#ooc - out of costume;

[sealrock]

decembhyur, day 31: heroic

pretending to be superheroes for a day is quality bonding time. bonus under the cut:

#decembhyur2023 #decembhyur #mypost. #ffxiv gpose #ffxiv screenshots #ffxiv oc #🍃 #🌪️ #q. #aaaaaand that's a wrap! gg team #this is so long but i couldn't make this into one long image without it getting blurry #most of my posts have been heavy emotionally so let's end this year with something FUNNY #ngl i had no idea what to do for this final day but then i thought: let them be sillay and cosplay in this lighthearted comic #context: achille gave evander wet willies for not putting on the costume because he and paris have the humor of teenaged boys #this is not ooc because they actually act like this. this is why evander is the oldest #sidenote about achille's hair: the dye is almost faded out so his natural hair color is coming through #and paris' binder :'). gender euphoria is stored in the binder #🏵️

[skidrowflorist]

get u a they/them that can do both. oh, and

happy halloween

#i KNOW i just reblogged the other audrey costume post but i NEEDED the side by side. look at this range. #look at the actual flytrap i carried around all day for seymour lmao #pulled that baby out of the vft collection for a field trip. and was SO terrified of jostling/dropping it all day. #little shop of horrors #lsoh #❦ far from skid row [ the mun ] #ooc;;

[eye-related-pun]

Hey what the fuck is the Inside Joke with the Sniggles? Like the "Don't eat for a week" Bit? Do they not get paid if they cry or something because that's kinda seriously fucked up. Or is it like they get paid per show, and they're just being sarcastic about how much they make? Because if it is, and they make more than me, I'm sueing.

#;adiah.c #No seriously #if I could run around on stage in a stupid costume #I would #but not everybody is cut out to be a Sniggle #ooc tags #hatchetblr #hatchetfield #hatchetfield oc #hatchetfield roleplay #hatchetfield rp #hatchetverse #hatchetverse oc #watcher world #watcher world oc

[webbedphantom]

... I think I'm depressed again-

And because of that, I kinda want to ramble/vent about things. But since I don't wanna be a nuisance, I'm gonna just leave it under here for anyone who wants to read it.

Maybe it's just because of how hectic things have been lately, and how I missed my therapy appointment this week, but I'm just... constantly tired, even now that I'm starting to feel better from whatever I had a few days ago. And today I've just had that constant feeling of just... not knowing what to do, so I don't do anything. And when I do find something to do, I lose interest moments later.

Like I've tried to write replies, but then I'll hit a snag, or be unsure which reply to write, or think it's pointless because if they reply back, I won't be able to keep it going because I can't trim things without my computer... which I can't set up because my desk is still in storage, with no way to get it here without a truck, and nothing I can use as a temporary desk in the meantime.

And this goes on and on with a bunch of stuff, games I want to play, stuff I borrowed from the library, there's always something that gets in the way that keeps me from really sitting down and enjoying myself.

I hate feeling like this, and I hate even more that I feel like I can't talk to anyone about it, because when I'm depressed, I isolate myself, which makes it harder to reach out because I don't want to bother anyone. And I sure as hell can't go to any of my "family" about it, as lately I've been feeling like the term has no meaning, as most of mine just use that shared blood as an excuse to get things from you.

Which is kinda why I'm even making this. I don't typically do this, I don't like putting my personal problems out in public like this. But I don't really know how else to deal with these feelings, because I really don't wanna bother anyone, even though I know all of the people I'd usually tell this stuff to would be okay with it.

I'm not really sure what to do... My next therapy appointment is on Wednesday, but I go back to work on Tuesday, which kinda makes me anxious, especially since the person who hired me got transferred, so I have no idea what to expect anymore.

And on top of that, I just don't know what to do with myself in the meantime. I don't really have the energy to use any of my normal coping skills, and the few that I do haven't been working, so I'm just... lost.

Best I can think to do is reach out to my case manager and see if he can help me work through this, but... I'm not particularly hopeful about that. Still, it's all I got, and I did need to meet with him anyway, so I just gotta hope things work out.

I'll get through this. I always do. Doesn't mean it'll be easy, but... life is never really easy, is it?

