#okay firstly i'd like to say sorry for reblogging my posts so much

[soonhoonsol]

I posted 6,575 times in 2022

759 posts created (12%)

5,816 posts reblogged (88%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@soonhoonsol

@woozi

@shuatonin

@jeonwonwoo

@hwanwooyoung

I tagged 6,570 of my posts in 2022

#ah! love is queue - 2,285 posts

#melontags! - 1,845 posts

#flashing tw - 650 posts

#sr - 582 posts

#my lil tiger - 458 posts

#jeonghannie - 422 posts

#gyugyu - 406 posts

#personal - 369 posts

#shuashua - 365 posts

#my lovely moot <3 - 364 posts

Longest Tag: 140 characters

#it's not like i come from a family with a single mother with a low income and rely on a scholarship because i can't afford to pay my own fee

My Top Posts in 2022:

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#2

my favourite marshmallow 🥰

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My #1 post of 2022

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#tumblr2022 #year in review #my 2022 tumblr year in review #your tumblr year in review #personal #chey's favs #okay firstly i'd like to say sorry for reblogging my posts so much #secondly i'd like to say sorry again for my longest tag being the most depressing thing ever #thirdly i'd like to SCREAM OVER HOW HAPPY I AM THAT 4/5 OF MY TOP POSTS ARE JUST WOOZI #AND THE LAST TOP POST IS HOSHI #im so sorry vernon i have been soonhoon not soonhoonsol T~T #truly disappointing of me #and last but not least... i tagged my melontags tag 1845 times??? #i created the tag in like july? #and like majority of the posts in that tag go to my sideblog but yet i almost managed to hit 2k posts with that tag? #THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR USING IT ILYSM SM 🥰🥰🥰🥰

[lains-reality]

the hardest i keep trying to remain uninterested towards my thoughts and reaffirm that im awareness only and not the ego the more i feel angry that absolutely nothing is happening, not even feeling peace or fulfillment or anything, probably because i went into nd thinking its the same thing as loa and just wanting to get things but rn im done trying to convince myself that i dont care what my thoughts or my reality is, i dont know what to do about any of this anymore because ive read so much information (including the books ada shared) and now my brain feels fried and cant process shit i have no idea of where to go from here

firstly. take a break.

honestly, i've been thinking about honesty lol. i've realised that a lot of what i've been doing is to see a manifestation or feel love. but i never wanted to admit it. i might not ever have any """evidence""" for why i am pure awareness - my ego wants to understand. but i've moved on from trying to make it understand or convincing it. its perfectly fine as it is. it can walk, it can intelectualise (something that i actually want to stop doing with nd!), it can talk. thats okay with me. i don't want to demand or force anything more of it. i know what happens when i force my mind to do something, its a complete mess. i know that for the manifestations i want, that it requires me not to be a body-mind. it require something more. something timeless, boundless, etc. i cannot demand that from my body or mind. so i've decided to move past them, work with them when needed and soothe them when needed.

doing the inner work, depending on your ego, might be a thing you need to do (in fact i'd say that everyone needs to do it). its hard to just force yourself to disbelieve and detach. especially when forcing is not what you're supposed to do.

if you're in my inbox then you've read my posts, right?

so you see that i've recommended self inquiry before yes? and that i've put up books? you sound like you haven't read my posts? i've been reblogging so much and talked several times about no forcing!!

give yourself a chance. calm down. you're putting so much pressure on the body-mind to see your Self, BUT IT CAN'T, you are not that which you can observe!! you can't observe Self, THATS WHY THE MIND WILL NEVER GET IT! stop trying to force yourself to see your divinity, just appriciate the divinity you see now (you're literally ALIVE, breathing!! look at the world, you as Self created for YOU. Self fell in love with the character so much it forgot it was not it!!)

you're looking for some woo-woo magical experience that forever changes you - these ideas about enlightenment are not it. whatever ideas about enlightenment the mind had, throw it in the bin.

before enlightenment - chop wood, carry water. after enlightenment - chop wood, carry water!! you'll be going through the world the same, except in how you see the world.

