#next time invite me guys

[5qui99l3draws]

one fairysona with a pigeon friend for @pfandghoul!

commission info here

bonus thumbnails because they're cute:

#commission #pfandghoul #this one also gets a closeup because I'm very happy with it #I have also somehow become the pigeon guy and tbh I am not complaining #I just think it's very funny #note on the current status of my commissions: #my carrd says I'm on a semi hiatus until the start of next year #which is. kind of true #for those of you who don't follow my personal blog. my employer went bankrupt and I am now finding myself unemployed #so whether or not I can take on more commissions in the foreseeable future depends on how my job search goes #if you are interested in a commission I still invite you to send an order through my form! #I just also ask for patience and understanding in case I have to say no #it will kind of depend on how much energy I expect it to take and whether or not I can bring that energy at that time #no harm in asking though :] #big thanks to everyone who has commissioned me so far <3

[moeblob]

Deacon willing to help people but doesn't recognize people so he doesn't remember what he did for who. So he just agrees and is like cool don't mention it then they mention it and he's like uhhhhhh.

However, that's other humans. He can identify the deities much easier because they have a unique glow. Like can actively tell Ymber "oh Lady Fulj just entered the city" and Ymber is like how the heck did you sense her that far away when I can't sense her that far away. It actually takes a while for Ymber to realize Deacon really doesn't know any of his coworkers and who he's talking to.

#my characters #based on me just not knowing which of my coworkers i helped with what or who asked me for what #so theyd bring something up and im like uh huh #deacon is a good bean who likes to be helpful to people around him #because hes lived a good life thanks to people around him such as #he had loving parents but after his mom died the neighbors helped him and his dad #then when his dad passed away and his neighbors would invite him over to make sure he wasnt lonely #and he appreciates those people but he doesnt recognize most of his coworkers #he can identify the neighbors based on oh the guy nearby has a hunched back and i help him with carrying stuff #so he notices those traits from people hes been near for a long time but then is baffled over coworkers #if someone changes a hair style that is a brand new person #based on holy crap my coworkers used to change their hair all the time i never knew who was who #dyed hair or getting a trim and dye or simply wearing it up one day but not the next #i have no idea who i worked with and it was v awkward for me but people were always nice #how has it been a week of pain im gonna go offline and suffer breathing pains

[darkxsoulzyx]

MAGMAS EVERYWHERE HAHA

Joined @nefariouslydinkle ‘s magma last night and we had a blast!!! ^^

All y’all are talented smh /pos XDDDDDDD

@xitsensunmoon @theblog-with-thestuff @rnekopallet @garbagechocolate @nebuladreamz @bbonkie

#I REALLY HAD LOTS OF FUN FRFR!!! #All of you guys are so goofy hehehe #you should invite me next time wink wonk #this is so cool!!!! #collab doodles #xitsen doesn’t want a break from the ads /lh #magma

[absolutely-not-my-main-blog]

I sincerely think if Dennis Reynolds and Jeff Winger were to makeout, it would benefit them both immensely, in fact, it’d be good for their health

#jeff winger #dennis reynolds #wait wait okay they run into each other because Jeff’s a student and Dennis is out looking for his usual college girl type he’s so set on #but like they both come to the realization that’s not what they want anymore/never what they wanted or what will make them happy #because they see reflections of themselves in each other #and after having a wild whirlwind affair or one night stand they part ways each changed by the experience #and Dennis comes home and tells Mac how he feels #and Jeff tentatively accepts the dean’s invite to a dinner or something #text #anmmbposts #and also the next time the gang needs a lawyer Dennis is like I know a guy so they don’t have to use uncle jack anymore #and Jeff takes The Lawyer completely off guard and absolutely destroys him #and Charlie gets to excitedly talk with him about bird law to which Jeff either tells him hey greendale actually has a class on that #or hey you could teach a class on that at greendale #ignore me writing my silly crossover fanfic in the tags I’m at work and the thoughts are suddenly vibing #and they become like amicable sorta exes and if they ever meet each other’s friends do you think Mac and Shirley would bond over religion? #do you think Britta and Dee would get along? #I think Charlie might have fun playing games or building forts with troy and abed they could play night crawlers together #help me my mind keeps going

