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mosses-gate-3 · 2 months
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What are yout Tavs' physical builds like? Do they resemble their in-game models, or do you imagine them to be different in any way?
oooh i had to think about this one!! i really love your asks tysm <333
Not all my tavs have ingame models but I've done my best :) (cw mild body horror for the Andis section)
Andis is much less muscular than his in-game model and probably shorter. More body fat as well. He does still have relatively pronounced shoulders and pectorals from drumming. Of course there are the mushrooms growing from his skin, definitely a lot more intense than what I draw, I'll do a real reference someday. He's also got a ton more scars than what shows up in-game, including his top surgery scars. He also has a lot of almost surgically precise scars in the shape of rectangular strips along his skin. This is where the fungal crusting is the strongest, and in some heavily scarred areas it's almost like plate armor or an organic-looking scale mail. His skin doesn't grow back, it gets replaced, and in places where it's taken excessive damage it looks more like myconid flesh than humanoid. I imagine he's relatively insecure about this and trims at the more inhuman looking parts as well as he can, but after having bits of his flesh removed for years it's hard to hide. The scars that haven't fully become myconid-like have a more puckered, burned texture than what the tissue would normally look like. There's also the sense that there are raised webs and veins of the fungus under his skin. Otherwise his face and hair are largely accurate to the game.
Monty has a similar build to his in-game model, but less dehydrated six pack and more fighter build. He doesn't eat very well though. He has more body fat than his game model, but there's the distinct sense that he survives off cheap ale and beef jerky and very little else. His tail is a lot thicker than in-game. His face is relatively game-accurate, although his snout is slightly different, more square at the end and less pointy. His horns don't curve quite as much as they do in-game. There's a great deal of scarring on his body, which the game doesn't let you do for dragonborn for whatever reason. There are notable scars across the bridge of his nose, on his jaw and forehead, and crisscrossing along his tail and the rest of his body. He gets in a lot of fights and I don't think most of them heal very well - he has a lot of broken and chipped scales from times when he didn't have healing potions. In addition to his canon piercings he also has a tongue piercing for completely heterosexual reasons on my part.
Cesair looks pretty much exactly like his in-game model because that's where I designed his appearance (rather than my other tavs who were cooking in my brain long before I actually made them in character creator). I especially like his face paint. The only real difference I'd say is that he has his big floppy jester hat. I haven't looked at his in-game model shirtless but I'm assuming it made him ripped. In my mind he looks gaunt almost to the point of being malnourished; he's lived on the streets for a while. He makes his living telling dumb jokes so there's really nothing in his daily life that would give him any sort of muscle mass. Otherwise I imagine him almost exactly as his model. Sorry this bit's not as interesting lol
Once again thank you so much for the ask! I don't always have time to complete them right away but it always makes my day to recieve one <3
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spookberry · 3 years
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3k request, link with top surgery scars!
oooh i loved this idea,,, he's tryina catch a fish :3
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offtopicoverload · 3 years
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how would your ideal LI season go?
oooh thank you anon this was really fun and definitely too long and entirely unrealistic because of all the variables but oh well i had fun lmao
Okay I’m just going to start by talking about LIs
I think one of Season 3’s biggest successes was making AJ available from the start, I think that definitely kept those who play for the girls interested
HOWEVER i also think we need one of each: an AJ, a Talia, and a Marisol
Someone you can couple up with right off the bat, someone that takes a bit of time to warm up, maybe around the halfway mark, and someone that isn’t available til the last or second to last recoupling, maybe because they’re only bicurious or its just in their character to take a while to warm up in general, they spent the season in friendship couples or blowing their shot because they didn’t want to move too quick
I know the amount of LIs in Season 2 is a huge attraction, but it obviously wasn’t maintainable, since so many LIs lost their personality after CA
Again, I think Season 3 did great on ideas, but bad execution on drama and actual plot
So I’d probably keep it about 9, maybe 10
And ideally one of them would be trans, probably a trans guy with top surgery scars. Someone makes a joke on the first day and he explains no problem, is open about it and his experiences, maybe he was kicked out as a teenager and is all about positivity and loving people for who they are because of it
I’m all on board for a enby or gnc character or MC, but I honestly think Love Island’s too binary for someone like that to thrive
OH! And an ace LI that’s probably sex neutral and really comfortable with it. They’re up front with their sexuality but have no problem with how sex-focused Love Island is, like they’re fine with the flirting and intimate stuff, they’re just not attracted at the end of the day
Or have this season’s slowburn female LI be demi? I’m not demi, only ace, so I can’t speak on that experience, but I think that might work pretty well, maybe she goes in knowing she’s demisexual and comes out of it knowing she’s demiromantic too? Id love that but idk
I want to touch on customization too, since there’s nowhere near enough
Definitely body types
I forget who said it, but have the typical thin type, a muscular type, and a plus sized
And don’t get me wrong, I know it’s extra work for the artists, but I personally think it’d be worth, but who knows
Make fantasy hair colours possible - blue, green, purple, pink, silver - with the type of variety S3 had, in a style closer to S2
Also tats! And piercings! Just like a septum or some ear piercing, maybe a lip, nothing too difficult
And allow for actually different personalities and careers
I get that most people who apply are going to be outgoing and influencers, but this is all fake anyway so who cares
Have your personality impact LIs, certain LIs are easier to get hearts with with a certain personality, while others have more negative reactions to that personality
Lot of coding but this is just my make believe, what’s the harm
Okay into each day
Id have 20 days, since I agree that that’s a pretty good sweet spot
And Im definitely on board with MC being a bombshell, but instead of introing her on the first day, Id do the second
First half of the episode is spent as a recap of the first day, 5 couples like usual, let’s call the Islanders Bobby, Harry, Camilo, Bill, Rohan, AJ, Talia, Elladine, Miki, and Erikah, I’ll explain later, it’s pretty much for one single reason each
So MC’s first day is the Islander’s second, she shows up like Lucas & Henrik, before all the Islanders are up, and she has an option to say hi to someone early, add a gem to be upfront about being interested or something, during the second half of the first episode
Second episode starts with all the Islanders finding MC and saying hi, whoever you chose to have a chat with’s partner is kinda salty, if you chose a guy
MC ends the day choosing between any of the guys and two of the girls, AJ and Talia
For the guys, like Season 3, three are endgame, ones a red herring like Rohan in Season 1, and one’s up front about it being a friendship couple from the start, since I definitely think we need actual friendship couples - this friendship couple guy is Bobby, but without the pushy crush
Rohan is initially interested, but like in Season 1, he gives it up after a while
AJ is super into it and happy if you pick her and has no problem with it, while Talia has a “no thanks” thing and makes you pick again
Basically, youre not supposed to pick Talia because she’s not open to that yet, and that tosses you off her route or makes it really difficult to fix, maybe only a few dialogue options over the next few days or a specific personality gets her to forgive you. If you don’t pick her, you can couple up later as normal
Day 2 is like it usually is, you’re LIs original partner starts grafting on your LI if you have a male LI, Bobby doesn’t care if you steal AJ, you just have to have a talk with him and he’s fine
You can attempt to reconcile with their original partner, and if you succeed they’ll stop, if not your LI will step in and tell her he’s not interested
Day 3 finds a whole Villa recouping with a dumping. If you have a female LI, then girls are choosing, and AJ will pick you, however there is no dumping for future numbers sake, I know it doesn’t make much sense for the guys to be safe but whatever
If you have a male LI, the boys are choosing. If youre with Bobby, you get stolen and have to help Bobby decide who to dump.