enlightenment is a destruction. its a destruction in how you see the world and yourself. that's it. in the end, you'll feel peace (as others have said so) but you're not there, are you? you're trying to get rid of ego through ego. stop.

you'll never know Self, until you see it yourself. this is through experiments and practise.

stop reading if its frying you're brain. you're entire ask can be solved by "ok i'm gonna take a break this is too much". please the answer to your questions is not some magical shit! this is why i've said before KEEP IT SIMPLE.

this goes to all anons now (not just you anon!) LEARN HOW TO EMOTIONALLY REGULATE YOURSELF. i might just make a big post on this or something.

reading

starting the journey

i've shared this too many times now

another regular article i share

disbelieve

how to let go of vanessa

i'm sorry more ada posts

another one

read this one

LEAVE VANESSA ALONE

#lainsmail #can you tell i'm holding back tears of anger #you're not incompetent YOU CAN DO IT #i mean this all lovingly anon

[mikareo]

“ ࣭⸰ ★ post of gratitude ! <3

⊹ ⠀⠀ hi guys! on my old blog, i'd make a post every november to spread gratitude for the mutuals i interact w most n wanted to carry that tradition onto this blog! ily all and hope that your day was wonderful today (unless ur a nanami stan bc that was rlly rough im so sorry abt that ep ajskl)

psa; if u weren't tagged in this post, pls know that i appreciate u very much and would love to interact w u more!! msg me anytime n i'll try my best to visit ur inbox in the near future!

꒰ . . to my readers ꒱

⋆⋆⋆⠀ ⠀ thank u so much for supporting my work by reading, liking, sharing, or commenting on any of my writing! i love reading through reblogs and seeing what u guys think of my ideas,, it's so motivating n i appreciate it so much like omg sometimes u got my kickin my feet reading thru ur comments ajskl i hope to post quality content for ur enjoyment n i luv u all,, much more to come as time goes on !!!

꒰ . . to my mutuals ꒱ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ᯇ in alphabetical order

⌗ @chigirizzz ₊ ˖ ་.

⋆⋆⋆⠀ ⠀ hi val! just wanted to say that i love how supportive u are of other creators on the site,, i feel like whenever i see u on the dash ur always hyping someone up or making their day brighter! ALSO i cant believe u also know the voltage otome games bc i feel like i'm crazy sometimes bc no one know what they are LMFAO i hope u had an amazing day !!!

⌗ @doobea ₊ ˖ ་.

⋆⋆⋆⠀ ⠀ dooby!!! i love the bright energy u bring to my dash n i think ur absolutely gorgeous (u ate that choso costume up omg ajskdlf) ur always such a pleasure to interact w n i think ur writing is amazing,, i rlly need to just binge it all one night ESP the choso fics u post bc ur writing rlly captures how much u love him LOL my fav choso worshipper <3 hope yall get married!

⌗ @hesthermay ₊ ˖ ་.

⋆⋆⋆⠀ ⠀ hi pookie teehee,, i haven't answered ur text yet bc i was trying to figure out how to fry chicken (3 of them were raw ajsklf) but i will after i post this lol. ilyvm and i can't wait for u to stay w me,, i'm gonna take u to the mall n treat u to some canes chicken fingers *heart eyes* (i'm typing on my laptop forgive me) you've been w me since my org blog from sept 2020 n i act can't believe how long we've known each other now (3 years!) ur so old like ur my granny but that's ok bc ur my favorite granny ever,, sorry for violating u #ageism is not okay,, i miss u so much n i miss ur bf bc ur my mom n dad (legally) i even miss ur roommate who i actually can't rlly remember the name of but that's not the point i'm trying to make so forget i said that part,, i definitely know his name!!! also i decided that kingsley is my favorite dog u have bc he's tiny n reminds me of my doggie,, luv ya! text u in a bit!

⌗ @itadorey ₊ ˖ ་.

