#my nonna on the other hand. im just. i dont think im gonna say anything at all tbh

[soldier-poet-king]

Well bit the bullet and forewarned my parents about the tattoo appt so I don't just show up one day with it, but took the cowards way out and did it while they're out of town and won't be back til Friday so I don't have to face the ire as my mother cools down

#franposting #my nonna on the other hand. im just. i dont think im gonna say anything at all tbh #it just. is what it is. #maybe putting art i have craved for so long on my body #is a way of learning to inhabit myself. of autonomy. of seeing myself as a person #not just like. a use made for a specific end #yes telos has a place but also maybe my telos isnt just to exist and burn myself up for every other person's whim #out of a sense of a guilt and an apology for my own existence #maybe. idk. maybe the duty and martyrs complex is right tho #idk. idk. been thinking a lot about family lately and how everything mostly just hurts. #the good days are just. neutral. theyre good by virtue of not being actively bad #but im realizing i genuinely dont know how to care for people or relate to people properly and its just. well. hm. #that sure is a thing im gonna have to live with for the rest of my life #i feel odd and unsettled and offputting even to myself. alas. #honestly work being unfulfilling and boring is part of the problem #without concrete clear and interesting goals and tasks i lose direction and fall apart #i need to be focused on things and tasks or else I'll die. or navel gaze my way into solipsism

[maravillamin]

🎶 Once in a Blue Moon 

part 29 x are you stupid? - Masterlist

a/n: Surprise, surprise! so jungkook’s companion is rather hairy hehe. (first written part so I’m not really sure what I'm doing; please ignore any possible grammar mistakes, thank you)

“Hi Jungkook” She says as she walks into the kitchen, startling Jungkook who drops the spoon  “oh, hello nonna”

“Nonna? i thought we dropped the honorifics a while ago kookie” he just chuckles and shrugs as he picks up the spoon

“how have you been? i feel like its been ages since the last time we talked” he says as he rests his hands on top of the counter

“yeah” not because of me though, she thinks “I’ve been fine… what about you? how was Busan?” you didn’t even say goodbye.

“yeah, sorry for not saying bye, it was a last minute call” he says while scratching the back of his neck “My brother’s wife was in labor so I went to meet my nephew… and my mom insisted on me staying for a while so…”

“Oh your brother-”

“yep, I’m not the youngest jeon anymore”

“not the youngest but the silliest for sure” he chuckles briefly until haelyn adds “why didn’t you answer my texts, though?”

For the first time since Haelyn entered the kitchen, they make eye contact.

“Well… in the rush, I forgot my phone here actually, just got it back so haven’t really checked my messages” he takes the phone out of his pocket and shows Haelyn his notifications. 420 unread messages, 34 lost calls from lyn 🤟🏼🧡, new Instagram post from superlyn. “yesterday I messaged taehyung from my brother’s phone so…”

She really tries to ignore the fact that he has her contact saved with a heart, or that he has her instagram notifications on.

“sorry for worrying you, nerd” he puts the phone down on the table and looks at her “…anything interesting happened while i was gone?” ‘are you and jimin still thing’ he wanted to add.

“yeah actually, that’s why i called you” she pauses “34 times is it? well whatever, what you need to know is that… you’re now talking to a Hope entertainment’s trainee”

“WHAT? YOU GUYS DID IT? I DONT KNOW WHY IM SO SURPRISED I KNEW YOU WOULD GET IT” he says (or more like shouts) giving her a bright smile that has her melting on the inside

“come here! let me hug the future worldwide rockstar” and just like that haelyn is trapped between his arms “so i guess you guys are already are working on something right?” she just nod against his shoulder “remember to sleep enough, at least 6 hours everyday, and eating is important too! and dont overwork yourself okay?… jimin-hyung used to-…”

he doesn’t finish his sentence and slowly untangles his arms from her, taking a step back “umm so how are guys doing? are you two officially dating now?” he asks trying to sound nonchalant without staring at her and she just chuckles “why are you laughing?”

“nothing” I’m laughing at my terrible life choices ”and no kook, Jimin and I are not dating, we are just friends”

“but when I left you guys were so into each other” the eye-roll doesn’t go unnoticed by her, who again chuckles “seriously, why are you laughing? do I have something on my face?”

“I’m not laughing at you, dumbass" 

"Wow, I can’t believe I actually missed your insults” again, he looks at her with the brightest smile.

Haelyn feels like her chest is going to explode if she doesn’t say something soon. this is it, Haelyn thinks. I’m gonna do it. I’m going to confess. Yes. On the count of three. One…uno…han… two…dos-

“Haelyn are you even listening to me?” he says while shaking a hand in front of her face but she doesn’t answer "why are you suddenly so quiet, what’s wrong nerd?”

“what? no, I’m fine it was just the alcohol jung-” he hold her shoulders and she stops talking, staring right into his eyes “lyn, you are acting weird”

“Kook, its been just a month you can’t have forgotten that I’m like this all the time” she says trying to release the tension growing in her stomach “and y'know what? you haven’t hugged me since you arrived… apparently, I’m being replaced by a dog" 

"I hugged you like three minutes ago!” he complains “but since you are begging for it, come here” he says pulling Haelyn into another warm hug. 

“You should know that Bob would never replaced you, nerd” that would have been nice but…

“are you really naming your dog Bob?”

“excuse me? what’s wrong with-”

“OH Fucking finally!” a voice says at her back, making Haelyn break the hug and turn around to see Kim Taehyung pouring juice in a glass “I’m so glad you told him already, because honestly, i was pretty close of telling him you are in love with him over the phone last night and- and why are you staring me like that haelyn-ah?”

While she’s mentally plotting ways to murder Taehyung, the other boy in the room, slightly confused, asks “you- you are in love with me?

#bts social media au #bts serie #jeon jungkook #jeon jungkook x reader #park jimin #park jimin x reader #bts fake text #bts fake chat #bts instagram #bts fic #bts sm au