#mostly uncertain

[menciemeer]

empty places

72k, complete

“It’s crowded in my head,” Will admits. “Like someone’s written over all my pages, and I can’t see what’s beneath.” “Beneath all the words is nothing but a blank sheet. With patience and the right tools, you can carve the ink away.” Will tilts his chin up. “I think that’s already been tried, Dr. Lecter.” “Your father cut himself out of you.” “Not well enough.”

Garret Jacob Graham could have taught Hannibal Lecter a thing or two about raising monsters.

or, S1 with Will as Abigail. Pre-slash but decidedly Hannigram.

#hannibal #hannibal fic #hannibal fanfic #hannibal fanfiction #hannigram #look look i wrote a fic #this is what happens when i have Complicated Feelings about Abigail #but when i am also #(& this is very important) #absolute shipping trash #if this resonates with your id please come say hello #i am #Nervous #cautiously pleased #mostly uncertain #anyone who has read enough of my posts (lol? lmao?) would perhaps be saying to themself #oh #that's what's been wrong with her this whole time #anyway anyway anyway #tag ramble over #my fic #empty places #if you even read this mess of tags tyvm don't mind me

[solargeist]

my first ISAT playthrough had 105 loops, my second one has 219

#phphpHPHPH i didnt do achievements on the first runhahah #i think ive .. done everything now ?? i scratched every corner.... i htink i have every piece of information..... #the only achievements i have left is the grinding ones phphp #the only thing im left uncertain abt is the star rooms in the castle .. who wished for a second body !!! #isat spoilers #mind you the deaths in the first one were mostly due to the king and mini bosses ahA the second... i died to enemies like... next to NONE ! #got saur good at fighting. king eat SHIT immediately #edit: i also have 128 hours in this game

[lollytea]

Hunter teaches the other kids magic-free self defense in Camila's backyard and quickly goes mad with power in the way only PE teachers do.

#this is spawned by me watching mulan last name and realizing that ill make a man out of you is still a bop #anyway the reasoning is theyre in uncertain times and they need to be prepared for anything. even their powers being taken away #they are all extremely powerful and dangerous witches. but could they take care of themselves without magic? #hunter would like to make sure they can #luz insists that she can protect herself just fine. she can kick and bite and claw #mostly she says this cuz it drives hunter ballistic #''THAT IS NOT A REAL FORM OF COMBAT LUZ!!!!'' #anyway Gus is very enthusiastic but he is easily the worst at fighting. he is tiny and has never been in a scuffle before in his life #Willow catches on fast #scarily fast #amity has contained nerd rage #she can just straight up attack yoi if you piss her off enough #fortunately hunter is very good at that

[allthewhumpygoodness]

I love love when a whumpee is recovering or on the verges of regaining their health, probably feverish but maybe just exhausted and weak, and they're not all on their own but lying somewhere near their friends/caretakers curled up half asleep.

And I can't really put it properly into words but like. When the caretakers are talking to each other quietly as to not wake up Whumpee, but Whumpee can still hear them and their voices are drifting in and out of their consciousness, mingling with fever dreams. And they feel distant and weird and sick but still weirdly comforted by hearing familiar voices.

Or not familiar - I just got the image of a whumpee being taken in by a group of caretakers they don't know and don't really trust but they're too weak not to let them help, lying sickly in a corner and hearing the caretakers go about their day around them without knowing they can hear- and singing. Maybe this is a thing this community does a lot of or at certain times of day, and Whumpee doesn't know them at all but their singing voices, slightly distorted from their fever and tiredness, comfort Whumpee even without them trying.

#whump #just got this idea #love it when whumpee isn't in a private place but resting where everyone can see them #and they're mostly just left alone except when they're being checked on or they need something #they're a little scared and uncertain with all these strangers #but when they're awake they just quietly watch as the strangers go about their lives

[punkcherries]

been playing moonstone island..... fun cute game!! decided to redraw quills talksprite cus i like him :)

#scribs #moonstone island #so far his character is mostly sweet cool himbo which i enjoy ! i feel like his “stupidness” might be a lil overdone? #kinda uncertain how i feel abt him being black w that characterization..... i think it feels a lil weird u know #BUT! i am very early game so perhaps there is more to his character than i am aware..... we will see smile #anywho . wanna pixel more i think . need to get my inspiration back.......

[obstinatecondolement]

More experienced sewists: if you have exactly 5 metres of fabric and your pattern calls for exactly 5 metres of fabric (technically like 5.03 once I do the conversion from yards to metres, but eh), is that like ... are you probably fine? Is that chill? My pattern (Truly Victorian's TVE02) does not specify a fabric width as far as I can tell, but fwiw the fabric I have is 139 cm wide.

