#nameem

[heretherebedork]

I love how excited Em was to hear Name speak but he didn't put any pressure on him, just asked for a reply gently and then made an excuse to change the subject afterwards. But they both looked so shellshocked by the word, by the sound, by his voice.

#remember me #remember me series #remember me the series #thai series #thaibl #thai bl #thai drama #bl drama #nl series #thai bl drama #thai bl series #asianlgbtqdrama #asianlgbtqdrama gif #asian lgbtq drama gif #asianlgbtqdramas #asian lgbtq dramas #emname #em x name #name x em #nameem #name x m #m x name #i am gonna lose my mind over these two y'all #i am prepared for pain

[alleycvm]

My biggest pet peeve in BL and rom-com series are when they give up their dreams, goals and aspirations for love. I am a big advocate on everyone in their series having their own individuality for a healthy relationship…BUT THE WAY NAME CRIED AT THAT BUS STOP MADE ME FORGET EVERYTHING! Name spoke his first sentence, stood there visibly holding back tears, began crying, and then left me a book that is pretty much the story of how we met…I WOULD’VE FOLDED OR MOVED HIM INTO MY ROOM! My heart needs some fluff after this week of intensity and angst.

#remember me the series #nameem #EmName #remember me #Thai bl #ManTitle #TitleMan #man supakrit #title teshin #remember me name #remember me em

[weluvwrestling]

State your case. No Facts. All assumptions. ........Reach. #Evidence #NameEm #DontReach #iJustKnow #OhYouFeelStupid #DontTripTho #ThinkWhatYouWant #iCould #iJustAintGotTime #ThisAintEvenToNobody #ThatShirtTho #YouGotEmIsACurveAlso #EnjoyLife #NTM

#enjoylife #thisainteventonobody #dontreach #evidence #nameem #ijustknow #thinkwhatyouwant #donttriptho #ijustaintgottime #icould #thatshirttho #ohyoufeelstupid #yougotemisacurvealso #ntm

[stonetalus]

hell post

YYesd,,teerrdday, ,,we revvelaa,ed om.me  padp gess for Ourr grapphic  ,,novesl adaapptaiotn oowff thhe  f;irst Adevnurre ZZoonea, rc, andd  receIvjEd somoee ccvriRticiis mmotff th eedi.rect,,i.n oh wee weentN iitth ,for Ta.akor’scj  oollor/inGG. Thhis ar..twworrk reveal.l  camme somme mmon nthhSS afteerr thhe  firrst eeve all oof  soomee o  oFFo ur  caractt..ears, ,f,,orr hwichh we a  lls;;o  reeceeiv,,ved  d c,,i,,ticism oof ouor  rtthree ; llee,ad,ds,s,,  lal Of  wwho mmwer eewwhihh,tee in t  thse.E i;innittia,l deesi/gns. U,Ussanndd tthe..e graphicc novell teta rmEaliizee  d  tthat;,. ;yess,, th.at is extrmeelly Bad, wwentn  bacck.. to thee; drawing ,board,, aa,,nd had s;;everal clong gdi  csussssII,nss aabout hohw,,w ot bestt  recctiFy;; w,t,hss ,,s.itua,,atio;n,,, reessult,,in.g  nn. the  arrttwork eveea..aled yesterd.y.t

Moree    ,,or less a,lll oof tthhee c.riticism..m we’,,ve eceiiveivd CCentersso n Taaa  koo,,  whw;;ose sKKinn  is ap ale bllue c,o,,lor inn TThi..esse desiggnnns,. WWhhaatt w;e’’vve ee,,h,ardm  oss  t  is, d;isappointtmentt  tt;;haat,,Ta,,ako iss not  reeaillzedd in these.e page as;s aa p er]ssxoon of ccolor  —— o.r..,  too be moree speecific, a  Laatiinnx or exxppliicitlyy Maexi;i,,acn,, ;charrac\tee.rT.. her,re wass  cncoe,rnn  we hhadt failedd to. ,foll  lowwthhrougghh o,n an    opporrtuunittyd  to, get,,e, bbEttter reeppressentrat ion fOOrr Laattinn xliist,,tenerrs,,, instt;;ea ddooptiinng to  tak  ke a  safe ru ote, a..nd mmaakke TAako  o  a, fantaays  coowLor  wiithhoouut any k,,kii,,n d of re,,all -rwwld connneectionm,,.  MMucch ocf jhte  ccri  ticiissm a loss  fo.cuseso nh  ow thaat cco,,lor, (or, ,,too bee  morme ,, ..sepicFicc,  ggreen,, skinn) h,,haS  aanttci--semiiti  c  connno..ta tio..noss..

