#ok im done im just insane rn

[stripesysheaven]

anyway to celebrate my rewatch of lost being complete, have a zoomed in picture of a selfie i took with mr emerson <3

#you can still barely see my hair on the right side of the picture lol #his hand was on my shoulder im. just staring at it #it freaks me out too much what the fuck #feels like it happened to someone else not me #i remember it but also i zoned out staring at him #wasn’t emotionally present #not showing it but i did wear a dharma shirt when i met him #my dad always said ‘you’re very brave to have his hand on your back. he easily could have stabbed you’ you say that as if its a bad thing #wish i had watched lost more recently during that time so i could have asked him more interesting questions #he was so lovely though. talked about his wife a lot even promoted the show she had going on at the time #guy clearly loves her it was adorable #i know i know parasocial relationships etc im aware i dont know anything about his personal life and im more than ok with that #ok im done im just insane rn #michael emerson #my posts #lostposting #benposting

[hiddleyheh]

i am once again reminded of why Naruto brain rot hit so hard in 2020-2021

#misc #BABE WAKE UP LOVE WILL FIND YOU THIS IS A THREAT UPDATED #I SAW TH NOTIFICATION AND DID A DOUBLE TAKE #IM WORKING ON FINISHING UP 3 PRESENTATIONS FOR FINALS RN I CANT DO THIS #THATS A LIE I CAN #I JUST FINISHED READING THE CHAPTER #AND IM GOING BACK TOMORROW TO EAT EVERY SINGLE CRUMB OF THIS DELICIOUS MYSTERY OF A FIC GOD I CAN FEEL MYSELF GOING INSANE #I JUST GOT HIT WITH A HAMMER AND WHY I LOVE THE DYNAMIC BETWEEN KAKASHI AND TEAM 7 #AUGHHHHH #RAAAAAAA #ok IM DONE YELLING HERE TIME TO YELL IN THE COMMENTS #I NEED TO GO BACK IN MY BOOKMARKS AND CATCH UP #BUT I AM SO FUCKING BUSY AAAAAAAA

[munamania]

things have not been normal. im so tired.

#i nap all the fucking time cause im so tired and my body is like making me get rest one way or another but then i wake up #and everything is still just waaagghghghggh you know. i am fucking sick of it! #i am not just a normal amount of tired i have been on the verge of shutdown since at least mid semester hanging on by a fucking #pinky nail like im going to be fucking insane. i NEED a break. if i need to check into a psych place to have that happen so be it #one way or another yall will leave me ALONE. #tired of people holding it over my head like when they've done shit lately esp when it's bc of how badly ive been fucking struggling #im not just being lazy!!!! im losing it!!!!! and that makes me feel like i cant reach out or rely on others cause i'll always fucking owe #them something or im always gonna be on thin ice in potentially fucking things up #like i need two seconds to get back to myself i need time to reconnect i cant fucking do this anymore #i love myself i dont like how im acting rn bc im just desperately in need of a break #and god yeah fucking arent we all but i need someone to see that it's bad and just. Be with that. not shame me or make me feel like shit #or fucking less of a person or like i need to like Bring it down a notch or whatever idfk. #just kind of saying things now. i need to journal and cry i think. #abby talks #i dont LIKE napping my days away i dont like not having time to do things i enjoy other than like laying around watching stuff #or being on my phone but i have genuinely not had it in me to do anything else. #anyway. i think i seriously need to be okay with being 'meaner' aka just prioritizing MY feelings and being ok if people r mad at me #cause it honestly feels like ive gaslit myself so many times into thinking im crazy to the point where i struggle in the most basic #situations. uggggghh.

[rosykims]

also another reason why i love doing orzammar towards the end is bc its such a GOOD perspective recap. like u spend so long sorting through petty squabbles and political disputes and unrelated problems that are all bad sure but THEN. whew boy. THEN you see the dead trenches. and the ARMY of monsters who are always always always there just a few miles under your feet. and you hear helspith's poem. and then its like oh yeah literally nothing else is more viscerally important that this. and THEN following it up with the landsmeet is just .... surreal. like you just fought through a dozen of the most gruelling punishing dungeons for hours and experienced the most horrific lore possible and now ur back in denerim and its yet more stupid bitches squabbling over the throne and youre exhausted. its SO good.

