#next up: normalization blues

[sarcasticmirage]

flash warning!

Happy Oct.3!!!!

So i just happened to get back into 03 in time for the 20th anniversary and oct 3 so i decided to go all out: with 3 amvs for the series start, oct 3, and 20th anniversary. So I've got another amv on my youtube right now to foreigner's god, and I've got another one coming out tomorrow!

#10/2/3/4 #fullmetal alchemist #october 3rd #edward elric #alphonse elric #fma 03 #fma03 #fma2003 #we need to standardize our tag y'all #song is #children's work #by #dessa #amv #flash warning #next up: normalization blues #Youtube #fullmetal alchemist 2003 #fma 2003

[double--blind]

(SPOILERS) Andrew, Ashley, and their weapons of choice

If I REALLY wanna blue curtain (the curtains are blue bECAUSE THE AUTHOR—) this game, I'd probably say something along the lines of how Ashley's signature weapon being a gun and Andrew's signature weapon being a cleaver are reminiscent of their respective personalities in the sense that Ashley's aggression hits hard and fast, piercing deep like a bullet. The long-distance nature of this attack falls in line with her tendency to easily extricate herself from the harm she's doing while ensuring that it still gets done. She's shoot fast, ask questions later (or, perhaps, never at all), and rather loud and jarring about it. A single pull of the trigger and she's done, the only blood on her hands purely metaphorical.

(The one time she uses a knife, she even uses it like this. A quick stab into each of her parents' hearts. A swift, deadly puncture that bears far-reaching consequences that do not befit the ease of her actions.)

Meanwhile, Andrew's cleaver means he has to get his hands dirty. He's up close and personal w/his attacks—every slash is a decisive action that requires throwing all of himself into the fight—both in line with his need for control, and his tragic inability to relieve himself of the burden of being up front and center to his and Ashley's atrocities. Unlike a gun, it's not one-and-done. It's much quieter, stealthier, but you gotta get real vicious with it—more violent and messy than Ashley can ever get with her gun—something that's so at odds with his reticent, cautious nature that it just throws the silently simmering darkness within him into even starker relief.

#I'm just having fun guys #okay now for some next level blue curtain analysis: them exchanging weapons sometimes #is indicative of their toxic relationship and how they bleed into each other—*gets shot* #the coffin of andy and leyley #character analysis #andrew graves #ashley graves #dude even made dinner with his murder cleaver isn't that kinda messed up LMAOOO #like normal ppl dinner not cannibal dinner

[hearties-circus]

Guy that I am. So normal about

#al art #al ocs #imagine me in a locked echo chamber just wailing about denys #thats my head right now #im so fucked up sbout them. because. i had a little thiught #before my reasoning for ehy denys wouldnt kill axel was a mix of professionalism and contradictory feelings #now having given it more thought ive realised its specifically because axel is OK with it #denys WANTS axel to be scared for zir life denys NEEDS axel to be terrified #because thats how vos parents felt. they were scared. they didnt want to die. they didnt want to be Killed. #and little denys was so so so scared stumbling upon the scene that vo was gonna be next. who wouldnt be. wicks parents were Murdered #wick needs to get that revenge to have axel be so so scared like they all were back then #but zes just not. #its been 5 years since axel found out who denys was and almost immediately ze realised that whatever punishment denys wanted was justified #it would be the right thing. fae wouldn't fight it. #so now neither of them gets what they want. they cant. #denys still wants axel to think wick would and could kill fae at any moment but axel is ok with that #i am literally in my room seperate from my family on hogmanay and gripping my glass of blue wkd. i am SO normal right now #denys #axel

[frobby]

Yukio almost murders his own brother in cold blood with his only excuse being "I was going through a lot sorry"

#I think I'm radicalizing myself into being a yukio enjoyer #Can you believe I didnt like him like at all at the beginning #I just think hes so interesting #Slotting him next to my other fucked up little guys #My headcanon is that yukio was so stressed that he completely forgot like 90% of his freshman year #Later hes like ....'oh my God I was in normal classes I completely forgot' #yukio okumura #ao no exorcist #blue exorcist

[gatheryepens]

…

#giving a mini life update #I’m gonna start this off by first apologising for being really inconsistent 💀 #I’ve just been very #I don’t really know how to explain it but I’ve just not really been myself #I guess down in the dumps #or winter blues #recently just doing daily life stuff is really hard #and I keep on thinking I’m not doing anything productive at the mo #or not doing stuff that I think ‘normal’ 18 year olds should be doing #so I’ve been beating myself up about it #and the motivation to do anything is gone #like I have no motivation to read or write or to crochet #or just do things I actually enjoy #but hopefully I can get back into the swing of things #since I’ve got some stuff I want to post like more book post before the year is finished #and also finish this book I’ve been reading for like that past month or two #but it will probably spill over into next year 💀 #gatherrambles #g/personal