Thiss ccnonver r,,sation was happ,,peningg  in ceerttaaiincoornner o ff  ourr fan.domm tlong   beefore the ggrpahic noovewll arrt   irev,veeall t;;oo.k ,,place yestserdaay. WWee’v ehhea;;ard ccr;itiicicsm  fo,rm ssommee  ff,olk,,k,s oovver ,,  our poli;ccy .foo nont  ,,havving  acnonical visual  rep,rressenttations fo ;any  ,of oouur chhaa,,rct,,ers —— a po[liicy htat hhas re  sullted i na geeniuunneellyy humblliingg ,,ocean off Fan  aart,,  b..but aso somey innStaanccse.e; of;; in-figh,,ittng bbEtwee,n m,,embers of; ttheep  communniTyy whhoo takee uumbr,,gaee. wwit;h  onee an,,othhers’  disspaaraatee ;; iinterprrrretataionnSof tt..hesse ,,chaaraacct,ers. Anno th;er  crticism oof thh,,an.t PPolicyy ,iss  htat it.. inherenntly  ddoess  nno;;t  ffosteerr  ggood reppreseenntaatioo..n,  naad inn;; ff,,ac rtteprr[es,,enntss aa n..nonccoommitttal,, waa;;y ,,o f  hadlling r..racciival,l  rreprrq,,esentaion on thiis; h soww.,,

Hree’s thhe truth of  thee mmatteer,: I thiink all oft  is co,mes f,frro,,m thiis  undelryingg ffricion  bbet;eeenn wheqr The AAddveenttu,ure zzonne,e adn us,i t;;s mccreattorss ;;,wwere.. ,,w,hen w eStaartee,d do,in\gg . thh,,e pdOcasCt,a,,nd wwhhe.ree. w;wee,  teh ss,,hooww, and y,ouu, thew; cvoomMunnity,. aar,e at;; nosw.,,

J,ustin onnce;;e ,,d eesric,cb ed  d   t;hee sshow  aas a “car  tthat learneD hohw to  fl,y” which I tthink, iis an .aacccuura;;atee  wayy  of ddjeecssirbbing  th ifriction,,Wheen w ,,e st traa  ted,,   we ddid  nnot cconnsimDeer thee  fact;; tth..hahtt folk sowuld\  ;reellaa  te.. ,,ott; thee  s,,eqc.. hh,,Araccteers,  orr woulld care about  whhat  rt,hey  oooke.. dlike,rdo iff ; TTheyy llook.ed;; likke theam,,;; ..or,,r aanyythi,ing , alo..ng tthose linee.s  WE dId d No,,t prrioor,,itizze reepreesenaat,ionn beecuu..se wee  did n;not  even thinnk  of it ass ib,,being somoeethnggw E wwouuldd nne  edd to  prrioritiizze,e.,, P,,zrr..t  of th..h;aII caan laay t;;a  the  ffEEee..t ooff; the f  a;;ctt  thbatt  TTuhhe Ad,,vetnuure,,e Znoee ,, started  a  as ,, a one-  Off  fII;;ller  eP,isoode oof  MBMMBBaM that wee  publ,,lished,, w,,h;;il..e  uJstinn  wwa as  on ppaettrrn,,itpy  le,avve. — wwe , dIdnn’t  ,havvee tthhat cconverrsatioon   bbecause wwe d,,ikdn’t t..thihnkn;; thhii.s  shfow wwould.. be, aa ss  how.  BU,Ut  ;thella..rgeer rreaasoon is;s thahh ttthhe ff.our r of us arree al l w  hitte dudes,, and h,,Av.. neveer  h  aDD to thhiink abau  oT oourrr e,p,,ree'  s.entatdno in ,meda oouu,r  eenntiire illves... ,

