#my restless ramblings

[myrestlessdreams]

My favorite comment from the first Silent Hill Ascension stream

#the whole thing was definitely interesting #not great but the concept is definitely unique #but that’s about it #the storylines seems to be written by someone who hasn’t played any Silent Hill games #The Foundation gives me Mormon vibes #in a way that it’s a sect and to be more specific a sect from The Order #silent hill #silent hill ascension #my restless ramblings

[mumblelard]

the french press of theseus or i woke up this morning feeling, briefly, like an old version of myself

i heard something last night that confirmed everything i thought i already knew and it still changed everything. it released a part of me that i didn't know was still bound in that way. it made everything better but also so much worse

#rambles #kitchen counters #coffee #quantum animism #and he paused at the end of a joke #i bought a new french press at the thrift store intending only to take the new screen #shiny and unused #i wound up replacing everything but the carafe #the carafe has to be the soul of a french press #the transparent vessel that holds everything #but its not the beating heart #so this morning my carafe woke up with a new heart #it had none of the scratches and stains #the scars and memories of the years of brewing and pressing #striving and restlessness #and i did not #pandemic era #fourth autumn #end of messages #mornings

[littleblueberryartist]

thinking about adhd venti (my adhd is getting my ass today and I am about to make it venti's problem)

Venti when he's trying to compose a new song but thoughts go brrr and he can't organise them so they just sit there overwhelmed by the mess in their brain

VENTI TALKING OUT LOUD TO LEAVE REMINDERS IN THE WIND FOR LATER PERSONAL CALENDAR TO COMBAT THE SHITTY WORKING MEMORY My guy rambling a ton and just braindumping all the messy thoughts so that he can sort through them later who needs a pen and paper when you have the wind (Kazuha sometimes gets random poetry inspiration from this)

Want to do thing cannot do thing restless you find him constantly switching positions in a random tree

frustrated stimming bc it is not enough I need to combust!!! Hey wait I'm literally wind I can do that- *EXPLODES*

#genshin impact #venti #headcanon #aqua's ramblings #this is so messy but I don't really care lol #man I wish I could explode my restlessness away too

[crescentfool]

WHATS UR FAVORITE RYOMINA MOMENT FROM THE MOVIES I NEED TO KNOW!!!

HI FELIX!! thank you for the ask i am always happy to take more opportunities to talk about ryomina they are so special to me o7

it is VERY tempting for me to answer, "every fucking time ryoji showed up on screen!" ok this might be an exaggeration, i like 90% of his screentime, december 2nd ryoji should've been portrayed more like a pathetic wet dog imo but i digress. but hm... favorite moment.

while the helper's club montage has a very strong place in my heart (it permeated my braincells without my permission)!! i think my favorite part of ryomina's portrayal in the movies is the whole sentence finishing thing they got going on. i feel like that's a cop out answer but like.

there is something so so gut wrenching to me about how they start off by making it so that ryoji is the one finishing minato's sentences. always ryoji. BUT THEN!!! when they meet again at the top of tartarus to do battle on judgment day!! they turn it on it's head!! and it's minato!! who finishes the sentence!! and fuck man does it make me feel like i'm being kicked down a staircase.

and to have the sentence finishing happen again for such an important day?? god idk im gonna tear up and someone needs to like. give me like. a chew toy or something this makes me so fucking insane (blows up) (blows up).

so basically my favorite moment is really like, january 31st, but a lot of my attachment to it is BECAUSE they have that set-up in november with ryoji being the silliest fucking guy to have ever walked at gekkoukan. and oh man oh man the fucking. THE. when. WHEN THEY FOLLOW IT UP WITH MINATO SUMMONING THANATOS AFTER THIS?? yeah man. that's the fucking shit.

like i don't think the english language is enough to convey how much i love the artistic choice to have the flash frame of ryoji when minato summons thanatos. it's the hesitation and rebellion babey!!! the whole scene afterwards is so fucking juicy as well.