⋆⋆⋆⠀ ⠀ omg hi inez, remember these? no u probably don't bc i got rlly lazy w my blog in the late days (rip aitarose) i love all of the tiktoks u send me n i love ur instagram stories bc they make me laugh n i love how much u love snoopy,, he's literally my idol n there are so many statues of him in my city it's so funny n they always make me think of u. ur my yung gravy queen,, i love u so much n i'm so glad hq tumblr let me meet u even tho it was lowkey traumatizing (yikes) our mudae days were so fun,, esp the night i let that person put the roleplay bot into my server jkals so grateful for u !!!

⌗ @kitorin ₊ ˖ ་.

⋆⋆⋆⠀ ⠀ hiiii souta!!!! i just wanted to say that i LOVE seeing u comment first on my writing posts,, like it motivates me so much bc i know i have such a large support system coming from u n ur so sweet n talented AJSJJJ u were (i think?) my first new mutual on this blog when i first made it,, n you've made coming back to tumblr such a welcoming n amazing experience! i'm so grateful to be ur mutual n i hope you've had an absolutely amazing day!

⌗ @mymegumi ₊ ˖ ་.

⋆⋆⋆⠀ ⠀ firstly BITCH ANSWER MY TEXT. secondly, happy thanksgiving! <3 wish we were spending it together but distance is real n it hates us :( miss u and can't wait to see u whenever that is lmfao like whenever plane tickets decide to stop being so expensive,, so glad we aren't beefing anymore haha that was so silly of us... anyways... whenever i do see u, i'm going to give u a big hug n then we're going to gossip abt everything that's happened since we were last together n it's going to be great bc i'm going to make u watch twice videos n ur gonna love them as much as i do bc i'm ur sister n u have no choice but to love what i love! hahaha... i love you so much n i'm so glad ur my sister #meimei n jiajia 4ever <- that's actually approved by me n that's all that matters bc i'm actually the president of the world and ur my favorite person on it jaklsdf ANSWER MY TEXT BITCH

⌗ @pokkomi ₊ ˖ ་.

⋆⋆⋆⠀ ⠀ chiu u r genuinely one of the most positive ppl i've ever met on tumblr n i love u sm for it like jaskdlfjdkl u always make my day when u reblog a post n reading ur tags is so heartwarming n it makes me want to write a million more pieces just to see what u think of them,, ur theme is absolutely adorable n i love ur alpha wolf pfp bc it's so funny n i was literally giggling when u were answering asks abt it n i saw them on my dash,, i hope that every day is an amazing day for u n if u ever need anything u can come in my pms to chat or my inbox (i will def be saying hi later in urs LOL) have an amazing amazing day n i can't wait for u to post any kind of writing in the future!

⌗ @rewh0re ₊ ˖ ་.

⋆⋆⋆⠀ ⠀ hi hana!!! i'm so glad u popped into my inbox n said hi bc i always saw u interacting w ppl on the dash n i was too nervous to say hi jakfsdlkl i love interacting w u n talking abt whatever n whenever in inboxes or replies,, ur username always makes me giggle n i love it so much (i always read it as 'reo whore' for some reason asjfdkl but i love it) i send ur kuroo fics to my kuroo stan friend n she eats them up,, ur writing style is so beautiful n emotional,, i love the way u structure ur plots w metaphors n repetition n symbolism n everything u put into ur hard work it's all so amazing,, wishing u the very best day tmr ever!

⌗ @wishmemel ₊ ˖ ་.

⋆⋆⋆⠀ ⠀ HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAFI!!!! ik i alr said it but it never hurts to hear a million times n more! i associate u sm w sanrio like idk if mymelo is ur favorite but in my head u r the real life her ajsfkl,, ur so sweet n genuine i love interacting w u n seeing u all over my dash,, I HOPE UR BIRTHDAY WAS AMAZING !!!! ... fixing this bc im screaming bc i can't believe i mixed that up omg... anyways... LUV U

⌗ @yoisami ₊ ˖ ་.

⋆⋆⋆⠀ ⠀ OKAY FIRST i literally LOVE ur theme like it's so cute n so fitting to ur personality i love it sm ajsfkdl saki ur so sweet n i'm so glad we're mutuals bc i always look forwards to seeing u on my dash or going to ur inbox (which i'm lacking on rn but i promise i'll visit it more soon jaskdl!!!!) the way u support ff writing on tumblr is so amazing w ur reblogs n tags,, n i look foward to reading more of ur writing in the future (hopefully i can live up to ur sweet tags!) !!! have an amazing amazing day saki !!!!!!

