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seattlesellie · 2 months
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WTF ARE ANON TALKING ABOUT. every fucking fandom in this fucking world are writing smut bout the characters they simp for. why is it a problem for ellie. and, we are probably one of the most normal fandoms. we are all sapphics. i trust sapphics. let sapphics be fucking horny. let sapphics have and create their own smut. why is “sapphics writing smut” becomes “sapphics oversexualizing a character”. like wtf. r u assuming the writers are all sex freaks and have a porn addiction? THEY ARE WRITING SMUT. like all fucking fandoms do. i swear to u, us sapphics can lust over ellie while caring and loving her as a respected character. let ellie be both sexy and respected please.
if you’re talking bout her being fiction, u don’t gotta tell us that lmao we fucking KNOW. my goodness gracious. how can YOU say ellie would not do shit like. did she tell u that. you’re fucking delusional. we’re all fucking delusional. let sapphics be fucking delusional and have fun. don’t be a fucking boring person.
lastly, if you’re not interested in smut. don’t fucking read it. can’t believe that needed to be said. read other genres. if you want more fluff or angst, u can request to writers or write it ur own goddamn self. istg there’s more ACTUAL problems u need to be concerned bout rather than sapphics writing smut.
its the fact that you ate this anon i couldn't have phrased it better ! i don't know what's up with tlou fandom being so judgmental. i'll admit it ive never written or read fanfics for other fandoms but i have friends who do and they do not experience this at all !
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albatrossmuffin · 6 years
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MakoHaru Summer Gift Exchange 2018: In Perfect Harmony
Hi friends! The amazing @datheetjoella​, @anunyun​, and @starshi have put together a MakoHaru Gift Exchange for the summer! My gift is for the lovely @shattering-colors! I hope you like your gift, friend! :)
Fanfiction Prompt: “100% angst or 100% fluff.” 
If you don’t know, I am all about fluff so here goes lol
Title: In Perfect Harmony Rating: T     [Ao3 Link   FFnet Link] Summary:  Rei gets a phone call one day from Makoto, who tells him he’s planning to propose to Haruka on their fifth anniversary. But then he gets a call from Haruka asking for help with a ring…? In which Makoto and Haruka read each others’ minds a bit too well, and poor Rei is caught in the crossfire.
–((The Day Before High School Begins))— Haru and Makoto walked along the beach towards their homes, enjoying a companionable silence. Haru, standing on the side closest to the ocean as usual, stared out at the water, his attention lost somewhere amongst the calming blue waves. 
“Haru.” 
Haru reluctantly pulled his gaze back from the water, turning to look at his best friend. Instead of the gentle smile that he was expecting, he was surprised to see that Makoto appeared to be nervous about something: his expression was tense, and he couldn’t quite hold eye contact. “Makoto? Is something wrong?” 
Makoto struggled to put his thoughts into words. “No, nothing’s wrong…it’s just that…we start high school tomorrow,” he pointed out. 
Haru tried to read him, but he couldn’t see where this was going. “Right.” 
Makoto cleared his throat. “W-Well, since we’re about to officially start high school, I was thinking that m-maybe it was time we made things…official.” 
Haru simply stared at him. There was clearly some important aspect of this conversation that he was not picking up on. “Official?” he repeated. 
“I-I mean,” Makoto tried again, nervously tugging at his collar, “you and I have been…together…for a while now, but we aren’t technically together so I figured we should…um…” 
Haru’s eyes widened as Makoto stopped walking. He finally figured out what Makoto was talking about. Once the two of them had reached a certain point in middle school they’d become even closer than before, unable to deny the unspoken attraction between them that demanded stolen kisses and lots of cuddling well into the night. They’d never put a name on what it was exactly, however. Haru swallowed. “Makoto, I—” 
“Haru-chan, I love you; please go out with me!!” Makoto exclaimed, but then immediately covered his mouth with both hands in white-hot embarrassment—that had come out a lot louder than he had intended. 
Haru, who had also flushed bright pink at Makoto’s proclamation, quickly looked up and down the beach to make sure that no one was nearby. Finding that they were alone, he took a deep breath to gather his courage. He knew what he wanted to do. He gently pulled Makoto’s hands away, giving him a rare smile. “I told you; lay off the –chan,” he said, but his words had no edge to them as he stood on his tiptoes, giving Makoto a tender kiss before he lost his nerve. He pulled back, and Makoto was even redder than he had been before. 
“So…” Makoto said once he found his voice again, unable to deny his need for confirmation, “You’re saying—” 
“Yes,” Haru said definitively, taking one of Makoto’s hands in his own and entwining their fingers together. “I’m saying yes. Now, let’s go home.” 
Makoto gave him a smile that was so sincere, so incandescently happy that Haru couldn’t look away if he tried. The mesmerizing waves to his right faded into the background as Haru instead lost himself in the pools of Makoto’s emerald green eyes. Suddenly realizing he’d been staring for quite some time, Haru blushed and looked away, tugging Makoto onwards. “I said, let’s go home.” 
Makoto’s delight overrode his embarrassment, and he barely held back his happy laughter. “Okay, Haru-chan.” 
“I said lay off the –chan,” Haru mumbled grumpily this time. It had taken all of Haru’s confidence to pull off his little stunt earlier, and now Makoto’s radiance only made him feel more embarrassed. 
Nevertheless, Makoto persisted with his cheer. “Aren’t you going to kiss me this time too, Haru-chan?” he couldn’t resist saying in reply; nothing could break his good mood. 
Haru made a strangled noise of surprise but said nothing, determinedly keeping his head facing forwards. 
Makoto giggled, unable to stop himself in his euphoria. “I’m pretty sure my boyfriend would kiss m—” Makoto’s jibes were cut off as Haru suddenly spun on his heel and pulled Makoto down to his level, silencing him with a forceful, impassioned kiss unlike any of the kisses that the two had shared before. Haru pulled away, and Makoto blinked in stunned silence, allowing Haru to pull him along the beach. 
Haru could still feel his lips tingling from the force of the kiss. Makoto always knew just the right buttons to push; Haru had sailed right past embarrassed and had switched straight to determined, wanting—no—needing for Makoto to feel the same storm of emotions that he was experiencing. Would he ever get used to this? He wasn’t certain. He looked over at Makoto again, pleased to see that his face was fire engine red again. “Was that good enough for a boyfriend kiss?” Haru asked, although he was suspicious his face was probably as red as Makoto’s.   
“Yes,” Makoto whispered, and he squeezed Haru’s hand tightly. “I think I’ll come to like those kisses very much.” 
Haru’s eyes widened before he looked away again. It might take some time, but… 
“Yeah, I think I will too.” 
–((Almost 5 Years Later – At University))— 
Makoto sat at his desk with his chin propped in his hands, staring intently at his cell phone. Now was his chance. Haru would still be at swim practice for some time, and judging by what he knew of his friends’ schedules, they’d be heading for home now. An opportunity to talk to Rei alone should present itself. 
He had to do it. He had to call now, before this secret drove him crazy. And if it drove him crazy, Haru would certainly notice. And Haru must not, under any circumstances, notice that anything was out of the ordinary. 