#sewing #craft #I mostly do yarny crafts and always buy an extra ball in case I am a tiny bit short #so my instinct is that I need a buffer #but also I have seen crafters saying this is how you end up with a massive stash of leftover fabric that wasn't needed #so I am uncertain #I'm not buying more of this fabric either way #my question is mainly will *this* fabric do for *this* pattern or do I need to go back to the drawing board?

[skitskatdacat63]

I found a low-res video of Micheal riding a horse on Monza and thought of your Hussars au.

Would Micheal have a spot in this Au? I think it would make sense because of how he factors into Seb's and Nando's legacy.

(Here's the link if you want the full video)

OMG THANK YOU HEHEHE!!

I guess it's just hard to add in people from before and after Fernando/Seb's generation bcs there's big figures in every generation but obviously the au is about them so I dont want to overshadow them, ao that's why I don't really reference the prev and post generation too much, but they def exist in the AUs!

I think in Hussars, Michael could be the Holy Roman Emperor or a similar monarch. It would make sense bcs Fernando is obviously aligned with France, and guess who usurps Austria from being the center of the Empire? France. (read: Napoleon.) And who usurps Michael irl? Fernando.

I will eventually answer your ask about fun facts for this au I swear 😭 my brain isn't working lately though. But I will say. If Michael was the emperor in that au, it would fit in with Martian's dynamic. Bcs Seb in this au is a nepo baby kinda. Like Mark fought hard thru the ranks to get where he is, and then Seb is like some Lord's son and gets proclaimed general or something after being in military school for a bit 😭

Also I obv have drawn hussar Fernando. But sometimes I think it'd be very funny if Hussar AU and Nandopoleon existed in the same AU hahaha

#hussar au is very uncertain #bcs it mostly stems from me liking the Napoleonic wars and loving to draw those uniforms #so its hard to say who is who #bcs i just like drawing anyone in the uniforms #i usually jsut go by where teams are from and then place them there yknow? #like fernando is always gonna be with france. martian is always gonna be with austria/HRE etc etc #catie.asks. #catie.rambling.txt

[moe-broey]

Not exactly canon but. It would be funny.

Very messy warm-up from yesterday, playing w some concepts! Usually Mani's presence is a lot less intrusive... usually. It is more subtle than this lmfao, either way!

(both use it/its!)

#moe tag #mani tag #sometimes i mention mani and i'm like. wait. you guys barely have any concept of that guy. whoops! #i am just. extremely protective of it. not in a nicies way more like if it breaches containment i'm blowing this whole building up #like i made a whole ass ref sheet the other day mostly for myself and like. i'm still uncertain if i should post it. #mani is a fake ass bitch who's a huge jackass shithead who just fucking sucks. it has a very specific front it wants you to fall for. #and if you fall for it at face value i'm killing us both. #my art #my comics

[an-uncertain-robot-girl]

I'm continuing to make shit even if I'm doing it badly, any support is appreciated

#an uncertain robit girl #pixel art #its mostly just pose practice #still not good but i'm at least trying

[whatsthatmagiccard]

The format is pauper. What's that six drop?

(If this is too obscure I can give some one drops from the deck and it becomes pretty easy)

(That's a new one. I've no familiarity with the Pauper scene, so this is a shot in the dark.)

#[uncertain] #i just kinda went through the meta decks of the last weekish and tried to find a match #burn doesnt have that many permanents but its the only one i saw with mostly low drops that also played a 6

[galaxywhump]

You know, I think one of the things that prevent me from working on the next SV-240 chapter is worry that the focus on Wren and Nathaniel's dynamic won't be well-received

#not even in terms of quality #just the theme in general #it's no secret that nathaniel was abusive to wren #and now wren will have to deal with the aftermath of that again #and i guess i'm scared people just won't like this theme #like it's unnecessary or something #i dunno i'm really uncertain of myself when it comes to this arc #cause these past few years i've mostly been writing whump and creepy comfort #and now there's actual recovery #which i don't have much experience writing to be honest #and as always i don't like complaining about specific aspects of my writing #cause it just makes people pay more attention to them #but in this case i just wanted to get this out there #and i'd appreciate y'all's opinions if you have any #in the meantime i'm going to actually work on the next chapter #marti talks #abuse mention #child abuse cw

[orbdotexe]

IIIII dont see any reason not to, so. Timeline I've been using (mostly as a guideline and summaries) for TFE! yippee!! (this is mostly for. non-content box ppl bc yall already had access to this--)

[Black Garden] The Young Wolf begins to hear whispers around Darkness-infected areas after the Black Garden, confides in no one and brushes it off when Ghost asks. The effects begin fading away, pushed out of memory, before the Red War hits and it is amplified until they get their Light back.

