#meanwhileaturmoms

[meanwhileatzafiros]

Had a weird dream last night where they made another HTTYD movie and somehow the dragons were back, but it was like a horror movie? They found a giant machine in the ocean that gave massive yaeger energy but it was built from the Zonai tech from TOTK, so you only had to remove one component to ensure it didn’t start up.

Then there was like a scene change where I was IN the horror-esque movie but had also just come home from sitting my ‘finals’ for getting my trade IRL but then I was in a house and hiccup was just kinda there but it wasn’t really him???? Anyway things kept supernaturally lighting on fire, but the flames were distinctly yellow and really slow burning so we could put them out relatively easily since they didn’t spread quick. This had something to do with the Zonai tech from earlier and we could tell there was something else in the house, but it wasn’t the thing lighting the fires it was like a physical being that was trying to repair the yaeger like machine and for some reason needed something from the house to do it.

Anyway that’s the last time I wear three jumpers to bed idc how cold it is before I get to sleep.

#weird dreams #HTTYD #TOTK #i just had to go through and remove the word ‘like’ from this post because I write it to much #meanwhileaturmoms #then we had like a house party while all the other stuff was happening #it was wild

[meanwhileatzafiros]

Besties my anxiety is so far gone that I can even drink coffee without my heart telling me imma die 💅

#I’m winning at life #personal #meanwhileaturmoms #honestly I’m still so confused like obviously my anxiety isn’t clinical because #it just up and left??? I don’t even know why nor how???? #and now I’m functioning without a consistent sense of dread???? #i remain beffudled

[meanwhileatzafiros]

Help I just discovered that Bad Omens exist

#as in the band #bad omens #meanwhileaturmoms

[meanwhileatzafiros]

Thinking of just live blogging my day today bc dang literally any classroom environment (no matter how friendly and calm the teacher in front of me is!!) gets my social anxiety thriving

#meanwhileaturmoms #I really need to change my og post tag

[meanwhileatzafiros]

It’s worth noting: I always thought trying to consume media when my anxiety was being bad was making it worse because I wasn’t able to focus on the problem. But the one time I remember in my life where my anxiety just went on hiatus was when my friend made me sit down and watch a movie to chill out. So moral of the story: maybe if your anxiety fueled brain is stopping you from enjoying something that should be harmless, try doing it anyway because maybe you’re overthinking it this is mostly directed towards myself so In the future I can be like ‘hey remember this??’ You’re overthinking it bestie 💜 as if we haven’t been told that before

#meanwhileaturmoms #brain things #everyday I regret the tag name I gave for my original text posts

[meanwhileatzafiros]

Instead of dressing for the cold, I have resolved to spend every spare moment in my bed where I shall relish in the warmth

#meanwhileaturmoms

[meanwhileatzafiros]

Besties here’s a friendly reminder to make sure the people you care about know you care about them even if you think they don’t care about you the same way because ✨communication✨ and ✨friendship✨ that is all.

#meanwhileaturmoms #I just realised I chose a very suggestive tag for my ramblings #friendships #relationship

[meanwhileatzafiros]

Everybody I have decided I will not succumb 💅

#meanwhileaturmoms #just caught feeling absolutely everything and nothing at all #all of the time

[meanwhileatzafiros]

Was a bad customer today

I was driving my friend to the airport and we got there on time but didn’t realise that check in closes ages before they take off and we got to check in just as they closed but the kind man said he would just be able to fit us in but then there was some one behind us who also was late for check in who he turned down and she said she had stuff that she couldn’t carry on and I feel really bad

#having worked customer service I can only imagine a fraction of the frustration airport people have to deal with everyday #poor dude he was so nice letting us through though #because then I would’ve been driving my friend 800ks today #that would’ve been an experience #customer service people need a metaphorical hug #and a bottle of straight gin for their worries #meanwhileaturmoms

[meanwhileatzafiros]

Spread the news: When your brain stops forcing you to be productive 24/7 by guilt tripping you into never taking time for yourself, you end up getting more done anyway and you don’t hate yourself in the process! More at 7.

#self care #personal #meanwhileaturmoms #okay but i somehow??? (idk how) got my brain to stop sending the panic juices whenever I’m performing normal every day tasks #for the first time in a literal year #and im like woah. dude bro man. what #is this what living is meant to be like??? #like you can just go to the supermarket????? #and go to class??? #and talk with your friend who isn’t quite your bestie but is still a good friend #and not feel on the verge of tears and/or a panic attack???? #stupid thing is #I don’t even know how this happened? #i literally just watched a cute movie with my friend last night #and now my anxiety is just gone??????? #i am simply baffled

[meanwhileatzafiros]

The more time I spend in the real world small dust bowl of a town the more I realise that the internet is not the norm and this saddens me

#personal #meanwhileaturmoms #made the text purple bc I have my tumblr in dark made and for some reason I couldn’t see the text #look I may be stupid in not knowing why that is but you can’t say I’m not slightly charming in an idiot sort of way

[meanwhileatzafiros]

Do you know how cringe I was in 2019?

#meanwhileaturmoms