Makoto picked up his phone and pressed some buttons, waiting for the call to connect… 
…Rei made a noise of surprise as he felt his phone vibrate in his pocket; he pulled it out to see who would be calling at such an hour on a weekday evening. Nagisa, who was in mid-conversation beside him, stopped when he saw Rei go for his phone. “Who is it, Rei-chan?” Nagisa also knew how rare it was to get a phone call at this time: although the two went to different universities close to Iwatobi, they always met up at the train station and walked home like this. And it was late enough that their time together usually went uninterrupted. 
“It’s Makoto-senpai,” Rei said in surprise as he picked up the phone. “Hello?” 
“Rei! Sorry to call you so suddenly like this,” Makoto greeted with a small, nervous laugh. 
“It’s no problem, Makoto-senpai. Is something wrong?” he asked, unable to hold back voicing his immediate concerns. 
“No, no!” Makoto replied quickly, “Everything is fine! I just had some spare time and…wanted to check in!” 
Rei heard Makoto pause but didn’t comment; once Nagisa also heard that nothing was wrong he leapt into the conversation, stealing the phone from Rei. “Mako-chan!! How are you and Haru-chan doing?” 
“H-Hey there Nagisa!” Makoto greeted, forcing himself to act like nothing was out of the ordinary. So Nagisa was there too, just as Makoto had expected. He wanted to tell Rei, but he certainly did not want to tell Nagisa. If he did that then the secret would definitely get out; he’d be better off just coming clean to Haru himself tonight than telling Nagisa. “We’re doing very well, thank you. Things are a little busy right now, but it’ll be spring break soon. We’re actually thinking of coming home for a visit—” 
Makoto had to pull the phone back from his ear to save it from Nagisa’s shriek of delight. “Really?! Yay! I can’t remember the last time you two came home—” 
“We were just home for New Years, Nagisa.” 
“I can’t wait to see you!” Nagisa said, continuing as if Makoto hadn’t spoken. Rei and Nagisa then reached the point on the path where they usually parted ways. Nagisa momentarily considered staying, but he unfortunately had a lot of work to do, so he decided against it. “I have to go Mako-chan, but make sure to text when you’ll be coming to visit, okay? Say hi to Haru-chan for me!” Nagisa said his goodbyes, giving Rei a quick kiss on the cheek before giving him back the phone. Rei waved goodbye, clearing his throat. 
“So you’ll be coming to visit, Makoto-senpai?” he asked. “Is that the real reason why you called?” 
Makoto winced. He figured that Rei would notice something was up right away. “Well…yes and no…” 
Rei didn’t say anything; he simply waited for Makoto to continue. Makoto took a deep breath and started to explain before he changed his mind. “Yes, I did call to tell you that we are coming home for spring break, but what I really wanted to talk about was what I plan to do when we’re home…I…I’m going to propose to Haru.” 
Rei almost dropped the phone. “That’s wonderful, Makoto-senpai! Congratulations!” 
“Thank you, Rei,” Makoto replied, spinning nervously in his computer chair as he voiced his emotions for the first time. “It’ll be our 5th anniversary, so we decided that we should make it special and come home for it. We’ll be back in Iwatobi where it all began, so I thought this would be the perfect time to do it.” 
“Theoretically speaking I agree with you of course, but it still sounds like something is bothering you, Makoto-senpai.” 
Makoto hastened to explain himself. “Don’t get me wrong; I’m really excited! Perhaps too excited though, I think…ever since I made the decision to do this, I can’t stop thinking about it, can’t stop wondering…I’m so nervous, Rei…and it’s really hard to keep it from Haru. If he hasn’t noticed something’s off yet he will soon, and then I’m doomed…I won’t be able to hide it if he asks. So then I figured maybe if I told someone else it might take the edge off…I’m really sorry to dump all of this on you, Rei.” 
“Never think it, Makoto-senpai! The idea that you could ever burden me is profoundly illogical!” he reassured him, complete with trademark laughter. After a moment he cleared his throat, getting serious again. “Makoto-senpai, everything is going to go beautifully, I am certain of that. If you ever need to talk again, please don’t hesitate to—” 
Suddenly, Rei heard Makoto make a noise of surprise on the other end of the phone. “H-Haru! You finished practice early; welcome home!” Makoto cleared his throat nervously, returning to talking to Rei as if they had been in the middle of a perfectly ordinary conversation. “Right Rei, I’ll be sure to let you guys know when we have concrete dates for our visit. It was great talking to you!” Then, he hung up the phone before Rei could get in another word. 
Rei stared at the phone for a moment, momentarily nonplussed. After another moment he let out a small chuckle, putting the device back into his pocket before continuing his journey home. Things were going to be quite lively during their visit, that was for certain. Nagisa was going to have a field day when— 
Rei stopped in his tracks, wincing. Nagisa. No matter how much he wanted to, he couldn’t tell him…he wouldn’t tell him. Something such as this was way too important. He mentally braced himself for what was to come as he started walking again. 
Illogical though it may be, he hoped that Nagisa would forgive him. 
—((Meanwhile))— 
“Rei called you?” Haru asked as he kicked off his shoes, coming in to greet Makoto with a kiss. Makoto returned the greeting, trying to keep his voice casual. 
“I called him actually. I wanted to let them know that we were coming home for a visit,” he explained. 
“I see,” Haru said, and if he thought that was strange in any way he didn’t comment on it. Makoto’s mind was still whirling when he suddenly felt Haru spin his chair so he was looking directly up at him. Without further ado Haru crawled onto his lap, straddling him on the chair. All of Makoto’s worries immediately disappeared, his mind going pleasantly blank at the sensation of Haru’s warmth on top of him. 
“Make sure you leave some time for us in that visit,” Haru murmured into his neck, distracting him more with small, hot kisses. “I’d like to keep our anniversary to ourselves, if you know what I mean.” 
“R-Right,” Makoto said, clearing his throat as his arms snaked around Haru’s waist. “I’ll make sure that it’ll be special, just the two of us. I promise.” 
Haru made a noise of agreement before his lips closed over Makoto’s, ending the discussion. However he briefly pulled away again, as if realizing he had forgotten to mention something very important. 
“I missed you today,” he said quietly, pausing his arduous advances to look deep into Makoto’s now-glazed expression. Makoto saw no hint of a blush either; clearly this need to be home, this need to see him was overriding everything else. 
Makoto blushed for him instead. “I missed you too, Haru,” he replied, and he wrapped his arms more tightly around him. “Did something happen today?” Makoto couldn’t help but ask. 
Yes, Haru wanted to reply, but instead shook his head in the negative once before leaning in to kiss him again. Today he’d made his decision. He was going to propose to Makoto on their anniversary. And the instant he’d settled the notion in his mind that yes, this was going to happen, he’d had the desperate desire to see his Makoto that moment, that instant. He needed him like air, like water. He needed him by his side, forever. Haru poured his emotions into his kiss, trying to convey to Makoto with his actions what he wasn’t yet able to tell him in words. In response, Makoto groaned and shifted his grip, standing up with Haru in his arms as he headed for their bed. 
I think he got the message, Haru thought, suppressing a smile as he became lost in their kiss, allowing Makoto to carry him away. 
