#my sister's friends are such fkn obnoxiously loud eaters

[didderd]

adhd sans is such a relatable character, seeing as i have my own issues. i seriously struggle with stuff similar to his problems so it feels comforting knowing there's a skeleton just like me and a lot of other people

yes omg

i love Duck sm. projecting heavily onto this boi, especially with the comic.

fkn. sorry, i hope you don't mind me using your ask as an excuse to ramble abt my neurodivergent ass. you don't have to read this.

ramblings bordering on venting, but mostly jus cus i wanna talk abt my disorders more, but not in a venty way, but hhhh.. under read more:

ADHD is such a struggle, especially the executive dysfunctioning. ppl would assume that the Tourette's is the more crippling of the disorders i have, jus bc it's more physical and more like. known for being disabling(?) but at least in my case it's nothing compared to my ADHD symptoms.

the most my Tourette's does usually is bruise my wrist or make me have to stop what i'm doing (like literally just now stopping writing to snap my fingers and clap several times lmao hkgvhc) for a moment to tic.

but my executive dysfunction stops me from doing just about anything. chores, basic hygiene, important life shit, even eating and hydrating.

and my dissociating does the same thing as my tics, making me stop what i'm doing sometimes. or it'll make me have to like.. slow down and not able to look at what i'm doing while my vision is unfocused and i stare off into space or at whatever's directly in front of me lol.

the sensory problems also. sometimes i can't walk around in certain cloths bc the texture is too much. it feels like sand paper. (there's more i could say abt the sensory problems, but i need to stop rambling skdbvjsdvk)

anyways, yeah. so fkn grateful for adhd sans, bc now i have a character to pour all these problems into lmao.

#i know the bit abt having to stop writing to tic seems too conveniently timed to be true #but tourette's is just like that sometimes lol #and thinking abt something happening can make it happen #sry again for rambling abt my symptoms hhh #im misophonic too which is probably largely bc of the sensory problems caused by my adhd #and i cant like.. eat chips and stuff with friends without something else drowning out the sound. like loud music or smthn #and them actively trying not to be loud with it #my sister's friends are such fkn obnoxiously loud eaters #like no one's ever told them to close there mouth while eating #and i hate it so much #(fkn. continues to ramble abt symptoms in tags) #(sry) #tourette's #tourette syndrome #adhd #adhd sans #neurodivergencies #neurodivergent #aez26 #didderd asks