#only what we're gonna do next

[problemnyatic]

man i just cant get over how fuckin distracting the idea of morality is in terms of actually like, trying to create a more ethical status quo. People get so caught up in worrying about whether they're a good person, whether people think they're being good enough, who's good and who's bad, and like, man, fuck!!! Who gives a shit what the fuckin' score is!!! There is so much problems in the world and if we waste all our time trying to figure out all the ~hidden signs~ and ~tells~ of who's predisposed to evil, we're never gonna get around to actually doing anything about the actual evil being committed every day on a systemic level.

If someone hasn't actually hurt someone, lay the fuck off the accusations. If you really want to garner a culture that prevents harm rather than simply reacting to it, you need to make causing harm something that can be recovered from. It can't be fucking shameful, because then people hide it. People will avoid pain, so threats of punishment aren't fucking useful. And if you believe doing The Bad Things will get you a world of hurt, then you're gonna get defensive if someone tries to approach you about your own harmful habits!!

I've seen it so many fuckin times, dude, it's insane. Someone will try to be like "hey, you could do this better" or "hey, the way you x hurts me" and instead of like, having a conversation, that person will get up in arms about how they weren't ~being bad.~ Whether it's trying to avoid blame or minimize how bad people think it is, the end result is that nothing actually gets dealt with because people are too busy trying to avoid being seen as a fuckin' sinner.

Who gives a fuck about being a good person? What does "good personhood" actually do? Best I can tell, it's just this label people get to have that says "Don't come after me, your target is someone else." Because if you ask anyone, being a Good Person is about your actions. So... why not just look at those? Ditch the shorthand that flattens everything, and risk the fucking nuance. If you don't have to worry about maintaining your status as a "good person," then suddenly it stops being so scary to scrutinize the ways in which you can actually improve.

And it's not even like you can just, like, get rid of all "bad people" and solve harm forever. If your solution to the ills of humanity can be boiled down to "if we just point a big enough gun at anyone who Breaks The Good Person Rules, no one will want to break them!" then, sorry to break it to you, but you're a fascist, no matter what values you purport to be championing. You still intend to use force to enforce them, and by enshrining those values as The Good Ones, you blind yourself to your own biases and flaws. You loose sight of the fact that you still have to aim that gun. Best not miss, or you'll take out an innocent- that's bad, right? Hope your aim's perfect- and everyone after you, too.

There's always gonna be pain. Always gonna be conflict. There's just too fuckin' many people out there to force the world to homogenize under a set of values that no one deviates from. So you need to be flexible, and you need to let good and bad exist side by side as shades of gray. You need to think of harm reduction not as a destination you reach by restricting the agency People Who Will Do Harm, but as a complex network of social safety nets that ensure that people who wind up in danger have multiple avenues with which to protect themselves or escape that danger, and ensure that the ones who cause that danger have ways to get help.

The world is more complicated than a binary of who's an abuser and who's a victim. People are more complicated than simple predisposition to hurting others. There will never be a set of values so all-encompassing as to ensure no one ever gets hurt if they're strictly adhered to, and there will never be a person on earth so perfect they never fuck up practicing those values. So you gotta fuckin adapt, man.

No more heroes and villains. No more good and bad people. you're more than that, I'm more than that. There's no shortcuts to heaven, no tickets to hell. You just gotta do the best you can with what you have, and course correct as you learn more stuff. What matters is the impact of our actions- they land how they land and we deal with it after. Quit botherin' with what it means and lets just work with what it is, we'll work towards that intent on the way, yeah?

#problemnyatic rambles #problemnyatic rants #I know I made this exact post with different words earlier. im still mad abt this #Who gives a fuck when and how bad you fucked up??? Are you trying to get better?? Are you genuinely willing to change and improve?? #The past is in the past and what happened then is important to what we do now but we cant fuckin change what happened #only what we're gonna do next #We gotta fuckin let people have a next time to do better with #We gotta give them a real-ass chance to actually do better too #And we gotta make sure that people know what they gotta know to not get hurt in the process. #but fuck sake if our only answer to some shit going fuckways is to erase someone off the face of the earth we're never gonna get anywhere #Is there an actual plan for like. the future??? here??? or are we just gonna violence everyone who allegedly violates The Values into dust? #Who the fuck is gonna be left??? i'm sick of this shit man. I just wanna play toys

[luck-of-the-drawings]

[<==PREV PAGES] [NEXT PAGE==>(not out yet.wait a year.or maybe more.imagine.]

saw alot of comments on prev pages; saying 'i HATE that mean teacher! im gonna FIGHT HIM!!' & i LOVE the energy!! it WOULD be nice. to have that catharsis. but the story of young tidestrider is Not one of catharsis. it is a story of being so small and so special and sucking so bad.