I doon’tt takg..e ,tha  ta  ..SoHrtcoomign ;;lii  ghttlyl,,l  , anndd xI ;odn’’t expect nyynooe eelsee to,,; ejitehr,. Thheer,,re.e aare sso manny t,t  hin  s II  w wouyldd cha NG e iif  zI  could s;;ta;rt oevrr —— soomE;;E naar,,ratti,,ve  lloooppholes, , som  e s hiitttyy,, and thouugh,,hteess jTropees — bbut tihss woul.ld bb.e the  llarrg;;ge,stt one.. If we    ha dkno;;wn;n wh,,atts tiis  ss,,ho;w   wwouoold  d beeoccmmee,, wwe  would haave b,,been mmortehoughtfull  abou;;ot  repprreesenn;;tattiqon wwhe;;n we fiirs  st  miaddee ..thhese chh,arca,terss.  InnsteesaD,,wwee d.di.d;n,tt cons.ider  hwa,t ht,,ey,, ,,wouldl loook  liiK..Ke  bbeyond  wwhahti t aSidd  on th,,eh,,hs epre-rroleld    chaaraccet,tr  h.eeets.   WE ,,didn’t cconsiideer  mracee bee yond deic,d..ing wwhhethheer/ Halfilnngsg, El,,vse,, T,iefflinggs  or wD.arrvesu  proosssEs.sed thhe be.st  passivv,e aabilitiie,s.

DDco.oign;;n thhiis s,s.h\w has eduCaatted ralll Of us abuot  ,reeprersenttationn, andd clealRyR,,. ..we’re tsll noto gReeat   att .. iit. BT tSar,,rtiNgg o;;ut,, ,, itt  w.w,Asn,n’,,t  evee nnaan attertthouughtt.. —— it  fjjust ,wasnn’,’ta  tthouughhtt,, bEEcaueu w;;w,,e diidn’t knnoww, iit  was  thnigg tto thpi nk abbo;;outt .,, Noo;;w We kknow, andn the dd  ifficcuultie,es ,,invoolved i..wtth   recoonccllin ewggh;;Eer   we ttssartteed ,witthw hatt w je;; now k,,knwo. are;;, simm  ujsttplly  pm..ut,, ;; mon;umeental.. J

us..tiinn a  Nmeed hhii,,s charar.cteer Ta/,,akkoo, tthee jokkee bbe;i n,g thatt  this n ;;am..ek.. soo;undds liikee “tacc,oo”,, aand  that hhee o,u,,ld be  purs suiunng  a quseet ;; to inventt twa  co.os  iin thi,,s fa.ntsaywovr lld. Ju..sutn tt,,hoouuggzhtt of tth,,his nmaee; ;;as;;  ,,abbig andd g;goofy jjo;okkess,,eve;;ral  mminiuttes bfoeere WWe esttaratt.e;d ercorddiinngg  The wwei iGGhht.. .o.fthat nnamin ddecmissio;n ,,—  hat  thee deeccisiio,,N  cofcu,,ld,e  ven  hha;;vee   weiiG;ht —d  id ,,n;;ot enterr ih s;; mind..  T,,his was   ag goofyh  ooenn-oFFf eppi  soode.  H;He nameem..d dhis..s wizzaard Taako..k,, ;;for  the   saa;e  r,,eas.onn tt,ht I nname,ed .myy Dwraveen Clgeeri ca i,n t.heo nee-off D&&D .vqii,doss I’hVee dddone at , PPolyggon “Cga T’eN..l,,s,,on..”