—((A Few Days Later))— 
Rei felt the vibration of the phone in his pocket just as he was waving goodbye to Nagisa. He had a strange sense of déjà vu as he pulled it out, seeing the name ‘Haruka-senpai’ lighting up the screen this time. He took a moment to compose himself before he answered the phone. Haruka-senpai couldn’t possibly know what Rei knew, could he? There was no logical way, but still…he’d best be cautious.   
“Hello—” Rei started, but Haru cut him off almost immediately. 
“Hello Rei, I’m sorry I don’t have much time before Makoto gets back; I need your help.” 
“What is it? Is something wrong—” 
“I’m planning to propose to Makoto.” 
This time, Rei did drop the phone. He picked it up right away, recovering quickly as he repeated his words from a few days before, “That’s wonderful, Haruka-senpai! Congratulations!” 
“Thank you. After Makoto and I decided that we were going to come home for our five year anniversary, I realized that this would be the perfect time to propose.” 
Rei felt certain that he’d had this conversation before, but Haru kept going, explaining quickly, “I’m having some trouble though, and as I said, I need your help. I found a place here where I can have Makoto’s ring made exactly how I designed it, but I need some sand from the beach.” 
“The beach?” Rei echoed. 
“Yes, from Iwatobi. I need some for the ring, but if I went home for any reason before spring vacation, Makoto would immediately know something’s up. Could you mail me some? It doesn’t have to be much, just a handful would be fine.” 
“I’d be happy to help, Haruka-senpai.” 
“Great, thank you so much Rei. I’m really sorry but I have to go; Makoto will be home any second—” 
Rei scarcely said goodbye before Haru hung up the phone. He let out a sigh, shaking his head at the antics of the older couple. He could not begin to hypothesize how that was going to work out. However, he was 100% certain about one thing. 
When the time came, Nagisa was definitely, definitely going to kill him. 
—((The Big Day))— 
True to his word, Makoto made sure that their five year anniversary was special, a day just for them. The two woke up nestled in each other’s warm embrace at Haru’s house, taking their time enjoying each other’s presence and savoring their love for one another. Lunch was a relaxing meal at home, and they had reservations at a nice restaurant for dinner. However, by the time dinner was over, Makoto could barely think straight. 
It was almost time. 
Makoto cleared his throat as the two left the restaurant together hand in hand. “Haru,” Makoto started, trying to be casual, “Would you like to go for a walk along the beach?” 
Haru gave him a small smile. “I was just going to ask you the same thing.” Makoto returned the smile as the two started heading towards the coastline. 
There’s nothing to be nervous about, Makoto repeated to himself like a mantra as the pair walked on, It’s Haru. It’s Haru. Makoto looked surreptitiously over at said swimmer. Haru had his eyes on the ocean, mesmerized by the lulling waves as well as the reds and oranges of the sunset reflected on the water. Perfect. Makoto took a quick look around; they were just about at the spot. 
It was time. 
“Haru, I—” he started, but Haru cut him off as he turned away from the water. 
“You asked me out in this very spot five years ago,” Haru pointed out, and Makoto blinked, surprised that he remembered. 
“Yes, I did,” he agreed, and Haru slipped his hand out from Makoto’s so he could move to face him at the edge of the peaceful waves. 
“We’ve gone through a lot since then.” 
At that, Makoto let out a small huff of laughter. “That’s probably an understatement, but yes, we have. Haru—” 
“Makoto, I can’t tell you how much it means to me to have you by my side. I cherish every day, every moment that you’re with me. I don’t know what I’d do without you.” 
“Haru, I—” 
“Let me finish. Makoto, I want you to know without a doubt that I love you, that I have always loved you…” he paused, reaching into his pocket before he got down on one knee and opened a ring box before him. “…and that I always will love you, with all that I am, forever. Will you marry me, Makoto?” 
Tears sprang unbidden from Makoto’s eyes as he stared down at the picture Haru made before him: his clear blue eyes were serious yet hopeful as he looked up at him, tinged with nervousness yet overflowing with love. And the ring…Makoto gasped as he finally got a good look at it, unable to look away. The ring was a simple silver band, but it was embellished all over with smooth tiny flecks of colored sand. They were packed so tightly you could only tell the ring was silver from the inside; the sand on the outside bled seamlessly from a deep ocean blue to a seafoam green and back again, glittering like a small ocean of colored diamonds. 
“Makoto?” 
“Haru, I…this is…it’s beautiful.” 
“It’s made with the sand from here,” Haru said, gesturing to the beach around them, “Now you can always have it with you no matter where we are.” 
How did he—? Makoto wasn’t sure what to say first; his mind was going into overload. This was certainly not how he had planned this evening to go, that was for sure. 
“Makoto…?” Haru couldn’t help but ask again. His adorable, chatty Makoto was being way too quiet, and it was starting to unnerve him. “Your…answer…?” 
“Hm? Oh my god I’m so sorry Haru,” Makoto said, mouth nervously running on autopilot, “Yes; of course I’m saying yes.” He gave Haru his brightest smile, the remnants of happy tears still clinging to the corners of his eyes. 
Haru didn’t bother holding back his own smile. “Good,” he replied and reached out for Makoto’s left hand. Makoto was shaking as he let him take it, accepting the ring on his finger. He looked down at it, still amazed. Haru had proposed! He’d— 
Wait a minute. Haru had proposed! 
“Hold on a second,” Makoto blurted just as Haru stood to face him once again. 
Haru froze, looking at Makoto hesitantly. “Is…something wrong?” 
Makoto blanched and hastened to reassure Haru, who had (of course) leapt to the wrong conclusion. “No! No, nothing is wrong,” he said, moving even closer and taking both of Haru’s hands in his. “Nothing is wrong,” he said again. “It’s just…” he trailed off, kissing both of Haru’s hands before he let them go again; he reached into his own pocket, pulling out the ring box as he got down on one knee before Haru this time. “You kind of stole my thunder.” 
Haru didn’t say anything, eyes wide as he stared at the ring Makoto held up to him. It was a deep cobalt blue, almost as dark as the ocean beside them. It had a simple and plain design, but the color made the piece striking and hard to look away from. 
“I know we’re technically engaged now, but may I have a turn?” Haru could only nod, so Makoto smiled and began: “Haru, I can’t remember a time that I haven’t been in love with you. I can’t find the right words to tell you just how much you mean to me. And I certainly can’t live without you, so…please say you’ll be mine forever. Marry me?” 
Haru just nodded again, over and over as he held out his hand. He had apparently used up all of his courage on his own proposal, and now he could only stand speechless as Makoto put the ring on his finger. 
“I’m sorry my ring isn’t as thoughtful as yours,” Makoto said as he stood up, “It’s just that when I saw it, I just knew—” 
“Shut up,” Haru finally said, and he threw his arms around Makoto’s shoulders, silencing him with a tender, passionate kiss. Makoto’s arms came around Haru’s waist and lifted, spinning him around in a circle as he tried to convey how happy he was through his actions, tried to convey to Haru just how much he meant to him. He eventually put Haru down but kept his lips on his, needing to feel the connection; he couldn’t let go of him if he tried. And he didn’t have to, Makoto realized with a start. He didn’t have to let go ever again. 
For as long as they both shall live. 
But unfortunately the pair did need to breathe, and they slowly pulled back just enough so that their foreheads were still touching. Makoto smiled a big, silly grin. 
