#my last relationship lassted over 5 years and it doesnt even touch this

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#the longing is fucking STRONG tonight lads #literally its only because this is the first time since we met in person that ive gone two weeks without him #and its about to be the start of week 2 without seeing him #its making me waant to go feral #all i can think about is how im going to literally fucking smother him with love and kisses when i see him #i miss him i miss his cute face i miss his voice and how we talk and laugh so hard we cant breathe #i miss holding his hand and just constantly resting my head on his shoulder #like when he games for me to watch he purposely hold his controller in a way i can lay my head on his chest or shoulder #and every few minutes he'll turn and kiss my head #aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i cant stand it #im too gay for this why am i gods least favorite #literally the mild inconvinece when my last relationship we didnt even see each other for the first year lmao #but with him its different ive never felt this strongly about someone ever #my last relationship lassted over 5 years and it doesnt even touch this #which is wild but it just is true #ive never fallen in love this quickly even when i was a dumb little teen #it just feels like hes my person yknow like we somehow just met each other and went yep this is it #this mfer got me listening to love songs constantly and looking at pictures of his face and giggling and reading the poetry he wrote me #im legit going to fucking cry because i wish i could see him sooner #anger bite kill maul violence let me see my boyfriend faster #literally also we text all day constantly i just want to see him in person lol #i need to stare into his gorgeous eyes and constantly kiss his face and see him do his dorky grin from being kissed and pet his hair and #heaar him make little happy noises from it and kiss his hand and wake up to him in the morning