#oc: elspeth #tay plays dao #sorry im so insane over da rn i cant stop #this is why she makes alistair king btw #she was against it/in denial abt it until the deep roads #and then she was like ok i want you as far away from this as possible #and also just. the grey wardens presently not being taken seriously bc ferelden was allowed to forget #she wants alistair on the throne bc a grey warden king would mean that the country would NEVER forget it and would ALWAYS be ready for it #and it would prevent the wardens being exiled or framed or betrayed again #anyways sorry im done i swear

[perenlop]

my barest thoughts is that. im sorry idk if i like the rebellion ending

#it felt very out of left field and i heard the original ending was the scene right before that and it... definitely shows #i loved the movie overall and i like the conflict being presented by this ending but um.homura feels ooc here #not in that ''oh she'd NEVER'' but like shes not giggling evil like ''i love the pain of love'' it felt off #it reminded me of tropes i really dislike. #i feel like there wasnt a lot of buildup to it and the way the realm was presented i felt like that was fine as the entire movie #bc homuras arc in there feels different #it felt like it was done to be like ''oh its so we can do more with the franchise'' so. ill see magia record #and the movie coming out next year. ill see what they do with this #but as of rn im like..... eh? #ok besides that i loved literally everything else its just that ending rubs me the wrong way #its not that homura did something bad in fact it makes sense she rewrote the world to make madoka human again #and it makes an interesting dynamic for the two. demon angel dynamic my beloved #but like. idk ''oooooo shes obsessive and controlling shes insane hashtag y@ndere'' #is what that felt like and i dont really like that trope. its really just the way they did that is what bothers me #shes not a y@ndere shes 14 and has been through so so much trauma #echoed voice

[awkward-smirks]

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#gratefulness post bc im actually v happy rn (also jittery bc i had caffeine but it's ok) #i love my siblings and im glad i get to spend time w all of them -- all six of us together #I can't imagine life any other way #like im not really happy in this life all the time but i would always choose the timeline where i get to be their older sister #and im not always happy w my parents but i will always be grateful to them (esp my mom) for having all six of us #it's the best thing they couldve done for me #as a girl who is perpetually lonely - this was the kindest gift life couldve given me #it's just so ... easy just... being when im around them #to be around people who love you as a first thought‚ as an instinct‚ as something they just do #like u guys dont even think about it - you love because why would you do anything else ??? ever ??? are u insane ??? #and idk im just v grateful to have that dynamic w them bc im perpetually lonely but it's never for long #so yeah 👍 #sandy rambling

[n0ct0urn1quet]

@raiden-metal-gear-rising sorry this is a gaypos for u but it mite be more of just a rant because i am fuming (not rly i am just frustrated bc . u know why <3)

#im sur u read my previous posts abt uhhh my mom goign to visit my brother bc shes on vacation rn right . shes off til next sunday i think #but uh. yeah thats not happening bc guess what!! she cant afford it!!! because wow who wuldve thought that having to pay twice as much #money for bills + groceries would make u poorer than u already are!!!!! we are struggling!!!!!!! #and what has robynne done? nothing but PARTIALLY pay for grocieries. emphasis on *partially* #idk man its just insane. even if mom wasnt rly thinking about coming to see u we still cant bc we cannot afford it at all....... #i even said if i need to get a job i will and then added 'bceause im more willing to get one than she is' n she just looked at me #and idk man its just frustrraing . pls moeve out of ur place soon so i can leave and move in with u KAJSKLBKKLJG #i dont mean to say that to like rush u or anything u can do whatever u awant at Whatever pace u want i donot minde . it is oke #i just !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! h #i have a very strong feeling im gonna be moving out before she does............................ #just saying #sorey i kno this is supposed 2 be positive bc is gaypos but . i am not in a good mood i want 2 scream and throw things i think #i just want my house back!!!! im tired!!!!!! im so fucking tired man!!!!!! i m going insane!!!!!!!! #and now i just feel horrible bc rob knows i talk shit about her in vc and i just feel like i cannot talk out loud at all rn bc what if shes #fuckin eavesdropping!!! thats another thing did she just overhear me or like completely listen in on our conversation #bc if she listened in on us then thats fucked and i hope she fucks off #but if she just overheard us then idk man guess ill just have to close my door and keep it closed all the time which is something i donot #want to do !! #i dont like having my door closewd bc 1. it gets humid and 2. kitty does not like it and also 3. i just like having it open #but i feel like i cant have it open anymore bceause what if shes listening to just everything i say now!!!!!! i feel unsafe!!!!!! #get me out of here bestie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #sory im just . H!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im going insane ill rb this with happier thoughts in a second i just #oh i am so mad . so mad