He’ll always choose to dump Miki, regardless of who your LIs ex was or what you say. His reasoning is that she hasn’t made a connection and she was accidentally mean to him once and this Bobby’s hella sensitive
Bobby kinda struggles with it and has a rough few days - You have the option to be sympathetic and keep him available as a friendship couple option, or be a jerk and lose the option to be in a friendship couple
Day 4 is a bit of a filler day, with a fun challenge and some actual conversations.
You learn about your LI and someone else of your choosing, whether that’s a friend, like Ell or Erikah, or another LI youre romancing, like Talia or another of the guys
This is the first time Talia starts to be honest with MC about maybe fancying her and being open to seeing what happens
Day 5 has bombshells: a guy and a girl. The girl is our Marisol of this season, which can also explain away why she’s so slow to open up, she feels like an outcast since she came late and MC can empathise better than anyone which is how they initially bond
The guy is also a LI, but far more bold than Marisol, he has no trouble grafting in front of MC’s LI and trying to steal her or win her over - I’m just going to call him Lucas
Day 6 has another boys’ choice disaster recouping, but with the threat of a dumping on an AJ route
No matter how you reacted to Lucas’ flirting, he picks MC, whether you were going to couple up with him or not, he still steals you from your LI just like Season 2, for simplicity’s sake
The other couples get mixed up, a Nope-adjacent couple are split up, let’s say Erikah and Camilo, but they don’t make it all about them. One of the girls had been pining after a guy but he chooses someone else even though she’s available (Elladine, but Bobby’s oblivious), the girl Bobby was planning to couple up with gets stolen (Talia, but regardless of your route, she doesn’t fancy him), so he couples with Marisol
On a male LI route there is no dumping because the couples are already even
On an AJ route, Rohan is the deciding factor between AJ and Miki. Miki is always dumped because she was barely involved the past few days and Bill isn’t that interested in her even though they were coupled up
Day 7 is the start of Casa Amor, but much shorter this time. Two of the guys are endgame - let’s say Arjun and Carl, two are interested in other girls - let’s say Graham and Nicky, and there’s one you CAN get with, but cheats and gets dumped later on, essentially a Rocco, and one just isn’t interested, another friendship couple opportunity if you don’t want to share with one of the LIs - let’s say Seb
Day 8 is still Casa, you get to know the boys or can crack on with any of the female LIs, though this is still applicable to Day 7
You get a chance to either commit to AJ further or say you want a break to crack on with someone else
If you reassure her, she’ll pie off all the guys and you can stay on the daybed together, essentially ignoring the disaster recoupling and pretending youre still together. But if you dump her, she’ll crack on with Seb if you’re not paired with him, and Arjun if you are, just as a sort of revenge
During CA you can get closer with Talia, cheeky winks in public and getting kinda nasty during a challenge
You get sneaky scenes with Marisol where you learn where her head is at and how she has a hard time opening up and letting people in. You can reassure her and say you’ll be patient or pie her off and she’ll get with the season’s Graham, though they’ll have a different dynamic and ACTUALLY MAKE SENSE AS A COUPLE
Im sorry but boaty mcboat face and MARISOL?? i just dont get it, im sorry
You can graft on Arjun & Carl, tell them where your head is at, and they’re far less pushy
They try to impress but they’re not like poking you until you tell them you’ll take them back to the Villa like in S2
Day 9 is the final day of Casa, with a stick or switch
You can take back Arjun, Carl, Seb, or Rocco, although Seb is a platonic option but you can pair with him the rest of the season as aromantic representation
AJ never switches to save Rohan, and to be loyal if youre on her route
Talia doesn’t switch no matter the route, she spent Casa just hanging out which honestly isn’t the best idea outside of her route
Erikah switches, because like Season 1 Erikah, her head turns quickly, it’s just a matter of time. She switches to Rocco if you’re not on his route, and Arjun if you are. This is going to absolutely blow up in her face
Elladine switches because she gets worried Bobby will, picks Nicky and they actually get on really well
Marisol switches to Graham if youre not on her route to stay safe again, though they dont last anyway, and sticks if you are because she spent Casa with MC instead of the guys
Bobby sticks cuz Bobby
Harry always switches to someone, let’s call her Cherry cuz why not
Camilo sticks to get back with MC or Erikah - Erikah switched, effectively dumping him and really upsetting him
Rohan switches to someone, lets call her Shannon, no matter the route
Bill always sticks
Lucas switches to someone, lets call her Blake, no matter what, just for simplicity’s sake and because I’m already ripping from S2 so who cares
Day 10 is aftermath, much like Season 2
You can talk with your previous LI, 
Day 11 has a massive dumping where you vote to save a few people
One of the original Villa boys stays, Camilo is the default but if youre on Harry or Bill’s route, they’ll fill his place
Rohan and Bobby survive
If you brought back a Casa boy, you pick between him and Lucas to be dumped 
If you didn’t, Lucas is safe automatically
Rocco/Arjun survive, they’re coupled with Erikah
Either Nicky survives to stay with Elladine or Graham is saved for Marisol if she brought him back, Nicky automatically survives if not
For the girls, Erikah, Elladine, Marisol, and MC are safe
You vote between Cherry, Blake, Shannon on who to save, Shannon is the encouraged option because her and Rohan are actually really cute, but he’ll be nice to any of the girls for the rest of the season
