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eyes-on-jesus · 1 year

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Hope you are having a wonderful afternoon Caroline 😀 is it okay to ask this?? I say as I’m about to ask anyway 🙈

I’ve seen a couple of asks mentioning abusive boyfriends/ ex bfs and I’ve suspected mine is but didn’t know who to turn to before to ask soooo one of the things is that we had my family gathering one afternoon and weren’t in the area for the normal church we attend so I said we could maybe go to a local one that morning! I was soo tired that morning and hadn’t showered before the gathering so we didn’t have time to go to the new one and get ready to leave if I showered and I told him this but he got annoyed at me and said Jesus would cleanse me if we just went and I didn’t need to shower first 🙈🙃 another time we had plans but he was late and said to me that he didn’t remember he had plans with someone else but then said that he went to the church then told me we could go for dinner afterwards but then he left me again to go to the church but he said to me that he is the only one trying to be with God and uses that as an excuse and made me feel very bad like I was pushing him away from the Lord 😭 I never ever wanted that I felt so sad like I am fake or I shouldn’t be sad and later he told me how badly I was doing so that I am holding back from God. I feel like it’s constantly I’m trying to prove to him that I am a Christian or my relationship is real with Jesus even though I think I was Christian before him or knew him it hurts me so much and it’s horrible 💔😭💔🙃🙃🙃

Hello dear, you can ask me anything you want ♡

What you are describing sounds concerning indeed. You are describing him as strict, unreliable, manipulative and dominant. Those are not qualities you wanna seek out in a husband. What I find most concerning is that he makes you feel like you are less than and like you need to prove yourself, and the shower story is just straight up creepy.

In a partner you wanna find someone who is gentle and kind and loving and supportive. Someone who shows you the love and grace of Jesus and gently leads you towards Him. Deciding who we wanna be with is so important, one of the most important decisions of our life. The wrong decision could ruin everything. Be careful dear.

I would suggest you open up to family members of yours and discuss concerning behavior on his side further. Talk to someone who is loving and protective. Maybe you could talk to your boyfriend together about behavior you won't accept. If these things happen a lot, you might wanna reevaluate your relationship status, even if that's sad.

The fact that you are wondering if your partner might be abusive is a really bad sign.

I pray that Jesus will be with you through whatever decision you make and that He will comfort you. That you will be safe and blessed and protected. I pray that He will reveal to you the right thing to do going forward. That He will show you a love you deserve and that is healthy. In Jesus name, Amen.

Ily ♡

#christian faith #christianity #jesus christ #christian blog #jesussaves #christian quotes #jesus #godisgood

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lil-kitten666 · 1 year

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I'm in such a shit mood today and idk how well I'll be able to keep it under wraps at work.

For starters, I didn't get to do anything in the mountains this weekend like I had planned on. I didn't get to stay with my sister cause she was too paranoid that they'd charge her a big extra fee for my service dog, cause they were a no pets cabin, and I told her more than once it was illegal to do that and was even in the airbnb policy they couldn't do it. Pissed me off even more cause the whole time I was up there on Friday, her and everyone else, were complimenting the shit out of how amazing he was. Especially compared to the fake service dog that mh aunt and uncle brought with them 🙃.

So because I didn't get to stay I couldn't take a hike like I wanted to. That was also due to the massive amount of rain that they got both Thursday and Friday. So was less upset about that but Saturday's weather would've been perfect and I could've gone in the morning before heading back home. But nope had to do the full trip in one day so 6hrs in the car was fun.

So didn't get to stay, didn't get to hike, just got to go be awkward around people who I mostly don't like. Had to sit through a shit service that was literally just preaching about God and wasn't even about my brother. Fuckin assholes. I hate his dad cause I know he took advantage of my mother's disheveled state to fucking get away with that. The lil gathering we had afterwards of just siblings was more a proper service than that. My mother's boyfriend was a fucking cunt bag as always, so no surprises there other than him bothering to show up and even daring to fucking speak to me. Fucking prick. Shouldn't have opened his fucking mouth. And of course got the whole I want to fix our relationship and get to know who you are from my mother....more shit I have to emotionally deal with.