#jrwi fanart #jrwi show #jrwi riptide #gillion tidestrider #GONNA START FORMATTING MY COMICS BETTER. W THE PROPER 'PREV' 'NEXT' LINKS #REALLY DIDNT EXPECT TO CONTINUE THIS SERIES BUT AAAUUUHH MY BRRAAAIN MY BRAIN IS SO IDEASSS. I HAVE 3 OTHER PAGES SKETCHED OUT #NO PROMISES ILL FINISH EM ANY TIME SOON OR EVER. MY WHIMS ARE THEIR OWN BEAST AND I ONLY DRAW ON MY WHIMS #THAT BEING SAID IF U COMMISSIONED ME ILL GEEETT TO YOUUU IM SORRYYYY. ART IS AN EMOTIONAL RELEASE FOR ME N BABY I HAVE EMOTIONS. #ESPECIALLY ABOUT GILLION TIDESTRIDER CHAMPION OF THE UNDERSEA HERO OF THE DEEP.for the desc here i put smth that i typed up in the tags of #another thing i made. i gotta make a proper Baby Gillion tag or smth. eventually.. eventually...I LOVE DRAWIN THIS LIL BABY GUY.. #i also LOVE depicting the teachers as just being so fuckin mean. ofc theres variation in that. just like in all things.like the teacher her #idk if itll be mentioned but the octo lady is named Ms Octburn.an octopus pun based off the name of an actual councilor i had #when i was in elementary school i got bullied alot but teachers never did anything. i hated adults and didnt trust them. #but this councilor o mine was so genuinely sweet. i remember spending alot of time w her. she doesnt work there anymore. #but that one school adult that actually earns ur trust and is there for you when they can be.its SO important for a child i think #i hope she knows how much she helped me.youll see in the next page that ms octburn isnt perfect either.but she tries. they all try.somehow. #ALL these comics are gonna be inspired by somesorta experience o mine in the school system. school is so fucked up u ever thing abt that #AND GILLIOOOOONNN IN THE MOST FUCKED UP LITTLE SCHOOL OF ALL. MAINTAINED BY A CULT. CENTERED AROUND HIM. OUR CHOSEN ONE #I IMAGINE ALOT BANKS ON HIS SUCCESS. THIS IS THE WORLD. THE WHOLE WORLD. THE PROPHECY IS GOING TO COME TRUE N UR TELLIN ME #THAT ITS THIS LITTLE IDIOT THATS GONNA BE SAVING US? WHAT IF HE FAILS. IF HE CANT GET THIS RIGHT THEN HE WILL FAIL AND WE WILL DIE #WE NEED TO TRAIN HIM. WE NEED HIM TO LEARN. AND TO SUCCEED. OR ELSE WE'RE DEAD. WE'RE ALL FUCKING DEAD. I IMAGINE THAT MUST BE STRESSFUL #in other news i hope ppl actually giggle when they read these. they ARE intended to be comical. dark humor or whatever. like its also sad #this is intended to be a sad comic series. but a funny one too. does that make sense? god i hope so.saw some1 say they had flashbacks- #-reading this. like YES!! THE INTENDED EFFECT!! YOU GET ME!! i love seeing ppl get upset on this lil baby boys behalf. i LOVE seeing ppl- #-wail n weep n cry in the comments. i LOOOVE seeing ppl RELATE to baby gillion. and i love letting u all know that this wont be a happycomi #gillion gets his happiness arc in the actual show. this series is one of unfortunate events. teehehehe. do u guys remember that show #i keep listening to the lil songs from A Series of Unfortunate Events for inspiration. GOOD STUFF!! #anyway uuhh uhh thats all i got in my brain. for now. feed me ur comments give me ur input i NNEEEEEDD THHEEEMMMM

