#not the amis tho thats disappointing

[eurydice-khthonios]

id of done this handwritten like laura ( @the-lazaret ) and teya ( @teyaleen ) but no one can read my hand writing

Nickname - Han, Spanner, sometimes Heaven or Heather, i’ve been called hayley but i think that was more someone forgetting my name than giving me a nickname

Star Sign - Virgo!

Height - 5′3?

Last Movie I saw - does john mulaney kid gorgeous count

Last Thing I Googled - daniel radcliff rap

Favourite Musicians - Florence and the machine, sleeping at last, hozier, the front bottoms, maria mena, oh wonder, cavetown, jaymes young, a few others

Song Stuck In My Head - Perfect 11 acorn lane

Other Blogs - ;)

Do I get Asks -- I got one ask which was someone trying to be mean and it was the funniest thing

Following - 1328

Followers - 383

Amount of sleep -- not enough

Lucky Number - 7!

What I’m Wearing - i love this shirt too much

Dream Trip -  either to norway or to an isolated forest where i will die

Dream Job - 

im too afraid to pick a dream job for fear of it being taken as my genuine life goal and locking myself into something that ill end up having no interest in and either be unable to obtain that goal and know everyone around me will either be disappointed or unsurprised or ill end up in that job and know that it doesnt make me happy but everyone expects me to be here so i just have to keep going until i eventually caant handle it anymore and everyone realises that i was never going to be able to upkeep it 

i think working in a funeral home would be cool tho

Favourite Food - raviollliii or any rice dish

Play any Instruments - i play a lil guitar 

Languages- i dont even speak english

Favourite Songs - suburban war arcade fire, arsonists lullaby hozier, dream sweet in sea major miracle musical, strawberries and cigarettes troye sivan, adore amy shark, how life works gothic tropic, smells like teen spirit nirvana, blood grandson, saint bernard lincoln, just tonight the pretty reckless, honey whiskey nothing but thieves, a few others

Random Fact - i once got drunk and stole plants from this abandoned house and the police did nothing when they saw me

Describe yourself as an aesthetic pink and orange vodka cruisers, staring at the wall at three am waiting for someone or something thatll never come, lying in the sunlight and white cat hair on dark clothes. waiting, waiting, waiting. burning candles and incense to ward off darkness but still being in the dark. painting in golds and sunsets. heavy eyeliner, dramatic makeup. laughing and laughing. heeled boots and lacy bras. waiting for a rescue thats never happening. tight hugs that dont last long enough and endless words on pages that never make it passed those final stages.

tagging @ u

#ask meme

[poodletv]

40 Questions - Meme for Shippers

Talk about the first ship you ever had. 

- I’m pretty sure my first ship was Ricky and Amy from Secret Life of The American Teenager. Thats when I first got my tumblr and all shot up from that point on.

Talk about three of the most important ships throughout your life.

- Number 1 is obviously STYDIA bc they are life and I love them a ridiculous amount. 

- Number 2 would be JAPRILl bc anything and everything they do breaks my heart more and more everyday.

- Number 3 is Mark and Lexie (SLEXIE) bc are you kidding me? They don't even need an explanation.

What’s your current OTP?

- STYDIA bitches.

What’s your current NOTP?

- umm I don't really have one, I don't think

Do you have any poly ships?

- wtf is that?

How do you feel about love triangles?

- I hate that I love them. 

How do you feel about RPF?

- ?? Have you ever shipped yourself with a character?

- um fuck yeah. Stiles Stilinski...DOB? are u kidding me

Do you have many ships that never got together at all?

- no

Do you ship any characters that have never met?

- no

Talk about your favorite first kiss.

- oh there are so many to choose from but I’m gonna say Stydia. Their first kiss PLUS their first actual “romantic” kiss. April’s was really good too tho.

Have you ever been disappointed when your ship finally got together?

- I’ll let you know.

Has a ship ever broken your heart?

- thats a dumb question. Of course.

How do you feel about will they/won’t they?

- I love and live for them.

Have you ever “shipped at first sight”?

- abso-fuckin-lutely

Talk about a ship you initially disliked.

- Delena...

Talk about a pairing you’ve stopped shipping romantically.

- umm i don't know, none I don't think.

Talk about a moment which made you question an entire ship.

- Season 4 Teen Wolf. Stydia.

Have you ever shipped something despite yourself?

- Delena.

Talk about a ship you feel alone in shipping.

- SPALEB. Spencer and Caleb in PLL. I fucking loved them.

Is there a ship you just don’t get, but have nothing against?

- maybe Bonnie and Enzo.. but idk?

Which of your ships have the best chemistry?

- JAPRIL

Which of your ships deserve better writing?

- STYDIA...omg

Do you mostly ship canon pairings?

- not always but majority.

Have you ever shipped a pairing before you even started watching the show/movie simply because of gifs and graphics or similar?

- omg OLICITY and WESTALLEN.

Have you noticed a pattern in your shipping? Is there a romantic dynamic you’re more drawn to?

- im all over the place but I’m trash for a friendship turning into a relationship. 

Is there a ship you’ve shipped for most of your life?

- Ron and Hermione. Derek and Meredith. Stiles and Lydia.

Does shipping come easily to you?

- Omg I can't name one show that I watch that I don't ship people in.

Do you need to ship something to really enjoy a movie/book/tv show/comic?

- TV Show, sadly yes. Movie, not really.

Name a couple of fandoms in which you have no ships.

- The 100, Shadow Hunters, theres a lot really but I can't remember right now.

Talk about one of your favorite headcanons for a ship you love.

- Oh for sure Stydia before it actually happened.