#ooc - out of costume; #life update #vent post #kinda #tl;dr this is why i haven't been all that active lately

[talentforlying]

constantine: fucking despises halloween, dreads it every year bc of the spike in arrogant two-bit occultists and foolish kids messing with things beyond their understanding that he'll inevitably have to go clean up after or rescue, thinks candy corn tastes like chalk and pelts people with it from his apartment window me, lover of halloween: i am gonna put you in cat ears little man

#( ooc. ) OUT OF CIGS. #hadestown vc: every year they have this fight! #anyway his ass has never been trick or treating but he Has gotten lost in a variety of corn mazes that haunt his dreams #and he Will kick jack o lanterns off your porch just to be a dick #however!! he is not immune to couple's costumes #( headcanons. ) I'M JUST LIKE THE BASTARDS I'VE HATED ALL ME LIFE.

[bravevolunteer]

why does the blob exist if they're not gonna do anything with it. if we're GONNA completely fuck up the ending of ffps can we at least have some fun with it. i want a confrontation between them and michael where they're just like oh hey puppet boy how's it been since the last fire you and the old man fucked up

#my security breach verse philosophy is 'well if they're gonna let everything else survive the fire i might as well let michael be there too' #i think it would be funny #hey puppet boy. flesh suit. meat encasing. body costume. etc. #⁂ ･ﾟ: i was looking for a job‚ and then i found a job‚ and heaven knows i’m miserable now ➛ ooc #have thoughts too eepy to do anything about them. that and i'm getting up earlier than usual to hang out with friends tmrw

[warsavant]

i was working on the final moodboard i have on this blog and got thoroughly distracted because... i just found out star wars living history is a thing and i am IN LOVE.

#ㅤ『 ɪ'ᴍ ʙʟᴜᴇ... ᴅᴀʙᴀ ᴅᴇᴇ ᴅᴀʙᴀ ᴅɪ 』 \ ooc. #y'all it is the intersection of my two favorite things #these people are out here studying costume details to extrapolate into amazing screenworthy original costumes i just AHHHHHHHHH #this is what i do! for fun! and have made some clothes for! without even knowing this is a thing!!!!!!

[vanaglcria]

Kasumi was an accidental OC, a character who I didn't intend to create but whoops she's here now.

Meanwhile, the original OC I was working on still sits, half-finished.

#✦ —— 𝑽𝑨𝑵𝑨𝑮𝑳𝑪𝑹𝑰𝑨 : ooc #/ hadn't fully planned her out but i had the idea (given how theatrical hell is) of a little costume / set designer #/ just a wonky l'il lady doin' her best #/ doesn't wanna talk 'bout what got her in hell ( probs murder but. as i said. unfinished. )

[widowshill]

hello thinking about 147 and roger, vicki, and david's coordinating check patterns, the similarity of their silhouettes with their shirt collars and lapels, vs laura as very distinct — a different silhouette entirely with her scarf, floral probably? but definitely non-geometric.

#[holds out my hand] get coded as a family unit through our similar costumes with me. #very idle midnight thoughts. #➤ ooc. ┊ she’s nauseous，she’s hysterical，and she’s exhausted. #i had the r/v outfit match written down but i hadn't remembered that david is *also* wearing check in this scene.. wow. #that they not only find likeness in each other but that david finds likeness with them – that it is upon their image he's modeled. that #his mother is not only a stranger to him now but something different entirely. not part of this world – #not part of the interpersonal structure as communicated through symbols worn directly on the body; framing our face. #it's david / roger / and vicki who form the mock family unit #(which can only ever be an imitation or inversion of the nuclear family. david is not his son by blood though he is by name #vicki is not his mother though she's the one raising him. roger and vicki who aren't married and can't be. #vicki who is not literally a collins but is more truly apart of them than laura – who is a collins) #man i just think it's neat. they knew what they were DOING fr. #thank u ohrbach's.

[amoriscustos]

halloween 2k23 <3

#this is a dream couples costume!!! #so happy with how it turned out #ooc.

[magioffire]

I went hard af with my costume thus year and I don't even have anywhere to go lol

#ooc. #mun.txt #summer/autumnal unseelie hours... #im just gonna hand out candy to the kids and have them go apeshit over my over the top costume #thats my plans

[blue-rick24]

HAPPY HALLOWEEEEENNN RICKFUCKERRRS!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm gonna hand out candy (hopefully lol) dressed as my Rick later!

I don't think I can go trick-or-treating🎃 like I usually do this year (unfortunately), but I at least want to try and enjoy myself I've been getting pretty overwhelmed as this month has progressed haha & maybe appreciate this day in a different way that I'm not used to.