[liquidstar]

a friend who'd wait :)

#im posting this very late because i was sort of weary of how it came out and ended up messing w it until it was like 4am oops. #and i have plans tmrw so... oh well! i did my best and ill put it out while i can! #and i tried to make the scene match barnard's colors lol #finn's ocs #finn's art #i know i said id do more sillay stuff with the simpler screentone only style but i had a couple more of these in me #and this is the first piece im making thats like an actual part of the story too rather than just setting stuff for fun #i wanna write something to go with it too but for now ill just sort of briefly explain the context in the tags here: #barnard has a pretty bad case of OCD and his compulsions have made it difficult to make friends in the past #he was never outright bullied or anything but people just didnt really have the patience to deal with it #he has compulsions that include stuff like walking through doors until it feels right and needing things to be perfectly aligned #which in group settings has lead to people having to wait for him to finish his rituals and join them #they might find it tolerable at first but eventually they grow impatient and hes just... not invited to stuff anymore #but juno is a newer member of the guild who ends up frequenting the same library. hes also kinda a little weird #and they dont become fast friends or anything but just sort of naturally spend time in the same place #though they never plan meetups they eventually fall into a routine. around the same time theyd just both be at the library #and read next to each other. and maybe talk a bit. and eventually they end up walking back to the guildhall together #since theyre going to the same place after all. and juno always waits for barnard outside the door #eventually barnard asks if this bothers him. juno kinda just tells him 'of course it does' without any malice or anything. just a statement #barnard is surprised and apologizes and juno says not to. but the next day juno doesnt show up at the usual time. #barnard assumes hes committed somekinda more by bringing it up. he ends up staying there late reading to get his mind off it & not ruminate #but when he leaves juno is in fact still waiting for him down the hall (see pic) having collected a bunch of books literally abt ocd #he fell asleep bc barnard stayed later than expected. and hes an eepy guy generally. and also one very bad at expressing himself #but now barnard gets that juno's 'of course it [bothers me]' had the implication of 'but its worth it' which no friend has previously done. #and from the interaction juno was also able to understand that this isn't something barnard just does for the hell of it so. he studies. #and checks a bunch of stuff out because he thinks it could help his friend too (theres ocd workbooks and such- i remember working w them) #and thats the point where they became more ''friends'' than ''pleasant library acquaintances'' #from there on they also do get into juno's problems. whole other bag of worms. but this specific scene is more about bernard from his pov #sorry about when i said briefly explain. i lied </3 #but compared to the whole sequence im picturing its brief so shhh

[notjanine]

i am in suuuuuch a weird headspace rn, my brain is like. i want half a boyfriend i want a husband i want an easy carefree hookup i want to have sex with only one more person in my entire life i want to have a slut era i want someone to fall in love with me i want to ruin a man's life. who am i

#like okay i said that guy was messy and maybe i am messy too #but only internally! i can at least be consistent and honest in my communication and behavior #but idek what is going on with me #is this a belated quarter life crisis is this being thirty is this what happens when grad school and an internship scramble your brain #scramble your brain so hard that your emotions and physical desires also go haywire #this month is gonna be so weird for me and like i'm depressed enough to not care if i live or die which is when i do my best flirting #and i (theoretically) will have enough time off to take care of myself and get good sleep and do skincare and hair care and work out #and do all the little things to make myself feel more confident #anyway all i know is. i have baby steps initiated progress on some things. #but also the mutually agreed upon six-month post-breakup communication moratorium with my ex is almost up and i am half tempted to call him #i am also half tempted to mess with the OTHER guy in our internship cohort even though that would be THEE messy bitch move #(do not let me do it physically stop me from doing it if it seems like i'm going to) #(but y'know he's. nice. nearby. single. quietly hilarious and has full lips and a similar schedule to my own. pls stop me) #(we might hang out next week. i will not WILL NOT invite him over. i repeat do NOT let me invite him over) #earlier this week i talked to a close very cool and fun and social friend about wanting to start dating again and she was like #Oh i know like ten guys for you lemme have another party and invite all of them and you #and i'm thisclose to being like. actually just fucken see if any of them will go on a blind date with me next weekend. #what the FUCK is wrong with me rn #ANYWAY lemme go work out and finally start the vampire show #bc exercise will distract my body and that toxic relationship bullshit will put a damper on these desires right. right?? #starting to understand why so many religions are like watch out for sins of the flesh or whatever. like how they're like temptation is bad. #lizzo_boys.mp3