You have to vote between AJ and Talia, sorry queers, i hate it too
Day 12 has a recouping where Talia is finally available if you saved her after everything from Casa Amor
You can reunite with your LI from pre-CA or simply stick to youre CA pick, it’s girls choice, MC is somewhere in the middle
Day 13 has two bombshells - both guys, let’s call them Levi and Tai
Levi grafts hard on MC whereas Tai takes a backseat and MC has to go to him instead if shes interested
Day 14 is a grafting day, you can graft and bond with your LI, Levi, Tai, or Marisol
Day 15 is the second to last recoupling, where you can get with every LI 
If youre romancing Marisol, you have a fight in the morning because she still won’t commit and she hasn’t really had an drama on her route yet
Day 16 is an explosion of drama
It’s another Roccogate but on an even bigger scale
If you’re on Rocco’s route, you suffer the backlash, and if you’re not, Erikah does but it still blows back to MC in order to keep her involved
Rocco makes a move on Erikah when MC’s with him, and MC when Erikah is. If he makes a move on MC, she can reciprocate or blatantly shut him down and Erikah will always reciprocate it when he’s coupled with MC because whaddaya know her head can turn at the littlest thing
If he made a move on MC, she can tell her LI who will chew him out privately, or keep it to herself
They basically get caught in the act by Levi, who doesn’t say anything until the afternoon - a lie detector that reveals a bunch of stuff, ill discuss later
He’s asked if he has any drama and he lies, saying no but eventually spills that Rocco made a move on MC/Erikah, and regardless of whether MC reciprocated or not, he says she did
If MC’s with Rocco, she can attack Erikah until someone steps in, maybe Bobby? Or Arjun? and reasons with her. She can get most of the Villa on her side about Rocco being a prick - except for Levi, no matter what, he’ll always side with Rocco and say it’s part of the show
If MC’s not with Rocco and denied him, her LI will accuse her of lying and she’ll have to essentially win them back by the next day or try and get Rocco to clear her name, which she can if they have a high relationship
And if MC didn’t deny him, her LI will dump her on the spot if they have a low relationship, or still win them back if they have a high relationship - but it will still be remembered
Back to the lie detector
There’s the typical S1 questions, cheating is revealed, you can commit to your LI
BUT 
If youre on a Marisol route, your LI asks you about her and MC has to confess, which drives a rift between her and Marisol because yeah
y i k e s
Day 17 is the final recoupling
Marisol basically storms into the kitchen when MCs making breakfast and says they’re coupling up and just leaves again. MC has the option to be like “yeah okay, chill” and go back to her breakfast or “what the fuck? no” and chase after her and pie her off
If you don’t pie her off, she chooses MC herself, because that scene in S2 is just really cute and I want another
There’s a double dumping of two boys - Levi and Rocco, and you have no say in it
Erikah, MC, or her LI will essentially turn the Villa against Rocco, while a few of the Islanders resent Levi for his take, mainly the girls
It’s a couple vote, and even if you vote for someone else, they still get dumped because they have the most votes
Day 18 is filler and fluff, meet the parents and final dates, with a surprise dumping where you can get a say and can help them pack, but its a strictly platonic goodbye
There’s so many possibilities and I don’t feel like listing them out right now, but it’s a single couple between three at-risk ones
Day 19 another surprise dumping, why not stick with prom? I just really dig the art, and but maybe make it closer to Season 2? And more personalized speeches!!!
And have a Lottie/Hannah moment! 
Idk who all would be here, I don’t feel like listing it out, but I think I have all the dumpings listed below the cut
You can pick between both people dumped who you want to help pack, and can have a moment with either of them, opening a “runaway” option after the finale or reunion
Day 20 is the finale, with the Islanders gossiping and stressing in the morning as some filler content
The afternoon is the announcement, and your placement depends on your couple - If you were loyal the entire time you were with them and have a max relationship you get 1st, if you were loyal but dont have max hearts, you get 2nd, if you weren’t loyal but still have max hearts, you get 3rd, and if you have neither you get 4th
If you win, your LI gets the money no matter what and it’s not based on relationship, it’s based on where in the relationship you are - if MC agreed to be their girlfriend on Day 18, they split the money, and if MC didn’t, then they don’t see a future and keep it
The last episode is the finale party with options to dump your LI for good, make plans to move in, reconcile and explain why MC didn’t say yes on Day 18, or get with someone else entirely
Oh and I want two of the dumped guys to show up together and have started dating outside of the Villa
Cuz I can’t think of another opportunity for mlm in this chaos
This is really messy so I’m going to list out couplings under the cut to try and make sense of this, I think I got everything but probably not its a disaster
LIs
AJ
Day 1 - MC or Bobby or Single
Day 3 - MC or Bobby or Bill
Day 6 - Rohan
Day 9 - Rohan
Day 12 - MC or Bobby or Dumped
Day 14 - MC or Bobby or Dumped
Day 17 - MC or Bobby Dumped
Talia
Day 1 - Rohan or Single
Day 3 - Rohan or Bill
Day 6 - Camilo
Day 9 - Camilo
Day 12 - MC or Bobby or Dumped
Day 14 - MC or Bobby or Dumped
Day 17 - MC or Bobby Dumped
Marisol
Day 6 - Bobby
Day 9 - Single or Graham
Day 12 - Graham or Harry/Bill/Camilo
Day 14 - Graham or Harry/Bill/Camilo
Day 17 - MC or Graham or Harry/Bill/Camilo
Harry