And to top it all off, I thought I was going to have today off. But found out literally on Friday that I'd be working on Sunday(today). And with a nice passive aggressive message in the email about how you shouldn't assume you have the days off until you are told you are good to go. And basically giving off the don't complain about it vibe. Cause we raised a lil bit of drama and stress when they fucked up our schedule a few weeks ago for an event that we had already wasted money on 🙃. That one was really shit cause we were told we were good to go and then they fucked up the date. Even tho it was texted and written down in multiple places. I wouldn't care so much right now if they would've texted me before the schedule went out and been like, hey sorry but just to let you know we couldn't make Sunday work but we have you for Friday-Saturday, like that would've been fine. But no I get a nice passive aggressive email message that I see the morning of everything. After I found out all of my plans for the weekend were out the window. I had hoped I'd at least have the weekend. Cause I knew I wasn't going to be fully functional by today. I guess at least I have tomorrow off. Fucking stupid tho. I could just call out...I hate calling out tho. Just don't like doing that to people.

But yeah, the service was shit, I didn't get to do anything I planned on this weekend, and I didn't get all the days off and instead of just being told I got to read that shitty email about it. It's been great, I'm totally not pissed off at all. I might need to ask for a session this week idk if I can wait till next week. We'll see. Just like we'll see how today goes. I have made up my mind and I don't want to go for that stupid management position. I don't want salary. I don't want to do the scummy shit their doing. I'm good, I'm going to fucking buckle down and write this book and who knows, maybe I'll be a lucky one and get it and others published and maybe make my name as an author. Peace time to finish my shit and fucking go to work and try not to be a total cunt bag to everyone cause I don't want to be there. And I specifically tried not to be there cause I knew I'd still be in a foul mood.

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hyunjinspark · 2 years

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Hi hi darling 🥺❣️ How are you doing ?!

I finally finished reading the final part of Only Fools… at like 3:30am…… I was reeling it took me so long to fall asleep afterwards omg 😭😭😭😭 Not to mention I started the entire Smau over again, just to make the ending that much sweeter🥺 And it worked of course 😭💘

‼️(For anyone on HyunjinSparks’ blog, whom are not finished reading Only Fools, there are spoilers in this ask!!! Just wanted to make sure I don’t spoil the story for someone else!!) ‼️

I don’t even know where to begin…. Oh my lord it was all so so so perfect, you out-did yourself, as you did every time a written part came out for this masterpiece of a story 💘 (I promise you I’ve read one too many books that could never compare to Only Fools Fall For You) It was a bitter sweet moment seeing “the end” after finishing 😖🤧 I know there will be 2 epilogues, but oh my heart 😮‍💨

This story is a part of my soul forever 💘 Thank you, thank you, thank you a million times over for all the love, effort, time and dedication you put into this story!

Okay so the fact that there was so much fluff and the heart melting exchanges between Y/n and Hyunjin 😭😭 It was everything I was hoping for since the previous chapter….God I have never been in love like that and I don’t know if I ever will 🤧 (besides Hyunjin cause he’s the loml even if I may never meet him in person 💀)

I SWEAR TO GOD…. SEOJUN ?!?!?????? I wanted to b**ch slap her write off the face of the earth as soon as she kissed Hyunjin 🤬🤬 I was fuming honestly, the nerve of it !!! Ouuuuuuu all the stupid, unnecessary and totally overstepping comments she made about Hyunjin and of course implying so much towards Y/n…. I wanted Y/n to smack the whole head off her shoulders 🙃 I was extremely happy when she never made another appearance through their trip (besides her texting Hyunjin) cause I don’t think I could of handled more of her and her obnoxiousness 😤

You did such a wonderful job adding her in and making me feel so many things on the span of a few paragraphs 👏🏼😅

Hyunjin dirty texting at dinner though ?!?? OUUFFF what an amazing touch, cause I truly gasped when I read his answer after she guessed what he wanted 🥵🤯 (I volunteer).