“You’re amazing, Haru,” Makoto said, still in awe at the feeling of the new weight on his left hand. He had a feeling that he’d get used to it quickly. 
“Look who’s talking,” Haru replied, returning Makoto’s wide smile. Makoto blushed. 
“But you pulled this off without me noticing!” Makoto insisted, bringing his left hand up so Haru could see him gesture with the ring. “The sand…how did you do it? I like to believe I would’ve noticed if you snuck off when we visited before—” 
“You would have noticed without a doubt,” Haru agreed. “If it hadn’t been for Rei I’d never have been able to—” 
“Wait, Rei?” Makoto said, pulling back in surprise. “You told Rei?” 
“Yes?” Haru said, confused. 
“But I told Rei, too!” Makoto explained. “I was nervous, and I needed to tell someone so you wouldn’t notice that I was hiding something, so I told him. Then that means…” 
The two paused for a moment before Makoto burst into laughter. “Poor Rei. He’s had quite a secret to keep, hasn’t he?” 
Haru couldn’t help but laugh along with him. “Yeah, we’ll have to thank him properly for his help…although if he told Nagisa, I’m sure half the town knew that we were getting engaged before we even knew ourselves.” 
Makoto stopped laughing abruptly. “Oh no, Nagisa! I’d been so nervous when I was talking to Rei that I’d completely forgotten he might tell him,” he said. “If he did tell him, you don’t think that he would really—” 
“He would.” 
Makoto’s shoulders slumped in defeat. “He would,” he agreed. “Well, on the bright side, at least that would save us the trouble of telling everyone—” 
“Haru-chaan, Mako-chaan!” 
—((A Few Moments Ago))— 
“Rei-chan, what are we doing out here so late?” Nagisa asked for the fourth time as Rei led him slowly along the beach by the hand. Rei, who was intently scanning the area ahead of them, ignored him (again) and kept walking. Nagisa sighed and dug his feet into the sand, refusing to go an inch further. Rei stumbled, coming to a stop as well. 
“Nagisa-kun—” 
“Rei-chan, what are you hiding?” Nagisa asked him point blank. When all Rei did was wince, he kept going, his pent-up frustration driving his words. “You’ve been distracted since forever, but this week especially so! And whenever I ask about it, you clam up and say that it’s nothing! Well it’s clearly something, so tell me what’s going on!” he finished, pulling his hand away in exasperation. “Is there something that bad that you can’t tell even me?” he added in a quieter tone. 
“No!” Rei said immediately. “It’s nothing bad, I promise. I promise,” he emphasized again when Nagisa made a dubious expression. “I assure you that my actions are entirely logical, so for now can we just…keep going for a walk?” 
Nagisa stared at him for a long moment before he put on a big pout and grabbed Rei’s hand again. “Fiiine,” he said in defeat, and the two resumed walking. After a few more moments Rei could spy a couple in the distance, one that he immediately knew to be Haru and Makoto. He watched the pair closely; they appeared to simply be standing there laughing. To be more precise, no one was down on one knee and no one was kissing. Thank goodness, Rei thought. My calculations appear to have been correct; they should already be— 
“Hey!” Nagisa said as he pointed at the pair in the distance. “It’s Haru-chan and Mako-chan! Haru-chaan, Mako-chaan!” he greeted, now pulling Rei down the beach to meet up with their friends. “Happy anniversary! What are you guys doing out here?” 
“I hope we’re not interrupting anything,” Rei couldn’t help but say in a meaningful tone. 
Makoto gave him a reassuring smile. “No you’re not, Rei. We were just—” 
“Oh my god is that a ring?!” Nagisa said excitedly, grabbing Makoto’s left hand with both of his. “It’s beautiful! Did Haru-chan just propose? Oh my god, oh my god did you two just get engaged?!” Nagisa’s words tumbled out rapid fire as he practically vibrated in place with excitement. 
Haru also held up his left hand. “I said yes,” he replied, and Nagisa almost shrieked as he took Haru’s hand as well, still holding onto Makoto’s. 
“You both proposed?? Did you do that on purpose?” Nagisa asked in amazement. 
“It wasn’t on purpose actually—wait.” Makoto started to explain but stopped mid-sentence; he turned to look at Rei in surprise, the wordless question reflected in his eyes. 
“I didn’t tell him,” Rei said definitively, and three pairs of shocked eyes locked onto Rei at once. 
“You KNEW?!” Nagisa exclaimed, and he did shriek this time. “This is what you’ve been hiding from me?! Why wouldn’t you tell me—” 
“This is exactly why I couldn’t tell you—” 
“All this time I’ve been worried that something was really wrong, Rei-chan! You should’ve just told me; I can keep a secret!” This time three pairs of eyes met Nagisa’s with extreme skepticism. “…Okay that’s probably not true,” he allowed, “but still—” 
“Nagisa-kun,” Rei started, trying to reason with him, “I knew that I couldn’t tell you, so I did the next best thing I could think of. I made sure that we’re here right now, and now you get to be the first person to congratulate them. Surely this is an acceptable compromise?” 
Nagisa mulled this over for a moment before letting out an exaggerated sigh. “I guess,” he said with a flare of drama, but Rei could tell that he wasn’t being serious. He bit back a sigh of relief. Nagisa would forgive him…eventually. 
He’d just never hear the end of it for a month or three. 
Meanwhile, Makoto did his best to answer every question that Nagisa threw at him; Haru also jumped in occasionally to supply his side of what would surely become their ‘Proposal Story,’ as Nagisa put it. Makoto smiled happily, enjoying this time with his close friends and his…fiancé. 
His fiancé. That had a nice ring to it. Makoto let out a little chuckle, causing Haru to look over at him, eyebrow raised. 
“It’s nothing,” he said offhandedly as they walked on, letting Nagisa and Rei get ahead of them a little bit, “I just realized that you’re my fiancé now. It has a nice ring to it.” 
Haru gave him a small grin. “You know what I think will sound even better? When you’re my husband.” 
My husband. A swirl of butterflies rippled through Makoto’s stomach at the thought, and he flushed with pleasure. “That does sound better,” Makoto agreed, reaching out to take Haru’s hand in his. His fingers traced over Haru’s ring, and he felt a fresh wave of excitement wash over him. They were about to take the next step in their journey together. Makoto could already see the years stretched out before them, years full of warmth, happiness, and love. Haru squeezed his hand, and the two shared a secret smile. They’ll have their wedding, and they’ll celebrate their union and their love for each other together with all of their family and friends. 
And then, they’ll live happily ever after. Of that, both of them were certain. 
—((The End!))—
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pieceofmyheart8 · 7 years
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Crookedly in Love - Chapter Forty Four (A Shawn Mendes Fanfiction)
Shawn and I got back to the hotel late at night. The gala had stretched on, and I had smiled for far too long. Pretending like Shawn was the love of my life. That he and I got along great.
Everyone who met us was curious to know about our story. The best friends who fell in love. The magical duo who could write hit songs together.
I exhaled with relief once I was back in my own hotel room. No more masks. Shawn and I barely uttered goodnight to one another.
I checked my phone, and I had saw the missed call notification from Brad. I decided to ignore it for now. It was best not to get involved with more complicated relationships.