[seafoam-taide]

popping in to say hi. i cant remember exactyly when i last opened tumblr but its probably soone rthan it feels like. ive been spending my entire weekend binging the (to my understanding) two most popular object shows. im also not done i just opened my computer for unknowable reasons and will be leaving immediately.

#tide of consciousness #im not even going to bother trying to put my thoughts or how i feel into words rn #i. #every time i start a new object show my expectations somehow get even more blown out of the water. what the #fuck #indescribable state of being right now #and despite the fact ive probably been permanently altered by this experience it sure is nice having literally days of content #just free for me to watch #here check out my list of shows ive been going through #battle for dream island - inanimate insanity - the nightly manor - some russian show forgot the name - animated inanimate battle - #into the canvas - #others probably that im. forgetting about #and im not even fully done with bfdi and ii!!! isnt that craaazy!!! #nothing is real #uhhh oh wait #unreality #in case anyone reads these tags. i should still trigger tag my inane ramblings probably #ok bye back to my unending... yep

[tkbrokkoli]

.

#wanted to change my tires tiday w an acquaintance but it's raining rn so we postponed for 1 hr which means now im sitting here Waiting #im already dressed and ready #also this week i tried out dry shampoo for the 1st time and this shit fucks!!!! years ago a friend recommended it to me bc i have to wash #my hair every 2 days bc it gets oily fast. for some reason i just never wanted to try the dry shampoo #but this week i was just so exhausted and i was like wow wouldn't it be nice if i didn't have to wash my hair so often #and i remembered the dry shampoo. anyway. it works. and it adds insane volume to my hair which is amazing. i don't rly like the smell #but it's ok considering the immense benefits of not having to wash my hair. yeah!!! 😁 #we have an audit next week at work. i rly hope i won't get asked any questions ugh. i srlsy don't know shit. like. i know the bare minimum #to get my work done. this weekend i should also rly get going w writing applications bc in autumn when i actually Need a new job #there probably won't be as many positions offered anymore as there are in spring now. considering ppl finish their studies and #apprenticeships in late summer and then in autumn they'll all be scrambling to get a job #not fandom related #personal log stardate

[love-belle]

i'm glad whenever i can share her laughter !!!

*ੈ✩‧₊˚ in which they finally get their picture perfect ending that everyone was hoping for.

or

for when you have everything you ever wished for. ˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚

social media au // charles leclerc x fem!reader

warnings - language

author's note - this series is now officially done!!!! im soooo happy about how this turned out and i hope u enjoyed it as much as i did <33 thank u sm for reading, i love you <33

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yourusername julianne marie leclerc-y/l/n 🤍

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username OMG SHE'S HEREEEE

username GOING CRAZY RN WDYM THE BABY IS HERE

username JULIANNE 😭 MARIE 😭 LECLERC-Y/L/N 😭

lewishamilton missing baby j ❤️

-> yourusername she misses her uncle lew and brother roscoe ❤️

username SO ADORABLE ARE U KIDDING ME

lilymhe i'm kidnapping her idc

-> alex_albon yes please i miss her already

-> yourusername no bc im pretty sure she loves u both more than her actual PARENTS

landonorris can i come over

-> yourusername u JUST left

-> landonorris CAN I COME OVER

-> yourusername ok

charles_leclerc mon ange 😘 ( my angel )