[irawhiti]

ngā mihi o te tau hou o te katoaaaa (ki te hunga e whakanui ana) hope we are all having kai pai me ngā kakato hāngī i tēnei wiki

#my internet is letting me on tumblr very briefly until we get into another dead spot while driving #rattling the bars of my minecraft jail before immediately freezing to death (we have no electricity or heat for the most part still #anyway. gonna be digging an umu in the next few days #can't see matariki kei ahau anō i te ao so i can just say that's why i haven't dug it yet and i'm not just lazy ^_^ #i'm gonna just start unapologetically speaking broken semi incoherent reo on my blog and what it actually means is between me and god #i have to make dumb stupid idiot mistakes i think only kids would make if i wanna learn it sooo no more whakamā about not being fluent #at least a hāngī will fucking warm me up. fire is my best friend right now but we're really low on firewood :| we have to go scavenge more #anyway i hope we are all doing well mānawatia a matariki. titiro ki nga whetu ^_^ my final message.... whakarerekē te ao... noho iho rā... #matariki

[rotkad]

I THINK THE WORST PART IS THAT TILL OPENED HIS FUCKING EYES AND HE REALIZED. HE UNDERSTOOD. HE KNEW. AND AS SOON AS HE DID. THERE WE WENT. GONE.

#AND WE'RE ONLY HALF WAY THROUGH THE STORY? #ONLY HALF????????????? #WHAT MORE IS THERE TO SAY. #WHAT ARE YOU GONNA FUCKING DO. KILL TILL NEXT ROUND HUH? #TILL IS SO FUCKED AGAINST LUKA. #ESPECIALLY NOW THAT HIS FIRST AND KIND OF ONLY CHILDHOOD FRIEND IS GONE. #IM STILL NOT OVER THE KISS. #I DONT #I CANT #I CANNOT

[dashiellqvverty]

other libraries - even small ones! - are out here doing fun stuff all the time meanwhile my boss hasnt even ordered new books since january

#i want to make like a survey for families w kids about what programs we'd like to see #bc i was talking about how my friends library and my old job have done stuffy sleepovers which are so cute and something we could easily do #and my boss was just like we did one of those a few years ago and only one kid did it :( #and shes like we could do one again but would be worth it if no one comes :( #and its just like. so we're just never gonna do anything??? #it is inconvenient bc we're only open tues wed thurs sat so theres not a good day where kids can pick up their toys the next morning but ug #the problem is she just does not care about kids programming #she only does adult programs for stuff she is interested in #and to be fair my storytimes dont have a huge turnout but i just #i want to do SOMETHING more #r.txt #library tag

[humanmorph]

PALISADE 18 SPOILERS

the next saddest thing about baldwin home getting shot aside from. The whole situation. is that it cuts Austin off from doing more intros with him when they were sooooooo fucking good

Like I had this on repeat the other day (thank you FatT fans who make AMVs your service is invaluable)

#Anyways its insane to me why would you do this. Except I'm not really asking because that intro too was Sooo The layered audio? great stuff #it immediately set the right mood for that set of episodes (wretched) #and he REALLY got me with the repeat of 'they're moving on us now' bc the same day I was watching the video linked above #and that line specifically alway just stuck in my head!!!! #The palisade intro narration is such a fucking banger for real #Even though now hearing 'how many days until they know us by name' is 😐😐😐😐🙁😶😐 #manifesting 'how many days until we're the ones chasing them' for next arc instead #Palisade spoilers #Rosa rambles #I just. It's not like I don't believe he didn't actually get killed. That sounds like a punch Austin wouldn't pull. #(? Double negatives confuse me.) #BUT never one of these intros again???? They were so goooood he had itttttt. Only reason I'm in disbelief #Anyways if I'm really gonna stop using Twitter. This would've gone on Twitter so you know what to expect more of #palisadeposting

[plushie-lovey]