The next morning, I went down to scout out the breakfast options, when I heard my name from behind.
Selena was sitting at a table with her laptop. I walked over to her, smiling.
"Hey girl," she greeted. "Sit! I just ordered my eggs."
I sat down with her. I couldn't believe she was sitting across from me. I mean, this was every person's dream. She seemed so normal.
I still felt weird about her calculated stares she gave us last night, but maybe I was overthinking things. I tended to do that a lot.
"So, did you have fun last night?" Selena asked.
"Yeah, it was super fun," I answered.
"Taylor and I got fries after," she laughed. "Did you and Shawn hang out afterwards?"
"Um, no," I hesitated. "We were just so tired."
"Yeah, makes sense," she responded. There was that strange stare again. "I love you guys together. I think you both are so adorable."
"Thanks," I laughed nervously.
"So, wait, tell me. When did you guys officially get together?"
"Um, we got together..." I trailed off. There was a lot of back and forth in the beginning, and I had to get the timeline right. "Shortly after we went on tour with the Vamps and Fifth Harmony."
"He initiated?"
"Yeah."
"Did you guys ever go through a rough patch? Because of the media and stuff."
"Um, sort of," I alluded. "It was hard at first because everyone was watching your every move."
"Tell me about it," she responded. "It's like living under a microscope. Like you're under observation for a science experiment at all times."
"Exactly."
"Yeah, like what are her eating patterns? Sleeping habits? Her favourite places to go?"
I laughed. "Yeah, Shawn and I had some arguments in public and then they would be broadcasted the next day. You just forget people are trailing you."
"It's weird," she nodded. "Did anyone ever catch wind of what you were arguing about?"
"No, thank God," I said, laughing. She laughed too, but her laughter was uneasy. Maybe mine was too.
"Shawn seems great though. He seems to worship you."
I snorted. "Not always."
"Hmm?" she asked, intrigued.
"Oh, nothing," I said. "He definitely is great now. He definitely used to take me for granted in our relationship though."
Now, I was speaking easily, forgetting about public truth versus actual.
"He did? I thought you guys said Shawn was the one who was in love with you secretly. That you kind of took him for granted."
My cheeks burned.
"I feel like the feeling went back and forth," I said, nervously. I didn't want my voice to shake because that would be a dead giveaway that I was lying.
What was wrong with me? I had to be more careful. She nodded, letting it go.
"Ah, yeah, for sure," she said. "I have to use the ladies' room. Be back in a second."
As she got up and left, her laptop screen flickered with a new message. My eyes flit towards it, and I saw an article of Shawn and myself up. I narrowed my eyes in suspicion.
Why was she doing her research on us?
I took a sip of water the waitress poured for me, and I stewed in this feeling of self-consciousness. We carried on through breakfast like I saw nothing. But doubt and suspicion creeped into the back of my mind.
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I was about to meet up with Shawn to practice for the tour that night. I was going to tell him what I saw on Selena’s computer.
Something was not sitting right with me. She was snooping for something. Or she wanted something. Or she just wanted Shawn.
All of these things were tumbling around in my mind, and I didn’t know how to bring it up to him. Usually, I would feel comfortable approaching him. But seeing as we barely talk these days, I felt uneasy.
When I walked into the studio, I heard laughter. I furrowed my eyebrows as I walked in. Lo and behold, Selena was there sitting next to Shawn. She was carrying a cup of tea and wearing a large oversized sweater, and she still looked like a model.
I rolled my eyes to myself. Something in the pit of my stomach roared.
“Hey guys,” I tried to say calmly.
Selena and Shawn both turned to me. She and he were smiling wide.
“Hi Jules!” Shawn said. Selena waved.
“Hey,” I said again.
“Well, I’ll let you guys get to your writing,” Selena said, getting up.
I don’t know what willed me to do this, but I followed her out.
“Hey, Selena, wait up.”
She slowed her pace, and I walked out with her. She looked at me with a smile, but it didn’t quite reach her eyes.
I didn’t mean to confront her. But something was blazing inside of me that this was not right. Or she had ulterior motives.
“Sorry, I just,” I faltered. “I don’t know, I just wanted to say that I don’t want there to be any weirdness between us.”
I didn’t exactly sound intimidating.
“What do you mean?” she asked.
Her head tilted appropriately in a confused manner, but I could tell she was nervous.
“I just, I mean, I don’t know. Lately, I’ve been feeling some sort of tension.”
“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” she replied.
“Selena, come on,” I said. Not in a mean way. Just in a ‘let’s not play these games’ way.
“Julia…”
“I saw your computer screen this morning. You were reading about me and Shawn.”
Her face flushed. “Oh, I…”
“I’m just saying…I mean, I don’t know if you like him, but…”
She studied my face. She looked like she were going to divulge a huge secret. She looked like she had something she wanted to say and she so furiously wanted to let me know. But, that look went away, as she though better of it.
“I’m sorry, Julia,” she said. “You’re right. I’ve been flirting with him, and that’s not right. I’ll stop.”
I smiled at her.
“I like you a lot, and I want to keep hanging out. Okay? Let’s just forget about this,” she said.
This conversation was so civil, so normal. It was so normal, it was weird. I nodded, and we hugged.
But something seemed off to me. In the weeks to come, I would find out the real truth she was hiding.
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yunjiparkx · 7 years
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Get to know me tag 2.0 👀
Tagged by @jimiinnah 💕
- Appearance Short and really thin (my mom said i need to put on more weight but i think i am really fat lol). 153.5 cm, i wear glasses cause i can’t see without my harry potter glasses, long arms and legs but short/small body proportions. uhh i have thigh gaps and look a LOT like a nerd. born with a tan skin (like my dad💓), my eyes actually kinda big but bcs i always sleep late since i was a kid, panda eyes are one of me now, making my eyes look small and tired 24/7 of times. I have a resting bitch face so it makes me looks angry or upset most of the time ouo (if you guys see me in real life, you’ll hate me -seriously). my nose is kinda small??? I am plain; my friends said i’m like a piece of wood bcs “thin and have no ups nor the jibooty”. i have slightly thick lips and a small face :)
- Personality i love to make things over dramatic (cAPS ALL OVER THE PLACE), when i involved in a fight or someone makes me angry, i always forgive them (and all people i know) before i go to sleep every day. my expressions scream my emotions ouo i do get annoyed easily, i love dramas (yall see me reblogging dramas in the ji.k tag so 🤷‍♀️ ), when i was 12 i got a nickname ‘Princess Joker’ (we never knew a Harley Quinn) because i’m ‘funny’... but i’m not that funny now ouo NEXT i am really awkward, if you chat with me on tumblr... we will stop talking like in a month bcs i’m not good at making or keeping up with conversations (i am so sorry for everyone in my dm ;; thank you for taking your time to talk with me but in the end i just fckd it up and... we just don’t talk anymore :/ ) okay, but on a serious note, if you ever hit me up in the dm, i can chat for 2-3 days but to keep it for weeks? nope, sorry (i dont even chat with my best friends 🤷‍♀️ ) lastly, i think about someone actions when they did something bad(?) bcs i was once depressed, so i think i started to think any possible reasons if someone does bad things to other people just because i did bad things when my mind once messed up too
- Ability i have basic korean (still trying to learn so i can talk and understand more of the words but i can have a decent conversation👀) i can rap, sing (but a more average) and really love to dance. my studies are okay despite being a lazy ass and fangirling 24/7 a day (my mom said bcs i got my dad’s DNA eue that’s why i’m slightly smart but i don’t think i’m that smart like my classmates). I have basic editing skills; photos (real basic) and videos (this is decent meh) oh i know how to gifs too ^^ i can do arts that involve colors because i can’t draw well, but if i put my heart into it i can do some decent drawings.... i think... my mom said i’m an all-rounder (or in armys dictionary: Golden) except for any science related things (i still dont know why i am a pure science student wth) If i saw juniors that has any bts related merchandises, ill go straight up to them and shamelessly go “YO WHO’S YOUR BIAS?” 😂😂😂 i can counsel people apparently (it doesn’t look like it... but i can.. weirdly o.o) sometimes my prediction come true (sometimes ok) that is all i guess... idk anymore aaaaa i have 0 ability jahsgfdakshbcadjs oh wait- i can fangirl, and very good at it eue
- Relationships For now, married to my finals. if my results next year is the worse than my two big exams; we are getting a divorce on that very day
- Hobbies Read fanfictions, going through the ji.k tag on tumblr, watch youtube bcs i have no life, dance
- Experiences uhh sometimes i have panic attacks because i tend to overthink things(?)
