeongsu, pressing a kiss against his cheek. He couldn’t hide the blush that appeared on his cheeks, whenever he saw you in his home it always made him so happy.
“I’m sorry that I invited you over at such a last minute, I just needed to see you,” he smiled, leading you across to the sofa, laying you against his side.
The one thing you loved about Jeongsu’s home was how homely he made it. He always took great pride in his home which was a quality you greatly appreciated about him; it was far tidier than your place ever had been.
“Has something happened?” You asked immediately, pressing your hand against his chest. His head quickly shook, feeling his smile grow yet again at how caring you were.
“I’m fine,” he chuckled, “but there was just something I wanted to talk to you about, and I was too excited to wait.”
Intrigue had the better of you as you stared across at his expression, looking for any sort of clue for what was going on. Jeongsu knew better than to tell you straight away, he enjoyed leaving you wondering what was going on. All throughout dinner you were left wondering why he’d asked you over, each time you pleaded with him to tell you, he’d simply smile.
Finally, as you began to prepare to head home for the evening, his hand grabbed onto you and pulled you back onto the sofa, turning your body so that the two of you sat face to face.
“Are you finally going to tell me what’s going on?” You asked. You were filled with relief as he nodded back at you, reaching behind the sofa for something.
He handed the box to you, nervously giggling as he watched your hand lift the lid off and peer inside. Your eyes creased as you pulled out a key, noticing quickly how new it was by the bright shimmer of silver that reflected off of it.
Your reaction brought a wide smile to Jeongsu’s face as you tried to figure out what was going on. “It’s a key to this place,” he finally told you, “if you want to, I’d love for you to move in with me.”
Your eyes widened, holding much tighter onto the key, bringing it across to cover your heart. Words failed you as you looked across at him. It was a huge step for your relationship, one you weren’t sure if Jeongsu was ready for. Little did you know how desperate he’d been for so long to have some company at home, as soon as he knew he wanted you around, he wasn’t going to wait.
“Are you sure this is what you want?” You whispered, feeling his hands press to either side of your face. “We’ve not even been dating for a year Jeongsu, I don’t want you to feel like this is something you have to do.”
“It’s not,” he assured you, “it doesn’t matter for how long we’ve been dating; I want you here with me permanently, I want to have you here with me every morning and every night.”
“I don’t even know what to say, this is such a huge step for the two of us.”
He chuckled gently, “you’ve not actually said yes yet, so I don’t know if you want to move in with me.”
“Of course, I do,” you blushed, hitting lightly against his chest.
His hand slid into yours, pulling you off of the sofa. He began to walk you around the apartment, showing you all the changes, he’d made in the hope that you’d accept so that the place could come a home for the both of you, not just him.
“The members told me that I had to try and make things a bit messier so you wouldn’t think I was a complete clean freak,” he pointed out.
Your eyes rolled, as he still tugged on the end of the duvet as he realised the two sides didn’t match up. Jeongsu’s liking of cleanliness had never been an issue for you, if anything, you admired the dedication he had to keep his home clean.
“This is your home Jeongsu, I don’t want you to change anything for me,” you quickly told him, “you shouldn’t change a thing.”
“But it’s our home, or at least it’s going to be. I want it to be equal.”
Whilst you appreciated the effort he was going to, to try and make the place a bit less meticulous you couldn’t help but feel guilty. You could see how uncomfortable it made him, which was the last thing you wanted. So, you moved around the room, putting everything back as it was.
“You don’t need to do that, if you move it there’s no room for your things.”
Your shoulders shrugged, you were more than happy to work around him and let things figure themselves out. Jeongsu tried to argue, but he knew he’d never win, as piece by piece his home fell back into the way he always had it.
“I’m not going to let you change, I don’t want you to change either, I like things this way.”
His smile softened as you walked back across to cuddle into his side, “most people think I’m crazy for how clean this place is, and yet you think the complete opposite.”
“I don’t think there’s anything wrong with being clean, I’d rather my home was too clean then too dirty too. It makes you happy, so I’d never stop you.”
“You just said my home,” he giggled, the only thing he remembered from what you just said. “I want to make sure that this is your home too, if something isn’t right or you want to change something, I want you to be able to do it.”
Your head shook, “I wouldn’t change a thing, because you, and everything about this place, are what I fell in love with.”
“I’m so excited to be able to call this home with you.”
You smiled widely, pressing a kiss against his flushed kiss, “I promise to make sure I take great care of this key, your home, and most importantly, you.”