[goldiipond]

nintendos announced not only the first mainline game with daisy in it but shes also a playable character AND we’re getting a new super princess peach i just felt little child skye explode somewhere

#skye's ramblings #god i fuckin ADORED the ds super princess peach this rules ohhh my god!!!!!!!!! obsessed w the little partner creature they are cute <3 #little skye was the BIGGEST peach fan for years. call me basic but looking back. shewas probably my first fictional crush #AND DAISY ILOVE DAISY YAAAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ive wanted mainline daisy for sooo long i will be playig as her if i get thegame <3 #ive noticed recent iterations of daisy have been slightly more tan like theyre trying to backtrack on the whitewashing #which is good! but theyre being such cowards about it makw her brown again. now <3 also literaly any eye color besides blue wuold b nice #ANYWAY ALSO!!! new smrpg fuck yes. i have heard wonderful things abt that game but i gave up on it VERY early from the difficulty </3 #so i hope this one'll be a little more accessible i was 16 when i tried it. thinking abt trying to play it as a kid is. oouugh #idk why i just gave up normally if i cant play a game or evenif the gameplays just not my style ill watch a playthrough. laziness i suppose #also no new papers mario im not surprised but getting a new announcement this year isnt totaly impossible so. smiles serenely #given the average gap between pm games we are most likely to get a new one sometime next year heheheheheheheheheheheheh #t/pn followers i apologize for the person i'll become whenever that happens <3 obsession is inevitable for anything involving that series #anywayay theres skyes awesome direct thoughts and m&l is still dead. alphadream come home

[vimbry]

saw a really fun show tonight! got home took pee and became an ex-member of the never passed out club

#it's oversharing time on tumblr bc I'm a little freaked and have never fainted before haha #we got home and I just suddenly got a lot of pelvic discomfort and nausea like food poisoning #at some point I was thinking oh better go tell my mum in case she needs the bathroom/wondering why I've been up there a while #hey listen don't come upstairs I'm gonna poop massively #and apparently I did actually do that. but I don't remember because the next thing I saw was her looking over me on the floor downstairs #so I still feel like I dreamt that conversation and also the first few things said to me waking up #which is probably normal for passing out right. #really surreal and not a fun thing to happen. fortunately only happened for a few seconds but felt like I was out longer #I'm sure experienced faintees are looking at this as no big deal but it kinda shook me ngl #I'm better so I think I'm just dehydrated (I do drink through the day. maybe it's still not enough as it should be tho?) #but apparently I went grey and blue lipped which is just scary for everyone! I'm ok now #I'm just lying here searching my symptoms and going hm. fascinsting like a cartoon scientist in-between being dramatic and scared #I never did poop

[nomaishuttle]

just realized ice never shown you guys angel... Isnt she the prettiest girl youve ever seen.

#shes literally like my horse i love her SHOUTOUT ANGEL!! #im so sad for when i get put on cottages bc i wont get 2 see her until im back on apartments.. :(( hopefully itll be a while.... #she isnt fully stocked btw OBV bc its the end of the day. and u cant see but on her other side she has green and blue meshbags which #normally have paper towels and toilet paper respectively #vut shes out of tp rn i need to give her more tmrw.. ill probably forget until im doing my bathrooms -_- but its okie. #i also need 2 remember 2 grab lightbulbs for her but im scared of rhe maintenance room bc its such a mess jn there. sigh. #jts ok. we will persevere. #also if you dont like angel SHUT UP i dont wanna hear it shes my number one my ride or die my best friend FOREVER. #oh also rhe toilet paper is bc i had a runny nose today JFBFHF i dont normally keep it on the cart bc it doesnt fit anywhere #its like shived right next 2 where my water bottle goes rn.

[cherry-shipping]

ok............................................. at least i didnt pass out while making this..............