The tension throughout the rest of the story was honestly killing me, when they got interrupted in the kitchen ???????? I was almost as frustrated as Y/n was 🥲 And then at the bonfire, holy shit I was about to die when she straddled him and then BOOM in walks cock-block Felix and Han 🤡 But of course the wait was well worth it 😫 Sensitive subby Hyunjin ?!?? 🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️ My gosh how amazing 😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨

Oh.my.heart. The museum. I would die to go to a museum with Hyunjin and I feel he would be exactly like you described, especially if he had a significant other to bring along 🥺🥺 AND THE FLOWER MOVING ART ROOM ?!?????? AND HE ASKED HER OUT THERE ?!??????? Absolutely perfect, you are a genius, I was not expecting that and I was the best surprise ever not only for Y/n, but your readers too I’m sure 💘 It was cheesy and the best kind of cheesiness I could ever hope for 😭😭

And their conversation all throughout, while they were in bed made my heart explode 💘🤧 When she first fell in love with him ?!?!?!? AAHHHHHHH I MELTED!!!!! And of course I got quite excited when he asked her how many times he could make her cum in less than a hour 👀👀

AND THEN IT ENDED AND I DIED 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 IT WAS SO PERFECT I CAN’T DEAL WITH IT….. I was unsure when to send you this ask cause my brain was short-circuiting and I couldn’t form a proper thought on the matter 🥲

I love this story and you so so much ❣️ I could just go on and on about you and the amazing writer you are but I don’t want to take up too much of your time so I will bid you farewell for now! Thank you again for everything 🧎🏻‍♀️ I had so much fun in this journey of Only Fools with you and all the other readers, the full array of emotions, the anticipation, the excitement and the love for it all, was so much more than I ever expected….

Take care lovely, I can’t wait to talk to you again soon!! Lots of love and hugs to you ❣️

hi i love you so much for sending me in such a nice review and for taking out the time from your life to write it 🥺

firstly, i noticed that you did reread all of it and i hope you enjoyed it even more that way. a part of your soul? that makes me cry 😭 thank you. for loving it and for appreciating it so much.

im glad you liked all the fluff, it was so much fun to finally write them being together and openly in love because thats been a long time coming. you’re right, seojun did all of that and worse😭 im glad it came off that way as well, that you disliked her so much. i was wondering if it was too much drama but it was necessary 😁

hyunjin at dinner is so hot 🥵 im glad you felt the tension too and enjoyed subby hyun in the end 😅 thank you for loving the museum scene !! i definitely believe hyunjin will be as such, and would do grand gestures of romantic love because he is such a sweet soul.

i loved your breakdown of your favorite parts of the story, thank you so much 🥺🥺 you made my day honestly. thanks for being such a kind and interactive reader 💞

#only fools #part 68

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gayfanboyfred · 3 years

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When they say they’re “going to bed” do they actually mean they’re going to sleep or do they mean they’re going to read/play on their phone/etc in bed for a while? Both OCs please!

This kinda became "what do they do instead of sleep" but that's kinda related right? 😅 (sorry this took so long to get out. I thought I hit post but apparently it's been in my drafts all this time 🙃)

Todd: Before he and Martin started sleeping together, he'd actually go to sleep when he finally announced to ADA that he was "going to bed." Everyone else had long since turned in for the night.

Once his bed had another inhabitant, the sleep was pushed back to make room for a little fun between the sheets.

Then when Martin officially became part of the crew, he still spent most nights in Todd's room but the sleep got pushed back even further to make room for the pillow talk. But by that point Martin was dragging him into bed much earlier, so they wound up falling asleep at about the same time. More often than not though they'd just cuddle in bed talking until they fell asleep. No hanky panky, just talking about anything and everything.