- My Life All are great now💜  i’m happy even though there are some holes here and there, but i’m okay :)
- Random Things I had written fanfictions... but i’m not writing anymore. I’d done a graduation video on behalf of the school (aka the principal) for my batch for our graduation day and many of em’ got emotional esp me :’) i am really close with my brother but we don’t really look the same, so many people mistook us as a couple if we go out. I always number 5 in class during my exams. While writing this, i am actually watching Masterchef USA S3 because i just found out about Christine. The Librarians are the reason I continue being a librarian in my school. My first non-kpop group that i love genuinely is Fifth Harmony (since Worth It), now i still in love with my Camila; she’s a great artist, check her out💜 I don't use make up but i enjoy watching make up videos, km moments make me cry every single time, i really love Jeongguk; okbyeeee
Sorry for the delay💜💜💜 Thank you💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
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Amnesia Ch. 06
Lauren
Everything was a blur these days. Between working on the album and rehearsing the dance moves to finding time to read Camren Fanfic, I was exhausted.
I know Camz had said Camren was nothing more than a friendship, I was still very curious of what the fans thought. I googled Camren and Tumblr came up with some pretty interesting results.
There was even a page dedicated to 5h Fanfiction. They had from Camren to Norminah to Camally. I guess we weren’t the only ship from the fandom but we were the most wanted ship.
Having found a few books that caught my fancy, I started reading. I was currently reading Do I Wanna Know and I was a famous solo artist after splitting away from Fifth Harmony. It was set years into the future, but it was so good. I couldn’t put it down when I had a few minutes to myself.
“Aye, yo Laurenza. Why do you have your eyes glued to your phone eye second you get?”
Oh great, another nickname. What else would they name me?
“Are you texting some hottie? I see you smiling from time to time?” Dinah was sitting next to Normani, as we took a break from dance rehearsals. Camila was thrown across one of the couches with her arm across her face, while Ally was God knows where. She seemed to disappear when we had breaks.
“Dinah, do you honestly believe that after losing 3 years of my memories and a year spent in a coma, I would be interested in messaging some ‘hottie’?”
She shrugged her shoulders. “Well yeah. What else is there to do?”
I shook my head at what she said. “Oh I don’t know, maybe catch up on the world events and things that I’ve missed?”
It was a flat out bullshit lie but was I the one who was going to admit I was reading a Camren fanfic? Nope. Not in a million years.
“Oh then in that case, don’t forget to look into Queen B. She’s life.”
I rolled my eyes at her while she snickered.
“Sure. Top of my list DJ.” I replied sarcastically. The moment Dinah and I had brought the attention of Normani and Camz. Normani had been smiling and, even though she was hiding under her arm pretending to be asleep, Camz had been peeking through, watching us.
“Y'all are too much.” Normani quietly commented, going back to staring and scrolling through her phone; which she had been doing before Dinah had spoken up.
I hummed going back to reading the fanfic. I had just begun Chapter 6 where I was on my way to Camz’s birthday party.
“Whatcha reading Lolo?” Sucked into the book, I did not notice Camila had snuck up on me and was leaning over my shoulder. “Is that a Ca–”
I turned my screen off and placed my hand abruptly over her mouth to stop her from revealing what I was reading.
“If you say it, I’ll never hear the end of it with them two knuckle heads over there.” I hissed. 
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Camila
I rolled my eyes while licking at her hand. Always for the dramatics.
“Eew! That’s so gross Camz!” She laughed while trying to wipe her hand on me.
I leaned back to get out of her reach. That didn’t stop her from getting up from her seat to accomplish her mission. I started running away from her. I was laughing and so was she.
I ran in circles around the girls sitting on the couch with Lauren directly on my tail. Running and laughing like this with Lauren, reminded me of the first time I had caught her reading Camren fanfic.
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The girls, minus Lauren, and I had spent the day exploring New York. Lauren had said she was feeling sick and wanted to stay in the hotel room to feel better. I of course, being the doting girlfriend I was, wanted to stay back and take care of her, but she made me go. She said she was fine and she swore she would be feeling better when I got back. I protested a little more, but in the end the girls had taken me away and Lauren got to stay behind.
Hours later, we were finally back at the hotel.
“Gosh Mila, you’d think there was a fire or something with the way you’re raping the up button for the elevator. Are you really in that much of a hurry to get to your room with Lauren?” Dinah swatted my hand away from the button. 
I blushed. “I just want to make sure the vampire is still alive. You know how much of a baby she can be.” The girls had no clue that Lauren and I were together. Our little romance was hidden in hotel rooms and moments we could spare away from management and the girls.
“Don’t we know it. I’m glad I’m not her roommate this time around. She can be such a whiner.”  Normani was right though. Lauren was such a baby and a big old teddy bear.
The elevator doors finally sprang open and I was the first to go inside, pressing the button for our floor.
“You know what would be hilarious to do?” I watched in horror as Dinah pressed all the buttons to the floors before us. She started laughing, pointing at my face when she saw my reaction.
Normani groaned. “Dinah, are you for real right now? I am super tired from our adventures and now we have to suffer through 13 floors before getting to ours?” She slumped down to the floor, not impressed with Dinah’s little joke.
Ally just stood there with a smile plastered on her face. “Aw, you guys. Just let her. At least we get to spend a few moments more with each other.”
“I’ve spent enough time with y'all today.” Normani murmured. “I want some me time now.” Normani was the lucky one to have a room all to herself this time around. Well, lucky in her opinion  I loved it when Lauren and I got to share.
“Love you too Mani. Nice to know you love us too.” Dinah sent a playful glare in Mani’s direction.
I stayed quiet, watching the doors open and close like 50 times. After what felt like hours, the doors open to our floor and I sprinted out of  there as fast as I could. I knew I probably wasn’t being subtle but I didn’t care. I wanted to make sure my baby girl was okay and feeling better. And if she wasn’t, then I would cater to her.
“See ya later Walz.”