⌗ @y2kuromi ₊ ˖ ་.

⋆⋆⋆⠀ ⠀ screaming bc i got ur bday mixed up w another mutual but HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN LMFAO !!!! i hope that ur day was so amazing n that i'm not getting this wrong again (SORRY SAFI) !!! mimi ur so nice i'm like giggling so hard rn im so sorry,, happy happy birthday hope it was amazing!

⌗ all of my other loves <3 ₊ ˖ ་.

⋆⋆⋆⠀ ⠀ i love being mutuals w all of u n being a part of such a supportive writing community! ur all so talented n ur blogs r beautiful, i hope ur day was absolutely amazing n that we can interact more in the future (i will be invading ur inboxes that's a promise ajfskdl) !!!! happy november!!!

#<3 gratitude #it’s so crazy posting this at 20 #i was 17 when i started this tradition 😭😭 #IM SO OLD #ILY GUYS !!!

[kurosukii]

hi lovely i hope you're doing well🖤 i also hope you're prepared because this might be kinda long? idk.

firstly, to those who are demanding the truth, i'm sorry but nobody is obligated to answer if they don't feel comfortable doing so.

i understand that you may not believe what's being said by me or other nonnies but that doesn't give you the right to be mean/hateful. i've been getting anonymous threats and hate and extremely personal questions in my inbox. that's not okay and you're making me uncomfortable.

so to answer the nonnie questions and accusations:

i love sharing my stories and experiences with people and when i saw that this was a safe space to share about dilf experiences i started sharing and sending in updates when i had my chance. that's why there's nothing but maybe a reblog on my page about my story. it's like a little community of dilf lovers here and if they enjoy the dilf stories then i'm going to give them the dilf stories.

i'm off anon because i'm literally of age and nobody knows who i am on here. none of my irl's know i have tumblr either so i'm going to be off anon.

i'm not "stealing" anybody's story/experience. everything i say is 100% true. it's not always going to be the full story because there's only so much i can share for privacy reasons but what i do share is the literal truth. plus i don't care about a story THAT much that i'd go as far as faking text messages.

and i don't see him every single day so i can't update as often as other people. then there's the fact that some stuff just isn't worth updating over. i'm not gonna sit here and talk about how he helped me with a math lesson because honestly i probably forgot how to do it anyways. and again, privacy. i respect his privacy and comfort levels as well as my own. i'm not going to share anything too personal or that i know he wouldn't like being out there regardless of our anonymity.

the story of me and mr.dilf goes like this:

i was walking in the parking lot when i was in his blind spot and he almost hit me with his car. since the start of the year we would always crossed paths but that incident is what led us to really start talking to one another. we started to get to know each other and he then offered to help me with math when i expressed my hatred disinterest in the subject. there was sexual tension between us, a few things went down, and now we're really starting to get involved with each other in a way that we are trying to figure out and label.

like i said, i love telling stories and sending in updates so if you have questions it's okay to ask but be nice about it. please stop harassing jul and other people simply because you want answers or don't believe something you read online. where literally anything can be fake.

i'll just make a separate post for updates soon to keep this from being longer than it needs to, but i hope this clarified everything for all the nonnies asking questions.

very well said boo !!! you didn’t have to say anything but for all intents and purposes, thank you and i appreciate you a lot i hope u kno that !! <33

having said that, i will not be entertaining any asks that are accusing any other person of lying and/or being fake anymore because:

1.) like what i’ve said 1847483 times, take everything that’s on here with a grain of salt because it’s not supposed to be taken seriously and/or worth losing your marbles over ‼️

2.) maintain the safe space and light atmosphere that i and other people have built on this blog ‼️

#i hope this clears everything out everyone TYYYY #💝— sp1tw1tch #✨.jul answers #tw discourse

[theaceinyourspace]

I posted 51 times in 2021

22 posts created (43%)

29 posts reblogged (57%)

For every post I created, I reblogged 1.3 posts.