#cherry chats #bf (bone friend) #doodle #bonus skele skenp just 4 funsies ^w^ #THIS IS. UMMMMMM. U KNOW. #ive never drawn him digitally befre so i hpe its ok...... #u know. normally when i draw people i draw the body first and the clothes after #with sans i just drw his clothes right away bc him being all bones doesnt make it easier #i did that with this one too out of habit but it messed up the proportions a little bit #so i added a layer on top where i just messily sketched out his body underneath............. that killed me #i had to b like EVERY1 LOOK OUT HES BOOBS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #maybe.......... maybe one dday ill draw human sans in less clothes. like without jis kjacket or something #bc umm........well.......... well nevermindwhy i just want to. #thatll have to wait until at least next week though im going away for the weekend #auugh.. ohhggfg #this was hard. to draw. not because of the drawing but because i wawnna kiss him sooooooooooo fuckig BAD!!!!!! #also the fact that his right eye is closed makes it look like he has blue eyes. he doesnt only the left one is blue #and ill be honest with you i was almost considering making it brown just bc it looks so weird. but thats ok #often when a character has blue eyes (esp if its characters of color) im like. ummm no thanks ill be making them normal i think ^-^ #i guess next time i draw human sans ill have to have him have both eyes open so it looks less weird. hreiugetgserg #oh and also since this is such a shit lazy doodle i didnt even bother exporting it. youll hve to live with a screenshot instead

[lolacouldnotcareless]

i was tagged by @isthisatlantis to shuffle a playlist and post the first ten songs. as you used a "weird" playlist, i'll use my own weird playlist titled "278 reasons you should (not) hand me the aux :)"

Les sunlights des tropiques - Gilbert Montagné

Petite soeur - Laam

Tomber - De Palmas

Grace Kelly - Mika

Barbie Girl - Aqua

En rouge et noir - Jeanne Mas

Toxic - Britney Spears

Jeune et con - Saez

Blue Hour - Tomorrow x Together

Le bal masqué - La Compagnie Créole

tagging: @zeesqueere, @myriad-of-colors, @tootiredtoosadtooangry, @ivy-lavender, @astarless-sea, @emeryfate, @imaginacjakordiana and whoever wants to

#the description of this playlist is: #'play at random; not unlike a russian roulette except the barrel is full and you cannot die - happy version' #the catch being that there's no way i'll shut up and i'll sing each one of this song from the bottom of my heart #it starts well!!! :) this playlist is principally composed of french songs i. know by heart bc i've heard them my whole fcking life. #and then you have cursed songs AND meme songs this is not the same category #'jeune et con' isn't. a very happy song i'll give you that djgjskfj #if you think i can be normal about blue hour this one is on you #anyway thanks nina it was fun and i enjoy inflicting pain on my loved ones <3 #i'm disappointed that sorry sorry or never gonna give you up didn't come out :( next time maybe >:3 #or any of the European ClassicsTM :( next time indeed >:3

[buglaur]

THEO BB I MISSED U SO MICH

HE'S HERE TO STAY 🎉🎉 i felt bad he was living on his own so the twins are gonna move in with him again!! even though he's freaking out constantly about not having a job to go to

#queue is stocked up for the next few days #sorry for the dip in legacy posts #i got frustrated abt like 7 different glitches so i took a break lol #prom never happened #idk why #also grace is still blue from the freezing and i don't know how to get her normal skin colour back lmaooo #ask

[codgod-moved]

had a dream and forgot it wasn’t real so i was really just about to make a post like damn why do all of e2!scott’s nightmares involve jimmy

#.txt #some notes abt this dream: chromia was underground right next to a deep dark #ancient city . whatever #there was constantly a warden on the loose that had been nicknamed something starting with an s? #i don’t remember the exact name #the warden kept like. saying shit? that kinda sounded like nonsense iirc but it freaked scott out #and it would never attack scott through walls fsr #katherine fwhip and i think pix? came along to kill the warden for scott #scott went running and was found by jimmy (inexplicably in his normal skin not the sheriff one) #and jimmy had a dog with him? or a cat? a Pet #and at first he was being nice all concerned for scott but then he suddenly started being mean and saying the same stuff #as the warden completely out of nowhere #he was also randomly wearing a realistically rendered witch hat now that i think about it #how did i think this dream was real #also that’s not notes i did just describe the whole dream #OH i forgot the random egyptian architecture #and the fact that chromia looked a bit like a mix between itself and gobland #which probably had something to do with it being underground #but since fwhip showed up at one point i think it can be assumed that gobland is still a seperate place #also the deep dark had glowing blue mushrooms in it

[trans-p03g]

Not the final design so it won't be included in the future post but I still felt like showing this