[thotsfortherapy]

i used to be really nervous about going back to my hometown because ‘what if i run into someone i don’t like‘ but like. the few times that has happened the people who have done be dirty have just 100% ignored me/run away from me. even despite me trying to be like heyyy. lol. which i guess means im a lot more confrontational than other ppl....

#lowkey bothers me though cause im like bruh you were so rude to me in highschool and youre gonna act like im the bad guy........ #can you just own up to it and we can get it over with?? now it's awkward!!! #like im so down to have a positive interaction and not have to have this bitter taste in my mouth anymore.. #also the way that multiple of these ppl work at a starbucks that i frequent #and had to take my order #LIKE I GAVE YOU MY NAME YOU OBVIOUSLY RECOGNIZE ME #idk i feel like if it were my me i would just apologize and get it over with #cy says stuff #personal #truth is i am a lot better with confrontation than other ppl but that's cause i was forced to learn those skills at a younger age.. #it is kind of cringe that ppl don't wanna face their past or own up to their past mistakes ngl #anyways... my friend invited me to go to starbucks tomorrow and i am probably gonna run into the same girl who would spread rumors about me #and constantly update me on my ex despite me asking her not to #and also called me stupid for not doing well on a quiz i literally wasn't there for........ #thing is no one liked her i was just nice to her cause i am a nice person.. and then she was so mean to me... like wtf... #and when i told her i didnt want to sit next to her anymore cause she was mean to me she started bawling #like damn girl okay i still dont want to be your friend though cause you kind of suck #and i guess she still holds that against me to this day lol. or at least the last time i saw her which was like. december #anyways im hella jetlagged and i woke up at midnight again. intrusive thoughts go brr #it'll be fine i am strong

[toastsnaffler]

my flatmate asking me the day before "do u want to hang out w me and [old friend] everyone else cancelled so I can invite u now" is not the heartfelt offer she thinks it is :^/

#what am i sloppy seconds. fuck off man #i like them both but im not in the place to socialise rn + also it just feels kinda mean. theyve had these plans for weeks #and i wasnt invited bc some of their other friends (who ive never met) didnt want me there which is fair enough ig #even tho their friends complained abt someone else bringing her bf but they both blocked the veto for that. pretty sure ik them- #better than some guy but whatever. i dont rly like their friends anyway bc they only ever have bad things to say abt them #like damn they sound like they have the emotional range of toddlers plus theyre all into shit like genshin. so i wasnt fazed abt it #hope they have a nice time etc but wow sure now theyve cancelled the day before u can invite me as a replacement. yeah thatll do wonders #for the social and self esteem issues i have around being single use and disposable and always on the outside etc yippee #the thing is if i go theyll just talk to each other anyway and leave me to be the fly on the wall like they always do. they dont want #me there they just want an audience i literally have nothing else to contribute i dont think they even like me that much so! #anyway complaint over. genuinely i hope they have a nice time im just annoyed at being treated like that + probably projecting a bit too #its not like i could go if i wanted to anyway bc i have shit to sort out + mail to wait for. maybe next time invite me from the start huh #we had another old friend visit last weekend but those plans were really made without me too and i was just added bc i Live Here so its #kind of unavoidable. but oh well whatever it was nice to see them either way #im too depressed rn to fix my social life or even rely on existing coping strategies in social situations so im having to temporarily #cut it back bc i get too trigger sensitive + dont want to hurt myself or others bc of an arbitrary emotional overreaction #its usually one of the first things to go when im Going Thru It not in a self isolating way but more bc its one of the hardest things #for me to maintain + im pretty self sufficient so its not absolutely crucial. like of course i love my friends but socialising is a #want not a need yknow. eating/sleeping/exercising/hygiene are all more fundamental parts of the engine so i gotta prioritise them #and it sucks but ill survive. anyway sorry for venting on everyones dash so early in the morning i woke up grumpy 👎 #i need to get breakfast and then go out. ughhhhhhh okay. #.vent