Ok. Ok tomorrow. Tomorrow is the day planned to go thru my collection

#emphasis on planned #if it all works out #we didn't do anything last week cause I caught a cold #now my datemate has it but he's almost better already #so we hope to do the thing tomorrow #maybe we'll go to my storage unit too #cause I don't have room for the boxes we're gonna put the plushies in #we might take a trip to goodwill too to donate some of the plush #although I doubt that part. because my datemate works there n he won't want to go to his store on his day off #especially because its gonna create more work for him the next day lol. he's a wares pricer #and there's a chance he'd be the one pricing them #some of them for a the second time #because a lot of my plush (and the ones that will be donated) were thrifted from that goodwill #he's reluctant to have me donate any plush but ik a bunch of them won't sell online so my only options beside that #are to donate or to throw them away #and I don't want to toss perfectly good stuffed animals. that'd be cruel #I guess we'll just wait n see what the gameplan will be tomorrow #wish us luck #viti shoosh

[agentark]

I've decided that Reese and my MC have this "the only one allowed to bother you is ME" vibe

#sry this is kind of long but this was the exact moment I folded for him AND I WAS ON BECKETT'S ROUTE #like girl get it together you only picked reese to come along bc beckett is squeamish #this was the scene that made me go 'oh ok we're doing R's route next' #like I said - rich kid who wields their name/money easier than breathing and then also uses it to defend you?????????? when is it my turn #fernweh saga #reese verner #r verner #if snippets #I want to try taking other characters into the coroner's office but each time I'm like......what if I bring R again #I pinky swear I'll bring B or S next run #fernweh saga spoilers #R at the cabin: i'm invested in this case for personal gains #R literally every other moment: if you even l o o k at mc sideways I will intervene #my mc secretly loves it bc she *can* defend herself but it's nice to see someone expressly have her back #the brainrot I'm having is astronomical #she needs him and he wants her to need him - childhood rivals to inseparable (insufferable) lovers #they're gonna be so annoying when they get together lmao

[lupismaris]

jokes on me for thinking this would be a truly productive weekend the burnout has hit so hard i feel like i have the flu

#the kitchen/fridge remain my only success. im sleeping terribly and too much. everything hurts. #i feel like im dragging myself around the house covered in gore to try and get even the smallest thing done lmao help #bf is going to handle dishes today and I've made a realistic minimalist grocery list with dinner plans till Wednesday #because i refuse to prepare for the whole week whilst im at home because it'll never work i can just go to the store and get ingredients #for the next couple days and plan more effectively so thats what we're doing #again I'm sorry to my partners and friends im gonna try touching base today i didn't mean to fall off the deep end

[fluffs-n-stuffs]

Pokémon Horizons Episode 26 spoilers under the cut!

OH SO WE WEREN'T BEING JUST DELUSIONAL,,,,,, THEY'RE DOING IT,,,,,,,,,,,, THEY'RE ACTUALLY DOING IT,,,, , ,

#fluff binges !!! #not a spoiler but can we talk about how they also switched Liko and Roy's parts and added new verses for the ending rap it was SO cute 🥺💖 #I'm also gonna miss the first opening since I got attached to it but OH MY GOD THE NEW ONE............ SO INSANE. ACTUAL PEAK. I KNEEL. #ok with my spoiler tags in place now I can AKJSDHAJSNDKASJKDFNSJDFSND #OH MY GOD THEY'RE ACTUALLY GOING TO DO IT THEY'RE ACTUALLY EXPLORING MY ANGSTY SON'S CHARACTER HOLY SHIT #AMETHIO BBY PLEASE I KNOW YOU'RE BROODING RN AND BEATING YOURSELF UP MENTALLY FOR THAT LOSS BUT DON'T PUSH YOUR LOVED ONES AWAYYYYYYYYYY #ZIRC AND ONIA ARE WORRIEDDDDDDDDD DO YOU SEE THEM WONDERING ABOUT YOU THEY EVEN TRIED TO TALK TO YOU BUT YOU WOULDNT BUDGEEEEEEEE 😭😭😭😭😭 #I need a moment where Amethio gets to be hugged by these two fr they're legit his guardians at this rate #Amethio also only seems to open up about his vulnerability to Ceruledge from the looks of it and something about that makes me So Insane #WHAT WAS HE TRYING TO SAY IN THIS SCENE ACTUALLY LIKE . IS HE APOLOGIZING? DOES HE BLAME HIMSELF FOR THE LOSS??? #IS HE AFRAID OF LOOKING WEAK TO HIS PARTNER MON OR IS HE DOUBTING THE TRUST HE HAS IN THEM................... #/head in HANDS #we're gonna get to see the explorers together again next episode and it seems like Spinel and Hamber reacted to something Amethio said #is he proposing that he go after Terapagos himself? that the others don't interfere because it's a Personal matter now from that loss? #they're not gonna like that if that's the case........ Hamber might insist on reinforcements or pull extra strings without Amethio knowing #everyday we get one step closer to Amethio redemption #(or alternatively corruption like can you imagine this all weighing on his mind and just twisting it in all the wrong directions) #(though now that I mention that it seems more like a possibility for Spinel --- I still think he's the most capable of betraying everyone) #(like he seems the most malicious at this rate and his capabilities can be quite terrifying- he may as well decide to-- #--erase the other explorers' memories and make them work for him if he was pushed hard enough . Like . Can You Imagine.......... /deranged) #I'm rambling at this rate ASKSDJHSDKFNSD but this series gives me so much serotonin and I'm so grateful to have started it 🥺🥺🥺💖💖💖 #pokemon horizons #anipoke #pokeani #amethio #explorer amethio #amethio pokemon #zirc pokemon #onia pokemon #ceruledge