Garfield: Initially Garfield fell asleep immediately when his head hit the pillow. Nightmares would almost always wake him up within four hours though, so he'd go work out until he was dead tired again, shower and fall asleep as soon as his head hit the pillow again.

After Felix joins the crew, they wind up having a lot of sleep overs in each other's bunks since they both have pretty bad nightmares when they're alone. The presence of another person helps keep the worst of the nightmares at bay and gives them someone to turn to when they wake up screaming.

The drawback of this arrangement is that they no longer go to sleep at the same time that they "go to bed." They stay up for hours afterwards talking about tossball or watching and talking about serials. On several occasions ADA has turned off their media player because they were staying up too late and had things to do in the morning.

Once Garf and Max start dating, these sleepovers with Felix become a bit more seldom, replaced instead by time spent with Max. With Max, he spent less time staying up talking. They still talked about tossball and Garf's favorite serial just so happens to be the only one Max could ever stand (and secretly loves as well) so they talk about that and rewatch the episodes. Max likes to read in bed before falling asleep though, so he would also read aloud to put Garfield to sleep after he's gotten so used to staying up so late.

He still spends almost half his nights with Felix though, and when Felix joins the relationship, not a lot changes in their nightly routine. The biggest difference is that now they talk about Max as well as all the other stuff they talked about before.

#Todd Parker #Garfield Adams #oc asks #sorry for the wait #hopefully its not too late #😅

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wildknightblaze · 6 years

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Octopath Travelogue, Alfyn Chapter 4

On today’s episode of “how can we break Alfyn’s heart and dreams even more than we already have.” Though, since it’s the finale, it’s just as likely he’ll find reason to believe in himself and his ideals and revalidate everything the last couple of episodes made him doubt. Let’s see!

“Gadzooks.” Oh, Alfie.

...uh oh. I’m...thinking Ogen may not actually be the villain. His hands were shaking...ahhhhh shit, he’s about to become a plague victim, isn’t he?

“Thanks, but no thanks. I always work alone.” “Aw, c’mon, man. I just got done with a friend of mine who kept telling me that same bullshit.”

I get the feeling Alfyn and Therion, both frequent partakers of booze, would make really good drinking buddies.

did you just try and flirt with the barmaid, Alfie? man, your game is weak. Just how I thought it’d be, sweet boi.

...yeah, Ogen’s a fair bit less villainous than I first made him out to be. He’s just a depressed old...well, middle-aged man.

...A depressed middle-aged man who has definitely caught the plague. Welp.

No rest for the wear--dude you just coughed up BLOOD. That’s 3000% the sign that you’ve come down with the deadly disease, you dimwit!

Yeah considering how well Ogen is holding up I think it was probably a good thing that Primrose did not approach him last night!

...I like how Alfyn is the nicest, sweetest boy and yet swears heavier than anyone else in the party.

Oh, so he knew about his Incurable Cough of Death. Alright, buddy, but we all know how this is gonna work out -- Alfyn’s gonna save your ungrateful ass and make you see that life is worth living again.

...He better, at least. No more heartbreak for Alfie, please.

Alfyn to Ophilia:��“Have you ever thought of becoming an apothecary?” Uh, did you miss the part where Apothecary was the first job I got and I classed her into it immediately? 😉 It’s cute that Ophilia does things like draw baths for the others, though.

It is hilariously tone-deaf to have these people describing how much pain and agony they’re in from their sickness only to Alfyn pipe up with “Nice chattin’ with ya!” afterwards.

Oh. Damn. I still don’t appreciate how Melyssa was fridged solely for Ogen’s character, but...I’d be lying if I said his story isn’t effective. Yeesh. Because he feels the same way about himself that he does about the lives he deems not worth saving. Yeesh.

A letter from Zep--dude, how have you gone this long without seeing this?! It’s not like I haven’t had you reaching into your bag to concoct something nearly every boss I have you fight!