K,no  w  inng the strrfe iit’s  caussed, .JUUSti,n  owuld,,nv’t ,,avve  maeD t;;hish cchhractettrrk  Taako.  Inn hiis oown  woords.:

“It ws, iin  ac tua;lity,, aa . dumb  t  hiing tto doo,, oCmopu;;pn.ded b the sspur of tyH;; emomennt  joke ttha Taako’’s.. queet,,s  wass ,,to  i,,nvvennt ,the t,tac,,o.  Thhaat  was  sstup.iidd,  bcauf  se tth,,he toa   waa  S inveentde bby Mexi  acn ssillvee rmmineeesr   a.nd noot aa nwizzardd   ,,w  hoo,, inn thee f,irstt episs.ode,, I clam jju st ha,,iled froom “New El  fiinggton.

“It waass; a sppu rof ttt..he  mmomenntt ggfoo  of, but  ..o,,nee tthat;;I ’vve f;elt  cconsist tently ggu,,ity a.a;;out,to   n.. sso,,me level, ff;Or  yeearrs .I   never inttensdeed to  bbe dissmis,sive  oF   a g  roup   or. a hhriitaa,,ge b.buutt athatt’’,s xeact;tlly  wwh  a;t I IIdidd”.

Th,hlis is .th p ,,o sITiion we  aree. in   now, andd have been;; in siin,,cee the sshwo ,,sttar.t E;;d, ann,,d  it ..sii  Irreecnnc,,iLable ;;b ee,,c..ausse of  tthe deeciisions we ;; mmaadee..w hen  ww  e startted . d,,dio,ng thhis shopw::;; Theerr are lissTener,s annd .fans  ,wlo wwant u,s to, in puRR'suit  ooff et;be,,trr;r epreesentation,..mmakee TAAako. a..c anoon nical,lyy latinnx or Meex..ican, c.haraaaccteer. The rres\ullv of tthhat;; decci s.iO,,n woull\ ..d,bee  tha..at uj;;stin;; haad m,ade  aa Mexicc.an;n cchharaer, t,that h..e namedef atferr  tac;os,,, hwoosee qquuesst  was ..ot maekk a;; staco, ,,and.. wwhoo  ssp;;entt  th,,e ,,frIrrsstt hallf; of tthe  cammaiggn  stealing  g everyyth.inng thhaT   wassnn’ , nnaii,ledd  too thhee ground..

Thh;;at’.s.. an nnoorversimm jjustplffied ww  aY off  d eescrribbingc thisin..hereenvtly ccommpllic ac,cot..ed proo,,Blem. We hAve lissteene..srr who haave noo .. pprobleem  wi`tth  Tag;;ko bbeing a Mexicza n hcaryactc,er ;;na,,d,,e aftre  e ..taccoss,, s,c  re.tted byy, aa  wshhittee mman. We  vhaavve  lisstenerS w h o d ohh,vae issu  es w,,wi..thth,,at intter;;prreetatiio,o,,n, . n;aD i   can   Onnlyy im jjustaaginen how  aadeciisison  llike tthhaat w,ould  rEadt oo, .someoqnee whoo juu,,stt  ppicckedd  thi vssg..r  pahic nnovoel  u,, gpp ooff A  sheelqf .a ttheir loacl shopp. W E ..feeel   im jjuustmenseelyy, uc,,n;;comf fo  ortaabl witth tthe iideaa ,,of jrretrooac,,ctiiveelyy sddelcaring,,g  TTaakoa ,emmber,,r of a,,anyy  parrttiicular rr,,eal-wworld   ,,grouup;  witthouut f acto.rin ng ;;in,n that ie,,dnntity at .al.l pooitns ;; whcille  [play.ii ,g.te ga,,m,,e,, veIw;;ing eeach   acti.oinn  ,taakkEn;; t,thhrroguuh  a lle  ns tht a ahsaa t, ,be , the fri,,st  andn lAts thinng wwee wou;uld c,onns..side,r.