[born-to-lose]

Oh I forgot I went to a black/dark metal concert last Friday (or well. I worked behind the bar that night so I pretty much only heard them but didn't see the stage), anyways check out Eisregen and Maahes if you like that kind of music

#i'll be real i'm generally not super into black metal but maahes had some good riffs and the guys were so friendly and happy to be here #eisregen is more dark metal but pretty cool and elektro hexe was stuck in my head for two days after #they left the backstage area so tidy too when i went there to clean up (said area is so cool btw omg part of it used to be a dungeon) #the fans were so sweet and one of them was eye fucking me every time he ordered but i was too stressed/awkward to ask him for his number #he looked like a hot viking 😫😫 maybe next year i'll see him again at the ragnarök afterparty #a middle aged metalhead lady called me adorable and tipped me a lot and invited me to have shots with her 🥺🥺 i love women #she had snakebite piercings and stretched ears and had tattoos and was wearing a battle vest 😳😳 that night was bi panic #oh and i didn't have the time to take a selfie but i was wearing my bodom after midnight shirt with a longsleeve underneath and black jeans #mel talks #the bartender chronicles

[oatbugs]

heyyyy what the fuck ! also life is lovely and beautiful

#was in a club where if u had a cigarette u would be immidiately granted sainthood of some sort #and by club i mean a beach club we rented for just the students of the uni and we are wore white and it was a bit cultish but alsl #flowy and windy and the seaform spray and wind and sand made it feel so much better #met a girl who asked me for a cigarette she got her clearly gay ex to bring me tequila i drank a bit and it did nothing so i drank more #i helped her flirt w this guy but she told me she isnt straight etc i wonder if shell message me again #i wonder what shes like sober i loved her so much for that brief moment we walked all the way back home together #but before then we got invited to an afterparty where we layed down on a sheet of fabric next to the sea we were staring at the stars there #were maybe 13 of at most all head to head shoulder to shoulder staring up at the magnitude of it all #and me and this girl started laughing abt something out of nowhere and she said shes high and i said whats your name #she said you cant pronounce it and i told her to try me and she said shaghayegh and i asked if shes persian and we had a moment of shock #for a very long time. laughing abt it talking abt it throwing random persian sentences in the middle of English ones #walked forward to a campfire of some others who were at the club and then another where there was a circle of sleeping #people around the fire and a few people keeping watch and then another where they were talking about rosseau and smoking #talked abt some guys trifold knot tattoo (to him it was alchemy and dark but it was really all th same) #sunrise on the boat with friends and strangers laung on each others shoulders

[boyswanna-be-her]

if two of your friends don't like each other PLEASE let them know when you invite them both to the same function. it's actively making it harder for both friends when you trick them into being in the same room all the time.

#real life is very decidedly NOT like a TV movie where the divorced couple reconciles bc they're trapped together #it just makes both friends hate YOU for not respecting them #in 2023 i'm going to do myself a favor and tell my friend i hate his girlfriend's best friend #and request that i not be invited to things where he's attending #and request that he not be invited to things that I plan #because all three of these people already know i hate this guy including homeboy himself #and I'm actually starting to think the girlfriend is actively antagonizing me about this by not acknowledging it #but like if both of them need me to say the words out loud and be the bad guy it's time for me to do that #I don't want to spend time with him next year. I don't want to be in the same room. #my dislike of him is starting to actively fuck up my friendship w the other two ppl #and it feels more and more like they purposefully get me to agree to things before including him or telling me

[strawberryswitchblader]

babys first act of violence(lightly pushed a queerphobe)