I added 41 tags in 2021

#asexual - 9 posts

#asexuality - 6 posts

#art - 4 posts

#ace week - 4 posts

#loki - 3 posts

#halloween - 3 posts

#harry potter - 3 posts

#batman - 3 posts

#lgbtq - 3 posts

#sanders sides - 3 posts

Longest Tag: 68 characters

#and they said oh btw i broke up wit my boyfriend and changed my hair

My Top Posts in 2021

#5

Hello fellow ace Internet friend!! I wonder if you could answer this question i have!

I've considered myself ace since I was at least 13, yet I still get crushes on guys. Guys I can't have, mostly. (Markipliercough) But if guys irl ever approached me randomly, I freak out. Its happened a couple times, but not a lot. Maybe I don't consider myself attractive, so thats why I push people away. Its why I think I might also be Demisexual, since once I get emotionally attracted, I start to like a guy. But then I say I like to get girl crushes too. But I just don't get relationships at all, even familial ones. Any advice? 🤔 sorry for the rant! Hope you're having a good day! 😁

@britkunoichi92 Firstly a crush on Mark is totally understandable 😁 Also please let me know if you'd prefer I send my responses to you in a message to you if having your personal feelings posted like this through the ask system makes you AT ALL uncomfortable. I don't want you to feel like I'm sharing your feelings with the world if that's not what your okay with👍. I also definitely get the whole freaking out when guys or girls approach irl too. It always seems so awkward, I find that if someone just approaches me that way, if I don't know them, that it doesn't tend to go well as I prefer to know, or at least have some idea of who they are first. That is usually more difficult to achieve because a lot of non-ace or aro people who are attracted or interested tend to approach and move directly into the flirting stage which can be really uncomfortable. I think your reactions make sense because as an ace who leans towards demisexuality I feel like this too. I think if you want to pursue relationships then you should do what makes you the most comfortable and if that, for you, is friendship first then that's great! While pushing your comfort zone can sometimes be good for growth, making yourself entirely uncomfortable will just continue to give you negative feelings on the whole relationship process. Just remember that how you feel is valid and you should respect how you feel AT LEAST as much as you respect other people's feelings. As for the familial feelings if you mean people's desires to start families I'm afraid I'm not the best help there as I'll never understand someone's desire to have children lol. Maybe it's just an only child thing on my end but I have zero interest in having children and never have. When I was younger people used to tell me I'd change my mind, well I'm 29 now and it ain't changing!! LOL! If in terms of family relationships you meant like your actual current family (parents, siblings, and such) then let me tell you that DNA isn't enough reason to love someone. When it comes to family relationships you honestly have to treat them with the same boundaries you do with other relationships. If they make you uncomfortable, or if they hurt you or put you down then being related doesn't matter. All relationships are a two way street even family ones. It's ok to create your own family with friends and people who mean a lot to you. It's also ok if you have to establish boundaries with people you are related to if they don't make you feel comfortable or loved. Idk how much any of what I said helps but I hope it makes you feel better in some way!😄

6 notes • Posted 2021-10-16 14:46:12 GMT

#4

Spotted the markings of my favorite Æsir at Epcot today!

7 notes • Posted 2021-08-10 23:21:32 GMT

#3

It's 1:30am and I'm standing in my kitchen eating cold, leftover Chili's fries and reading Batman fanfiction after working on a 14 page rough draft for an essay for too many hours. Life is weird

8 notes • Posted 2021-09-04 05:39:57 GMT

#2

How on earth are other asexuals meeting other aces?? How are y'all meeting each other?? How do I meet fellow aces?? What are your secrets!!

19 notes • Posted 2021-08-10 01:50:18 GMT

#1

So....some people on the asexuality spectrum have figured out how to find supportive and loving partners and I'd very much like to know the secret to that. Like please share your wisdom. What are your secrets?! Who did you sell your soul to?! And would they want mine?!?!

20 notes • Posted 2021-09-21 02:25:57 GMT

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