-> yourusername ❤️

charles_leclerc thank you for everything mon amour ( my love )

-> yourusername thank YOU for everything i love u sooooosososo bad

username i feel like such a proud parent it's INSANE

username IM CRYING OMG

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charles_leclerc it should be noted that she asked for her "mamamamama" a few thousand times and now i'm taking her with me to where ever

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username MAMAMAMAMA PLEASE

username she's a mama's girl fr

username JULIE 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

danielricciardo baby julie owns my heart

-> heidiberger_ mine too 🤍

-> charles_leclerc where was this heart owning when she was screaming her head off in the middle of the night and you both suddenly had a "fever"

-> username PLEASE HE PULLED OUT THE RECEIPTS

-> username he's really done with everyone

maxverstappen1 p wants to meet her best friend. again. please.

-> charles_leclerc can we exchange?

-> maxverstappen1 yes

-> kellypiquet no (you are more than welcome to leave baby j with us anytime ☺️)

-> yourusername no (I MISS P PLEASE COME OVER)

-> charles_leclerc ONE CHILD IS ENOUGH

-> maxverstappen1 exactly what he said

username i love watching charles realise that having a baby is SO much more than js buying cute clothes and playing with toys

-> yourusername i know he's so shocked

yourusername MY BABY 😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️

-> charles_leclerc she's coming with me

yourusername bring her back asap i wanna hug her

-> charles_leclerc oh so suddenly i'm not enough?

yourusername u didn't hear this from me but she couldn't sleep without her red ferrari plushie last week when u were in maranello

-> charles_leclerc so now you're making me cry. great.

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charles_leclerc i'm glad whenever i can share her laughter

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username WHY IS SHE GROWING UP SO FAST

username oh please no im not ready to see baby j grow up

leclerc_pascale bébé ❤️❤️❤️ ( baby )

-> charles_leclerc she misses her grand-mère❤️ ( grandmother )

carlossainz55 please stop blasting slipping through my fingers. it's 3am.

-> charles_leclerc she pulled herself up today YOU DON'T GET IT

-> username oh this man's gonna be in shambles when she starts walking

landonorris time needs to stay still, thank you.

-> charles_leclerc exactly 💯

yourusername babe she's literally 10 months old

-> charles_leclerc soon she'll be 10 years old and going to school and not wanting to hang out with me 🙁

yourusername STOP CRYING I CAN HEAR YOU FROM NEXT DOOR

-> charles_leclerc I'M NOT IT'S LANDO

-> landonorris I MISS BABY J

yourusername she misses her papa, come back

-> charles_leclerc yes ❤️❤️❤️ let me just console lando and we'll join you

username lando is so me

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[chemicaljacketslut]

me when i started writing this chapter painstakingly grinding out words and now am about to release a torrent of poetic and unbearable loneliness upon ye

#feeling sad tonight. sigh #feeling v physically unattractive? & i think im attractive in a lot of other ways but. #idk the girl i’ve had a massive yearning crush on 4 over a year now. idk she might care abt physical attractiveness which makes me sad sigh #like i feel like if i were more physically attractive i could woo her. which is kind of delusional bc i literally don’t know if i could #that’s up to her she’s the one i’d be trying to woo #ughh i’m just in my ugly era which would literally be fine if i didn’t have an object of affection i was concerned with #like 1) hashtag body image issues what’s new 2) i HATE my hair it’s in the most awkward phase rn & looks terrible #3) i have like no cool clothes UGH. it’s mostly 1 tbh. my jawline is disappearing and it’s driving me insane i hate it #i wish i weren’t so insecure and i don’t think i would be if i didn’t have this crush i was around every day #just makes me want to crawl into a hole so she can never see me until i look ‘good’ again lol bye im so done w my mindddd kill it #ok this tag rant has made me too sad to write now but i have the bones laid out

[cerneterydrive]