Share five must-read fics.

- don't really read fan fiction. whoops.

Name your favorite fanartist(s).

- ^^^

Share your favorite fanmix for your OTP.

- ??

Recommend 1-5 shipper blogs.

Do you create fanmixes/gif sets/fanart/fic/fanvids and so on for you ships?

- some videos

Do you have a favorite trope and/or AU for your OTP?

- no

Do you like and use ship names?

- omg all the time

Is there a fictional relationship you’d really want for yourself?

- Yes any relationship really.

If you could change one thing about your OTP, what would that be?

- STDYIA. more scenes, more kisses, more love, more everything.

[ot3-old]

cheesewong anon bringing in some ANGST in the next couple asks get fucking ready

imagine dave getting possessed and not like a normal jdate demon possessed but a more jekyll and hyde situation possessed and John is /scared./ like, reall y scared because the first thing he notices is that there's something /really fucking wrong/ in the way dave is talking and moving and by the time he realizes it's late and Dave(mon) ((demon dave)) (1/2)

(2/2) is already hurting him, hurting amy and John hasn't had a breakdown like this in a long fucking time but he's crying and inside, below the monster in his eyes he can /see/ dave's fear and disgust and it just hurts more , and amy is dead and John doesn't fucking know what to do he's crying and crying and once the demon is gone he stays up for nights because of night terrors and he still has wounds from where his chest was stabbed and he can't look at dave without choking a little 

so yeah. thats my angst fulfillment of the day ~cheesewong(and also ot3) anon 

CHEESEWONG ANON IM SORRY TO DISAPPOINT . . . YOUR GIRL SWAGGIE JAY REALLY DOESN’T CARE MUCH FOR STRAIGHT ANGST . . . IM POSTING IT IN THE TAG THO IN  THE HOPE THAT IT FIND THE ANGST LOVING JDATE FANS IT WAS DESTINED FOR

#john dies at the end #Anonymous

[spamtonsbigshot]

not to expose myself but the latest dr who episode (and seasons) secerely underwhelm me.

the latest episode, revolution of the daleks, gave us daleks yet again which im pretty sure weve seen already with this doctor! my memory of 13th thus far has been fuzzy because like. i just dont like the direction its going ig? a lot of political messages (pollution, global warming, etc) and i know thats important stuff to address, but this is DOCTOR WHO!! this is a funny alien show that i watch to NOT think about those kinds of things!!!! side note but whoever the fuck ok-ed that fucking mpreg episode i want gone. like what the fuck!!! back on the daleks, none of this special felt new. daleks being reused as human machines has alrwady happened, like in the episode called “victory of the daleks” from literally 10 years ago!!!! we’ve already been here!!!! and im sure daleks controlling people isnt new either, nor are daleks coming to earth!!! people have literally seen daleks before and KNOW theyre a problem!! esp britain!! like in that episode with the cybermen va daleks and the alternate dimension or whatever. and i feel like weve just, seen daleks too recently and theyre being used as more shock value or smth now. cybermen too honestly. that shit abt the lone cyberman was like “eh”. cuz we literally saw cybermen for the 12th’s final season with bill literally becoming one. these are BIG doctor who monsters who should be used sparingly, like once every doctor, and if you do use em, make em background cameos!!! like i noticed a weeping angel in the back of that space prison which was neat ig? but i feel like the series shouldve added more reoccurring enemies, and i dont mean the master cuz i dont like this iteration of the master much, i miss Missy :( she was fun and was more morally grey, working both with and against the doctor. AND SHE DIED TOO LIKE WHY BRING THEM BACK!!!! i feel like the master/missy had a pretty satisfying conclusion!! id need to go back to the episodes with bill to pass judgement on her, but her season was pretty good iirc, nardol was also a fun addition to the party i liked him :) i also loke that grahm and rayan realize they dont need the doctor and parted ways with her. but i wish it was yaz theyd gotten rid of as well, because honestly? shes my least favorite. shes kinda needy and askes SO many questions while also acting like she knows everything. usually when the doctor leaves companions on their own for a bit, they lead their own lives (see: amy and rory, clara even, martha, etc) and the “fam” (i hate that term im sorry i hate it so fucking much) went on as if they were taking the doctors place! like!! i feel like instead of investigating before the dalek-police were released, they shouldve led their own lives until one day being like “hey wtf those are daleks” and then investigate or smth. and is it just me or was the daleks on earth problem solved all to easily?? like the doctor just so happened to have a spare tardis around?? what kind of plot device. like im sure i missed it in some previous episode but come ON man. i know this all changes nothing abt the doctor who i so love and enjoy, but im so disappointed and underwhelmed in all of it. i wanna like jodie so bad but just. chibnal please do a better job, you could have literally given her a different personality as after like 50+ years, the doctors been coded as a goofy, clever, man and having a woman take on the preestablished personality of a previously male character just feels? weird?? idk. it was neat seeing jack return tho! love that guy :) and also i get character beats are improtant but, the episode felt 60% character dialogue just sitting in the tardis and 40% dalek threat. ALSO wtf was up with the tardis taking TIME TO ARRIVE SOMEWHERE. THAT SHITS USUALLY INSTANTANEOUS!!! ITS A TIME MACHINE!!!!!!! that really bothered me, and ik it was mentioned by the doctor at the end after grahm and rayan left but like. why didnt she go back to when she originally left her companions in the first place??? 

itd been like 10 months or smth iirc, and the doctor had been there a couple decades. and as a time traveler theres also no technical present?? so like. anyway that it rant done 

#fuck it going on a rant for fun #doctor who #this has been sitting in my drafts a couple days actually uh