I heard the girls’ voices disappear down the other way of the hallway as I swiped my key card into the door.
I opened the door softly, in case she was asleep. I didn’t want to wake her. I closed the door quickly and quietly. Turning back around to look into the room, I saw Lauren laying on her tummy across the bed. Her legs were up and she kept swinging them back and forth off the bed.
I decided to walk up behind her and snoop on what she was doing. I laid my jacket and purse down as I  crept forward slowly. Getting closer I could see she had her headphones in and her phone was in her hand.
I couldn’t see exactly what she was looking at, but I knew she was on Tumblr. She was always on Tumblr. It was our thing.
Knowing I would scare the crap out of her I jumped on her back. She proceeded to scream and try to push me away but I latched on pretty well to her body.
“For fuck’s sake Camz!” She still had her headphones in even though she had caused a big commotion. Her voice was too many octaves higher than usual and the yelling was practically screams because of the headphones.
I laughed and pulled out the headphones from her ears.
“So is this what sick little girls do? They spend their time on Tumblr–” I grabbed the phone out of her hand. “Reading Camren fanfic?!”
My eyes scanned through the words in front of me and it looked like Lauren and I were in a risque situation in this book.
“No! Give my phone back!” Lauren tried to take the phone from my hands but I was stronger than what she thought. I sat on her, reading more of what she had been.
My eyes nearly bulged out my sockets.
“Lauren Michelle Jauregui!” I said in shock. “Are you reading smutt about you and me?" 
She squirmed under me. "No.” It came out so softly I barely heard it, but I did.
I tossed her phone to the other bed in the room. With her still pinned to the bed under my weight, I adjusted myself so I was facing that beautiful face of hers that was trying to feed me lies;  even though I had caught her red-handed.
“So your plan this morning was to fake being sick and stay in this hotel room to read Camren fanfic on Tumblr?”
“No.” She weakly stated, blowing out air through her nostrils. They flared a little towards the end. She was so damn cute.
“Did you not want to spend time with me?” I knew that wasn’t the case. I just wanted to give her some hell.
“No of course not. I just found some interesting things and…yeah…”
She had pouty lips and her eyes were looking everywhere but at me.
I was never mad and I would never be mad at her. I couldn’t be mad at her. She was just too cute to stay mad at. It was just fun to mess with her.
“Lolo, you are the most adorable person I know, probably in this whole universe.”
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Lauren
I kept chasing her until I finally caught her in my arms. I don’t think I had ever laughed this hard in my life. This was a beautiful moment which I would get to keep.
“Don’t you dare wipe your hand on me Lo!”
“It’s your saliva so you shouldn’t be complaining.” I finally wiped my hand on her shirt, getting rid of her germs from my skin.
“Aw Camren feels!” Camz and I both looked at Dinah. She had her phone out and was taking pictures of us I believe.
I laughed, not caring at the ship name she used.
“Dinah stop.” Camila pulled out of my embrace. “You better not post whatever it is that you have.”
“No, I do what I want.” Dinah challenged back to Camila’s harsh words.
“Dinah Jane.” Camila’s tone wasn’t friendly in anyway.
The moment was ruined. It had been perfect. I was enjoying myself, not thinking for once about all my troubles.
What would it hurt to post those pictures? I’m sure the fans would love it. Granted, there would be more Camren things going around, but we were just friends right?
That’s what Camz had told me.
“Okay, sheesh. I won’t post them you party pooper.” Rolling her eyes, Dinah put her phone away.
“Alright everyone, breaks over.” Sean walked into the room. 
Throughout​ rehearsal, Camila avoided contact with me at all costs and didn’t say a word to any of the girls. She went through the motions, following Sean’s instructions. And when we had finished and Sean said we could go home, Camila bolted out the door, leaving the rest of us behind.
“What’s wrong with Camila?” Ally asked. She was packing up her bag, as were the rest of us.
“She got all crazy when I took pictures of her and Lauren and told me not to post them online. She never cared before so I don’t know why she went ballistic.”
The girls left it at that and didn’t continue the conversation. I think it was because of me. Deep down I had a hunch there was more to Camren than everyone was letting on to, but I couldn’t question it. I had no memories to back it up. 
Realizing they weren’t going to say more, I said my goodbyes and made my way home.
Pensive, I spent the whole car ride home thinking. I haven’t had a new memory in over a month. Not since that night when I first discovered Camren.
Was there something wrong with me? Was that it for me? Would those memories be the only thing I would remember for the rest of my life? It hardly seemed fair that the universe would only give me back two small memories.
“Ms. Jauregui. We’re here. Unless you needed to go somewhere else?”
“I’m sorry. I got stuck in my thoughts. Thanks for the ride Jeff." 
I stepped out of the car and made the trek up to my apartment. A couple of flights later, I managed to reach my apartment on the third floor.
These stairs were going to kill me one of these days. Between the dance rehearsals, little to no sleep and having to go up and down the stairs on a daily basis, I would drop dead before I was 21.
Keys jingling between my fingers and excitement pulsing through my veins at the thought of getting some time alone to read, I didn’t notice he silhouette at the end of the hallway.
Entering the key into the key hole, a voice spoke out scaring the crap out of me.
"Hey Lauren.”
Searching for the person the voice belonged to, shock spread through all my features. No way, my eyes were deceiving me. 
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Author’s Note:
So yeah… I’m gonna leave it just there for you guys.
-brknshdws
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cptn-shinsuke · 7 years
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on the whole laucy v. camren thing and fifth harmony in general...
(This is a big long rant on mobile so it's unedited, I just needed to get thoughts out to please please don't mind any typos or grammar mistakes. They make me cringe, myself.) okay, so I have been a lurking fifth harmony fan since 2013, but I really really just started getting back into the fandom in the past couple months. with all of these things happening, I just think that it's so so very important to remember that these girls in the band as a whole are between the ages of 19 and 23, and they were discovered between the ages of 15 and 18... so basically, as awesome as it is that they were discovered and get to live out their dreams, most of them didn't live as normal teenagers. They are, for the most part, their fans ages. any mistakes or mess-ups they made, while not on a scale of popularity as large as say, Justin Bieber or one direction, they were still under a watchful eye of the public. Imagine being criticized for every mistake and decision you've ever made since you were 15 years old. now, regarding camila, lauren, and lucy... the common factor here is lauren. homegirl is literally just 20 years old, very very young. people tend to forget that the girls they are shipping are in fact real, living, and breathing human beings. they're not characters to be shipped. regarding fan fiction, I say that as soon as they are being written about as characters, you have free reign to ship those characters. But please remember that the people in real life are not those fan fiction characters. And even then, fanfiction tends to cross into some really weird territory sometimes. Imagine reading some of the things people wrote about lauren and camila online, but they're about you. yikes. How would you feel if you and your best friend were constantly being egged on to date, and they weren't even the gender that you're attracted to? (I mean, we know lauren is now, but at the time we didn't). It pushes you apart and makes things awkward. and lauren literally just came out, not even two full months ago? that's not a very long time. I always feel like I'm under a spotlight with sexuality and all, and I'm not even out to most of my community. lauren had to come out to the world. I'd imagine most of her family and close friends knew, before she told the world, and she got comfortable enough with herself to put it out there. but at the same time, think of how hard that had to be. going through her teenaged years in a spotlight, trying to figure herself out when she was under the microscope of so many people. and who's to say anyone is dating? as of now, it appears that Lucy and Lauren are dating, but who knows, maybe we're reading into and they're being super friendly, maybe it's all a PR scam. No one knows the truth but them. and who's to say camz and lo ever dated? who says camila is even into girls? and what if they did? what if they were? of course we care, we love them and it's what we want for them. but if there's romance and dating drama right now, it's gonna be hard enough as it is. add in camila being pushed out, or choosing to leave, whichever of the two happened, and all of the leaked audios that everyone is hearing and rumors and whatnot, and it's just one big hot mess. plus, we all have a tendency to read way too much into what everyone says and does. not everything is a sign. and it's not gonna be any easier for any of the girls with millions of fans having their noses all up in all three of these girls' businesses, especially with there being a laucy v. camren war going down. believe me, I wanna know what's going on just as much as the next guy. but I also think we owe it to our ladies to give them some space and breathing room and just time to get it figured out. personally, I like camz and lucy. I think that either of them would make lovely gfs for lauren. and if neither of them are dating lauren, then that's great too. in the end, I'm a lauren girl, and I'll always be a lauren girl. She inspires me to no end, and I really hope I can find someone like her in my life at some point, as a friend, as a partner, in any way, shape, or form. I just ship Lauren with happiness.