Day 1 - MC or Elladine
Day 3 - MC or Elladine
Day 6 - Elladine
Day 9 - Cherry
Day 12 - MC or Elladine/Marisol or Dumped 
Day 14 - MC or Elladine/Marisol or Dumped
Day 17 - MC or Elladine/Marisol or Dumped
Camilo
Day 1 - MC or Erikah
Day 3 - MC or Erikah
Day 6 - Talia
Day 9 - Talia
Day 12 - MC or Elladine/Marisol or Dumped
Day 14 - MC or Elladine/Marisol or Dumped
Day 17 - MC or Elladine/Marisol or Dumped
Bill
Day 1 - MC or Miki
Day 3 - MC or Miki or Elladine/Erikah
Day 6 - Erikah
Day 9 - Single
Day 12 - MC or Elladine/Marisol or Dumped
Day 14 - MC or Elladine/Marisol or Dumped
Day 17 - MC or Elladine/Marisol or Dumped
Lucas
Day 6 - MC or Erikah
Day 9 - MC or Blake
Day 12 - Blake
Day 14 - MC or Elladine/Marisol or Dumped
Day 17 - MC or Elladine/Marisol or Erikah or Dumped
Arjun
Day 9 - MC or Erikah or Dumped
Day 12 - MC or Erikah or Dumped
Day 14 - MC or Erikah or Dumped
Day 17 - MC or Erikah or Dumped
Carl
Day 9 - MC or Dumped 
Day 12 - MC or Dumped
Day 14 - MC or Dumped
Day 17 - MC or Erikah or Dumped
Tai
Day 14 - MC or Single or Elladine
Day 17 - MC or Erikah
Rocco
Day 9 - MC or Erikah
Day 12 - MC or Erikah
Day 14 - MC or Erikah
Day 17 - Dumped
Levi
Day 14 - MC or Single
Day 17 - Dumped
Other Islanders
Elladine
Day 1 - Harry or Single
Day 3 - Harry or Bill
Day 6 - Harry
Day 9 - Nicky or Harry/Camilo/Bill
Day 12 - Nicky or Harry/Camilo/Bill
Day 14 - Nicky or 
Day 17 - Nicky or Tai
Erikah
Day 1 - Camilo* or Single
Day 3 - Camilo* or Bill
Day 6 - Camilo or 
Day 9 - Rocco or Arjun
Day 12 - Rocco or Arjun
Day 14 - Rocco or Arjun
Day 17 - Tai or Lucas/Casa
Miki
Day 1 - Bill or Single
Day 3 - Bill or Dumped
Day 6 - Bill or Dumped
Day 9 - Dumped
Day 12 - Dumped
Day 14 - Dumped
Day 17 - Dumped
Shannon
Day 9 - Rohan
Day 12 - Rohan or Dumped
Day 14 - Rohan or Dumped
Day 17 - Rohan or Dumped
Blake
Day 9 - Lucas
Day 12 - Rohan or Dumped
Day 14 - Rohan or Dumped
Day 17 - Rohan or Dumped
Cherry
Day 9 - Harry
Day 12 - Rohan or Dumped
Day 14 - Rohan or Dumped
Day 17 - Rohan Dumped
Bobby
Day 1 - AJ or MC or Single
Day 3 - AJ or MC or
Day 6 - Marisol
Day 9 - Marisol or Single
Day 12 - AJ/Talia or Elladine/Marisol
Day 14 - AJ/Talia or Elladine/Marisol or Single
Day 17 - AJ/Talia or Elladine/Marisol
Rohan
Day 1 - Talia or MC
Day 3 - Talia or MC
Day 6 - AJ
Day 9 - Shannon/Cherry/Blake
Day 12 - Shannon/Cherry/Blake
Day 14 - Shannon/Cherry/Blake
Day 17 - Shannon/Cherry/Blake
Graham
Day 9 - Marisol or Dumped
Day 12 - Marisol or Dumped
Day 14 - Marisol or Dumped
Day 17 - Marisol or Dumped
Seb
Day 9 - MC or Dumped
Day 12 - MC or Elladine/Marisol or Dumped
Day 14 - MC or Elladine/Marisol or Dumped
Day 17 - MC or Elladine/Marisol or Dumped
Nicky
Day 9 - Elladine
Day 12 - Elladine or Dumped 
Day 14 - Elladine or Dumped
Day 17 - Elladine or Dumped
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chaniters · 5 years
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And the winner is...
Next part of @kruk-art‘s Awan Cormac series. 
Complex stories take a long time to plan!!!
Another hospital scene... 
Spoilers ahead for Rebirth
Previous part is here:  8 https://chaniters.tumblr.com/post/188183225024/blood-in-the-water
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Hospitals. Wards. Infirmaries. 
You hate them all.
Too sterile. Too familiar. 
Yet here you are, mind full of guilt, sitting by the bed, waiting for him to wake up. Your hand goes absently to the plate where the cookies are, fetching one two. 
Idle time is another one of your pet peeves, and thus you brought something to work on. The decryption programs you brought on your phone are top-notch coming directly from the farm and should work on anything, but the Loan Shark’s data-rod on Elyise has proved impervious so far. Still, you’re not giving up and there are a few more tricks to try. 
You’re almost sure it’s not an American encryption protocol, which only raises more questions as to the true extent of Hollow Ground’s connections. Whatever the case, they didn’t want this file to be seen which is all the more compelling reason to break in and see what’s inside.
You keep on trying though, each new variation of your protocols failing after a short while with a monotonous beep from the phone and the sound of crunchy chocolate cookies the only things letting you keep track of time. 
At least that’s so until…
“Are you going to leave some for me, jerk?”
You put down your phone, looking at him. His eyes are open, and he looks pale. Pale, but awake. 
The immediate wave of relief is so strong you feel you’re about to lose it. But you force yourself to keep it together.
“If you think you’re going to get one of MY cookies, you’re awfully mistaken. It’s going to be baby food from now on for you Marsha!” 
“Baby food? Yuck. I’m out of here!” he says trying to move up before stopping with a pained expression. The movement makes his mods go off, sending a zap towards the machine he’s attached to, which turns off and then reboots
“Watch it sparkles! Those things take a lot to reconnect if you break them... “ you sigh while  “You’re might be patched up but you’re still wounded.  Better get used to it too, you’ve got some horizontal time ahead of you”
“Ugh. Ook…  Maybe I’ll rest for a little bit after all” he relents. 
“That’s how things are going to be from now on. You’re staying there as long as you have to ”
“Who made you boss again?”
“Your mom. Also, she promised more cookies if I stop you from doing anything stupid”
“So you sold me out for chocolate chips?”
“They’re really good,” you say taking another. “Really really good” you add with your mouth full.
You monster…” he says with the hint of a smile.
“Yeah, I get that a lot. So, how long have you been awake?”
“Not sure. Didn’t notice you were in the room at first.”
“Do you know where you are?” you ask “Or what day it is?”
He ponders hard for a few moments examining the surroundings before answering “... The HQ?”
“That’s right. We’re at the infirmary”
“How long I was out though.”
