#pain misery suffering etc

[peniscat]

:)

#10pm on a saturday is a wonderful time to start thinking about how i am 23 and i've never been in a relationship #yeah i know that it doesn't define me etc but sometimes i'm just a bit bitter about it. as long as i remember ppl around me have had ppl #crushing on them and then they have relationships and it all just seems so easy. i have no clue how it all even works #siri how to get a gf pls help bc i do not know. and at this point it feels like everyone else knows how to navigate that #idk it just feels like i am broken somehow. like i've missed on something fundamental and now it's too late to do anything about it #and like. i get it. out of all the ppl in the world why would someone pick me. and i know my worth isn't tied to that #but it would still be nice to be loved. or wanted by someone. it wouldn't fix me but i'm pretty sure it would help some #it's just sad i think. maybe pathetic. and stupid too. and i hate how it makes me feel worthless even when i know it's irrational #it just sucks. and i don't even know what to do about it so i guess i'll just keep going. #pain misery suffering etc #personal

[zibanejad]

only want to watch friend of the pod scotty effross pitch and then i can go back to pretending the yankees aren’t real

#pain misery suffering etc #nyy lb

[womaninwinter]

New chapter of Gutted: Lockwood wakes up and Lucy tries not to spiral. A good time is had by literally no one, except possibly the skull, who is after all an evil spirit.

#lockwood & co #locklyle fic #my fic #am i capable of writing anything other than the skull hitting on lucy? #Yes! #I can also write LW experiencing suffering torment misery etc #I googled 'synonyms for pain' so many times for this one

[braintapes]

ooooughh h with the new New Crew episode it seems the Concierge is the MOST human-like out of any of the staff....his fantasy at the beginning...his ideal sanctuary being this fancy library (his lounge) with the perfect fire and the wine ....also thinking about how sensory-focused he is - how everything Needs to be Just So, how he hones in on details like taste and smell and appearance, and even the way he can 'read' the guests...

He has, I'd argue, the strangest way of Seeing of the Hotel out of any of the staff - not Nothing, like the Auditor, and not a bunch of meat and guts like the Bellhop, but the hazy starlight and cosmos etc etc. But then he has such heightened sense for the things they presumably do not. He has so much more earthly connection, but to what end? He'll never get to be there in the fancy library and taste the wine and feel the comforting yet not burning warmth of the fire, no matter how perfectly he can imagine it.

The temptations to be drawn into that more earthly, more human realm are there, if highly idealized (but then, who is the Concierge if not a man of standards so high they reach the cosmos itself?). But he sacrifices those wants and desires for the sake of proving himself, his loyalty and his duty to the Hotel...I wonder how long he can hold onto his refined composure for if that continues on?

#the hotel podcast #my first impressions reading the new crew transcript. still need to Listen #noticing an interesting trend w/ the new crew where theyre #on the whole much more satisfied and happy w/ what they do #where the old crew experience basically ONLY misery and pain and suffering etc #hop gets so GLEEFUL to watch the guests die. is so genuinely thrilled by watching them expire n her part in it #aud even with her whole. um. situation. still takes pleasure in the job she has. she seems quite happy to Be and perform her duties #and here we see the concierge as a character that deeply savors and relishes too in his own way #my train of thought is kinda going all over the place but yeah. i like this episode a lot

[pepprs]

mutuals i overslept 😭😭😭😭😭😭

#i got like 7 hours of sleep. woke up when my alarm went off. FELL BACK ASLEEP AFTER TURNING OFF MY OTHER ALARMS. and slept past all of them #and woke up 15 minutes before having to facilitate something LMFSO and now im missing a session to go take a shower eat breakfast etc etc. #misery suffering pain 😭😭😭😭😭😭 #purrs #retreat tag

[ddeck]

it was extremely evil of the universe to make me unable to watch both spiderverse movies in cinema

#when first one came out i got so sick i couldn't go outside for a solid month #pain and suffering #and misery and despair and sorrow etc etc

[doodlebloo]

IM MISSING RATSMP........

#pain misery suffering etc ☹️ #doodle.txt

[made-nondescript]

the horrible and never ending plight of being a side blog (not being able to send asks off anon so people know who I am)

#and also not being able to reply using this blog #misery pain suffering etc

[virtual-minotaur]

fucked that theres limited time in a day. i have to sleep 8 hours and also work for 6 and also take the bus for 2 and also eat for 1-2. that leaves no time for me. a guy who does fuck all and also wants to draw forever and ever.

#TLDR I STILL WANT TO DRAWWW BUT I HAVE TO SLEEEP lest i will be tired at work tomorrow (not recommended) #pain and misery and suffering etc etc etc. #angel.txt

[bentclaw]

Bivalent covid booster review: made me throw up

#pain agony suffering misery etc

[sunflowerinc]

having one of those ‘dragging myself by the ankles just to get through it’ kinda days

#hhhhhhhhhh #pain agony suffering misery etc

[zibanejad]

i don’t even know what to say anymore so im just not going to say anything at all

#pain misery suffering etc #you know the drill #nyy lb

[antimnemonic]

drawan

#pain suffering misery agony etc

[mosspapi]

It should be illegal for scars to be itchy. Literally what the fuck. U aren't healing anymore brother. Cease.

#pain suffering agony misery etc #armchair speaks

[sidprescot]

i have a really painful stye inside my eyelid and i'm going on vacation in exactly one week begone thot 😩😩😩

#misery pain suffering etc etc #rj.txt

[pepprs]

okupdate i am not going into the office today and also i took a covid test and i don’t have covid but i am nauseous on top of having a headache now so 💃🏻

#purrs #misery pain suffering despair agony wretchedness etc etc so on and so forth