//

#im so fucking bored #im gonna like go insane #ngl not being able to connect my bass to the speaker bc the aux cord was shit kinda pissed me off and i havent been wanting to play since #and like #im like losing my mind i hate not doing anything but theres also like nothing that i want to do #i feel like shit tbh #like. want to crawl in a hole and die rn 🕳 #i have work tmr in kitchen. all god does is make me suffer #i dont even have a food handlers im not even supposed to be working kitchen no 😭 #sum1 report my 7-eleven for that cause i fr dont want to work kitchen anymore ;-; #ok its not even difficult work but its just a lot and i always have to stay after my shift is supposed to end cause i havent finished #everything that needs to be done like 😐 #adult life is hell me thinks

[noah-be-silly]

Some All-star Assistant Noah doodles ^^

Ramblings under the cut beware I am delusional :3 Also my grammar is atrocious-

Probably takes place after RR cuz I would of loved the reality TV pros last line to mean something we were R o b b e d

Noah takes up the offer to be Chris's assistant again and decides to start making his way up the Hollywood ladder :D. He's working hard and we love that for him.

After world tour Chris kinda forgot he put Alejandro in the Tdm so he was converted into a break room table :b. Noah's really busy and kinda needs his own assistant to keep on top of his assistance work, so he cleans him up for simple requests and stuff. He gets a star sticker if he's done a good job :D (WDYM Noah's totally not humanising the robot naurrrrr-) Surprisingly it's his most competent and friendly coworker :b

Noah then gets promoted to Assistant/director/animal handler/robot handler/host for the All-stars season, mostly because nobody is willing to work with Chris again after the last couple seasons (he is so overworked and tired he's in his natural habits,aka on the brink of collapse). I'm not gonna take away the interns tho we love the interns. MENTOR INTERN NOAH OMG THE INTERACTIONS IM INSANE IM GOING IN THE DOME.

Not much but uuuh OWEN OWEN IS AN ALL-STAR OK I LOVE HIM HE DESERVES IT ITS HIM MOMENT HE IS THE MOST snunujsunINIJS

But like seriously I want Al and Owen to bond over being younger brothers (hc Owen is a middle child with two older and younger brothers since both have been said in canon) like just let them talk about being left out and ignored but still having responsibility and expectations put on them. Give me Owen who went on TD so maybe his parents could just remember he existed. Give me Alejandro and him getting along ok it could be great I love hating but CMONNNNNNNN ajidjijsijs

I'll probably write more in another post but I'm drawing blanks rn so shuhushhshuhauuhshshsjis

#total drama #noah td #total drama machine #noah total drama #tdas #total drama all stars #assistant noah #tw swearing #potential alenoah depends on how things turn out lol #your honour he is tired get him a blanket and hsm2 on dvd stat #hc that noah listerns to the td songs ironically but then unironically cuz thems a bop #OWEN 👏 IS 👏 A 👏 ALL-STAR #alejandro td #heheh peanuts reference #tdi #redraw on the third one #alenoah

[lilliankoo]

“wanna play you like a game”series Information.

pairing: villian? antagonist! tribe leader jk x princess! y/n.

trope: “he’s mean to everyone but worships the ground you walk on” will absolutely do anything for you, strangers to lovers.

synopsis: he looks like an angel but is a devil- well that’s what your kingdom thinks. he is also the blessed leader of “lav”; even a leaf cannot move without his permission but here he was in-front of you on his knees. while the whole village bow to him- he only bows to you. there are two paths presented to you- marry him & return his love or refuse his condition & watch him conquer your father’s kingdom. power is an evil yet tempting apple-and now its in your hands- are you going to take a bite; taste the sweet poison or will you use it to tempt others? its an evil world with evil options.. do you think you can handle him?

rating: 18+

EPISODES LIST

episode 0: the satin ribbon.

episode 1: kiss the ground.

episode 2: the silver sword.

episode 3: no man can defeat him.