[?] Osiris and Drifter meet about the Sundial, where Osiris tells him he should meet the Guardian. [Encounter intro] [Original lore: The Sundial]

[Forsaken] Petra sees The Young Wolf holding the gun after Sundance bursts, Cayde does not get a chance to tell her. He falls into a coma after throwing Petra out of the way of an attack from a Baron, and is presumed dead by Wolf. The Young Wolf is exiled, under the belief that they had attempted to murder Cayde. Before Petra and Wolf race to get to Uldren, Ghost receives and ignores a message from Ikora, asking for their side of the story. Later, Wolf gets to Uldren first, and kills the Prince.

[?] Drifter has an impromptu meeting with Shin, where, similarly to Osiris, he is told to meet with Wolf—For different reasons. [Do They Know?]

[?] Crow wakes up, after the Dreaming City’s curse had set in. [Bury Me Shallow, chp1]

[during/ pre-Season of The Drifter/Joker’s Wild] The Drifter seeks out the Young Wolf under Osiris's (and Shin’s) recommendation and sets up an exchange of favors. [Questionably Fortunate Encounter]

[Shadowkeep] 

[Beyond Light] The Exo Stranger takes up teaching the Young Wolf how to control Stasis, in an attempt to help them tame the hallucinations from the Black Garden. Elsie found out because she began keeping a closer eye on them after a vague warning from Drifter about keeping an eye on them.  Later, Wolf takes up hunting Eramis. 

[Pre-Defeat of Eramis, Post-Wolf getting Stasis] Cayde finally wakes from his coma.  Shiro acts as a bodyguard, making sure Cayde doesn’t do anything to get himself into trouble for a few weeks.

[Hunt] Starts after Wolf has already taken out the first of Eramis’ Lieutenants. Crow multitasks hunting the Wrathborn and prying for information on what happened to Wolf and why they killed Uldren from Spider back in the Shore. Wolf, unknown to him, stalks Crow to find out more about their replacement, between receiving more information on Eramis’ forces. Shiro assists Crow's Wrathborn hunts while attempting to track the Young Wolf after hearing word of sightings of them, unable to pin down their purpose for switching between Europa and the Shore.

[Chosen] Wolf crashes some Rites of Proving, proceeds as usual (?)

[Splicer] The Young Wolf, learning of Lakshmi's plan to invite the Vex inside the City with the intent of getting rid of House Light, sneaks into the City and publicly executes her - both to stop her before it's too late, and to take the heat off of the Eliksni's backs. [Bury Me Shallow, chp2]

[Lost] Now desperate for information on Wolf, and determined to find out what happened, Crow and Cayde attempt to consult Savathun in-between saving Mara's Techuens.

[post-reclaiming Uldren’s memories] Cayde and Crow, under Mara's request, try to find the Young Wolf. Cayde, unable to leave, is stuck playing intel. Crow, deep in abandoned ruins that were already difficult to get through, finds them and is warned against trusting the Vanguard not to turn on him. [One Mirror, Two Reflections, chp1: Warning A Replacement]

[Witch Queen] 

[Risen] 

[Haunted] Wolf’s Nightmare is the Speaker, who taunts them for letting the Vanguard take their chance at life and for being too weak to stop it. Crow is the only support they have through it (?), and without the connection through the Harvester. The Nightmare of Safiyah taunts Zavala with failing both Hakim and Wolf, pointing out he’s fucked over both of his children now.  Cayde’s Nightmare is Sundance, who taunts him about failing Andal, her, and Wolf.  Calus is not repelled (?), but the Witness still drags his consciousness from the Leviathan for Lightfall.

[?] A fireteam catches wind of the Young Wolf’s whereabouts potentially being on the Leviathan, and are assigned to check out the validity of the report. [Impromptu Arsenal Check]

[?] Cayde and Wolf see each other in person again for the first time since the prison. [A Lot of Firsts]

[Lightfall] (Crow and Wolf train together under Osiris in using Strand.)

[?] Crow, Saint, and Osiris wear down Zavala, trying to advise him to unexile Wolf, as the Coalition is spread too thin. Empress Caiatl, despite having heard much of the story from Saladin and Zavala’s points of view, makes the final nail in the coffin in a private meeting.  If she can see past Calus and his crimes and turn to protect her people; if Saint can see past the Fallen to protect the Eliksni and the City; if Zavala can see past Ghaul and trust her with his own— Then he can see past the Prison and take the risk. He talks Ikora into allowing him to unexile the Young Wolf.