“I’d say about two days, give or take.
“That’s insane. Where are the others?”
“Asleep I guess? It’s 3:00 am”
“Whaa… what are you doing here so late then?” he says narrowing his gaze, making you feel a bit uncomfortable. “I thought you hated hospitals...”
“I do. But I’ve managed so far” 
“Didn’t know you cared that much about me”. Bullseye, he got you there. 
“Don’t flatter yourself” you grunt. “It’s bold of you to assume I’ve got a life outside the hero gig anyways,” you say deflecting. “And this isn’t really a big deal. I get free food. And this is just part of your base, not a real -real- hospital anyways... I mean I could do this for any wounded ally” you add averting your gaze. The snort tells you he didn’t buy into that. 
It was a really bad lie, you’re usually better at this, of course, he knows you wouldn’t get into a hospital -even an infirmary- for just anyone. Well almost anyone, you know that now. Are you losing your touch? If you blush right now you’ll have to just kill yourself right here.
“Look, I’m taking turns with your mom, ok? That’s all! It’s really no big deal.” you sigh. “She left at midnight to get some sleep. She’ll be back in the morning.”
“So you met her?  can’t believe I missed that! What did she even say?”
“Oh uh… Not much… really. She seemed to like me I think?” In fact, she said a lot to you. About how Ricardo keeps talking about you and how he’s lucky to have such a good friend that you’d offer to stay for so long… and a whole LOAD of other stuff about Ortega that you didn’t know. “How are you feeling?”
“My chest hurts like hell. But I’m good at keeping up appearances,” he says with another pained smile. His voice sounds tired. Damn him and his unreadable mind… you couldn’t tell it hurt like that.
“Let’s fix that,” you say as you raise from the seat and start fiddling and adjusting the drips attached to his arm.
“Hey hey hey… What are you doing?” he asks nervously as he watches.
“Increasing the painkiller dosage?” you explain matter-of-factly
“But shouldn’t my doctor do that?”
“Fuck him”
“That’s a bit harsh”
You turn to look at him “He took you off painkillers because your sponsors bribed him so they can get a full diagnostic of your mods by the morning. They seem to think the drugs would mess that test’s accuracy.”
“... that does sound like something they’d do, the jerks...” he sighs. “What did you do?”
 “I dealt with it.”
“Dealt with it how?”
“I had him confess what he did, and then killed him”
He looks at you wide-eyed for a few seconds. Wow, he actually believes you could do that.
“Of course I didn’t kill him you asshole! That was a joke. He’ll come back eventually when it’s time to check up on you. I just gave him a time-out”
“Oooh…  It’s just you don’t tell that many jokes. And you were pretty convincing for a moment there. Did I tell you that you look very serious most of the time?”
“Idiot” you groan sitting reassuming your adjustments as he watches, a bit more relaxed now. “By the way I know what I’m doing. I’ve got training as a nurse”
“Really? Maybe I should hire you to do this more regularly. Didn’t know you had medical training”
“That’s me. Big box of surprises. Sadly, you couldn’t afford me,” you say with a smirk. He just snorts, which makes him hurt again. He’s an Idiot and you should probably stop telling him jokes. 
“Ok, doc… Can we move on to the part where you tell me how bad it is?” he says looking at his chest. “Or do we need the real doc for that?”
“Nah, I can do that… It’s really bad right now” you start “Nasty cuts. You went into intensive care, but you’re off now, your surgery was a complete success with no organ damage or permanent injuries. You still had blood transfusions twice from two of your cousins who were here when they brought you.  You’re going to have some new interesting scars. Overall, the consensus is that you’re going to be wearing your Charge suit as soon as they can spit you out of here. Your sponsors have prepared some media things for you while you recover, so you don’t lose the limelight, so you can expect cameras up your nose when they realize you’re awake.”
“Well that’s just…” he starts before trailing off.
“Grotesque? Horrible?”
“Business as usual really…” he says taking in a deep breath. 
“I’ll scare them off too if you want. Shouldn’t be hard.”
“How about I hire you to be my personal spook instead?”
“You don’t need to pay me for that,” you say as you finish adjusting the dosage “Also, you should be feeling better in a bit, and if you don’t we can go for a stronger dosage... Or I can even get the asshole to give you something stronger”
“Thanks, Awan” 
“It ‘s ok,” you say taking your seat again.
His gaze runs around the empty room, the dark corridor outside, and the digital clock by the bed. 3:17 AM. It’s pretty obvious it’s only the two of you right now. 
“Thanks for staying Awan. I know how much you hate hospitals”
“I do hate them a lot. But I told you it’s nothing”
“Not everyone would do this”
“I bet a lot of people would…”
“Nope. Only a really good friend would. “Would you be mad if I told you you’re my best friend ?”
“Wha…? Now you’re just being ridiculous…”
“Because you are my best friend. You know that right?”
“I...” you say averting your gaze. Fuck, you’re going to blush. You rub your face before looking back. 
“Oh. Now you’re mad” he grins. 
“You’re my best friend too, ok?… “ You’re staring right at him, the words somehow escaping your lips very quickly before you can take them back. Shitshitshitshit...Why does this keep happening around him?
He opens his mouth about to say something, before he simply closes it again, giving you a fond smirk before patting your hand next to the bed. He says nothing and neither do you.
It takes a while before he breaks the silence again. 
“Is Elyise alright?” he asks suddenly worried. 
“She’s fine.”
“I just had this feeling of… Did something happen to her?”
“I told you she’s fine. See for yourself” you say with a half-smile turning on the TV. “The news is still raging on about her”
Sure enough the news report show a picture of her at the large screen behind the reporter, with the headlines “Exclusive interview, Elyse”  She’s giving an interview, photo flashes showering her as she answers questions about her relationship with Ortega -which she deflects with some mistery -  and the mess that happened at the docks -which she also deflects-. You’ve got to discuss both of those with Ortega too.
Then a reporter asks her about the death of her mother… she breaks, starts tearing up… one of her PR guys says the interview is over and takes her away. The media is loving her, even if that breaks her apart. 
“Don’t you love Los Diablos Quality TV?” you ask sarcastically. 
“Ugh. That’s my life. I gave her a few hints but you can never be ready for questions like that.”
