#mostly because Ciel was dressed as a little orphan paper boy and threw up everywhere but. I digress.

[deadlittledogs]

I knew you were a weeb (when it was degen, not “cool” like it is now)

OH YEAH, I GOT BULLIED RELENTLESSLY FOR IT LOL. I was pretty autistic about it though, so….. I was maybe slightly asking for it lel.

I admit, it’s still a little confusing for me that normies all like anime now, even though I don’t really like it anymore. Anime was better when it was like this slightly niche autistic interest that only really cringy ‘outcast’ teen girls liked….. it had such a bizarre lil community of gross girls. Nothing will ever beat making eye contact with some bucktoothed shawty in a hetalia shirt from across the room and instantly knowing you’re both fucking insane in the same way. I WANT THAT BACK, EVEN IF NOW AS AN ADULT I THINK MOST ANIME IS RETARDED AND UNWATCHABLE LMAO.

#I still enjoy consuming manga though. manga is swag af. #I have been trying to watch a bit of anime again tho… *cough* black butler *cough* #most anime is just. bad though. super bad. #I MEAN EVEN BLACK BUTLER IS MOSTLY BAD but somehow that makes it better…. #book of circus was good…. i did enjoy that one…. #mostly because Ciel was dressed as a little orphan paper boy and threw up everywhere but. I digress. #sighhhhs I just miss when there was a decent community of weirdos and u could feel free to be cringe #cons used to be like. a safe haven of nerds. #now I’m like TERRIFIED of going because you see all those stories online of like #“’yeah I mentioned yaoi once online and someone showed up and fed me glass shard cookies’ #it seems the environment now is maybe… a little hostile…. #well I guess I will find out because I am going to an anime con next winter #my brother and I are going as Luther & Randal :3 #we are going to……. gulps…… be SUPER fucking annoying