[?] After some time, Crow finally convinces Wolf to take the opportunity to see the City again, and they are brought out of exile. [A Day In Town]

[Final Shape] Plight of The Honeybee.

#if theres a question mark to the *right* of a statement then its uncertain #technically ALL of this is uncertain bc. lore is mine to puppeteer and mutilate as i please #but anyway. #the question marks to the *left* of a statement are just. there to mark events between seasons/DLCs #the forsaken exile #oooh yeahhh. 'Do They Know?' is the current title for the Shin+Drifter short. if that wasnt obvious. and Plight is... well. its wolf's deat #yeah i think we all saw that coming #WELL. ig it depends on what i come up with. i still dont really have it planned. bc a lot of other things need planning #but rn they are very intended to. die. #F #some of this might actually be. a bit inaccurate. in which case im sorry #my notes are. ALL over the place. in these posts. in my doc. tucked away in discord somewhere random. who knows #so. grain of salt #AND Saviris isnt mentioned here either. ouughhhhghghg #ik its. ref for WHEN things happen not for WHAT happens but by the nine #and dont get me started on the bits with nothing beside them. im losing my mind #I do actually have a few things for Risen (mostly Crow. bc yeah. Crow.) #i jus... hhhhhhhnnnnngn #NOTHING PAST HAUNTED IS ON HERE AND IM. please kill me why am i doing this to myself

[cleargreyskies]

Nothing like the end of a year to really drive home your feelings of loneliness.

(some venting in the tags, it's that time of the year again. also to the two people from offline life potentially reading this: this is obviously not about you and I care about you deeply)

#delete later #i might leave this city next year and i do not have any friends elsewhere and even the ones here are not enough. it scares me. #justo nce i would like to spend new year's eve with a group of friends who care about each other and me #i love my girlfriend and i am so happy to spend time with her and looking forward to shared celebrations and all. i just need some other #additional connections somewhere and at this time of the year the loneliness that is pretty much part of my personality now always gets the #better of me. #i felt fine and mostly content with my social life in summer. #but the uncertain future and the already existing lack of deeper connections in a quantity and also qulaity that would be good for me is #draining. #i am also behind on work and stressed and my mother has a broken leg and can't move much so christmas will be bleaker than usual already. #actually everything combined might just be something to talk to the university's mental health counseling again. you don't always have to b #at breaking point to ask for some guidance. #/end of oversharing #ergh rereading this makes me want to delete it right away but this is still my diary so #i also have to add that i am making some efforts. i go to a martial arts class. i play d&d with some people (admittedly my flatmate and my #gf + 3 others). i go swimming with my gf + 2 people. i am active in a nature conservation group at my university. just - everyone there #always seems to have enough close connections already AND i am scared to get too close to people i might have to leave behind. #typing this out has actually helped me get some ideas on what to do. so i am cringing less about having put this out there. #still feeling bad but willing to make an effort #personal log

[schmackarys]

Continuing to wonder if I’m gonna have to leave this country, and I hate it

#things feel so uncertain #the leaders are mostly in the right place and so is a good portion of the public #but young people are terrifying and idk if it’s worth staying to find out if they’ll grow out of it or if that’s the future of the country #I’ve seen this film before and I didn’t like the ending!!! #personal

[ru-inn]

Scrolling through the anti byler tag and saw someone say that before s4 we didn't consider lumax "serious" and that we do now cause it "fits our narrative"...

Boo I'm sorry to inform you that I was a lumaxer since s2! Honestly I was probably a lumax fan before I even properly started shipping byler lmao

#mostly because i was scared and uncertain where byler would go in s2 #s3 made me start shipping fr! #and s4 made me realise oh damn this going to be endgame #lumax has my entire heart and soul how dare you #byler

[lovely-english-rose]

debating on joining certain upcoming fandom events 🤔 i have time to decide ofc but i like to know/ be ready ahead of time

like for rarepair, id have to check the prompts again, but i think the otp qualities at this point right? I mean considering *vaguely gestures*. i know 2 i like def dont but, theres probably others i could drag out too? 🤔 i honestly don't know overall what's big in the fandom or not since i mostly stick with my small circles and avoid diving into tags too much to avoid the disk horse

and the secret Santa could be fun to do again?

#i hate being so uncertain 😭 #and these are the only upcoming events i know of so its not like there's time conflicts #i only know some big ships bc of others ranting about them but thats not my business #in terms of the ones i like? i mostly don't know lol