honorable mention to when ryoji jumped off the fucking roof at iwatodai station to tell minato that he has kindness in his eyes and that he doesn't like seeing him alone. what kind of guy does that. that's so fucking hilarious to me like actually. he was insane for that.

anyway that is my answer i HOPE u enjoyed reading it, god, ryomina still makes me eyes watery (it's been almost 2 years since i've met them??? what the fuck). i feel like others have echoed this sentiment before but nevertheless i was super happy to type it out :D

#lizzy speaks #lizzy askbox #IM SO FUKCING NORMAL ABOUT RYOMINA PERSONA 3 !!!!!!!! WHY DO THEY KEEP DOING THIS TO ME!! #ohhh they give me so much joy thank you thank you for the ask i love to yell about them and blow up #also happy mochizuki monday everyone :) i have a sketch for it i just want to apply some colors first and then i'll post!! #i love answering things in the askbox thank you for the very enthusiastic ask!!! #also re: the helper's club scenes i mentioned in the tags of my redraw of the hallway handholding scene that- #when i watched the movies originally i had to fucking pause after they held hands!! to sleep!!! #so i was just there in bed RESTLESS THINKING 'ohmy godthoohomyhgodt hhey they holdedhands holyfucking shit what am i perceivngi' #it was insane tbh so in that respect the helper's club scenes are very unforgettable to me because it was a brain parasite #but i thought i'd answer with january 31st because it still makes me want to eat dirt and it feels like very good ryomina to me like ohh #bitches who be weak to narrative themeing (me!!) eat this shit up like it's a buffet ohhhh my god they were soulmates #...i'm rambling. can you tell these guys make me not normal at all (insert im so fucking normal gif of the guy pounding the ground here)

[wiidoodles]

pacing back and forth like a befuddled detective

I need to be weirder I need to be a bigger freak

#wii rambles #ive got the zoomies sorry #genuinely gotten to a point of just enjoying art again but the probelm is my brain is faster than my hands so im left feeling restless #because i wanna get THIS piece done BUT WAIT I HAVE A NEW IDEA #BUT WAIT I LLOOOOVE THIS FIC I NEED TO MAKE ART OF IT #BUT WAIT #THERE ARE OTHER FANDOMS I WANT TO SHOW SOME LOVE TOO #HELP

[kihaku-gato]

ok brain is being annoying, time to finally read the new fanfiction chapters of the fanfic that made me get AO3

#if you know you know #I am so tired and restless tonight its kind of annoying #ramblings #now to look up my username/password for ao3 again cause I forgor smh

[ezraphobicsoup]

some thoughts i’ve had that don’t get to be individual posts

- i’m like ice king if he didn’t want to kidnap princesses and didn’t have ice powers and was still tired and silly

- you ever think about how crazy breathing is. like we (i don’t know what i was thinking) we breathe in and out we’re all just little creatures

- chutney

#i’m so clever when i’m sleep deprived i have all my best ideas #ok i gotta sleep proper tonight i have to actually make an effort #latest i go to bed is hm maybe half 12 midnight #assuming i loose about half an hour to restlessness as seems to be usual #that would put me at 6 hours if i wake up at 7 which isn’t bad #there’s no way i’ll go to bed before 11 that will not happen #anyway i sat with the dog and h feel rejuvenated she is small and fluffy #ok i think take dogs out then coastal defences. then email then tomodachi life then poetry then lunch #awesome sauceS PLURAL #many sauce s. at least 12 #i’m cool i’m a cool guy i’m a cool normal guy and i’m not weird or off putting or incomprehensible #ezra’s real life rambles

[delta-piscium]

in a constant state of “I will do that… but not yet” but, and it’s with great fear in my heart I say this, I don’t know that yet will ever come

#i’m climbing the walls with restlessness i just want to do something #and then i look at my long list of things i could do all very varying so something should fit but alas they do not feel right #executive dysfunction my nemesis when will you give me a break? #maybe if i make a to do list #it’s a gamble of actually doing the thing or building up so much guilt around not doing it i’ll have to bench it for the foreseeable future #the list i referred to in my second tag is just a mental one it’s different #dels endless rambles