#tbh i not entirely sure whether i subscribe ethically to using violence people voicing bigotries with words but also the guy deserved it #it was after a play about queerness and he turned to me and was like that was such a shit play wasnt it #& said the run of the mill man woman stuff #fully expecting me to go along w it and i did not want to give him the impression i agreed in the slightest #so i told him he was wrong pushed him and took off #and like i dont regret pushing back against it and making sure these people remember what kind of anger they invite when they say things #like this #plus: he was way taller than me and not hurt in the slightest #and collected his friends to run after me and try to intimidate me a bit. like how are you hurt here when you are the one w more power #and scaring me into an apology #idk if ill do the same next time #fact is he deserved it+i dont want to let people get away w saying things like this #i AM concerned abt making an already very bigoted person more angry #altho it was the 1st time someone spouted this shit directly to me so i think i can be forgiven for acting a little rash #but like was i Right. idk. what do yall think #☕

[songtwo]

finished my first meeting w a band alone it went great!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was rly confident and clear and it also helped that the guys were super nice and humble so it was great<3333

#theyre from my city and they said they'd invite me to their next gig lol <3 #also i was afraid i'd cough too much but i barely did which was soooo cool #im so sad i might have 2 leave the label bc of the school cunts omfggggggggg</3 #im actually rly good at this and i rly enjoy it im so sad #but! maybe i cld come back one day +++ this can already go on my cv so getting a job in the music industry wont be so hard afterwards! #the last band i had a meeting with was sooooo arrogant they even asked why should we sign with u like ok. #like valid question but its kinda . off #but these guys were rly cool <3 perfect band 4 my first time alone #they were also genuinely excited and grateful and overall rly nice guys passed the vibe check #they were also all together which was so cute #sometimes only one of them turns on their camera and it feels kinda weird so this was great

[ghastimafrix]

Lio Fotia || Dynamis, Halicarnassus

#ffxiv #final fantasy xiv #promare #lio fotia #gposers #teehee. posts photosets of my cosplays cutely #edgar one next #keeping this on main too bc i'm allowed to be cringe on main #<3 #edit since i said this on the egg one: this is an open invitation for same-source cosplayers to interact #ive gotten tells on this guy specifically and it warms my damn heart every time #also to the catboy lio on seraph. i am fucking GRIPPING you (lovingly) for preventing me from going on seraph </3

[tunderilona]

imagine being hungarian and dating an austrian... honey its time for your daily austro-hungarian roleplay

#sorry just woke up from a nap where i fell in love with an austrian guy #who looked exactly like an*on von lucke (because it was literally him) even though he isnt even austrian but german #anyway it was in a mall in vienna and he was... well working there i guess and for some reason i got 2 orange juices instead of one so i #offered one of them to him while he was cleaning the soda machines and he said no but that hed love to invite me for a coffee #in the city so i was like :( i dont live here im just visiting my cousin but that id come to the city more often now so next time im here #we should go :) but that im from budapest. and he said its ok because his family lives in budapest for some fucking reason #and hes visiting them next week so we should meet then. and then again when i come to vienna later :) #GOD WHY ISNT THIS MY LIFE RN!!!!!!!! id easily put up with a long distance relationship :( #anyway im going to vienna next sunday so this better be a fucking premonition. well not with an*on von lucke obviously but with #someone else. even though im definitely not gonna go to a mall. just to wien hauptbahnhof & then my uncle will pick us up #and drives us to my cousin lol :(((((((

[vettelcore]

literal images of me being told off by customers

#we had a HUGE group of people come in for breakfast today and the bus drivers got so offended when i told them they had to PAY FOR THE #COFFEES THEY DRANK ??? HELLO LMAO #they were like #what??? you're gonna charge me after i brought all these people here??? I'm never coming here again #1. you didn't chose to have breakfast here. the people who organised it did #2. you're a customer just like the rest?? the fuck do you think makes you different than the rest? #3. am i supposed to work for free ooooorr? #fucking dickheads lmao #another guy ended up inviting them bc god forbid these assholes pay for the coffees they ordered #'well you already know to not charge bus drivers next time' next time im charging you lot extra. fuck off #they were saying all this and i was just standing there like :) okay it's 2.80€