#on top of everything going on with my mom & her decline bc of her c*ncer

[ivypool]

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#tw: pet death vent in tags #it’s been a hard day #my cat passed away…im so devastated #on top of everything going on with my mom & her decline bc of her c*ncer #it all has just been so hard to deal with #im glad that my cat at least isnt suffering anymore and she is reunited with my dog and other cat who both passed a while ago #we dug a nice grave for her & laid her to rest in a biodegradable bag + we are going to plant lilacs over her grave next spring 🥺 #the house just feels even emptier now #lots of ghosts in my house though tbh…both figuratively and literally #we have one cat left idk what im gonna do when his time comes he has been my emotional support through so much #i dont even want to think about that #its all too much right now. im just so mentally drained #my mental health is just so great 😎👍 /s #at least im not going into work today #im going to a haunted house with a friend finally i get to go for fun instead of working LOL #i really hope it scares me ive never been to this specific one but im also immune to most haunted houses as a scare actor #but it should still be fun even if i dont get scared ill get inspiration from the actors 😎 #so that should distract me for a bit and i should have a good time #whew this was a huge vent in the tags but theres a lot going on in my life rn #ivy.txt