#not to overshare or unload anything personal on this blog but well this unlocked some stuff i hoped i buried

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#okay okay so i might have underestimated how badly it would actually affect me hah #like i said theorizing was one thing and reading about it was... completely different #not to overshare or unload anything personal on this blog but well this unlocked some stuff i hoped i buried #i can not believe they chose this to be their message of the show... honestly #when i tell you i had some Bad Times and waiting for a new episode of this Dumb Show kept me afloat i am not joking (i wish i was) #and in the finale they... #if they only didn't put the 'he is calm' line. #but that line makes it for me. he is calm. he awaits death. he wants it. #i am sick #suicide tw #personal