“What’s the deal between you two?” you ask curiously
“Ehrm… well, we talked a lot after that mess in Sunken Town… She was really sad and needed someone to dump it all on, and I kind of was there, so we started talking about losing parents… And her story was out of this world. We talked all night, and then I was going to go back home and she wanted me to stay and one thing led to another and…”
“Oh” 
“It’s not like that! I mean… Ugh… Crap, I guess it is like that.?
“Sound like it is” 
“But then our PR’s got involved and they loved it. They wanted to make a whole story arch about it, and I was going to say no, but she asked me to do it? I mean she said we should do it, you know, to get headlines”
“So there’s nothing serious going on?”
“Ehrm…” he seems a bit confused by the question. “I don’t know? No? Yes? Maybe?”
“Hey, it’s ok. It’s just me asking” 
“Yeah, I know. Truth is, I’ve got no idea. Never met anyone who’s lost as much as her. The things she endured… And I’d like to help her but I’m not sure if she’s in the right place now.  I guess we’ll have to see where it goes? You know how these things go with other heroes…”
You nod as if you knew what he was talking about, which you don’t. 
“Now with thy dumpster fire love life out of the way… could you….”
“Could I what?”
“Remind me how did I fuck up so bad as to end up here?”
“You don’t remember?” 
“Nope.”
“Not even…?”
“Not a clue pal. Nada.” Crap. “I guess it had to do with the docks mess that Elyise talked about?” 
“It does. What’s the last thing you recall?” you ask
“I think we were at some sort of event, right?”
“... yeah, we were. Hauswald fundraiser for their new facility. Reaper hosted it...That’s when it all started going downhill. You seriously don’t remember a thing after that?”
“Hmm... I think some of it’s coming back… but it’s blurry... “ he goes silent.
“Alright, I’ll try to keep it short…”
“Why? You told me I’m not going anywhere”
“... you just... listen”
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Hauswald Foundation Charity fundraiser dinner.
 Dodge to the left to avoid the punch… flip away from the kick… 
One of them thinks he has the advantage and attempts to trip you, but you time your jump correctly, and he misses. THey’re all off balance… Now’s the time to take the offensive! 
Leaping forward onto your three attackers, you grapple them all in your arms, lifting them as they scream in surprise before you slam them forward with all your strength. 
Excellent, you tell yourself as the three kids fall off onto the bouncy castle, giggling as they try to stand up and jump. The other kids cheer at you. They really love your Sidestep persona. You’re tempted to jump in yourself, but you’ve been using the bouncy castle far too long and some of the parents are starting to give you side-eye. Stupid rules say the castle is just for kids… Oh well, better quit while you’re ahead.
“Good try, you almost got me there!” You say behind your mask. You didn’t know what to expect when Ricardo asked you to make an appearance with the Hauswald kids, but now all you want to do is keep playing with them. They had this playground built so the permanent residents could spend time with their kids until the new facilities are built.  It doesn’t help that chronologically speaking, you’re probably not too far apart from their current age. 
The thought makes you ponder on how would it have been to have a normal childhood like them and the whole experience suddenly becomes both sad and alien. You only wish you could have…-
“Wow. You’re amazing with kids! What other secrets do you have?” Anathema says interrupting your thoughts.
“I’m a genetically modified monster created in a lab as a weapon designed to pass as a human and take over the world,” you say because the truth is often the better lie. You wave your arms in front of you, walking slowly to Annie, as a monster would. 
“I knew it. You’re one of them eeeevil Snake-people!”
“Ha! We prefer the term Sneeple. We’re not anything like snakes!. We just happen to be poisonous” you grin under the mask. 
“Sneeple” the children laugh pointing at you.  
“Oh no! You’ve got me!” you cry out. “But I will not go down easily! Prepare to feel my poisonous bite Anathema!”
“I’ll defeat the Sneeple guys!” Anathema says doing a slow-motion mock-punch at you. 
You fake a suitable slow-motion fall, and they all laugh it up. 
“Good job,” Anathema says offering a hand
“Giving it a 101%” you chuckle as you take his hand and he lifts you up.
“You should have kids of your own one day man. You’d be great at it”
“Let’s go back into the ceremony,” you say quickly. “I think we made our appearance long enough already,” you’re ignoring his comment and hoping he won’t ever mention anything as scary and confusing as that ever again. 
“Can’t wait for the big awards to be over?” 
“That’s the plan, I’m not staying a second longer than I have to”
“Man you could really use some decent PR for a change, get some sort of message to your fans. There’s a magazine saying you’re secretly a Japanese ninja, coming out all the way from Kyoto in search of the murderer of your father. It’s nuts. You should get closer to the people and get a real story going...”
“Hell no, no one’s getting closer to me. Also, I happen to like that story. I think I’ll sprinkle some Japanese when I talk in public from now on...”
“Wait, you speak Japanese?!”
“Of course I do. Now If only I could find my father’s killer…”
“You asshole!” he snorts following you back inside.” 
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“And without further ado, we move on to the event of the night,” Reaper says holding the mic with his good hand. He’s in a wheelchair, still with a cast arm, but the combination of an impossibly expensive Tuxedo being worn by a talking skeleton oddly makes him both look distinguished and larger than life. In an eldritch kind of way that is. His mind’s different, there’s a fire in it that you didn’t notice before. Fire. Like the Hospital burning. It’s not really very surprising that he’d get a whole new passion for rebuilding what he loves. 
“We hand over the Hauswald awards to those who have contributed the most in our fight against the epidemic of death that threatens our great nation!” he announces. “The panel of judges has spoken,” he says motioning to a group of people sitting on a large table by the podium, famous all of them, reporters, politicians, artists, writers, and philosophers founding members of the Hauswald along with Reaper himself. While the founder is dead, Amanda Hauswald, his only daughter is right there too, a young blockbuster actress in her 20’s that’s set to play Elyise in her upcoming film. She rises from her chair, adjusting her gorgeous silver velvet gown and climbs to the stage, to pass several envelopes to Reaper.
Reaper thanks her, and prepares to announce the winners. 
“Are you going to eat at all?” Ortega asks beside you, wearing his own white suit.
“The mask stays on”
“You could just lift up the lower part a bit” Anathema comments from the other side.
“The mask stays on” you repeat.
“But these are amazing!!” he says motioning to his plate
“That’s why I brought this,” you say tapping a large piece of Tupperware full of everything you could gather from the reception up to this point.
“You didn’t just bring that to…” Ortega looks at you appalled “You can’t… you can’t do that at  events like this!”