...and hopefully after this I won't just regret everything XXDD

Even though I can't go out collecting actual treats, I actually also ordered myself a little treat, sorta for the occasion! 👀 Also it's partly R&M related XD also I can tell the holidays are starting already with the annoying amount of sales and new enticing things to buy dammit lmao

#and if we ever happen to run out of candy #I'm considering saying 'here's a trick' and shooting my portal gun XD #I would have gone trick-or-treating this year like I usually do but I have to just face the facts; that I'm too overwhelmed this October #and my family has a few circumstances going on so we can't really go all together #Kinda unfortunate. I just hope I don't beat myself up about not going later.. I still do about the year where I skipped out (lacking sleep) #my post #txt #ooc #rickkisser #rickfucker #rick sanchez #halloween #about blue rick #blue rick #rick and morty #spooky #costumes #trick-or-treat #trick or treating

[yunharlaquin]

today, on this varyingly chilly day of the twenty-fifth of december, we commemorate the death and roast of the blessed squawkcoo, laying the way for the noble chewbacca to realize the error of his ways and repent consuming porgkind. as the porg so loved to do with his brethren, we remember his sacrifice by sharing how much we enjoy each other's company...

alright, alright, alright, enough jokes! merry christmas, god jul, fröhliche weihnachten, and happy holidays to everyone on the dash from a shockingly snowy oklahoma! whether you're celebrating something today or eating chinese (or in one confirmed case, middle eastern) food, i hope you're having a wonderful day. you all bring me such joy through your presence, and i hope (as i'll inevitably forget someone) if you don't find yourself on here, you know i still deeply appreciate you. i laugh, i cry, i squeal almost every day, all because of you and your muses. you're all so supremely talented, and i adore everything you produce.

now, without further ado...

FRIENDS, CORELLIANS, SITH LORDS: LEND ME YOUR DROIDS

@graysistance / @lionthought / @commandsir / @greenscrunchy & your plethora of blogs which are starting to rival the number of mine — PUCK, you beautiful, wonderful, sweetheart of a saltdish, you've listened to the ups and downs of my year side by side with hackett, always finding the time to come up with a comforting or encouraging word. your kindness is the sort of thing people like to claim their friends have, but you truly possess it. i adore talking about history with you, spinning out context with so many subjects we speak of, let alone specifically the group wwii au. your support for my various crafting projects always brings a smile to my face. i love to see the things you fun and across, including your growing collection of legends books. i adore how you characterize each of your characters, giving them the depths of compassion and forethought that so many hold. your internal dialogue is absolutely stunning and our plots make me giggle hysterically.

@aniimvs / @scoundrvls / @honorhunt / @hellmartyr & your equally numerous blogs of which each is perfection — HACKETT, considering how intrinsically tied you and puck are in equal measure to my time on this hellsite, i wish i could you both side by side at the top of this list. sadly, this is not a tumblr feature..... yet. in this year of coding and dash tumult, you have soldiered on behind the scenes irl, kicking names and taking ass, while popping up to deliver exquisite pain, cause minor chaos, and be the saltmine you are. our discussions of just how bad a certain... pad.mé writing author's work is brings me life. your technical history knowledge is top notch and i adore all you bring to the wwii au so much, let alone the jp and lotr aus you and puck have worked on. you, more so than perhaps anyone i write with are the queen of establishing a setting. i always love seeing where you decide to set a not established location thread and to build off the descriptions you give for it. it lends an effortless star wars vibe to everything... let alone your depth for your grey and dark muses... *chef's kiss*!

@carnalstress — literal best friend, JESS!!!!! even though i've only managed to the once so far, i am SO happy that i live close enough for us to visit each more often, and i'm so glad you're back to writing on tumblr. you bring so much comfort and joy into my life with your conviction and your kind heart. i admire your dedication to your field even when things get tough and that you're trying to find new avenues in it. you are such a wonderful friend. and your cat is the cutest thing. i hope this next year is the best one yet!

@debelltio / @impostre — ALISTAIR, you are perhaps the newest friend amongst this section of the list, but you are no less dear. i love the subjects we have crossing over interests and experiences in, from living in multiple cultures, to law, to history, food and beyond. i've really loved getting to know you over the last few months, and you do such a lovely job with orson and all your muses. it is just a whole wonderful thing.

@colpapabear — annika! i love that we've written together for so so long and bonded over so many different things. i especially love the vintage clothing and knitting discussions we've had of late. they bring me so so much joy. watching you take leaps and bounds in both and produce such pretty things is the literal best.