“I promise I’ll take the best care of you too, in our home, together.”
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DATING SUPER JUNIOR HEADCANON A⇴Z ⇴ Park Jeongsu
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A ⇴ AFFECTION
Jeongsu is very affectionate with you, always with tinted cheeks as he gets so shy. He’s very cuddly, especially late at night when he’s tired. He loves to make sure that you feel loved and taken care of whether that means pulling you into a tight hug or simply holding your hand.
B ⇴ BEFORE DATING
He talks to anyone, and you were no different, so it didn’t take long before the two of you got to know each other. You weren’t sure if he was just being friendly, as he was to everyone, or if he really did like you, but he was more than sure. The boys couldn’t shut him up from the moment he started to tell them all about you, from then, they knew you were the one for him.
C ⇴ CONFESSION
Surprisingly, he became very shy when it came to confessing to you. He tried to avoid the topic a few times by making himself busy with work, but eventually he realised that this wasn’t something he could put off forever. He was surprised to see how relieved you were when he confessed to you, all your worries about whether the feeling was mutual finally disappeared. As soon as you confessed your feelings too, he pulled you into the tightest hug to hide his red cheeks.
D ⇴ DATES
Your dates typically ended up at his apartment to give you both plenty of privacy, not to mention how much Jeongsu loved to cook for you. People of all generations know exactly who he is which makes dates in public quite a challenge, so if you do go out for dates, he’ll tend to take you to a restaurant where you can sit somewhere secluded and out of the way. Luckily for him, your favourite dates were at his house too, just the two of you with a good meal, and then cuddling up on the sofa at the end of the night. They never stayed the two of you for long however, Koongie was well known to interrupt you both at the worst moments.
E ⇴ EXPERIENCE
At his age, it’s only natural that Jeongsu has been on a few dates and had a couple of short relationships, but never anything long term. He’d never found someone that was able to work alongside his career, until he met you. As the leader, he felt a duty to conduct himself in the right way as an idol should, but he wasn’t getting any younger and he was desperate to find love. Finding someone like you, he couldn’t bring himself to let you go, unlike any other girl he had dated he was determined to make it work with you so that he could look more to the future.
F ⇴ FIGHTING
There are very few arguments between you both, usually you’ll end up squabbling like children and then quickly making up, he’d had enough arguments with his members over the years to add you to the list. Sometimes he tends to keep his feelings bottled up to try and protect you, but they end up blowing up and he’ll eventually shout at you, but quickly apologise. No arguments ever blew up like the Incheon Battle, he’d matured a lot since those times, and the two of you were much more similar than he and Heechul were. If the two of you did ever argue, he’d tend to walk away from the situation, using time as a healer for you both.
G ⇴ GETTING TO KNOW HIS FAMILY
The issues his family has had over the years have been well publicised, so Jeongsu will be desperate for you to get on with his family. You could never fill the hole his family had left but you tried hard to impress them all. Seeing how happy you made Jeongsu though after a lot of pain, they loved you and soon warmed to you and welcomed you into the family.
H ⇴ HOME
It didn’t take long before the idea of moving you into his home came to Jeongsu. He was quite keen on having someone around to listen to him rather than walking around and talking to himself. Whilst he knew that for most people his mysophobia would be difficult to deal with, he was more than willing to try and find a compromise in order to make you happy at his home. Only a few months into your relationship he was ready to hand over a key.
I ⇴ “I LOVE YOU”
Jeongsu was the first to say, ‘I love you,’ when you surprised him at a taping one day. He’d had the day from hell, but seeing your face just made everything better. As soon as the take was over, he was straight over to you and pulling you into a giant hug, whispering the words into your ear, still making the effort to hide his face so that you couldn’t see his blush.
J ⇴ JEALOUSY
He didn’t tend to get jealous too often, even if he did struggle with his insecurities at times. He likes attention, which everyone knows, so if he doesn’t have your attention then he’ll do whatever it takes to make sure he has it. He tries hard to mask his jealousy, but everyone can tell whenever he’s feeling envious just by the look on his face. Out of the two of you, you tend to get more jealous. Seeing how social he is and how loved he is can be a little hard on you at times, any event that the two of you go to people want to speak to him, but you try hard to be a supportive girlfriend, and Jeongsu will always make you feel better when you’re alone again.
K ⇴ KIDS
All of the boys have expressed a desire to have children, but none of them are more desperate than Jeongsu. Most nights he’ll find himself dreaming of what the house will be like with children running around and what they’d look like. He’s very open with you that he wants children, and he’s more than willing to wait a year or too, but after that, he’ll be desperate to start a family with you and finally become a father.