“Just watch me,” you say defiantly. “The mask stays on, and I take my food-to-go” You’re sick of being starved every time you get dragged into something like this. The only compromise you made was letting Anathema add last-minute bowtie to your suit, which looks oddly fitting for the occasion.
“Unbelievable… fine... Just keep it out of sight, and if anyone asks, I don’t know you” Ortega says giving up. 
“I still think someone leaked,” Steel tells Sentinel, from the other end of the table.”
“With half the police being corrupt, it’s not that hard for the Loan Shark to get leaks about us coming to arrest him anyways” Sentinel shoots back. “Or are you saying that one of us gave the raid away on purpose?”
Steel looks at you briefly, before answering. 
“No, no I didn’t mean that… But perhaps if we kept the intel only to the inner team, we could avoid it all spreading and…”
“Let it go, it’s not against you” Annie whispers “He just angry and It could have been anyone. Like Sentinel said, half the police’s on Hollow Ground’s payroll.”
“I know… I just wish he’d trust me a bit at least” you whisper back. “I was the one who came with the ledgers in the first place”
“I’ll remind him”
“Don’t. Let it be, it’s ok” you say looking at the other tables. The raid to arrest Lewie was a bust, he had been tipped off and the office had been whipped clean. Not even a trace of the furniture and the walls had been repainted. And his safe was gone. 
Your attention derails towards Elyise. She’s watching Reaper’s delivery from another table along with her own crew, investigators, photographers, and publicists. After the events with Mother, she’s become the main torchbearer to the Hauswald, possibly overshadowing Reaper himself, and the public relationship with Charge shun even more light over her rising star. Reaper’s provided her every resource, both in her hero duties and with an endless media bombardment that’s working to get her ahead in the hero-game fast. She doesn’t seem thrilled about her life being used and exposed this way, but you can’t really blame Reaper. She’s the perfect poster-child to lead the fight against the madness of loose hero-drugs trough the country, and he knows it. 
Reaper goes to announce awards for artists, media representatives, film-makers, and others. Right after regular every-day hero award, he moves on to the main event of the night. 
The hero awards. 
The Hauswald offers one of the most coveted awards for those who care about that kind of thing. This is the main reason Ortega insisted you be here if the Rangers win, he wants you to share it with them if they win, and he somehow managed to verbally outmaneuver you into coming along. Truth is everyone expects Elyise to win this year, but Ortega’s still hoping for a new trophy. 
The man must control some form of witchcraft to get you agreeing to come to something like this. Or perhaps you’re finding it harder and harder to look for excuses to keep your distance from him. The thought makes you shiver under your suit.
He takes pause as he reads the contents of the last envelope.
“Oh boy… Really?” he says, a boney hand rubbing his face. He looks back at the judges as if to double-check. They all nod at him, and he turns back to the audience. “ Well, this is going to be controversial. Alright, Light up the contenders!” he asks the organizers. 
Ortega stands straight, as Steel frowns when the lights come upon your table. Something similar is happening to your left, where Captain Glory and the Phoenix Rangers are also getting ready in case they win. Elyise’s not on her table surprisingly. You can see her walking to the side, having what looks like a really nasty discussion over her phone. That’d odd… 
One of her team took her chair, waiting to receive the Award for her if she happens to win. 
It takes forever before Reaper finally speaks, probably trying to be theatrical. 
“I am proud to announce the winner of this year’s award of the Hauswald, an individual who’s done more than anyone else to stop the scourge of power drugs. Someone who took it up to themselves to fight back against the endless spiral of death the corporations bring upon our beloved West Coast…”
You can see Ortega’s fists clenching as he looks completely tense. Captain Glory seems just as tense when Aurora takes his left hand, startling him before he smiles at her. They’re such a darn cute couple… 
You end up staring at Ortega’s hand, so close to yours. You can’t stop thinking about how his suit fits him like a glove and how he looks so darn…
You force your gaze to look elsewhere as fast as you can. 
Elyise’s standing by the sidelines, her phone discussion seems worsening and she looks really mad now. There are some stray thoughts coming from her. Someone wants her to do something… and she won’t have it. You can feel her anger. She feels... Threatened by something… ?
“Sadly, the winner couldn’t join us here for the event, but If they are listening, we hope this serves as the recognition they deserve, even if some of us don’t personally condone their methods of fighting the drug epidemic...” he goes on, prompting confusion through the room. 
“... the winner goes by many names, but lately, media has settled on one, and it’s rather a grim one, but then again, I can’t seriously call anyone out on those grounds”
Laughs at the joke… and suspense.
“This hero has single-handedly stopped the largest rings of drug dealers throughout the city! Thanks to them, hero-drug deaths have gone to their lower point in a decade! The award goes to … 
You can see Ortega biting his lip, and CAptain Glory inching at the tip of his seat.
“...Catastrofiend!”
There is a brief moment of silence amongst the crowd before everyone starts voicing their minds. Elyise looks at the stage confused,  she’s clearly not been paying attention at all and trying to catch up. 
“You can’t award a murderer!!!” someone cries out. 
“Shut up, he cleaned up the corporation’s mess in less than a month!” someone counters. The voices start getting heated from there, with two defined sides forming very quickly around the new vigilante, booing and cheering going over one another.  
Captain Glory and his team stand up at unison and start making for the door. 
“We’re leaving too,” Ortega says standing up, as does Anathema realizing the party’s over.
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Rangers HQ, infirmary, present time.
“WHAT?!” Ortega looks at you confused. “They gave the prize to that murderer?!” 
“You know that’s the exact thing you said  after we got through the door” 
“Was Reaper out of his mind?”
“Ehh.. he was kind of all fired up, but out of his mind? No. Besides, he didn’t decide, the Hauswald board did. They’ regularly keep tabs on the price of the drugs, and when you crunch the numbers, there’s no question about it, the Catastrofiend killings have really put them on the run. They had graphs to prove it, not that anyone was hearing. Hero Drugs are almost impossible to buy in Los Diablos right now.
“But Catastrofiend’s… massacring people on the streets…!”