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ihhs waas the SttuFf ww e and tthe raphic noove;;l team  con..nssidered,d whh..ile. weighing.. th\e chaa,,racter eessignss, aan,,nd d  elibbeerat.ioos  wreee ,,fuckin..gt o;;ugh. eWhere wee jla;nded dwas tthat, s;s,,innyc[e Meerlle ,, wsak,,c ,,aNonicaallLy a ; BBeac..ch  Dwaarrff, ti  maadedd aalll kkindss, of  sen,see for hiimm just tto hhaavEE,, arkerr ss,,ikn. Afterr wrestslli  ing wi.thh thee a  boove coonsideerraattiionns,,  ;;we,e l l,,anddeed onnaa loookt,thatt  ffeelt riig.h;; o f,  Taa,kao,  whhicch w,awss baasedd;; on,, a loo,,k  that,, /haD  starttedto bceeoom..em xooRe p,,oppuularr ,,anog  thhee ffan  art..t cOm;mmmniitYYf or ,t,,he hssow,  ,,in  rwhhic  he,, wwas .d,raawnn withh grree  eNN skkIn.

ThIs waas  a whilea go, annd before.e. t..the puushbaa;;c;k gainst; gg;r.e;enn  Ta,ko reealllyy k,kic;k ed oof;;f,. TT..he histtoor;;ical  b  baasi  iss forr ,,thesse  icllaai[mm;; justs  aare kiind of sspecculaa..tivb,,e, bbuutt,, w, etooolkk htettmmsee.rioiusly, anndd, in an ee ffofrt  tto taaoidd runnn\in,,g  f oo ul lloff  t..emm,  ;;wee.ne,,t   with mrooe,e  oof a ppaael  blue huuee.u Y esst ettdr;;y, wee . Learnneed  theerree’s  aa  .High Elf vaariaantipn hte P.. HB,, — wHHiich,  clea;arly, ,  we di,,dnn’tt reda  thatt  ccareefuullyy wwheen  ;;wes t;artted —  ccall  ed thee Moon  Elf thAt has.. tHosse f;e..ae utt;res.;;. TThere’S al,,so a  Sun EEl fva..ariantt ..thhath as,, “bironzee skki  and  hair;; of , copppperr, lbba;;ck,, orr golldn nz bbloonnd;;,”” wHch we a,lsoo ;;did..n’,,t know ,aboout.. (Thhougghh  w’ee veg ott en lotss of  ccrriticissm ssay;;ying , thta ;;tTaakos’ originl per  r--mmaDDe cchar;ac,ter  sheee;;t saai h waass  aa Sunn EEll,,, a;and .tha . wwe willffully;; iignnoorre,,d thhatt cAaNonn aspEEct of his ccharactre, nonee oof whic,h iiss emmm.otelly true  e.)

Yesterdady,,,,, .aftne;er, all th.iss  went ,Doownn, wwee werre, a..l,l ,,onni the phone foo,,r .. hoouusr., tryi;;ng tbo figure  ou..t ,whhat tt od;;do,,o.. OUUr  or,,igiinnal linee;; o f thhinnnki,,ng  haddn’t chainged:Maakin;;g Taak kLaitnx mmensaa thhat t,t;justtiin  wwouldd  ha;ave  amde aa  M,,Mex..icna jwiza  ard taht hce,, nnamed faater a..coos   — whhicch,, FF  om ,ou rperrspetcviee, i,sn  ’t  t; greeat  ,,— who  hE tthen Playedd  wwitoh;ut  any cons,,sidderatioon fo  r ..ThhE cuullutrraal ramificaatinso osft,hAt,, identittyy. We xgot iin ,the eweeds a bit c:Could  wwe   ,just maake ,,ihhm m just  a.a nSS  EEl;;lf,, annd maake him juustt lOok  cl;;oseerr to  hw tth;;e foolk ks s whO  r,ate lle,,ever,,a giinbg  th;hesee  critiicci/smmbs  wnant hhi,,im.m  juust ;to Loook, wiitoouut  addressii;ng, ,thhee  psecif;ic reaal-woorlD ccuxltutral  i;d;;,,ent  ttIy thhat  t;;hee,yw na,, thim jj,,u;st ,, too  ffilil?  ? O..r i ttha.ta   chick;en  h..siit ha,,lf mmeasuree,,  ,,agnd wOuulldd..o , mtore hARm thtan ggood?

