#no.. I mustn’t

[cha1cedony]

Also I was literally JUST planning a Gothcleats as adults AU longfic.. and then I was like “nooo I have too many other things to write. I don’t need to do this” BUT NOW. UM. VERY TEMPTED

#basically an AU where Scary never made $1 million to get out of the simulation #and they met again in the simulation but also Chris is there. and their memories of the real world are fading #and things ensue etc. #but NOW #I CAN JUST WRITE. POSTCANON…? RUGRGRHDH????? #no.. I mustn’t #I ALSO HAVE FIC REQUESTS TO WRITE NOW LOL #dndads #dungeons and daddies #dndads spoilers #dungeons and daddies spoilers

[wastedunicorn]

#ughhhh it’s cute but I mustn’t 🥹 #hi #mine #selfie

[codename-adler]

i’m afraid of diving into good omens tumblr discourse but i just–i have to say

Aziraphale’s face. it’s. that is the expression of someone who does not want to be kissed, but knows it’s inevitable. though even more subtle than that, it’s the face of someone who does not want the thing to happen not because they don’t want it, but because they do, they really do, and yet it is not the way they wish it would be. Aziraphale knows something here. and he isn’t telling Crowley, nor us. he’s got some kind of higher pressure weighing down on him, forcing him to act against his nature and heart, forcing him to act against Crowley. he backs Crowley into a corner with his talk of joining Metatron in Heaven, and knows it. and that is what he wants, because that’s where he needs Crowley to be–away from him; but he pushes too strong, pushes Crowley to risk it all and end up cornering Aziraphale right back. all Aziraphale wanted, all he needed to do, was protect Crowley by breaking his heart and abandoning him, but you can’t undo 6,000 years of companionship without a miracle. it’s a failure.

whatever the Metatron told or did to Aziraphale that was hidden from us, it terrified him enough to make up a wobbly plan that could keep Crowley safe, if he would just go along with it. Aziraphale may have been strong enough, may have loved Crowley that much, to put his heart on the line and sacrifice himself if it meant Crowley could live on, but he underestimated Crowley’s love for him. underestimated Crowley’s courage and capacity for honesty.

the angel lied and the demon spoke his truth and everything crashed and failed.

and it is painful failure and remorse that i see on Aziraphale’s face.

it’s Please don’t ruin my attempt at saving you and Can’t you see what I’m trying to do and I’m sorry I’m breaking your heart but I have to if I want to keep you and To choose you I have to choose Heaven but I know you’re not seeing it that way and Crowley look at me I’m lying just go along and

Oh no, you believed me entirely too much, what have I done?

with the kiss, Crowley seals his fate as undeniably tied to Aziraphale’s. and Metatron will know.

#sorry aftg fam for this special good omens broadcast #anywhoo #i’m trying so hard to articulate what i see in every line of aziraphales face in this shot #he’s so afraid #not of crowley but FOR crowley #like he’s watching Crowley doom himself all over again but this time it’s for him because of him #and he wasn’t good enough to protect his demon #´No Crowley no no no no don’t do this please don’t do this he will know Metatron will know you mustn’t please!’ #nothing can stop Crowley’s love for Aziraphale and angel wants to cry for the unfairness of it all #where does this face fit in the grand scheme of s3 i don’t know #good omens #good omens 2 #ineffable husbands #ineffable divorce #ineffable fandom #neil gaiman #david tennant and michael sheen #david tennant #michael sheen #anthony j crowley #aziracrow #good god good omens #terry pratchett

[randanopterix]

#I mustn’t speak #konosuke Takeshita #aew #all elite wrestling #mars gif #wrestling #in the black tank top #sorry the gifs look like garbage #they’re heavily cropped and I just recorded from the livestream in a panicked fervor

[nalyra-dreaming]

I LOVE TO READ IT!!