L ⇴ LAUGHTER
He tends to make you laugh when he least realises he is doing out. You’ll always tune into him talking away to himself around the house which makes you smile, shaking your head in disbelief at him. When he does want to make you laugh, he knows exactly what to do, he’s well known for his dad jokes and wordplay, and he knows it works on you too. Your laughter really can brighten up his days, coming home and hearing your giggles solves everything, even just for a few moments. He knows exactly how to cheer you up, as you do with him.
M ⇴ MISSING
Jeongsu is used to putting on a brave face whenever the group is away from home, but that all changed when he met you. Video calls and texts just weren’t the same for him, he liked to have the physical contact with you. You’d try and contact him as much as you can, but time zones never worked in your favours. If you took too long to reply or answer he tended to get quite agitated and worried, and that would definitely show onstage. His members, especially Siwon, tried hard to comfort him, but when he was really missing you it was hard for anyone to know exactly how to make him feel better, especially when you still weren’t around.
N ⇴ NICKNAMES
You always remembered on your second date how Jeongsu told you how he liked to be called, ‘bub,’ which stuck throughout your relationship. He was very traditional with his nicknames for you, more often than not he’d refer to you as, ‘bub.’
O ⇴ OBSESSION
He was obsessed with your smile; it was his favourite sight in the world. He loved seeing you happy, especially when he was the reason for it. He’d spend all day making you smile if he had to, he just loved to see it.
P ⇴ PDA
Whilst he’s very protective and private of your relationship, that doesn’t stop Jeongsu from being affectionate with you in public. His hand can usually be found holding onto yours to make sure that you’re close to him, or if he has a small break he’ll try and cuddle up to you for a while to keep himself calm. He’ll try to private in interviews too, but as everyone knows, once you get him talking, he doesn’t stop.
Q ⇴ QUESTIONS
Being so talkative, he’ll ask you a question about literally anything. Sometimes it will just be to make sure you’ve eaten, other times he’ll ask your opinion on flat earth theory or something just to initiate a conversation.
R ⇴ RANDOM FACTS
One thing he’s learnt to love recently is his YouTube channel, and so for any special occasions in your relationship, he’ll always upload a little video of videos he’s taken of you, without you even knowing. It’s the only real time the fans get to see any part of your relationship too, but he also loves to look back on all your memories whilst also showing off how good his editing skills are getting too.
S ⇴ SEX
He likes to dominate during sex and show off his tones body to you. He’s very protective and loving and will tend to hold you in his arms to keep you close to him. He’s a busy guy, but he’ll always make time for you. Sex is never rushed with Jeongsu, he likes to take his time with you, and also make sure he can absorb as much of your attention as he possibly can for a while. He takes great care of you and will only ever do what you’re comfortable doing.
T ⇴ TEXTS
If he wants you, he tends to call you so he can carry on with work whilst talking to you, but if he’s on tour, he’ll always text you. Anything that comes to mind he’ll send you a text so he can remember to talk to you about it on your next call.
U ⇴ UNIVERSE
Everything good in his life felt like it came from you. Over the years he’d began to feel quite lonely and disconnected, but you brought him back into the real world and picked him up every time he felt himself experiencing a low point.
V ⇴ VACATION
Jeongsu very rarely had time to go on vacations, so when he went overseas with the band or an individual, he tried hard to make sure that you could go to. Whenever he had free time, he’d find something for the two of you to do or explore. If he did have time to take you on holiday, he’d make sure to pull out of all of the stops as a thank you for putting up with him and his incredibly busy schedule.
W ⇴ WHINING
Again, if he doesn’t have your attention, he’ll definitely whine. He won’t stop at anything to make sure that he has your attention and you’re listening to him.
X ⇴ XXXXX
He absolutely loves to kiss you when he’s got you close to him, but as with any affection, it always makes him shy around you. He’s very loving with his kisses, always lingering for a little longer than he needs to, to make sure that the emotion is felt in his kiss. When he wants a little more from you too, he’ll always make sure to tell you with a kiss.
Y ⇴ YOU
You were his best friend, the light that he needed to really feel like Jeongsu.
Z ⇴ ZZZ
At the end of a long day, he loves for nothing more than to hold you in his arms as he falls asleep. He refuses to let you go all night when he’s got you, he always sleeps peacefully when he’s close to you, especially if Koongie is there too.
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