word count: tbd

warnings: tbd, different for every chapter but overall; smut, age gap (jk is 27 and y/n is 23), blood, rituals!!! (not too bad but still) threats, power dynamics, use of power, tribes, tribe rituals (i made them up :p), lions, horses, weapons, lovesick puppy heart eyed insanely in love jk, possessive jk, slightly controlling jk (not too bad), him spoiling his princess aka you, SMUT SMUT LOTS OF IT, will add more as series progress.

series playlist: serial killer- lana del rey, house of balloons- the weeknd, we’ve only just began- carpenters, do not touch- misamo, help me- hako yamazaki, psycho-jun, and i love her- kurt cobain, blue banisters- lana del rey, get free- lana del rey.

author’s note: HELP MEEEE LMAOO not me releasing a new series while my baby titanic! is barely done (2/7chapters- no i haven’t forgotten abt it i just need some motivation to finish it) okay yes i will try to upload the next chapter of titanic DONT WORRY AND THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR UNDERSTANDING. also thank you to AI for the pictures- u are scary but i love u. Anyways, so many ideas in my head rn and im slowly slowly executing them 😘 i need time. lmao ok lets goooo.

disclaimer: in no way, shape or form i intend to copy or plagiarize, this is just for fun, i do not own the pics, this does not describe jungkook hes just a "cast/actor" and so does everyone else in the fic.

taglist: let me know if u would like to be tagged.

#jungkook fic #jungkook recs #jungkook fanfic #jungkook x reader #jeon jungkook #jungkook smut #jungkook #bts jungkook #jeon jungguk #jk fic

[m4rs-ex3]

✨ rayllum ✨

whaddya want from me i have to talk about it rn. aaaaaaaaaaaaa🫶🫶🫶🫶 boundaries. trust. FINGERGUNS. they. them. my pronouns are they because i'll never be them. callum is done wasting time being mad and is now devoting all of his time remembering and/or discovering HOW MUCH HE LOVES THIS GIRL UGH 💕💞💖💗💞💕💖💝💝💘💖💓 he is the sweetest fucking thing rn oml he can see now that she will always be there for him and he wants her to know and im normal. aside from the core developments of their relationship omfg we were SERVED. the banter, the softness, the absolute bestie(+) behavior. let's review:

(e1) "practical? like what ; :)" that is the flirtiest fuckin face ive ever seen

"yes. you. uh.. rayla."

"i was lookin for you! uh.. callum." HIS FACEEEE HIS WIDDLE SMILE

"i can see that. let her go." ZERO hesitation. also mad foreshadowing

"she broke into the high mage's office." "no that's crazy. she can go in there any time she wants." UGH i expected a "no that's crazy she would never do that" but he's straight up like 'whats mine is urs bbg" 😭✋

"the elf stole it." oh.. ok his face doesn't look too happy there i wonder if "shes not 'the elf.' she's rayla." OH FUCK ME THEN

"and she was hiding a weapon" "so what? she always is?" IM SCREAMING I LOVE THEM SM

it doesn't even seem that for a second he was perturbed about rayla having the murder weapon, more so that he was looking straight at the murder weapon. she's always been in the clear 🫡

"if she didn't tell me... she has a good reason." THIS. THIS RIGHT HERE. THIS-- iiis getting its own post.

"it means i trust her. unconditionally." brb dying happy

his face when she unchained herself god he loves his non-law-abiding girlfriend

"you don't have to explain or justify anything to me. you can tell me when you're ready :)" what can i even say at this point

(e2) "well i'm glad you liked it :)" kill me now

"and now... here we are," there it is he still sees them as one unit, defying all odds and persevering all circumstances oh me oh my

stargazing obvi

(e3) RAYLA IN CALLUM'S DOODLE. HE DIDN'T HAVE TO ADD HER IN THERE YET THERE SHE IS LOOKING ADORABLE

"she can't stop us." "nobody can >:)" "so we're going to lux aurea right? ; :)" "too right we are >:)>:)>:)>:)"

their chaos <3

(e4) rayllum montage my beloved THAT MUSIC

if you guys have been weird please show me normal

"rayla, we've been through a lot, and a lot has changed, ah- um, well, some things have changed, but not.. everything. uh... i would do anything for you."