#i love them your honor #I am so glad she felt well taken care of and comfortable with them #it mustn’t have been easy coming in after bailey #delainey hayles #cannot wait to truly see her claudia #interview with the vampire #iwtv #amc iwtv #claudia de lioncourt #jam reiderson

[ayoungkiing]

🎶 As days and hours roll by

All I ever think about is you

#jonah hauer king #halle bailey #the little mermaid #I need to see them in more together #we mustn’t waste amazing chemistry

[merakiui]

well well well… :)

#meraki mumbles #fighting with everything i’ve got to avoid falling into the malleus trap #but really all it takes is one sleeping spell and the assets he has below the belt #and suddenly i’m his sleeping beauty >_< it’s too easy… #but also he’s genuinely cute… the gap moe… the little pouts he does sometimes and the way he throws his tantrums #he’s so silly i love him <3 #AAAA WAIT NO ∑(ﾟДﾟ) I MUSTN’T SUCCUMB TO MALLEUS’S CHARMS AAAAAAAAA OTL #i need book seven to brainwash me like book six did with styx idia

[lesbianmarrow]

barbara and melissa from abbott elementary would be kinda cute together but only if it’s like melissa is like the weird stray cat barbara took in one day for some reason

#if i told you who i actually ship barbara with…..no i mustn’t say #abbott elementary #syl posts

[misty-moth]

I’m reading Clavis, Kanetsugu, and William right now, and I am having such a great time 🥹

#gaaahhh i can’t decide which i’m the most excited for each day #like the urge to spend tickets on each is so strong but i mustn’t #i’ve read clavis but it’s been a very long time #siiigh #there isn’t a fancy point to be made on this post #just happy :3 #anyway here’s wonderwall

[foundationsofdecay]

ii and the cables going into the port on the back of his head kills me. now i’m just imagining how easy it would be to prank him by pulling them out like a kid tugging on someone’s ponytail or plugging them back in wrong like they’re rca connectors. ii gets upgraded to the single hdmi port and everyone starts crying bc it’s just the one and they can’t do that anymore. ii getting constantly frustrated trying to plug them in bc the angle is difficult or it’s flipped the wrong way. iii and iv dying in the new masks bc they’re like muzzled dogs who aren’t allowed to bite through them. vessel still does it anyways

#sleep token #woke up and told myself i need to stop posting first thing. anyways hi #i could go further but... i mustn’t

[crusheswhimsandfancies]

I am so glad that in 2024 there are still active blogs and talented, smutty fic writers making posts about Ten x Rose so that I can lose my mind over them nearly 20 years later

#I had no idea david x billie was a thing #but it’s so alluring #I mean they must have had a thing mustn’t they #that chemistry was real #I always knew I loved ten with rose #I just never had tumblr or anywhere to talk about it in 2005 #the 60th anniversary lured me in #and now look at me #loving it #ten x rose #doctor who #ao3 fanfic #some amazing stuff on there

[whumpy-wyrms]

writing some stuff about Anton’s past

#while also listening to very specific sad songs in the tllr playlist #AWWYAHAH #THE AAUAUWWWHHHJHHHHHH #MY HEART #i mustn’t say anything more #no spoilers #i have to suffer alone for now /j #i’m fine but wow #wow i love my ocs so much #i love that something i created can make me feel such intense emotions #makes it real #wow i love them #wyrms says stuff

[scary-monsters]

im having so much fun so far this week oh my god.. i love my friends, i love spending time with them, i love laughing until my body hurts, i love talking about diego irl and not feeling annoying about it for once, i love feeling like i can be myself and its okay and encouraged 😭🧡 i feel really lucky rn

#I mustn’t get emotional … but i needed this vacation so bad

[ciaotoska]

Several of these are very bretshawn-y, but the the third one is basically the genesis of hartbreak lol

#also ‘fake amnesia’ is basically shawn every time the subject of bret comes up lmao #bretshawn #hartbreak #the himbo ceo one… I mustn’t

[geneslovee]

sorry to you “im too self aware for therapy : (“ bitches im over here bettering my relationship with myself every week with every “oh my god….. you’re right” epiphany after my therapist tells me i should relax a little bit in slightly different ways

#today I realized I mustn’t hold my teen self to the standard I hold myself to today #was that an obvious thing #yes #but at least therapy’s working for me #gene talks

[hmtaxidermy]

I gotta stop looking at taxidermy.net’s “for sale” section. I don’t have time for personal projects.

#there’s a blue duiker ls for sale #they’re so cute and tiny #I mustn’t…. #deer talks