@darkestshadeofgrey — listen, i neeeed to respond to our threads because every single one without fail is a plot i am wild for. your characterize your muses so interestingly and each is so very compelling. and even though i'm often late to respond, i ADORE the star wars tiktoks you send me, so often so much pain.

@heirite — i know you haven't been on for a bit, but i'm very much hoping you'll come back and see this! you are such a lovely friend, and i adore your ben to pieces. he brings me such joy, and with you off doing irl, i occasionally go back and read through your blog for that ben sky.walker goodness!

@notimminent — hey you! not that you've ever been truly gone but i'm so glad we've met up again. i can't wait to turn our plotting into threads for emma! you're a truly wonderful person and i'm so happy to have you back more regularly on my dash.

@acharnemcnt / @finaliseur— ame! i'm so very excited for some of the plots we're slowly working on and the threads we have in the works. you've also been so so kind. i very much enjoy your hux, and i'm thrilled about the new multi AND the ask blog AND rae. it's all so so cool!

@galaxycrxss / @hamadaxfighter — hey hey, i very much enjoy your clone squad. and the genius boy. watching you flesh out echo and hiro is a lovely thing, as well as hearing about all your ideas for the future!

@astraldestiny — listen, you adding winter hands down made my week! the plethora of legends characters you write never fails to bring me joy to see, and i enjoy writing and plotting with you so much. stay warm and i hope you enjoyed a christmas market! (next year when i go back, NEXT YEAR)

@multipleoccupancy — caraaaaaaaaa! no matter what you set your mind to on your multi or elsewhere, you do to perfection. it's been so lovely to write with you for so many years across so many genres and muses. our history threads will forever be my favorite!

@chokethelight — you you you, we haven't been able to write much this year, but whenever you pop in to say hello, or whatever version you decided to use that time, you bring a smile to my face! i hope 2023 is a better year for you. &lt;3

@stillsails — i'm so glad to see you around again on tumblr! you've had so much happen!! i am so so so proud of/happy for you for all your accomplishments and milestones this year! keep being the lovely academic and wonderful writer you are.

@fasciinating — listen, whatever we're working on brings me much joy, and the friendship that spock and jaina are building is just lovely. plus, i've really enjoyed the headcanons you've written for that challenge, let alone your beautiful art!

to all those i really love writing and talking with but also hope todo more with this coming year:

@paramounticebound @gurrillero @fifthbornforrester @lunascientia @rubiesintherough @protectxthem @caedus @kylo-wrecked @keeve-trenniis @jaigalorad @mandogold @hopegained @ncxile @reawakcn @theysparked @becomelions @fatedtruths @vuulpecula @conniidel @withoutpeer @skjebne and everyone i inevitably missed, have the happiest of new years!

#︲ ooc » has needle‚ will costume... #i've had a week... so instead of building up 90% of this over more than a week #i did the majority of this this morning so #apologies for anyone i missed again and also that messages are shorter than i'd like #i literally couldn't tag any more people without the editor glitching out......

[ofspvrta]

Please never take Kassandra to a Ren Faire unless you want to deal with her having an aneurysm over historical inaccuracies:

"This is all wrong..." Points at several men, "not a single codpiece between them." Points to a pirate, "this kind of style wouldn't come about for several more centuries and even then this is not correct." Points at a steampunk person, "I don't even know what that's supposed to be. Victorian? But with gears? I don't get it."

#α::|| coming out of my birdcage and i've been doing just fine | ooc #don't even get her started on period costumes in movies

[webbedphantom]

Y'know, I just realized something insanely obvious, and I feel like an idiot.

One of my biggest problems when writing on Twitter was because I had no idea how to make random in-character posts. Sure, I could do one every so often, but because I had to keep it vague about which verse it was in, so it could fit into either one, it was incredibly difficult to write anything because... Well, the two continuities are completely different.

But because Tumblr makes keeping track of verses actually possible, that isn't an issue any more... Yet I've still been acting like it is because I'm an idiot.

So when I'm back to being active (hopefully this weekend) I'm going to start taking advantage of that.

#ooc - out of costume; #im so stupid

[talentforlying]

happy halloween y'all!! have a great day!!

#( ooc. ) OUT OF CIGS. #constantine's most hated day of the year and my personal favorite we have MADE IT #i'll be doing the finishing touches on my costume for most of the day lmao (gary king from the world's end) but i will be poking around! #also feel free to throw your supernatural problems at constantine SDHJKSD this is his busiest day #hit him with a ghost or a pumpkin idk