The answer, of course, is because “it’s dramatically appropriate,” and dammit, it still works. These wholesome boys love each other so much. :3

Oooh, wow. Therion’s having some real mixed feelings about Alfyn’s total trust in his best friend. On the other hand...I just finished dealing with your shit, Ther. You should be feeling better about Darius by now. 😉

Fuck yeah, Alfie! You go, punch a sick and dying guy in the chest to make him lie down! 😀

Is this Alfyn’s theme playing right now? It’s good.

...wow. The exact same plague that hit Alfyn when he was a kid? What’re the odds?

...is the dungeon in Alfyn’s mind or something? Am I gonna have to walk his brain pathways to recover the recipe for the elixir? 🤨

Okay, maybe not a whole dungeon. Just this little flashback. Cool!

“Ah, okay. This elixir was brewed from the feather of a monster who just so happens to nest right outside the town where you currently are!” We’re approaching a few too many contrived coincidences in this chapter, Octopath writers. 🙃

“Damned if I know how...” You and the rest of us, Alfie.

Before leaving town, I rejiggered my party, because Ophilia really is crazy overleveled compared to everyone else -- I swapped in Olberic/Hunter for her, classed Therion into Merchant, Primrose into Cleric, and Alfyn into Scholar. ...Honestly Alfyn’s kinda a terrible Scholar, but he already knows all the spells so I have that coverage, at least. I’m hoping I didn’t already miss Olberic’s banter, but knowing my luck I probably did. 😕

Prim’s Cleric lines are...kinda cool, gotta say. I mean, they’re the same as Ophilia’s, but she says them real good.

So I think healing may be tied to Elem. Def.? It would explain why Ophilia’s Heal Wounds heals like 1700 (unboosted!) while Primrose’s only does around 800. Let’s see how she does when I beef up her Elem. Def. a bit more...Hm, managed to get it up to 1100. So yeah, I think it’s Elem. Def. Good to know!

i hate these stupid-ass devil deer that always always always use the first turn to gather strength and have 5 damn break points.

Wow, and I thought the Grimsand Ruins were mazey...

...Alfyn has his Concoct ability. Which covers pretty much every elemental weakness. What am I doing putting him in Scholar?! GAH I’M SO STUPID 🙃

Alright, last save point...after like two hours of traipsing through this forest. Sheesh! Let’s see if this...Ogre Eagle, if I recall correctly, is as bad as they say it is...

...Well. Three turns in, and I’ve already had like five status effects inflicted on me. Yep...this’ll be a fun one...

Ahh, thank god for Concocting that mix that heals and prevents status ailments on the whole party.

Haha, with Surpassing Power Alfyn can just barely deal above 10,000 damage with Amputation. Olberic shows him up immediately afterwards (20,000 Brand’s Thunder), because of course.

I’m sorry what is this rainbow cloud doing? WHATEVER IT IS I DON’T LIKE IT. ...OH MY GOD IT’S LOWERING MY MAXIMUM HP. FUCK.

HOT DAMN! I didn’t realize I had so many high-damaging abilities. Between Alfyn’s Ampuation hitting for nearly 10,000, Therion paying out the ass for three Veteran Soldiers to come up and deal 3000 each, and a typical Olberic Abided Brand’s Thunder for 20,000, he...this Ogre Eagle is pretty dead.

Suck it.

...Wow, Ogen knew Alfyn’s hero, huh? Small world.

what is going on with this heartbeat the HD rumble is doing? WHATEVER IT IS I DON’T LIKE IT.

Graham Crossford, huh...Somehow I feel like he will be important in the mysterious endgame... Ogen says he’s dead, but...hmmm.

“Well, guess I’ll be off, then. After all, there’s still folks out there who need my help. Like...not just the sick, but...these other folks I got tied up with...”

And that’s Alfyn, I suppose.

...

I gotta admit, I’m not super-impressed by his final boss being a random big monster. But everything else in this chapter was really good, so...I can deal with it.

What a good sweet boy.

#octopath traveler #octopath spoilers #octopath travelogue #alfyn

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