“Well, you know what they think of dealers at the Hauswald, especially after the old facility got burned down. They’re not even people to them anymore. And it’s been on the media since… a lot of people in the police force are speaking about how the Catastrofiend’s helping their job more than the rangers or anyone else in fact. Even the governor flirted with the idea of a pardon”
“That’s insane… What do they expect us to do? Start shooting dealers on the streets now? That award should’ve been Elyise’s”
“Rumor is that was the idea, but the board changed it without telling Reaper… They didn’t want to be seen as just pandering to whomever he chose. And perhaps they’re seeing Catastrofiend as the new Reaper”
“Yeah, back when he wasn’t suitable for kids.”
“Yeah,” you say leaning back on your chair.
He takes a few moments to digest it before speaking again. 
“I guess there’s more to the story? Or did Captain Glory and I start a brawl at the exit and that got me decked here?”
“Oh no. Those… “ you say drawing a circle with your finger chest. “... those came later. We got a call right after the event.”
“What was it?”
“Anonymous caller reported there was a huge shootout ongoing at the docks. They gave enough details to match what we found on the Loan Shark’s ledgers.”
“They found him? That’s great, so he didn’t escape after all!” he says. “Wait… so the Loan Shark did this?” he asks looking at his chest again “Fucking Lewie...”
“Lewie didn’t do this.”
“What? Then who?”
“We weren’t the first to arrive...” 
“They tipped him off again?”
“Catastrofiend was already there when we arrived,” you say grimacing. 
He stays silent, your words sinking in slowly. 
“Go on,” he says in the end.
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DISCLAIMER: This is a work of fan fiction using characters and the setting of the Fallen Hero: Rebirth and upcoming Fallen Hero: Retribution games written by Malin Riden. I do not claim ownership of any characters from the Fallen Hero wold. These stories are a work of my imagination, and I do not ascribe them to the official story canon. These works are intended for entertainment outside the official storyline owned by the author. I am not profiting financially from the creation of these stories, and thank the author for her wonderful game/s, without which these works would not exist.
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More tags because i’m an unproductive mess
rules: you must answer these 92 statements and tag as many people as you like! 
tagged by: @nappingsuga​ thanks to you I get to post stuff on my blog even though it’s not art lmao
tagging: @namjobava​, @charmed​ @datchu​ @iamtheshadowskeeper​ you know the story, you’re not obligated to actually do the thing blablabla
THE LAST:
1. drink: water 2. phone call: my dad 3. text message: a close friend of mine  4. song you listened to: ANTI - Zico 5. time you cried: can’t remember lmao 6. dated someone twice: nope 7. kissed someone and regretted it: oooh yeah 8. been cheated on: no 9. lost someone special: probably 10. been depressed: always baby 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: i get drunk but i don’t throw up?? i know my limits my dude
LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS: 12-14. baby pink // baby blue // peach (since black and white are “not colours”)
IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. made new friends: yesss and i’m thankful 16. fallen out of love: fallen out of what 17. laughed until you cried: thank god yes 18. found out someone was talking about you: snakes everywhere 19. met someone who changed you: kind of 20. found out who your friends are: yes and i’m scared of loosing them 21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: yes :|
GENERAL: 22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: probably 95% 23. do you have any pets: a cat and i kind of own a horse  24. do you want to change your name: YES but i don’t think i’ll ever actually do it 25. what did you do for your last birthday: threw a party and it was greaat 26. what time did you wake up: 6:35 am 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: getting ready to go to bed 28. name something you can’t wait for: the sweet embrace of death my new clothes to arrive 
29. when was the last time you saw your mom: uuuh at dinner?
30. what is one thing you wish you could change in your life: i wish i’d stop to be that insecure about everything 31. what are you listening to right now: I wait - DAY6 32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: I guess? i was a kid though 33. something that is getting on your nerves: people that make noise when they eat  34. most visited website: tumblr and twitter  - questions 35 to 37 were lost but i saw some people replacing them with these so here’s more unnecessary info about me- 35. moles: i only have beauty marks but i have a lot of those 
36. marks: lots of scars here and there
37. childhood dream: i don’t really remember i just know reality crushed them all lmao
38. hair colour: dark brown atm, but my natural one is dark blonde/light brown 39. long or short hair: my hair is shoulder length but i’d like the cut them shorter 40. do you have a crush on someone: not atm 41. what do you like about yourself: on good days i like my eyes  42. piercings: ears 43. blood type: A- 44. nickname: ava ?? 45. relationship status: single 46. zodiac: gemini  47. pronouns: she/her 48. favourite tv show: oooh boi - Is it Doctor Who? is it Sense8? is it something else i don’t think of right now? who knows 49. tattoos: no actual proper tattoo 50. right or left handed: right 51. surgery: wisdom teeth 52. hair dyed in a different colour : i used to have bright red hair, and it’s now dark brown (becoming lighter as time passes/ now that the sun is out) 53. sport: i like watching soccer and volleyball and i love horse riding, both watching and actually riding 55. vacation: a busy city please, Tokyo/ Seoul/London are my top 3, no particular order 56. pair of trainers: nike air force 1 ftw
MORE GENERAL 57. eating: i have a pack of Celebrations open right next to me 58. drinking: water 59. i’m about to: go to bed because i have to work tomorrow, sad life  61. waiting for: death/ mutual love/ Min Yoongi asking me to marry him  62. want: 1 billion dollars and a cure for insomnia 63. get married: well except if 61. actually comes true, lol nah 64. career: lol i can’t picture myself settling into adulthood and have an acutal job, how sad 65. hugs or kisses: uh 66. lips or eyes: eyes 67. shorter or taller: i prefer taller but i’m a fucking giant so that’s hard 68. older or younger: older, but i don’t really care  70. nice arms or nice stomach: arMS 71. sensitive or loud: that’s,,, not opposites? but sensitive 72. hook up or relationship: relationship 73. troublemaker or hesitant: healthy mix of both
HAVE YOU EVER: 74. kissed a stranger: nope 75. drank hard liquor: yea 76. lost glasses/contact lenses: i don’t wear any 77. turned someone down: yup, sorry btw 78. sex on the first date: nah 79. broken someone’s heart: i hope not??? 80. had your heart broken: do i have a heart in the first place 81. been arrested: nope 82. cried when someone died: nope 83. fallen for a friend: nope
DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84. yourself: lol nah 85. miracles: nope 86. love at first sight: nu 87. santa claus: nope 88. kiss on the first date:  is it something to believe in?? but yeah sure  89. angels: nope
OTHER: 90. current best friend’s name: Alanis  91. eye colour: blue 92. favourite movie: ehhh idk? i watched Nerve recently and it was good
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