i would do anything for you i would do anything for you i would do anything for you i would do anything for you i would do anything for you i would do anything for you i would do anything for you i would do anything for you i would do anything for you i would do anything for you i would do anything for you i would do anything for you i would do anything for you i would do anything for you i would do anything for you i would do anything for you i would do anything for you i would do anything for you i would do anything for you i would do anything for you i would do anything for you i would do anything for you i would do anything for you i would do anything for you i would do anything for you i wo

this is not fucking real what the fuckity fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

they are The standard

i've seen a lot of ships in my day way too many perhaps but no one compares

he's so patient and respectful w her 😭 the way he just gently holds out his hands

she fully emphasized that freeing them wasn't her priority and yet just ZERO hesitation callum saw his girl in distress and dropped everything no second thought required

THE HAND HOLDDDD THAT WAS SO SOFT

HE WAS SO FRICKEN EXCITED TO HELP HER

about to die and only one priority mhm

THUMB RUB THUMB RUB THUMB RUB THUMB RUB THUMB RUB THUMB RUB THUMB RUB

"i waited too long" i am so absolutely insane feral indignant

"i hope you know-" "i know."

bury me

(e5) fist bump. thats it im done im gone oh m !!!!! FIST !!! BUMP !!!!! YOU ABSOLUTE DORKS YOU <3<3<3<3<3

i am weak and the water scene is literally my favorite

he IMMEDIATELY knows shes uncomfy

AND he waits for her

"i don't think i'm comfortable pushing- hey!" "see? i pushed you first! pushing is easy!"

12:06 ish that glance downward tho 👀

the hand snatch of the century. her face. his face. that squeeze. "together." that ttm parallel.

HE HELD HER HAND THE ENTIRE TIME 😭😭😭💗

"-the entire world would be in danger-" IM SORRY BUT HE LOOKED STRAIGHT. AT HER. THAT LOOK KILL ME

"an amulet. or, uh, is it a talisman? what's the difference?" HER SWEET LIL GIGGLE (might just be the last sweet moment i have to report on)

beginning o e7 they're standing together on deck what happened all last night i need to know

her catching him when he collapsed :') and holding him up the rest of the time

"LET HIM GO!"

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female rage has nothing on callum.

5 seasons. so many characters. so many losses. we have never seen this much emotion from anyone. i can hardly joke right now but he really embodied "don't you just wanna go apeshit?" i consume so much fucking media and this is new even for me. callum has never even had a temper. through all of this--getting kidnapped, abused, mentally and physically, seeing what his friends are going through--he hasn't broke. and then, seeing his biggest fear, the thing he's been plagued with for years, the thing we've seen him throw away his life to prevent, comes true, and he loses it. the scream, grunt & inhale, the speed, the aggression, the fucking expression. it's not hard to see how what happened next happened, i'm surprised he didn't do worse.

“all that talk about how love makes you stronger, but the second you see that elf girl in pain, you completely lost yourself.” mitski miyawaki kindly carry me out

every threat or demand finnegrin has made and callum has done nothing but scour. he has been as strong as anyone can be. and all of a sudden here he is crying out for mercy, pleading, bargaining, the lowest we've ever seen him. it hurts, but finnegrin was right.

"just... just let her go."

"NO! NO"

his defeat. we know this is because of... literally everything he has ever stood for being demolished. but his personal moral catastrophe aside, don't you find it interesting how he did all of that to keep rayla safe, and yet he never once went to her? i made another post abt this but i'm saying it again: rayla told him not to. and she believed in him. she's safe, but i don't think he thought he really saved her. he doesn't think he deserves anything she's giving him. he refuses to indulge in her, he refuses to confide in her, he refuses to seek her out. but he just saved her life. but that's not enough. not enough to resolve this within himself, and apparently not enough for the girl who's life he has saved twice now, who has stuck by him for years, who has dedicated everything to him, to be able to be okay with it. and he just kind of... accepts it. he doesn't beg for forgiveness, that being said he doesn't tell her either. this may seem like he's protecting himself, that he really just doesn't want to lose her, that he doesn't want to face this at all, but maybe it's him not wanting to disappoint her. yknow i really hate to be one of those people who ignores how basically all of callum's character surrounds his own internal conflict in favor of rayllum fan service, but fuck it's hard no to sometimes. he wants to be her hero, but he isn't; not to himself, anyway. this would always be the case. and yet... he did it all anyway. if that isn't unconditional, i'm jumping off a bridge.