Little bastard man in the GaP AU

#spooky arts #i have so many issues with this design #first off. he looks nothing like p03. aside from the freckles or the specific way i draw his eyes/brows (but youd have to follow my art to #know this) theres nothing that tells you who it is at the first glance. #secondly. he looks too young. baby faced motherfucker. i mean these fickers dont age normally on the account of not being organic but #COME ON. HE LOOKS LIKE A TEENAGER. #the colours are. eh? i think my biggest mistake was giving it a blueish tint meaning i couldnt make its eyes blue or the design would be #too monotone. next attempt i'll use more greyish colours or some other timt. #i do like the eyeshadow and freckles and the two tone hair though. will include that in the revision #hate how the hair looks like normal hair though. ill have to figure out how to make it look more like itd belong on a being made of rock #design aside the implications of making them a Crystalian royalty keep hitting me. like somebody periodically throwing bricks at my face. #first off. motherfucker's a sibling to my bestie's oc. wild to think about. #secondly. i didnt even considered this when making this decision but motherfucker is distantly related to a literal god #his family pledged loyalty to the equivalent of a fucking Cthulhu. and the only reason he wasnt immediately fucking murdered upon ending up #on earth was because he could be useful in finding where his family is. fucking wild. #accidentally making this au into a political drama which seems oddly fitting considering the source material #'gods and pawns' is. a very accurate title for this au huh

[arthur-r]

hello world i am in my real bed for the first time in a week this is so strange

#i have been sleeping on a shiatsu table and it’s been like. fine. cause my regular mattress isn’t very comfortable anyway but there’s like #i mean. i have a closed door. this is cool and nice #say what you will about living with my dad but. i have a room. that’s nice #and my guitar is here and my record player and my inserts on the walls and my brown leather jacket and my st bernard pillow pet #i’m really liking what the apartment is becoming but. it’s good to be home. kind of #anyway i’m listening to this weird cool computer riot grrrl album that i can’t quite decide if i like #it definitely isn’t me. but it’s cool and i enjoy it. like that vocaloid creator loolin sent me pinnochio p!! #i definitely appreciate it at music. and i’m gonna listen through it. it just would create a different bluer version of myself #and i’m not interested in entertaining that possibility. so i’m gonna stay here shdhdf #there’s like a grey side of myself that i go into for like. normal riot grrrl. which i like #like i’m grey when i listen to dazey and the scouts and that’s fine by me. but when you add computers it’s blue #and i’m not interested in being blue. i like staying in a safe brown yellow midwest emo #or venturing in a different direction it can get more electronic while being orange. like hobo johnson or green day #and yes i understand the irony of green day being orange. shdhdf. let me live that’s just how it is #and so anyway. this is very much blue music and that makes me uncomfortable. but it’s pretty good and cool #(hunger for a way out by sweeping promises) #not sure how good of a descriptor computer riot grrrl is but that’s the emotions i’m getting of it so that’s why i’m calling it that shdhdf #anyway i’m pretty tired but i’ll be up for a while longer probably #idk. there’s no school tomorrow but there is the next day. but i’ll also be at home and there’s some sort of advantage there #more sleeping through the night so later bedtime? theoretically? less waking up from people upstairs #but anyway. i’m here and i’m listening to music and i’m in my bed. and that’s pretty cool #i’m around if anybody needs anything. but pretty tired so sleeping soon enough #me. my post. mine. #delete later #friends only

[soulsolid-a]

     head empty thinking about Brook’s first life

#[ ooc. ] ─ ♪ 《 from tomorrow to the future 》 #[ just!!! this man had a whole Life!!!! #[ he was a leader in some kingdom's army in the west blue #[ but somehow joined the rumbar pirates at some point #[ and then watched his captain yeet away most likely to die #[ and then had to step up as captain #[ and just #[ going to make a hc post when i have time to do things on things that changed pre 50 years and post #[ bc like that damages a guy psychologically no matter what #[ like i do think he used to be a Legitimate gentleman royal army momence #[ but 50 years alone rly fked up his perception of 'socially acceptable behavior' #[ thinks ab brooks first like and rumbar pirates a normal amount... #[ going to probably just Not be around for next few days bc i am Severely behind on assignments but just #[ this guy is sooo normal </3

[lexicals]

Just finished my first run through of celeste like 5 years late but,, so good

#wastepaper basket #I'm not normally a fan of 2D platformers but it was rly fun! #& very appealing to my sense of 'I'm doing this the hard way even if it takes me 300 tries' #Which. Sometimes it did #Feel like I should just have a game review tag at this point. For the once in a blue moon I actually play one #Anyway I have all the b sides unlocked so that's up next I guess