[unclefungusthegoat]

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#what am I even doing with myself anymore #I feel like the world is falling out from underneath me #i'm gonna be moving again in the next 6 months #and i have to give up this job #which is a job i hate #but is also my only source of income and socialisation #and now the pressure is on even more to find a new job #which #you know #was going SO WELL before #we're moving to the middle of nowhere #so I will be completely cut off from everywhere without having to take a bus AND a train #and there's NO theatre jobs there let's face it #and until I get a better job my fiance can't move here #I feel like the world is expecting everything of me #and I'm disappointing everyone #I can actively feel myself giving up on myself #and just giving in to being a waste of space for the rest of my life

[discatded]

love my digital art class but god it is filling me with rage and hatred for adobe.

#my post #i hope im able to use my tablet in classes when i transfer #bc good lord. this shit is impossible #i would be done with this project already .. but im not even halfway through. #its due on friday too and i cant get adobe illustrator on my laptop and work on it outside class bc adobe wont fucking COOPERATE WITH ME. #its trying to make me pay. girl the school is already paying for it for me what the hell are you talking about. let me in #i should talk to the professor..oogh but theres so much other stuff i havent done for either of the classes i have with this professor #bc of that unnecessarily long quarantine i had to do right at the beginning of the semester putting me behind #and i would feel bad abt asking for an extension for whats basically the only assignment ive actually done for both of their classes #i would feel less bad i think if i had accommodations for this kinda stuff. but i never actually went to get any and now it wouldnt be worth #it bc im not gonna be at this school next semester. and i only have these two classes that i have anything to do for #oh right this post is abt adobe #.. i dont think id be able to fully finish this assignment on time even with an extension #bc adobe illustator. like i said. is filling me with rage #it is so tedious and finicky and unnecessarily complicated and doesnt have the tools i like and i cant find a fill tool or how to make the #eraser smaller and im using a fucking. mouse. a mouse that i cant right click with btw bc we're using apple computers and the mice are lite #rally just one button. #i love this professor and i enjoy the projects but good GOD. i hate the tools so much #maybe ill ask them for an extension and if i could do it. not on adobe

[aurore-parle-de-ses-idees]

the thing is. it's really not much of a fixit!

#which is unusual for me! #the distracting d3 one #foreknowledge can only do you so much good there and like #it doesn't change that the dead are walking uncontrolled and it doesn't change that you've still got the lords of hell to fight #they're still Right There and you still gotta go fight them #and unless you can come up with a better solution than the soulstone then! what are you gonna change? #theyve long since been proven only temporary measures but hey #it buys you time at least #time to fix the next thing or time to figure out something more permanent #but yeah very little fixit #a couple points here and there but overall #hmmm i am Thinking about it again now lol #i haven't really fiddled with a2 a whole lot yet #or poked many other ideas as alternatives to the soulstone #idk if there will end up being one #or at least a useful one #hey what happens if you switch a2 and a3 around so you only cross the ocean once #mmm all the planning thus far has been very much Not Doing That but it bears a second look when I'm more awake #edit: oh ok yeah we're not switching those. many reasons actually to not do that #good lol

[presumenothing]

zhou shen + 16 new releases in sep-dec 2022!! (48 for the year!!!)