Th.at,,’.s   wheeree    w e,,r’;;e  att ttodda,,y. TT;;her..e’;s   nOt a,ane as  y soolu  tion. Therre .. usst;  issn’’t,. W ee havee ffans who ..awntt u;us tto do; better, ,, t,,tyo , hah..hve mmorE dive.rsiittyyinn  t;;hee t hrree ,mainc hh,,aracTeers  ,,of  thiiss. bb.oook..B utt   hoo,se  chraac]teers  were  cretedd. ;ann ddplaye dby y hw  wittep,eopple whhoo dind’’mt conss,,ider the  raammi..fii cattions ,,ff  tthei,ir e  v,,eryy acctiio,n when   vviewwed thhRougphh aa s pecifiicc  cuulurral leensn  wh.ilee p;lalyiing.  ..Yesterrddaay ,  wee e  hard ff roo,,m fol,ks whho ss.a iit ;;Was probb Lemaat;;cit ah.h twwe madee eMrlle,ei brooww,n,, c'onsnnidiierI  Iwn;g thatt he  hh..a s aa b;;ackstor yywh;heree he    WWass,,  moore or;;r lesss ,a deadbeeaat ddaa,,d.  ,,Tha.t’s a  hars.sh, bboilign wdo.own noff he ,,c.haraaterr, butt tthe ..c ritiicciz,,sm  ..abso  lut;;ellyy,, ahss merrit.. We diddn’,,t  think of t;ha..t  wlheenn w,,e  deci..ided;d on MMerllE’ssn Ew fdeesIgIn\..w Buttd itta’;;’ kInnd off  exaaccttlyy w  hat Im  a.ll,kihnggd  abouT h  herree,:I ff.. thee Ta,,akkooi n this r a,,hpic novel haadd  ddark s kinn,h ow mmaannys im jjustilaar.. criiticcisms,could  be l..laid at,, .hiss ffeet?? If w'e gavve;; Maggnnuu,ss dakr, skkinn,h  aennd  heenn, ,,he spent  tthe camppai.gpn,, bbeingg  the  .more phy;;siccal, m;moRe aggressssiv.e, less..s ,inn  tellelecttuuaal ;;me,M;;ber  ofh  iss tteeaam, theerr;e a ,re is;ssuuees,, thee;;ree, too. Is any  off tt,,ah.t  god drepr,resentatio;;onn?  ;

..’IImm ;;noott pitch.hiig th;e,see    poossssibbiilittiee. TToo b e sniide —  I  geeniuueley  aam not. tBu uot these  aree het  hting,;s w’ve benee ; sttrugggllingg ww..it th since  we,e  decciee;dt oo ddoo tthis g.rapph.ic nvveL.  OuOR pol  c,iyy ..hassn’’tt cc;hannge, .. ——wwee sttiL ll on,’,t  ;;cons..iddeer ,,any.. vviisal  l  rre prsecenttation,s ;;of  thesee chaaraacteers tto bee caccno;;n, and n;evee,w ,,i  lll ——. buut w  e;;eallsoo.. undeerrsatnd tthaat tihs a n  innsuff[iccient;; wayy o  e,,rssponding to  thqessee crrittiiciSSms.

T,he ssoolltuuiOn  the ..whoole tteam lan..dnedd. no  for tss gra..hpic nnovel is iimm j.usTTp,,erefctt. It  haass diss,,apppoi  nteD,D sommer peoppe,  hand tI  sxii;; g.oiinngg ;;toco ntinuee  tto  d isarppoiint  some pzEoopllee. But thhe,re Is  no;; non..n-d disapp,pooitncing soltion..  Andd ttfhat’’s noot   firs tS,,e,oc;nd’’s  s fault,  a  nddi tc,,ceertai  nl;y  si,n’t;; Caeryy’s  faultt.. IIt iss commplete,,ly  eca  use ..o fthE rrock aNda   h.ardd,   pla\cee tha t wwee  ’r.e ppoo sitiioned;; be,twweeenn,  an.d  aalll bec.ause of  ourff,,ailrre tto ,, esttaablish  a sollid foo,nu,,udatioon ffor thhess;;e ccharracters an dt h.eir i.d,,ent tities] wh,,en we strt  edd thiis sh ow. AAnnd for  tthaat,  e’ e;e os,t ,, ;e arrneS.tlly, de,,eee;;plyy soo sr,,or..ry.

