#need a shower i can use regularly and need this fucking reno to be over

[bitchfitch]

i went to buy tile for the bathroom today, and i will admit i have some Niche tastes apparently, but i had gone to a big box store with the samples i got from them months ago, and what used to be a 5 dollar a sqft tile was now 17 $ a sqft. The Uber cheap tile i had picked out because it was like, 90¢ a sqft? discontinued and replaced with a nearly identical 3$ a sqft variety.

I changed my plans and got different tiles but i still had to spend almost twice as much as i had originally budgeted for (and had to drive to another town to get them) and the Entire time i was there i was thinking about my special hand painted and imported Talavera tiles I'd bought a few square feet of months ago for the little niche inlet, and the fact that those were now only 3$ a square foot more expensive than the shit land lord grade subway tiles id gone to the store for today.

economy bad.

#anyways i like #need a shower i can use regularly and need this fucking reno to be over #so i couldn't not get tile today #im happy with the choices i made just not the price of them. #Id been saving up for a few months to buy my mother the tank shes been wanting for a few years as her #birthday/mothersday/every other holiday and special occasion that falls in that same 1 week period bc by god there's many #so i just skimmed off that and am crossing my fingers that my dad/aunts are actually going to come through with their portion #like im not struggling super hard rn and ive spent this entire year stashing what i can for the new place bc i need out of here #but fuck man thats hurting a bit rn #first world problems i know. ill have a guilt spiral about bitching about this while i try to sleep tonight dont you worry about that