🎵SEP: 花开忘忧 → 风筝是风的信 → 美美

🎵OCT: 最珍贵的你 → 超级玩家 → 我们一起远航 → 我们的歌 → 奔向你

🎵NOV: 焰火 → 很高兴遇见你 → 流光 → 奇遇乐章

🎵DEC: 逐月 → 风起流年 → 人间星河 → 一试有成

( previous editions )

#zhou shen #music #*shenshen radar! #*gifs #mine #journey to the gif #+ 意犹在 which only didn't make the list because the full audio isn't out yet #alas #also for the record i am doing this on the night of the 30th because clearly this man cannot be trusted not to drop a new song #at the very last minute of the year with literally 0 warning #but i think we're clear this time #ANYWAY 48 SONGS HOLY SHIT #is there no stop to this madness #what's it gonna be next year?? 50?????? #legit this basically works out to 48/52 = 0.92 song per week on average or something #unhinged. absolutely unhinged #eternally stays winning because i'm not sure there's anyone who even vaguely listens to current cpop that *hasn't* heard him at all #go zs go!!

[kordbot]

so The Beast has lost her goddamn shoe like 4 days before i move. this is fine

#i am insane i am the joker what the fuck the farrier won't be here for the next 5 days #WHY did she have to lose it NOW #like FUCK i had plans to work w her in the last 4 days we're gonna spend together but i guess the fuck not?????????? #great way to say goodbye to me really [sarcasm] #the ONLY thing keeping me relatively sane is that there's another heatwave rn #so that maybe she'll AT LEAST not have enough energy to do crazy shit and hurt herself #what the fuck man why are horses like this #i'm not even that mad im just fucking?? worried about her like her hooves are already fucking sensitive #if she gets a hoof problem like right before i move it's gonna be probably the most stressful fucking thing for me #SHE BETTER NOT GET FUCKING HURT I SWEAR TO GOD

[discoreptile]

Wee ha

#Arright here I go again I gotta do some of these when I gotta vent #posting this on the 17th of August #So the elestral thing is going alright. My focus has shifted a LOT there but I'm still working with em #But the majority of my work comes from another client now. It's another one of these things that I'd love to make by myself #But someone else is making it and wanting me to do the art and music. It's gonna be huge. What a life it is. Anyway #This gif is from yet another project I started recently. Separate from Smile More HoaM and anything else. I keep fucking doing this #But this one's strange. It reflects my current working skills I've built up all these years. A multimedia experience that has a start n end #featuring all your favourite elphame characters in a new style. I'm enjoying making it but there's one problem #I haven't worked on it in like a month and a half #Work is piling up. Pixel art is something I don't do for myself anymore #It's not even a case of “as soon as I have time to myself my fingers can't move" it's that I just do not have any spare time lmao #I meet Ashley once or twice a week. We still play digimon a lot but we're taking this month off since she's petsitting and can't go out lat #My flatmate has basically taken the summer off work since his job pays well enough for him to do so #so having him around to play games with is nice. Feels awkward taking baths with him in the house tho lmao #He is kind of the only reason I take breaks. I got pikmin 4 and it is incredible. Genuinely might have replaced Digimon World as 1st place #Mum took Andy and I to Netherlands recently. It was incredible. I played in a local digimon tournament and ate shit #Have just been so excited about travelling lately. Ashy taking me to manchester soon and I think we'll go london next spring or sooner #Worried I'm overdoing it with the tags so I'll sign off here. Work is stressing me out but it looks like big things are happening. #OH MY GOD I HAVE STOPPED BLEEDING BTW. Like almost altogether. Haven't in like a month. The trick is in the big box I rest my feet on. #It's too tall. I tried replacing it with a pile of folders half as tall and my bleeding fucking stopped. No crohn's disease or anything. #Just a big stupid fucking box. Anyway see you