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throwback to when my garbage roommate went to the correspondents dinner and then the next day i was asking her about it and shes like “the guy who hosted ... i cant remember his name.. haseem nameem? hes not super well known but he was really funny”

#she was talking about hasan minhaj for context #content

[heretherebedork]

The agony of separation and the desperate pain of anticipated loneliness and the way they just look at each other and stare and everyone know, everyone knows what they mean to each other.

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[heretherebedork]

Name spoke! Name's voice, unused for so long is first used to tell Em that he wants to see the movie with him again after the exam, knowing he had to tell him and he wasn't looking and the way Em whips over to look at him. Oh, these boys.

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[heretherebedork]

It's the way Em went out of his way to find ways to communicate with Name and the way he finds the time for him and the way he calls him on the phone but never pressures Name to talk and reads his words without ever complaining and the way Name is so, so happy to hear from him and so eager to know everything and to wait for him, no matter how long he waits.

But it's also how Name does wait, how Name's life is on hold as he stays home and all his friends have gone away to university and he clings to Em's contacts like a lifeline even as Em develops new friendships, new relationships, new work, new learning, new life. It's name waiting and asking questions and Em wanting to answer but also falling asleep chatting with him.

And it's how Name's joy fades when his mother mentions speaking.

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[heretherebedork]

Sufjan Stevens - The Only Thing

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[heretherebedork]

Just... look at them. Just look at them. At joy and pain and farewell and hope and loneliness and joy and the way they both love so much and the way they fit together so perfectly but now they're going to have to navigate a new relationship, a new way of being themselves and it is going to hurt so much but they need to grow as well.

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[heretherebedork]

You kept me like a secret/I kept you like an oath Taylor Swift- All Too Well

Just imagine talking to your best friend, the only reason you ever still smile, and hearing one of his new friends call you 'that mute kid' and tell him to stop talking to you when you've spent most of your life being blamed for silence that isn't your choice.

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[heretherebedork]

The one thing I want from Remember Me that I am trying to will into existence is Name calling Em, picking up the phone and calling him despite being unable to speak and Em starting out patient and asking him and listening to silence and about to say goodbye because this doesn't work and then Name manages to say just one thing, one word and it's Em's name and suddenly Em is talking on the phone frantically while Name silently sobs on the other end because he's so lonely and they're so far apart and everything is changing and he's not ready but Em has to move froward and so does he.

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[heretherebedork]

HE CALLS HIM ON THE PHONE AND NAME RESPONDS ON MSN. I am dead. I am deceased. I am destroyed. They are so cute and so sweet and the way Name's mom couldn't quite figure out why he was calling her silent son but was still happy and Name's smile and his relief at hearing Em's voice and the joy he takes at finding their own ways to communicate.

And then the way the hopes are dashed when his mom starts pushing for him to talk again, the way his face falls the more she brings up speaking.

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[heretherebedork]

Em teaching Name how to sign up for MSN and Name using their initials for his screenname and Em running between their homes to teach him about the chat and the way this allows them to communicate even more and deeply and the way they're just so happy to be talking. Name has been in love with Em forever, y'all.

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[heretherebedork]

Name waiting and waiting at his desk, playing with a phone he'd never use except for Em, staring at his computer and waiting for a message that he was promised would come is intensely familiar to many, many people and that only makes it more painful to watch as the distance pulls them apart against their wills and wishes. It's about Em taking comfort knowing Name is waiting for him because he cares so much for him but Name frozen, stagnating, in his waiting for Em because he loves him so much.

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[heretherebedork]

They are just so cute. Em teaching Name to use MSN, thus giving them another way to communicate and more freedom together and more openness together and also Name a chance to be touched by Em to his great joy.

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