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#nothing ive tried has helped. ppl think im.being dramatic but ive tried well over 50 different medications of different kinds
zarovich
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2 years
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cant even hide that fact that im doing so poorly. everyone can tell i know it
#personal
#im so scared man. so stressed lately and stress makes my psychosis worse like i struggle telling reality apart from things
#and i do things i dont remember doing. i keep fliping and considering to go see a doctor but im afraid
#afraid ill be hospitalized again. i dont have the money i dont have the energy to deal with it either. it wont help
#afraid to get back on meds. i want to but antipsychotics are not fun. being a lab rat is not fun
#nothing ive tried has helped. ppl think im.being dramatic but ive tried well over 50 different medications of different kinds
#ive done therapy like 4 times. ive even done other treatments and they did not help me
#ive done better on my own. isolating from others. i dont understand ppl. i dont feel... real. alive. human
#its not that idk how to socialize. i just dont like it. i know how but i will never understand what it means to be human
#this may be the worst ive been doing ever. i just sleep. all day. if i wasnt so tired and lazy i would be dead already
#i just hurt man. im so tired of everything and everyone. i know ill never be normal. ive come to terms with that
#but im not okay with knowing it yknow. and how others treat me bc of it. im tired of being seen as a project to fix
#my stomach is growling so loud. i cant remember when i ate last. i dont need to eat when im not human
#vent
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