no matter who he's protecting he is still being so strong for her

"yeah. yeah, i'm okay. i am." no, that obviously wasn't the truth. but for a "horrible liar," he sure appeared at least a little bit better. at the end of the day, the end of the battle, rayla's okay. and that always seems to help.

face touch 🩷

that hug man. her deep sigh. his shame melting into unavoidable comfort. him letting go despite all his better judgement. also it was cute. homicidal. but cute.

THE OTHER WATER SCENE IM STARTING TO THINK I HAVE A TYPE

the "eyes on me" thing AUUUHGHHGHGHGHGH

"i-i'm getting out" 👏ZERO👏HES👏ITATION👏 AND THE THING THAT MADE HIM BREAK WAS THE FEAR/SADNESS IN HER VOICE. LIKE AT FIRST HE WAS JUS LIKE "U GOOD?" BUT THEN HE SAW HOW UPSET SHE WAS AND WAS ALL "FUCK THE FATE OF THE WORLD IM GIVING YOU A HUG"

the squad reunion post-claudia when rayla gives callum's arm an extra little squeeze 😭

the ending handhold 🫶 thereee'ssss my little married couple

welp i would say it's been fun but it's been more so absolutely excruciating so. it has been.

if i still had feelings i would be so happy <3

#tdp spoilers #s5 spoilers #tdp s5 spoilers #rayllum #tdp s5 #tdp season 5 #tdp #the dragon prince s5 #the dragon prince

[divine-misfortune]

(ok i confess i did not know what that meant 5 minutes ago- i thought it was way stranger) but im absolutely on board with swiss womb tattoo and ive come to you w my horny thoughts abt it

I think mountain is the weakest for it. (both bc its so true and also swissalps owns my brain rn) theres just smth abt it that absolutely drives him crazy. like a horny ghoul switch goes off in his brain and this guy is just GONE.

Swiss walks into the kitchen in the morning with his pj pants just a little too low on his hips where you can juuuust see a bit of it and Mounts already done for. he's fumbling around trying to look busy. he almost drops his tea. he's probably burning pancakes. the big guy is STRUGGLING.

when they're fooling around later he kisses/nuzzles it. he just needs Swiss so bad. it would be embarassing if he could clear his head enough to care. and Swiss could be mean abt it but he's so calm and gentle with him and he's just got a big smile on his face and it all makes it even worse. hes running his fingers through Mountains hair and telling him how sweet he is, how pretty, how good, how beautifully needy. Mountain could cry (and he does!)

anyway thank you for all the thoughts i now have abt this

Okay so apologies for sitting on this for so long I just went absolutely insane about it for a while and wanted to read it 120000 times

But oh

Oh Mountain can't keep his hands to himself, Swiss wouldn't want him to anyways. He's obsessed with those intricate dark lines, obsessed with how it sits between the cut of his hips, obsessed with the implication, obsessed with Swiss.

Just immediately dropped to his knees in front of him, shaking with a barely restrained need. Aches to be allowed to touch it, trace it with his tongue, maybe he likes to nip at it - playfully of course. All it takes is Swiss letting him get a little too handsy and very talented fingers toying with his hair to get Mountain all fuzzy and whiny. He begs so pretty when he's like this.

And he pleads, though all his groping and generous attention has Swiss dripping enough that the begging is hardly necessary.

Mountain might just have to take him right there. His pancakes are already burnt, he's given up on breakfast. He doesn't need it, he's got another meal to sink his teeth into bent right over the countertop for him.

#grrrRRRRRR #brb im losing my mind #spicy tag #void rambles #answered #nameless ghouls #Swiss ghoul #mountain ghoul #swiss alps #mountain/swiss