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#might do more graphic descriptions yoru no seiiki
hana-no-seiiki · 9 months
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tw/cw: yandere themes, drugging, mention of noncon, depression, suicide. y/n kinda a masochist. unedited and written in like 20mins.
DERRICK KNEW YOU LOVED PLAYING HARD TO GET.
It was no problem really, he in turn loved chasing after you. But it was time for this game of yours to end. College didn’t last forever after all, and he knew that with your grades and other qualifications, you’d be leaving somewhere he couldn’t reach.
Your attitude was understandable. You two started off your ‘relationship’ with bickering about academics. People were assigned shifts as to who had to tear you two apart before it got physical.
Whoever’s side they might be on, everyone agreed that it was peculiar how the two of you acted towards one another. You were kind, almost a pushover at times but tended to be headstrong and stubborn when it came to Derrick. Whereareas Derrick never participated and usually went with the flow of things, uncaring of what grades he got, but only ever argued about his thoughts and opinions when he was grouped with you.
You were like destined enemies.
Until, one day, you gave him your hand.
His mental had been in an all time low. He last attempt had gone wrong and he was rescued before any irreparable harm was done. At that time he couldn’t help but hate any concern shown to him.
Any concern but yours.
It was brief, agonizingly short. The caress of your (soft/callused) skin on his cheek before you squeezed his hand, mouthing words he’ll never forget,
“Stay stubborn, slacker.”
And you disappeared.
You two weren’t close by any means. You even chose to insult him again and dig at his greatest insecurity. But your concern was there,
and he didn’t hate it for some reason.
Confused over his feelings, Derrick found himself too distracted to dwell on self hatred. Soon his venomous words he spat at you at the daily turned flowery, heck, sappy at times.
You’d stare at him in group activities, which you were somehow always forced to do with him, like a ticking time bomb. Waiting for the moment he explodes and tell you everything that was wrong with your idea.
But instead he smiles, telling you how wonderful it was and that he fully supports it. Surprising not just you but your entire class that everyone went dead silent.
After that day, which most thought was a fluke, he still continued his attempt at your heart. Accompanying you to every class of yours, even if the schedule clashed with his and he’d have to run two buildings away after escorting you.
At some point, people assumed it was just his way of saying sorry for how he acted, but he couldn’t have that! So he began actively giving you gifts and food items as well. Clothes and accessories were his favorite. When you’d reluctantly accept it and wear it to class he’d melt on the spot. People could finally relax when you two were together. Everything was going great.
Everything was going great but to you.
You actually, well, liked Derrick’s approach when it came to your discussions. It annoyed you when people were just ‘alright’ with what you brainstormed and whatnot. You adored it when they could find faults so that you knew when you tried again you could at least improve upon it.
And goddamn it did you have such a crush on Derrick because of his behavior.
You were glad he was so distracted with being rude on a daily basis that he doesn’t the blood rushing throughout the many places of your body when he spoke crap. So relieved he didn’t catch that massive grin on your face after you tried comforting him. So utterly grateful to all that is holy for the times people tore you two apart before you could start groping him all over.
This Derrick? The Derrick that was all sunshine and flowers? He wasn’t the Derrick you liked.
And so you ignored him. While he turned brighter, you only grew dimmer. You’d excuse yourself from anywhere you knew he’d be in to avoid interactions. You’d demand the teachers give you a new group to be in.
Derrick soon found out about the situation and despite your friends saying it in a mournful manner — completely in grief for your love life, he saw it as the green light. The go ahead sign. Ignoring the fact that it was his personality that you were interested in and hyperfixating on the fact that you liked him in that way at all.
It was the end of the year party. You were quite the drunkard so all he had to do drop a little something into one of your drinks. Your friends somehow trusted him with taking you home.
That night, as you lied in bed with his seed flowing down your thighs. He knew you’ll never leave him.
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