#my selfship brings me sm comfort but sharing it online Not so much sometimes

[dreamwinged]

also i think i know how i could relieve a lot of the guilt n tension i feel online butttt aaaahaahahahah . i can’t do that

#.mei’s chatter ˚༘⋆ ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖ #im so scared and lame at the end of the day #i let my anxiety control me #but . WHATEVER #slowly been feeling a little more open so idk idk idk idk #being in the community is just such a toss up for me . of course i love it i love all of you it’s the best part of my day etc #but i also feel sm guilt for the way i present/act in here #the fact that i struggle to express myself therefore making it harder to connect w others #i genuinely wish so much i could be more open and less closed off on here #but i am jst so scared 2do that i caaant. even posting writing terrifies me these days #my selfship brings me sm comfort but sharing it online Not so much sometimes #it’s ok