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My take on Fandometrics this week
Again, I only talk about the stuff that I know about, so let’s get started. 
SHIPS 3. Malec (Magnus Bane and Alec Lightwood) honestly a cool ship and I think its cute but idk how its just stayed solid at number 3 for that long. If it’s still number 3 next week we may have to have a rant.                                                  
15. Destiel (Dean Winchester and Castiel) I’m glad it went up two spots. Destiel is amazing, although I’m not as crazy a shipper as some, but I’m really anticipating season 13 and what it shall bring and I can tell y’all are too. 
18. Drarry (Draco Malfoy and Harry Potter) thank god it went down four spots. I guess this ship could be ok but I just don’t get it people. Who even thought of this like it’s just strange. I’ll be fair, if I read some good headcanons/fanfiction I might be ok with it but I guess I’m just neutral. 
20. Reylo (Rey and Kylo Ren) Ok, and I thought Drarry was weird. Actually, I take that back. It would be awesome if Rey and Ren fell in love, although their names are basically the same, and then Ren could rediscover what love is and join the good side again, I think that would be great and a good original plot twist. But then, we don’t know whether Rey and Ren are siblings, so there’s that. Yeah, I ship it, but under the right circumstances. 
TV SHOWS 4. Shadowhunters. Idk why this is number 4. Actually I don’t get why Shadowhunters is so popular. I think it’s good, I’ve read it and watched some of the show, I just think its overrated. Just saying. 
10. Supernatural. Ok I love Supernatural, I think it’s amazing and should be a bit higher on the list, but I get that season 13 isn’t coming out for a while and those of us without cable won’t be able to watch it till June, so hype isn’t strong. I also think that, though Supernatural has great actors, great plot, great music, and an awesome fanbase, it is a bit overrated as well. I love it, but it’s slightly overrated. 
Note: GUYS WHERE TF IS STRANGER THINGS? I STARTED WATCHING THAT SHOW, I LOVE IT, AND SEASON 2 IS COMING OUT SOON! WHERE’S THE HYPE PEOPLE???
MOVIES
6. Star Wars Episode VIII - The Last Jedi. YES I AM SO EXCITED. I get that it’s not coming out till December OF NEXT YEAR but the trailer is out and hype is coming up. Im just pissed that its NEXT DECEMBER
11. Zootopia. Okay, I think 11 is a fair place for this, but Zootopia was one of those movies that was good but everyone just went waaaaaaaaay overboard with shipping characters and writing smut and fanfiction and yeah its a kids movie so. Also there’s like different kinds of animals being shipped together which seems strange but it was a good movie so it deserves its place. 
14. Moana. I get that hype has died down since the movie came out last November but I think if Zootopia gets number 11 then Moana should be at least number 9. It’s a great movie with amazing music (go Lin my boy), extremely talented cast, and defying so many Disney stereotypes. There isn’t much shipping to be done as Moana and Maui would just be wrong together, but it’s still an astounding movie with the best music. 
CELEBRITIES
1. Tom Holland. He’s cute. And he has a frog in his mouth. Your place on the Fandometrics scale is well-deserved, Tom. 
3. Kylie Jenner. Really? Moving up 15 spots? Honestly I know people like the Kardashians and stuff but I really don't, I think the reality show is really shallow and just kind of a group of spoiled teenagers/adults being filmed whining or crashing cars or overreacting and stuff. I think it’s dumb. But you know if some of them do good charity work or something I may let it go. 
5. Chris Pratt. Damn he moved up fast, he wasn't even on the list last week and now he’s number 5. He is a beautiful man and talented actor, and though it may sound weird I think so far one of his best works is Parks and Rec. He is so damn funny and cute like AAAA
15. Jensen Ackles. This is good but UM WHERE IS MISHA? OR JARED? Gishwhes just happened, I feel like Misha would get at least some recognition. And to boot Jensen moved down one space. I’m disappointed, you guys. Supernatural may be a bit overrated but the actors definitely are not, they are kind and amazing people. 
16. Jennifer Lawrence. It’s her birthday today so, and I also love Jennifer I think she is so cool and funny and lit asf. I like how she is not ashamed to talk about flaws she has with her body and stuff, and her bad habits and insecurities, which a lot of famous girls don’t do. Makes a lot of us feel better about our own flaws. 
MUSICAL ACTS 1. Harry Styles. I don’t listen to him but I really don’t know why he’s number 1. I’ve heard his music and there is way better artists out there.
4. Taylor Swift. I like her music, it’s chill, but I really wasn’t sure why she moved up so fast. Turns out, she’s working on a new album. Makes sense. 
5. Fifth Harmony. Some of their songs are good. Great singers, and the acapella kind of stuff is really cool. They are talented, but their music is kind of neutral in my eyes. 
6. Shawn Mendes. I think he’s really talented, great singer, and cute. His music is bomb too. 6 seems like the place for him, I agree. 
12. Justin Bieber. Okay, I’ll admit, he is kind of cute and some of his songs are good, but his personality kind of puts me off. I jam to Despacito and I think it’s cool that he did a song in Spanish but that song gets annoying fast. Meh, 12 is a good place for him right now. 
14. Twenty One Pilots. I will never know why they say Twenty One and not just 21. Their lyrics are really different and I relate to them a lot of the time (I’ve been thinking too much, help me) their beats are lit and I think they are really cool, talented and original artists. 
17. Ariana Grande. Some of her old songs, yes, I jam to them. Her new songs I’m sure are good but I’m just not really into them. How she reacted to the Manchester event was appropriate and I have respect for her. 
20. Fall Out Boy. I’m not sure. All I know is their cover of the Ghostbusters theme song was not my thing. Ray Parker Jr. forever. 
That brings this post to a close. Also, I think Tumblr Fandometrics should do a Musical Theater/Broadway Actors page. What do you think? Idk how to ask them, but if enough of you petition for it I think we could do it. 
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