[coffee-bat]

btw to my chronic pain homies, do y'all know if there's any meds doctors can give you for chronic joint pain or am i just stuck like this until gene therapy becomes affordable

#im in constant pain and all my joints + neck hurt and itch (like restless legs syndrome) 24/7 and im starting to go insane #everything hurts and itches and i cant sit still and its only worsening with every year #and idk if its worth wasting money on an orthopedist visit bc if they just tell me 'there's no meds for this' then what's the point #ramble #personal #chronic pain #marfan syndrome #connective tissue disorder #sorry for healthposting im going insane everything fucking hurts

[myrestlessdreams]

As a person who was born in Miami and lived there for about 10 years, Rockstar got Miami pretty damn accurate. From the elderly Cuban occupants of Hialeah, to the colorful walls of Wynwood. The twerking models and the weird shit you see on social media about South Florida. GTA 6 is going to be one hell of a ride, and I’m so glad to be back at Vice City.

#special interest time everybody gather around #gta 6 #my restless ramblings

[enden-k]

smth you prob didnt notice about childe: bow twirl after 4th attack <3

another tiny reminder: him smiling when he fights

#i talked about his battle animations and his incredible skills with shaping hydro kind of in depth a year ago and i dont wanna #gush all about it again akjcbk if youre interested in my ramblings i can see if i can find all my hcs and theories and kinda analysis stuff #but ya was cooping with friend and caught myself swooning over him once again as usual so #a cute little thing here heh #i like to hc that childe twirls his pens and stuff when hes doing office work #being restless or bored or just keeping himself busy while doing paper work he dislikes #simply based on his battle animations when he keeps twirling his blades and polearm and bow and stuff #really nimble fingers #<3 #my beloved dumpster ginger aaah sobs #own

[no0t2]

can't sleep someone hit me with a metal pan or something I don't know

#:(( #I'm not even thinking about anything my mind is blanking but I feel so restless #wtaf man. #nines rambles

[bluebunnysart]

1400+ words of Umiyu kissing

#i wrote it #in my defense i think they should xD #now i hope i can finally focus on other art like i ought to be doing #knowing me it's probably not enough but #at least i can read it every time i get restless lmao #it's written surprisingly well for something i composed at 2 or 3 AM but #it's embarrassing I'm not tagging that xD #if i can become shameless then I'll upload it but until then #i will wait. #it's more like two attempts at the same thing so it's not continuous sadly #but i like both attempts xD #it would fit right in with the other pixiv stories #cuz those are all over the place xD some good and others strange www #my ramblings

[valoale]

I’m starting to be convinced my dog is having joint/structural damage pain and I’m scared

#I really need to get her xrayed again #it’s been way too long since her hips back and elbows were xrayed #I mean she has fairly good hips and elbows but not prime material you know #but not hip or elbow dysplasia or anything like that #but she’s six years old now and she got her official xrays done when she was one and a half #so a lot may have changed #so I worry #esp she sometimes is restless and seems quite stiff in the mornings #so I’m afraid of arthritis #and because her breeder told me last week that yet another of her siblings from the said litter had to be put down bc of spine issues #so half of the litter is already six feet under and that’s depressing #no matter how responsibly bred #okay now I’m rambling but I’m scared she’s not just a dog for me she’s my other half #I’ve shared all of my adult life with her and her getting older is scary #and I gotta rip 500€ out of my ass to get her xrayed but I need to know the situation #vent #vee talks #working dogs #gsd #working line German shepherd

[thebahwrites]

ooohhhhh I need something to do..... send me prompts for drabbles or aesthetic requests.... anything..... ;; 

#bah rambles #top gun stuff #i'm restless and need a warmup to get my brain to focus to write #top gun maverick stuff #tags ships to get you people to me like cats #pspspsps #hangster #sereshaw #icemav #bobnix #ask for others too cmon

[hippolotamus]

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#why must i always be restless on treatment days? #shouldn’t my body want all the rest it can get? #me tearfully: when sleep? #hippo rambles